Fugitive Wife

by Miranda Lee

  'My name's Gerard, by the way,' he said, climbing over onto the deck of the boat and holding out his large tanned hand. 'Gerard Woodward.'

  'Leah,' she returned breathlessly, and placed her own slender and slightly shaking fingers within the confines of his longer and much stronger grip. 'Leah...um...um...' Panic set in as her befuddled brain blankly scoured her memory for her own silly surname!

  'Leah Um-Um,' he said teasingly. 'What an interesting name.'

  The blush rushed back, hotter than ever.

  'It's White,' she blurted out at last. 'Leah White.' Dear Heaven, but why did she have to make a fool of herself in front of him?

  'Well, Leah White,' he said, his smile soft and warm, 'I think that's a very nice name and suits you admirably. But Woodward would be better.'

  Woodward?'

  'That's my name. Have you forgotten it already? What fun it will be to tell our children that when their mother met their father she forgot her own name, and then his.'

  'Our children!' she choked out.

  'You do want children, don't you?' he asked, for all the world as if it was a serious question.

  'I... I...'

  His smile became both admiring and indulgent as he lifted her fingers to his mouth. 'I can see I'll have to make all the important decisions in our marriage. But that's all right by me,' he murmured as he kissed each fingertip in turn. 'I've always believed that a man is head of his family and king of his castle.'

  Leah snatched her hand away from him. 'You're crazy as a loon!'

  'Not at all,' he returned, without turning a hair. 'In fact, I could give you a hundred references testifying to my sanity. But I appreciate I am rushing you a little. I promise to slow down if you promise to have dinner with me tonight. Ah...these must be your brothers now. Mike and Pete, did you say?'

  She nodded dumbly, and watched while he charmed her two normally wary big brothers as effortlessly as he had charmed her.

  He explained he was a property developer from Brisbane who was interested in buying some land in the area—with a view to building a small but exclusive resort. Any quibbles or qualms the boys raised about such a development were quickly waylaid by Gerard's ready reassurances. Anything he built would fit right into the environment and not spoil the area. It would also bring some much needed money into the local community. He would guarantee it!

  By the end of the day neither Mike nor Pete made any objection whatsoever when Gerard politely asked their permission to take Leah to dinner. He wasn't given a single warning. Not one!

  As it turned out, he didn't need one. For he didn't lay a finger on Leah, just a small peck goodnight on her cheek.

  She lay awake into the wee small hours, thinking of him...

  And so began their whirlwind courtship, Gerard sweeping Leah off to the altar barely three months after their first meeting.

  She went to his bed on their wedding night still a virgin.

  Not that she'd wanted to be. The moment she'd set eyes on Gerard he'd stirred a sensuality in her she hadn't known she possessed. But he'd wanted to wait, he'd told her.

  At the time she'd thought that was so sweet. Now she realised it was all part of his Prince Charming act. In reality he'd probably had some other woman on the side, catering to his carnal needs, while he made silly Leah wait. By the time the wedding had come along she'd been consumed by the most excruciating sexual tension, a ready slave for whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted it

  Prince Charming indeed! He was the devil incarnate!

  Leah sometimes wondered what would have happened if she hadn't decided to go for a walk in the garden that fateful night, if she'd never overheard that appalling conversation. The realisation that she would still be going along blithely and blindly as Mrs Gerard Woodward brought mixed feelings. Maybe it would have been better if she'd never found out. She'd been happy, hadn't she?

  Not entirely, she was forced to concede. Oh, yes Gerard had given her everything she could possibly want. He'd spoiled her outrageously.

  And it had been wonderful for a while. Gerard had swept her into a world she hardly knew existed, a sophisticated glamorous world of designer gowns, dinner parties and decadently expensive restaurants. She'd been agog with excitement over it all for the first few months.

  But eventually her privileged and pampered lifestyle had begun to pall a little. She'd become bored with having nothing to fill her days but dress-fittings and hair appointments. Her only activity had been to make herself beautiful for the evenings she spent with her husband.

  Once the honeymoon was over, she'd rarely seen Gerard during the day, and he worked six days a week. Sundays hadn't been much better. He'd spent so much time on the telephone, even in the car when they were driving somewhere. Mobile phones, she believed, were a menace.

  When she'd mildly complained over breakfast one day of her loneliness and boredom, Gerard had suggested charity organisations, flower-arranging classes and cordon bleu cookery courses. When she'd hinted at a baby instead, he'd vetoed that for another year at least. He wanted her all to himself for a while, he'd said. That night he'd come home with two dozen red roses and made love to her for hours.

  Looking back, Leah could well understand why she hadn't been really content! Gerard had reduced her to nothing but a glorified mistress and hostess. He hadn't discussed his business with her, except in scant detail. She knew nothing much about his past, or even his present, except what he'd chosen to tell her. Which wasn't much. She'd had no friends of her own. No life of her own, except as Gerard's wife.

  It had been her growing discontent which had driven her into the garden that fateful evening. One of Gerard's business colleagues had come over for dinner and, true to form, after coffee Gerard had taken him into his study to talk business, leaving Leah at a loose end. As usual.

  So she'd decided to walk down to the garden seat which overlooked the Brisbane river. Water always soothed her. It was a very pretty spot at night, looking across from their exclusive position on Kangaroo Point to the Story Bridge, and the lights of the city beyond.

  She'd left the house by a side door, and had been walking along a path not far from the study when the open French doors and the stillness of the sultry evening had caused Gerard's voice to carry far beyond the room.

  'You made a big mistake marrying a woman you loved so madly, Steven. Such passion destroys a man's brain cells. And his judgement. Marriage should be approached like a business deal. With lots of cool thought and calculated research.'

  On hearing those first shocking comments, Leah became riveted to the spot. But there were more shocks to come.

  'There are two types of women,' Gerard continued. 'Soft and hard. The givers and the takers. The first wants to love and be loved in return. The second wants everything else. Believe me when I tell you that these days the soft ones are getting rarer. You have to get them young, before they're contaminated by other men. And life. Take Leah for instance. She was only nineteen when I met her and had had no serious boyfriends before me. Naturally, she wasn't from the city. Generally speaking, city girls are bad news. I knew from the moment I met Leah that she was just what I was looking for. Perfect wife material in every way. Innocent, sweet, beautiful. A natural giver.'

  'And very much in love with you,' Steven remarked drily.

  'Still is,' Gerard pronounced with a casual arrogance that took Leah's breath away.

  'Of course, we've only been married a short time,' he went on. 'But I have no intention of ever becoming too complacent where Leah is concerned. You know what happens when you neglect a business. Before you know it the damned thing folds. I gave up a whole month for our honeymoon, and still pour a lot of time and money into my beautiful new bride. I don't neglect her in the bedroom and I give her every material thing any woman could possibly desire, in return for which she gives me what every man wants. Complete love and loyalty.'

  'But don't you love her, Gerard?' came Steven's troubled question.

  'Love wears best
on a woman,' came his coldly cynical reply. 'As I said before, a man who loves is weaker for it. It makes him stupid. And vulnerable. The last thing a woman wants is a husband who's weak, stupid and vulnerable. In the ends she falls out of love with such a fool and leaves him for another, stronger individual. Of course, I'm not saying you don't tell them you love them. Amazing what those three little words can do for a marriage. I don't let a day go by without telling Leah how much I love her.'

  'That sounds awfully callous, Gerard...'

  'Not at all.' It works, Steven. You won't find my marriage ending in divorce, you mark my words.'

  Leah had certainly marked them. All of them.

  What a pity she hadn't had the courage to throw them in his face, personally!

  She'd been going to confront him that night, as soon as Steven had left the house. But the wretched man had stayed for ages, till her own misery had forced her to go upstairs to bed.

  Not that she'd slept. Midnight had found her lying wide awake in bed, tensely listening to Gerard's footsteps on the stairs.

  'Waiting up for me, darling?' he said on entering the room. 'How sweet,' he murmured, smiling softly down at her as he undressed.

  Leah watched him, dry-mouthed, her stomach swirling with a mixture of distress and dismay. She felt sickened by the situation, and her foolishness in being taken in by him so easily.

  And yet, how could she have known what he was? He'd always been so incredibly good to her, had fulfilled all her romantic dreams, especially in bed. No man could have been a better lover. Or more considerate.

  Her mind was whirling with all these thoughts when he slipped into bed beside her. Her mouth opened to say something, only to be covered by his in a gentle kiss. Much more gentle than was his usual style. Leah hoped that meant he wasn't going to continue, that it was just a goodnight kiss. But it seemed stopping was not on Gerard's mind. Soon, it wasn't on her mind, either.

  Afterwards, she lay there, stunned, shattered. How could she have let him? And how could she possibly have found pleasure in it?

  It was then that she knew she had to remove herself completely from his corruptive physical presence. She had to flee. If she confronted him with the truth—that she'd overheard what he'd told Steven in the study after dinner—he would find some way to explain it, to convince her that he didn't really believe what he'd said, that he did really love her.

  Gerard was a natural born salesman. A clever and convincing talker. He could almost make people believe black was white when he wanted to. On top of that he would surely, use sex against her, seducing her to his will, corrupting her with the pleasures of the flesh.

  Leah believed if she let him do that, she would be lost. She could bear a lot of things in life, but she could not bear to live a lie. Gerard's love had meant the world to her. Dear heaven, it was her world! She'd given up everything for him. Her family and friends. Her home. Her beloved ocean.

  All for nothing. An illusion. A trap.

  On the Monday, she made her secret plans to flee the marriage, and this man who had such terrible power over her—demonstrating that power again that night, despite Leah finding what she hoped was the perfect excuse to be left alone. A migraine.

  Her claim of a headache, however, brought nothing but solicitous offerings of painkillers and an aromatherapy massage. Admittedly, it had been a very long, very sensual massage. In the end she succumbed to those knowing hands, despising herself all the while she was wallowing in her husband's erotic expertise. When she sobbed afterwards in his arms, he actually thought her still in pain, and was so apologetic she almost thought she had to be mistaken about him.

  But that was just desperation talking, silly Leah not wanting to believe she could still love and want any man who could speak of marriage—their marriage— as he had that Sunday evening.

  The final night she spent in their marital bed did not include any further humiliation. Leah could not have borne it. She'd come to the difficult decision to take the initiative in the bedroom that last night, thereby salvaging what little pride and self-respect she had left. Better she accept the inevitable with some dignity than act like some ninny of a victim who could not help herself.

  So she climbed into their bed naked and reached for him first, startling him. Not once during their marriage had she done that. Perversely, he'd seemed very pleased. He didn't realise her actions were inspired by desperation. And despair.

  It was ironic that his subsequent lovemaking carried a sweet tenderness Leah had never previously experienced in his arms. She responded to that tenderness, even more than she had to his passion the previous two nights.

  Gerard would never know how much he had lost in losing her. She would have devoted her life to him, if only he'd, loved her back. Instead, he'd reduced her to nothing but a shell of a woman, tormented by thoughts of what might have been, tortured by what her marriage had actually been.

  A cruel, cynical, cold-blooded sham.

  'Got the food and drink ready, Leah?'

  Leah spun round, the sea breeze whipping her long honey-blonde hair across her face. 'Yes, Alan. Everything's ready,' she called back.

  'Good girl. Hold the fort while I collect tonight's party,' he said, nodding towards the distant figures on the beach.

  Leah shaded her eyes with her hands and peered to shore. She knew they had a booking for six, but not the ages or sexes of the people. It looked like two couples, a single woman and a single man. You could usually guess their status by the way they stood, either in close pairs or out on their own.

  'Won't be long.' Alan undid the rope, jumped into the Zodiac dinghy and fired the outboard motor. Within seconds the small craft was speeding across the water towards the beach, its flat bottom slapping across the tops of the waves, salt spray flying everywhere.

  He was a bit of a cowboy, was Alan. He was also the captain and owner of The Zephyr, an old pearling lugger built back in the 1920s. Alan had bought it a few years back, and now made a tidy living' carrying tourists up and down the West Australian coast, his speciality being sunset cruises along Cable Beach during the Broome holiday season, which ran from late May till early September.

  Six weeks ago Leah had heard on the yachtie grapevine in Darwin that the owner of The Zephyr wanted a female deck-hand, someone young and attractive who knew about sailing boats and who could handle the hostessing part of the job. So she'd applied and been immediately offered the job. Once she'd assured herself Alan didn't think he was hiring himself a live-in lover for the duration, she'd had no hesitation in accepting his offer.

  He'd been a perfect gentleman so far. Not so perfect a gentleman with other members of her sex, however. A steady stream of women had trailed through the captain's cabin since The Zephyr's arrival in Broome.

  Alan had this thing for older women, it seemed. He had no trouble reeling them in, either. Around thirty-five, he wasn't what Leah would have called handsome. But it seemed his long blond hair, bronzed body and soulful brown eyes always got the women in, especially the ones around forty.

  Leah wondered if the unattached woman standing alone on that beach might be in Alan's required age bracket. It was a distinct possibility, and she watched him angle the boat further in than usual.

  The wide flat tides around Cable Beach made it impossible to use a regular dinghy to pick up their clients. Most times, Alan still couldn't get the Zodiac right in, and the people had to wade out a bit into the water. He only made this kind of extra effort when a lady he fancied was concerned.

  Leah shook her head. Some men were devils when it came to women and sex, she decided. She wanted nothing more to do with that type. Not ever!

  Alan turned the Zodiac—now lined with people—and headed back towards the lugger, going as fast as ever. Show-off, Leah thought wryly as she moved to stand at the side railing, ready to help everyone aboard. Twenty seconds later, the small craft was close enough for her to make out the various eager and expectant faces.

  When her gaze moved to the
man sitting alone at the back her eyes flung wide, her heart missing more than a beat.

  'Oh, no,' she groaned. 'No, it can't be.'

  But there was no mistaking that handsome face. Or those penetrating eyes. Her husband had found her.

  There was no escape this time, not unless she flung herself into the depths of the Indian Ocean.

  CHAPTER TWO

  HER heart started thudding. Blood began roaring through her head. As did a whole host of furious thoughts.

  How dared he pursue her like this?

  Six months had gone by. Six long, miserable months. She'd just begun to feel safe. Just begun to feel as if she might survive without him. And what does he do? Turns up like a bad penny!

  What in God's name did she have to do to make good her escape? She'd fled the damned country, hadn't she? Lived on the high seas. Worked menial jobs in far-flung harbours around the world for months before daring to return to Australia. Even then, she'd only stayed because this job had been in such a remote comer of the country. Gerard had always said he had no interest in any other state except Queensland.

  How had he found her? Had some wretched tourist from Brisbane recognised her and reported back to him?

  No, she decided. That wouldn't have been likely. People from Brisbane rarely holidayed in Broome.

  He'd found her the way men like him always found people. He'd hired some professional to hunt her down, to track her like some wretched criminal on the run. And now that she'd been found, he'd come himself to hound her into going back to him.

  Well, she wouldn't! Never! Ever! He would have to hog-tie her and drag her back to Brisbane. She would never voluntarily go back.

  Leah had thought she'd be afraid if and when Gerard caught up with her, thought she'd be terrified of the wicked power he had over her. She wasn't. She was simply livid!

  Her eyes glared daggers at him as the Zodiac pulled alongside. She didn't notice Alan glaring at her when she failed to take the rope and secure the boat to the lugger. All she saw was Gerard, staring back at her with a blank expression, as though he had no idea why she was scowling at him with such ill-concealed fury.