He sighed. “Viv…. she slept with a lot of guys while we were married.”
So that was why he reacted so quickly. Shit. “Oh, Michael.” I reached up and took his face in my hands. “I’m not like her. If I was, I would have already been naked in your bed, although I suppose we came close to….something the other night.”
He groaned and started to pull me closer. “Lily, even if I’d already gotten you naked, you still wouldn’t be like her. I know that deep down. I’ve just always been one to react first, think second – unless it has to do with work.”
“I’ve only ever had sex with David and I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you.”
“Fuck!” He slammed his lips down on mine, pulled me up and astride his lap. I opened my mouth and our tongues fused together. My blood roared through me as I reached up and wrapped my arms around his shoulders, threading my fingers through his hair. He shivered. I moved my hips closer to his and felt the hardness beneath.
With our mouths and tongues still fused together, I started to rub against him. I was so wet and so close to orgasm. Every time his penis rubbed against my pussy, the pressure would push my panties into my sex – it felt incredible and made me tingle all over.
Chapter 22
~~ MICHAEL ~~
Christ. Lily was hot and heavy against me and her closeness was playing havoc with not only my body, but with my intentions too. I never meant for that to happen. Oh yeah, I wanted it to happen, but not while she was unavailable.
She was in my arms and my tongue was still wrapped around hers. All my blood had traveled south, giving me one hell of an erection and if she didn’t stop wiggling around, I was going to explode in my jeans.
She continued to rub her pussy against my cock. I smoothed my hands down her back and took a firm hold of her hips. I pushed her down onto me as I arched up into her. She started to make whimpering noises – she was close.
I kept her pressed tight into me as I slowly pushed my hips up into her while I kissed the life out of her. She pulled her mouth away and looked straight into my eyes.
Then it hit. “Oh god, Michael.” She came apart in my arms. Her orgasm seemed to go on and on. I just held on tight and tried not to join her.
I held a limp Lily in my arms with her still sitting astride my erection. It was both heaven and hell wrapped in the sweetest torture. I breathed deeply just as Lily moved her head from my shoulder and looked at me.
“Michael, you need to….”
I shook my head. “No.”
With unsteady legs, Lily climbed from my lap then knelt back down between my legs and looked at the obvious bulge in my jeans. She looked uncertain and then she had my jeans unzipped before I could get my befuddled brain to work. I grabbed hold of her wrist. “Lily no.”
“You’ve given me the best damn orgasm and you’re uncomfortable, so let me take care of you.” Grinning, she moved back to my crotch. Hell, I was an idiot.
I stood, forcing Lily’s hands to fall away. “Lily, I want nothing more than to have your hands and mouth on me, but when that happens we’ll need a bed and more time than what we have.” I held my hand out and helped her up from the floor.
I quickly refastened my jeans and pulled her back into my arms for a hug. “I really didn’t mean for all that to happen, you caught me at a weak moment. But I’m not sorry it did. God, I could never be sorry for having you hungry in my arms.”
“I’m not sorry either.” She kissed my chest and stepped out of my arms. “Do you want to talk about the picnic? It might be safer.”
“Um, about that,” I met her eyes, “that was the excuse I used to get you to myself for the day, without work getting involved.” I laughed at the look on her face. “Although I have to say, I wasn’t expecting to react quite the way I did with my brothers over you. Other than to double check there isn’t any problems with everyone we’ve booked, there’s nothing to do.”
“I should be pissed, but I’m not. I’ve enjoyed meeting your family and getting a good look in the barn!” She grinned.
“Is it safe to enter?” Ramon asked.
Lily quickly passed a glance to my groin and then met my eyes. She smirked.
“It’s safe.” She shouted back.
Ramon walked in and stopped a distance away, probably wanting to stay safe with how I’d been acting.
He grinned. “Mom wanted me to come and check that everything was all right. I guess she didn’t want to catch you with your jeans around your ankles.”
Lily started to giggle, which ended in a full belly laugh. She covered her face to try and hide the fact, but it didn’t help.
I couldn’t help, but return her grin. “We haven’t gotten that far…. yet!”
“I really did not need to know that. I also think George is anxious to get back, something about a date with a lady named Janet.”
I looked at him, shocked. The crafty devil, he never so much as breathed a word to me. “Come on.” I took hold of Lily’s hand. “Let’s go and embarrass George.”
“You’ll do nothing of the sort,” Lily said as I frowned down at her. “I think it’s sweet.”
I groaned and Ramon laughed behind us. He knew damn well that Lily had me wrapped around her finger.
I pulled her with me as I walked to where George was standing to the side of the car with my parents. The sight filled me with both hope and dread. I just prayed Lily didn’t have second thoughts about anything that was going to happen between us. I was her boss, which I knew bothered her, but I had no intention of letting that come between us. Hopefully after this afternoon, she’d leave David. I wasn’t going to be able to wait much longer. It drove me crazy knowing she was going home to him instead of with me.
I wanted nothing more than to ask her to move in with me, but I didn’t want her to have any regrets. I needed her to come to me on her own without my influence, although I guess I should have left her alone this afternoon. Until she was free, I was going to keep my hands to myself, no matter how many cold showers I had to take.
“George! What’s this I hear about Janet?” He blushed – a lot. I grinned and turned to my parents. “Mom, Dad, thanks for lunch, although I didn’t eat a great deal, it was good seeing you both.”
“Likewise son.” My dad hugged me and stepped to Lily as my mom hugged me hard.
“She’s lovely, Michael. Don’t screw it up. She’s nothing like Viv,” Mom whispered. I kissed her on the cheek before I stepped back and helped Lily into the car.
As soon as the car doors shut, I pulled Lily back into my arms. “Let me hold you. We’ll be back in the real world soon.” She snuggled more into me, which made my heart pound. The erection which had stayed semi-erect after the barn had shot back to full attention and was pushing against my zipper – it wanted freedom.
With Lily against me, I used my other hand to try and rearrange it to a more comfortable position, but of course Lily caught me.
“Would you like a hand with that?” She offered. I chuckled.
“You stay away from there.” Just to be sure, I took hold of the hand that rested on my chest and, after kissing her palm, held it against my chest.
“Michael, will you tell me about your past?”
I sighed. What she wanted to know was about what I’d told her about Viv in the barn. “We were married for three years. In that three years, she slept with more men that I can count, and those are the ones I know about. It took me a while to realize that she was the one with the commitment problem and it had nothing to do with me. I guess I wasn’t enough for her to stay loyal. But I didn’t love her, Lily. I thought I did, but when it all came to a head, I was pissed, but not heartbroken. Although I wanted her out of my life I didn’t wish her dead. That happened in a car crash on the way to see the lawyers about the divorce. Her flavor of the month was driving.”
She tightened her hold on me. “I’m sorry, Michael. You didn’t deserve all that.”
She kissed my chest. “You’re enough for me. I
feel burned every time you touch me.”
My erection did a jump at her words, so I thought it would be best to change the direction of the conversation before George got one hell of a view. A view only meant for my eyes.
Three days. That was all it took for her to get under my skin.
I held her close all the way to her apartment building, not wanting to let her go.
She moved away from me and straightened her ponytail, which had gone lopsided during the car ride back to the city. “Michael,” she said so quietly. She turned her head to look out of the window. I watched her gulp and my heart dropped. She turned back to me. “We can’t be close again until I’m free.” She wiped a lone tear away. “It won’t be easy for me, but I have to keep my distance from you.”
I reached out for her and pulled her into my arms. “Lily, it’s okay. I’ll wait for you. Always.”
She sniffled into my chest. “I promise you that you have nothing to worry about. We may share a bed but he won’t touch me.”
“Okay,” I choked out. I pulled away and opened the car door. When I stepped out, Lily followed close behind.
She took a deep breath and met my eyes. “Thank you for today. You have no idea how much I enjoyed being with you and your family. I look forward to doing it again.”
I was actually at a loss for words. I wanted to grab her and take her home with me and to not let David anywhere near her. She started to move away from me and caressed my hand as she passed.
“Goodbye Lily,” I whispered.
I stood outside the car and held onto the door to prevent myself from going after her. I just watched as she walked up the steps and then disappeared through the security doors.
Chapter 23
~~ LILY ~~
When I turned my back on Michael it was hard, very hard, but I forced myself to walk away. With the security door closed behind me, I walked straight through the inner door to the stairs and dropped to the step, my legs refused to hold me up any longer.
My life was a mess. The thought of walking up the stairs to my apartment filled me with dread. I knew David was going to be there, because he’d decided to work from home.
I sighed and climbed to my feet, then started a slow walk up the two flights of stairs with thoughts of Michael crowding in my head. The look on his face when I’d told him we had to keep our distance, had very nearly crushed me.
Today had been amazing and he made me feel so treasured and coveted. Then in the barn…. wow. That was really hot and the first time in my life that I’d orgasmed without anyone being inside me. A part of me was so disappointed when he refused to let me touch him. I’d really wanted to see him and give him the same pleasure that he gave me. I was planning to wrap my mouth around him one of these days. Something that I’d only ever done once or twice before, but never really enjoyed. I certainly never allowed David to come in my mouth, but I wanted that with Michael.
Standing in my apartment, I could hear a commotion coming from the kitchen. I placed my purse and jacket on the chair by the small table in the hall, then glanced at the photograph of my parents sitting on top of the table in a Victorian frame that my father had made years ago. My grandmother made the intricate lace cloth on which it was placed.
It was when I felt so mixed up that I missed being able to cry on my mother’s shoulder. She always knew what to say and do.
With a heavy sigh, I walked further down the hall towards the kitchen and stopped dead in the doorway. Oh god, not again.
David had an apron tied around his waist, but other than that he was completely naked and flashing his ass cheeks. What the hell had gotten into him?
“David?”
He jumped slightly and turned to look at me. I couldn’t help but look him over. As my eyes dropped to his waist and lower, the apron started to twitch and outlined his growing erection. He took hold of his shaft through the apron and moved his hand up and down a couple of times while he watched me.
“Hey, Babe. I wasn’t expecting you home just yet. I’m cooking Beef Bourguignon with rice as a surprise. How did it go with the boss today?” He carried on cooking as though there was nothing out of the ordinary, as though it was perfectly normal to cook naked while palming his erection.
“I need a drink.” I turned and walked out of the kitchen, straight over to the cupboard he used to house the whiskey. I knew good and well that I would regret this, but I poured three fingers worth in a glass and knocked most of it back in one go, and then tried to take some calming breaths before I choked it all back. Hell. It burnt going down and honestly, it tasted vile, but I was hoping it would numb me enough to handle the rest of the evening. Oh god.
When I was absolutely positive that the whiskey would stay down, I headed into the bedroom to change into my lounge clothes, consisting of jazz pants and a long sleeved t-shirt – my usual attire when I lazed around at home. Now to face David.
Back in the kitchen, I was just in time to watch him place the dinner on the table with a glass of wine for me. He removed the apron and still had a rather solid erection, it was bobbing around like nobody’s business while he walked around the kitchen. Enough already!
“David, what the hell has gotten into you? Never in our seven years together have you acted like you’ve been doing lately. First the other night and now… this,” I said, waving my arms around in his direction.
He leaned back against one of the cabinets and just watched me. I sat down before I fell over, the whiskey was starting to take effect.
“I want you to watch me,” he replied.
“I already am.” Sitting back in the chair I watched him fist his cock. Shocked would be an understatement as to how I was feeling.
“It’s a huge turn on, having you watch me.” He picked his beer up and took a drink, so casual, as though he was standing, fully dressed in a bar.
“This is different…. I mean, you’ve never done anything like this before….have you?” I picked my wine glass up and took a rather large drink. I really needed to be drunk.
“I watched a movie the night I stayed at Luke’s place. It was hot, so I thought I would try it…. and it really is.” Then he smiled at me. “Of course, the woman who the actor was beating off in front of was actually turned on by what he was doing and ended up stripping for him and bringing herself to orgasm…. Christ, look what that image has done to my cock.” I looked down and, oh boy, his cock had grown, which I hadn’t thought was possible.
David looked good while he stood in front of me. He was tall, over six feet, with a well-toned, muscle build that I used to find hot. I would be lying if I said, I wasn’t starting to get turned on, while I sat and watched him beat off. I’d forgotten that alcohol made me amorous as well as gave me a headache.
I really had no idea about what to do. I didn’t want to have sex with him, because I knew I’d be left unsatisfied and it wasn’t David that I craved.
“Babe, you going to play along?”
He wanted me to watch him, so I could do that without losing my clothes.
I met his eyes. “I’ll watch, but my clothes stay,” I told him, I prayed that I didn’t really just slur my words.
His eyes went hot as he took hold of his shaft and started to move his hand, up and down over his velvety skin. He spread his legs and slowed the movement with his hand. I looked at his cock which had started to leak at the tip in excitement. I licked my lips.
He groaned. “Fuck…. touch me, Lily. Let me come with you touching me,” he begged.
Hell. I stood and tried to walk in a straight line to him, but judging by his laugh, I didn’t think I’d succeeded.
“How much whiskey did you drink?” he asked me as I kneeled on the floor.
I frowned now that I was eye level with his cock. I was really unsure how to proceed. I didn’t want to put my mouth on him.
“Turn around.” He had a stunned look on his face then he did what I asked. “Spread your legs, and put one hand on the counter and your other on your
cock.”
He shuddered. “God babe, it’s hot when you’re telling me what to do.”
I really hoped I survived this.
I smoothed my hands up his calves to his thighs and then further north. His breathing became choppy while I caressed his backside
“Close,” he croaked.
I put one hand between his legs and gently squeezed his balls. He shouted a name, but it wasn’t mine, and came all down the door in front of him.
I stood on wobbly legs and walked into the bathroom. I locked the door, stripped and climbed into the shower. I needed to sober up and wondered who the hell Lucy was. Did he know he’d shouted someone else’s name?
The only orgasm I’d had in months was the one Michael gave me in the barn, and if he’d allowed me, I would have sucked him off. The thought of having his penis in my hand, my tongue licking along his length and lapping up his creamy white cum, was one hell of a turn on. Shit, I shouldn’t be having these thoughts.
Out of the shower, I dried off and pulled my clothes back on, then took a deep breath before I opened the door and walked into the bedroom.
David was sitting on the bed after he’d obviously showered in the guest bathroom.
“Are you okay, Lily?” he asked.
How did I answer that? “I’ve been better.”
He patted the bed beside him, so I walked over and sat down.
David took hold of my hand and just held it. “I’m sorry, Lily. I really am. We’ve been drifting apart for a while, and I don’t know what to do to stop it. I really don’t want to lose you. Please promise me you won’t leave me.”
I’d started to get a headache as I sat listening to David. The truth was, I didn’t know whether or not to believe him, and did I mention Lucy? I should be pissed, but I wasn’t. I probably would have been if I hadn’t met Michael.
I turned my head to look at him. “Who’s Lucy?” He froze and his eyes nearly popped out of his head. So he did know a Lucy. “Who is she? And don’t even think about lying to me.” My voice came out harsh.
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