by S. Moose
“A little, but now that I have you, nothing else matters.” Adam starts to kiss me again. Oh how I have missed his lips. “It hurt watching you walk away and I don’t want to feel that way again. Can you please let me take care of you now?” I nod. “Baby, you need to stop running away from me.”
“I know, but I’m just scared.” I bury my head into the crook of his neck. “I know I’m hard to love but don’t give up please. I can’t do this without you.” I break down again. I don’t know how long I cry, but I don’t care. Adam holds me tighter.
Connor comes rushing in the room. “Adam, he is gone.”
I can’t believe what I’m hearing. How can he be gone? I hold on to Adam tighter.
“Connor, can you please get Soph’s entire things ready and book us a flight. We’re going to Florida.”
Chapter 20
The flight down to Florida is smooth and quick. I don’t leave Adam’s side. Adam assures me that he let my dad and Sarah know what happened and that he is taking me away. My dad is still in Atlanta for a conference and Sarah is going be there in a few days to join him. Lydia and Frank told us to be safe and to be careful.
We are headed to Miami for the next week until Kyle is found. Connor and Erin stay behind to get work done to find Kyle. I told them not to call the cops because it will not help. The Harrington family will find a way to blame me for what happened. There has been no contact from him, but Adam isn’t taking any chances. I want to think this getaway will help us find our way back to each other. Things have been tense, but Adam keeps reassuring me that he is worried and mad about the Kyle situation.
When we land in Miami, there is a car waiting for us at the airport. It is about a two-hour drive and in a guarded neighborhood in Miami. I can’t wait to get there and just be alone with Adam. He falls asleep during the car ride to the beach house. Connor told me has not been sleeping after I left him, so I am happy he can finally rest.
I look over at him and smile. I am glad that he came to save me from Kyle. I watch his chest rise and fall with each breath he takes. I pull out my phone and send a message to Erin.
Me: Hey we’re in the car now. The flight was good.
Erin: That’s good babe. Just have fun and relax. You guys need this.
Me: Thanks for everything. Tell Connor I said thanks. Love you both!
Erin: We love you too! Have fun!
I smile and put my phone away. This week is going to be great.
We pull up to the beach house and I am surprised how much it seems different, but still the same as it always was when our families spent summers here together. The beach house looks like a mansion on the sand. There are six rooms and two floors. Each room filled with pictures of our families throughout the years. It feels so good to be here again. It is nearly midnight; we are both tired from the flight and drive. Adam wraps his arm around my waist and kisses the side of my head. “Alright, let’s get to bed baby.” He takes my hand and leads me upstairs. When we get to our room, I am shocked at what I see. There is a picture of Adam and me on the nightstand along with our shell collection. I walk over to the nightstand and lightly touch the seashells. I pick up the picture of us and smile. My mom took the picture when Adam and I were on the beach. We look happy and full of life. I touch my chest and feel the tears coming. I swallow the lump residing in my throat. I do not want to cry! We are finally alone.
The bedroom is dark with the moonlight streaming through the windows. I can hear the waves crashing down and feel the calmness of the night through the slightly open windows. The walls are beige and there is a bookcase to the side of the room. I look over and see the bed with the dark blue blankets and pillowcases, Adam’s favorite color.
Adam wraps his arms around my waist and rests his chin on my right shoulder. “See I never stopped thinking about you.” I want him so badly and I am ready to be his tonight. I don’t know how to tell him how much I want him or how I dream of us every night. I want to feel his hands all over me and to connect with him. I turn around and put my arms around his neck. I pull him down hard to my face and start tugging on his lips. I have no idea what I am doing, but hearing the moans coming out of his mouth, I know I am doing the right thing. I feel his harden length and my hand starts to explore his incredible body.
Adam pulls away and looks at me. “Are you sure?”
“Yes, I need you.” Tonight is the night. I will finally be his. After all these years and what we lost, we are here. Unsure of what to do, I look up into his eyes.
“We don’t have to do anything baby. It is ok.” He rubs my arms and I put my head down.
“I just want things to be perfect.”
He tips my head back and smiles. “You’re perfect.” He lightly kisses my lips. “We’re perfect baby.”
I place my hand over his heart. I love to feel it beating against my body. “I want you to be my first Adam.”
“I’ll be your first and your last, Sophia. I’m not going anywhere even if you keep pushing me away.” The honesty in his voice sends me over the edge. I needed to hear him say those words. I grab the hem of his shirt of pull it off. I kiss his chest and feel his tone abs. His body is incredible.
“Please make love to me Adam. I’m yours forever.” I slowly start kissing his lips and cheeks while playing with his hair. This feels so good and I can feel my body moving with his. All of my fears thrown out the window, it is just us. I have wanted this for so long.
Adam grabs my ass and picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and hold on. “Oh sweetheart, I love you.”
“I love you too,” My voice is breathy. This is it. This is what I have been waiting for. I feel his body against mine. My arms are around his neck and I nibble on his ear. He runs his fingers through my hair and gently pulls. I look up at him as he stares at me.
“Do you know how much I love you?” His lips crash into mine before I can answer. We move to the bed and he slowly puts me down. His lips move all over me going down to my stomach as he unbuttons my shirt. “You’re so beautiful,” he whispers.
His words are my undoing. I start moaning as I feel his hands touching me slowly. I slide out of my shirt as he takes off my bra and tosses it on the floor, his eyes never leaving mine. I softly whimper. As I am lying there half-naked, I feel nervous. I cover myself with my arms and see the fear in his eyes. He comes down next to me and watches me. “Hey you have nothing to be ashamed of. Do you know how beautiful you are?”
I turn away, but then feel his fingers turn my face to his. “Stop hiding from me Sophia. I told you we do not have to do anything. I will wait forever for you.”
I touch his hand and close my eyes. “I want this Adam, so much. But I’m scared I’ll do something wrong.”
He laughs. “You can never do anything wrong. Just tell me what you want and I’ll do whatever you want me to do.” He kisses my nose and I smile. I reach for him and pull him down to me again. Our kiss is full of passion and want. I move my tongue into his mouth and feel his in mine. The kiss leaves me breathless and wanting more. He pulls away and his eyes roam my body. He stares into my eyes and makes his way down my body. I see him licking his lips and giggle. “I want you Adam.”
“Baby I have wanted this for so long.” His fingers play with my nipples and I feel the wetness building. My breathing is uneven. I toss my head to the right and take in this feeling of pure ecstasy. I love how he looks at me. There is so much love and desire in his eyes and it makes me feel sexy. “Turn over.” I do what he says and feel his strong hands rubbing my shoulders. He squeezes my shoulders and I moan. All the tension from my body disappears and I feel more relaxed. His mouth is near my ear and I hear him breathing. “Just let me take you away.”
He flips me over and kisses my neck. I see his soft expression and fall more in love. His playful tongue gently licks my neck down to my breast again. “This feels so good,” I whisper as I grip his hair into my fingers. I am lost in his kisses. He holds me close and I feel his erection against my b
ody. I can’t believe I did this to him. He pulls me up to his body, “Take off the rest of your clothes.” Without thinking, I do what he says. “Slow baby. I want to take you in.” I rest my hands on his body and lightly push him on the bed. I am standing before him, naked from the waist up. He loves watching me. He loves my body. My heart is doing flips inside me. Adam Simpson is mine and only mine.
I slowly pull down my yoga pants. When I have them off, I pull down my black thong. As I step out of it, I see Adam’s face full of desire. He makes his way to me, “Do you know how bad I want you?”
I quietly swallow my fears and nerves. I can do this. I am in his arms again and feel his need with his kiss. He leads me back to the bed and puts me down. “Adam...” I start to say.
“Shhhh, baby I want to please you all night long.” He suddenly drops to his knees and pulls me forward. His tongue runs down me as he starts to lick my clit. My muscles grind together. I feel his mouth on me. It is a feeling I have never felt before. I love how greedy his mouth is and how he is taking his time to lick everywhere. He kisses my inner thighs and makes his way back to my sensitive spot. His soft kisses make me want him more. I cannot hold it in anymore.
“Oh my God,” I mumble. He grabs my hips with such force and pulls me a little more off the bed. That magnificent tongue kisses my hipbone and my stomach.
“Ah Adam,” I let out a cry.
Adam continues to slowly lick and suck me. He takes a finger and puts it in me, in and out. I start to breathe faster and can feel myself ready to explode. “You like that baby?” He slows down and starts to massage my clit. His fingers are like magic.
“Oh my God, Adam that feels so good.” His finger moves faster in me as he starts moving his tongue all over. I can feel the build-up and with one final lick, I come all over. “Ahhhh,” I moan.
“Did that feel good?” Adam starts massaging my breast and kissing my neck.
“Uh-huh.” My body feels limp but I want more of him. I see him watching me with those fire blue eyes.
He lightly touches my lips. “I’m not done with you yet.”
I get up and gently push him away. I am standing in front of him and start unbuttoning his jeans. I can see his impressive erection bulging against his jeans. I slowly pull down his jeans and boxers and stare at the glorious sight in front of me. Without thinking, I wrap my fingers around him. “Do you like this? Am I doing it right?”
“You can never do anything wrong.” His hands are on mine as he guides me up and down his length. His eyes never leave mine. I want to do more. Erin used to tell me what guys like and what they want. I close my eyes and put him in my mouth. I hear him let out a moan and it is so sexy. I close my mouth around him. I twirl my tongue around him and push him deep into my mouth. “Holy shit baby.” I move up and down on him and start sucking harder and faster. I look up at Adam and see his eyes closed with his head tilted back. He is hard and tastes so good. I go deeper and faster. Adam gently pulls on my hair, “Baby stop I don’t want to come yet.” I do not listen to him and continue sucking on him. “Fuck baby.” He picks me up and throws me on the bed. I am so ready for him to be inside me. He thrusts his fingers back in me and I moan loudly.
“You’re so wet. I want you so bad.” His mouth comes down on mine. I can taste myself on him as our tongues continue to dance. I take him in my hand again as he plays with me. It feels good. Everything is perfect.
“Then take me now Adam! I want you!” I pull him down toward me and start passionately kissing him. He moves my legs apart but then stops. “What?” I expectantly say.
“Shit, I forgot to bring condoms. Fuck.”
I wrap my arms around him again. “I’m on the pill don’t worry. I want you Adam. I want to feel everything without any restrictions.” He smiles that devilish smile and slowly enters me. It hurt like hell at first but feels so good.
“God baby, you’re so tight.” He slowly pulls in and out of me. I cry out in pain but that good kind of pain...the pain that I do not ever want to go away. “Baby, am I hurting you?” He stops while looking down at me.
“No, no keep going!” I say excitedly. Our wet tongues find each other again. With his mouth on mine, he lightly plays with my hair. The kiss seems to never end. I raise my hips to meet his loving thrusts. I grip his wrists and want more.
It is as if he knows what I want. He eases back and slams back into me. I moan loudly and want him harder and faster. My back arched and I am moaning so loud. “Oh my God Adam, keep going…faster.” I lift my hips up and spread out a little wider. He gets off the bed and pulls me to the edge. His hands spread me and take one leg up in the air. My leg rests on his shoulder as he enters me again. He goes deeper and this time with more force. Our eyes meet again. I feel the passion that is so bright it consumes me. My breathing speeds up. I watch as he grinds into me. He leans down while his hand plays with my favorite spot. He rubs it lightly while slowing down his pace. His mouth is slightly open and I can hear him groan.
He lifts me up while still inside me and before I know it, I am sitting on top of him. I shake my head, “I don’t know what to do.” He grips my hips again. “Shhhh, it is ok, I’ll show you.”
He slowly lifts me up and brings me back down as if I weigh nothing. He does this a few more times and I think I get it. I put my hands back as I touch his thighs for support. I start going up and down. I tilt my head back and feel the wonderful sensation of him filling me. “Mmmm.. keep going. God you’re so tight.”
I dig my fingers into his thighs and my breathing speeds up. “Adam I’m going to come!”
Within seconds, I feel his release and mine immediately follows. I slowly get off him and lay there breathless. Wow, that was amazing. It is not as if I have anything to compare this with but I do not care. I just want him, my Adam.
“Baby, did I hurt you?”
I wrap my arms around his neck. “Never,” I give him another sweet kiss.
We pull the covers up and I rest my head on his chest. He starts to stroke my arm as we listen to the quietness of the night. The ocean waves bring in a soothing sound. Everything here is perfect.
“Do you know what?” Adam asks as he kisses my head.
“What babe?” I quietly respond.
“I think I knew I wanted to be with you since I was eight years old.”
I start laughing. “Why eight?”
He looks at me again. “At my birthday party you were the only one who stayed by my side to help me blow out my candles and unwrap my gifts.”
I gasp. “You remember that?”
“I remember everything. I remember that pink flower dress you had on with a white headband. You looked like an angel. You were sent here for me and I’m yours to make sure you have a great life.”
I hold him tighter. “You already are giving me a great life.” I look up at him again, “Will you always be there to catch me?”
“I’ll never let you fall.”
Chapter 21
The next few days all Adam and I do is stay in bed and make love. It has been slow and gentle as well as hard and fast, both are perfect since it is with Adam. We cannot get enough of each other. We make love in almost every room in the house, even outside on the patio and a secluded spot on the beach. When I think of our first morning waking up together, I still smile. Adam joined me in the huge bathtub where we washed and explored each other before making love again. I never knew a love can feel like this. I believe in miracles and true love because of Adam. It finally feels like my life has begun now that he’s back. There are not any secrets between us and I am slowly letting him back in. We are learning about one another every day but taking things slow. We have the rest of our lives to be with each other. The nights we have spent here make me dream of being his wife and having a family with him. He is the one for me and I want to share my life with him. I can never leave again, because if I lost him, it will feel like a million daggers hitting me at once. The thought makes me sick to my stomach. There are things
I need to face still, but with Adam by my side, things will get easier.
We explored Miami a few times; the shopping in Miami was amazing and the boutiques were a shopper’s paradise. Adam took me shopping one day and I didn’t complain one bit. I felt bad that he was spending money on me, but it was nice and it is what he wants. By the time we make it back to the house, there are bags from Gucci, Bloomingdales and Victoria’s Secret. I told Adam to stop spoiling me but he just laughed at me and shook his head. “Baby, I know you love me so don’t worry. I love making you happy,” he kept telling me.
The rest of the time, we were on the beach soaking in the Miami sun. The water was beautiful and clear. The weather stayed at a consistent ninety degrees without a cloud in the sky. We have sunbathed and enjoyed the stillness of life. Luckily, the beach was very secluded and we have given a new meaning to sex on the beach. I cannot get enough of him; he was my drug and I’m addicted.
