“Lucian… I can’t do this anymore. We can’t do this. I don’t care if you’re lying or not, even if I do believe you. You have to go back to Martine,” Nadiyya said. She didn’t feel like crying or anything. She just felt numb.
“I can’t go back to her, Nadiyya. She’s insane!” Lucian said. His face was bright red. Nadiyya could see how much this was hurting him, but she had to push forward. In a situation like this, things were black and white. Nadiyya knew it was bad enough she was taking the man away from his wife but she couldn’t righteously take him away from his wife and his child.
“She’s the mother of your child. Do you want your own flesh and blood growing up with her? With no one to protect them? I couldn’t let you do that,” Nadiyya said. She was firm with her words. She didn’t want Lucian to think there was much room for discussion.
“But I don’t love her Nadiyya. I love you…” Lucian said.
“I know. I don’t want this… But it’s the right thing to do. I’ll try my best to keep this professional until we’re done doing business together,” Nadiyya said. She couldn’t bear to look Lucian in the eyes anymore.
“I think I need some time. Can we take next week off?” Lucian asked in a hoarse voice.
“I don’t know if we can. But I think it’s for the best right now. Goodbye Lucian,” Nadiyya said.
Lucian gathered his belongings and left.
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Chapter 10
A week had passed since Lucian left Nadiyya’s office. Nadiyya missed him fiercely. She was starting to regret sending Lucian away. Why did she always have to do the right thing for everyone else? What about doing the right thing for herself? Nadiyya felt like she had lost her one chance at happiness in Vermont. And for what? She loved Lucian and she’d never even told him.
Nadiyya was wallowing in misery on her couch when she heard a knock on her door. Who the hell could it be? She didn’t expect any of her friends or acquaintances at this house. Nadiyya pressed her ear to the door and yelled, “Who is it?!”
She heard Lucian’s voice say, “It’s me,” from the other side of the door.
Her heart sped up. Was he here for work or was it something else? Nadiyya opened the door. When she saw Lucian’s face she almost fell apart. Lucian looked at Nadiyya with her puffy eyes and her sweats and he wanted nothing more than to kiss her and tell her everything would be okay.
“Lucian, it’s late,” Naddiya said.
“I know. I just couldn’t take it anymore,” Lucian said. He looked a mess. He ran his hands through his hair and wiped the grease off onto his jeans. He clearly hadn’t showered in a couple days but his potent musk was intoxicating to Nadiyya. Whatever Lucian had come for, Nadiyya felt weak to resist him.
“I can’t take being apart from you. I fucking love you Nadiyya. I’ll pay Martine whatever she wants to stay out of my life. You’re more important to me than my money,” Lucian said. In the lamp light Nadiyya could see how red his eyes were from lack of sleep. She knew she would be unable to resist him. A billionaire had just told her he would choose her over money. He had probably never made a decision like that in his life. She felt herself melting, about to fall right into Lucian’s arms.
“What about your child?” Nadiyya asked weakly, locking eyes with Lucian and moving close to him so she was only a few inches away from his face.
“I’ll fight for custody if I have to but I want to be with you. I can’t deny myself that happiness,” Lucian said.
Nadiyya tiptoed up to Lucian’s lips to kiss him. He grabbed her waist tightly and kissed her back. Touching Lucian’s lips for the first time in so long sent chills down Nadiyya’s spine. She reached up and grabbed his brown hair as she kissed him long and deep, darting her tongue into his mouth. Lucian reached down and cupped Nadiyya’s ass. He squeezed her baubled cheeks as he pulled her even closer.
Nadiyya felt her pussy moisten as Lucian held her close. She could feel the heat of his skin through his clothes and smell his familiar scent as she got closer and closer to him. It was almost as if his scent was becoming hers and they were becoming one person. Lucian felt the weight on his soul being lifted as he kissed Nadiyya in her living room. He knew he had made the right choice. Why let arbitrary morality or his love for his money dictate his decisions? Martine could have every cent of his money; he didn’t give a damn as long as he could have the woman that he loved.
Lucian pulled Nadiyya towards her kitchen and he lifted her onto the counter. He deepened their connection by looking into her eyes as he removed her pants and underwear. Nadiyya shuddered knowing what was coming next. After Lucian tore her clothing off feverishly, he pried her legs apart and inhaled her moisture. Nadiyya’s thighs tingled as Lucian stroked the length of her slit with his finger. A small tremor shook her hips as he swirled his tongue around her clit ever so slowly.
Nadiyya grabbed his hair gently trying to pull him back as Lucian tasted her entrance and ran his flattened tongue along her length. Nadiyya’s pussy throbbed in pleasure as Lucian kissed around her clit and then flicked his tongue along her length. He teased Nadiyya with his tongue and then plunged his tongue between her lips fiercely. Nadiyya’s orgasm burst through her body as Lucian maintained his lips’ contact with her pussy.
She bucked and moaned as her orgasm got stronger and stronger. Lucian was breathless and heaving. “Turn around baby,” he commanded urgently. Nadiyya hopped off the counter and turned around, exposing her pussy to Lucian. He looked at his lover’s soft sepia toned ass cheeks and wondered if he would ever be allowed to put his dick in her most forbidden entrance. Perhaps later, but not tonight.
Lucian began to insert his dick into Nadiyya. The size of Lucian’s member still surprised her every time. She moaned and gripped her granite counter tops as Lucian thrust half of his dick inside her. She tried to steady herself as she bent over even more to allow Lucian greater access to her treasure. He was intoxicated as he thrust all the way into Nadiyya’s inviting pussy. Lucian began to ravish Nadiyya from behind. She responded to his every thrust by moaning and pushing her ass cheeks out to meet him. Lucian stroked her hips gently with his hands as he thrust his dick into her furiously.
Nadiyya was going to cum again. She felt her pussy clench around Lucian’s dick and then sweet release sent scorching bursts of euphoria throughout her body. Every inch of Nadiyya’s body felt more sensitive than before. Her nipples brushing against the countertop with Lucian’s thrusts sent shockwaves through her body that caused her to orgasm again. She had transcended the mere act of sex to a metaphysical plane of pleasure. The pleasure seemed to be never ending as Lucian’s dick rammed into her again and again.
Nadiyya could tell that Lucian was close to orgasm when all of a sudden something naughty came over her. She pulled her ass away so Lucian’s dick slid out of her with a smacking sound. He looked at her bewildered. “I want to ask you… Will you fuck my ass?” Nadiyya said in a sensual voice. Lucian’s dick jumped visibly at the suggestion. How on earth could he turn that down?
“Let’s go upstairs. I hope you have some lube,” Lucian grunted. Nadiyya did. She was more than ready for this.
They went upstairs into the bedroom that held the memories of so many of their trysts together. Nadiyya was no longer the shy virgin that Lucian had first met. She got onto the bed as she knew he would command her and she arched her back. Lucian pulled the lube out of her top drawer and poured some on her puckered backdoor. He stroked his dick with some of the lube and prepared to give Nadiyya a night she would remember.
Lucian began to work her asshole with just his index finger. Nadiyya groaned as the rigid digit loosened her virgin asshole. When Nadiyya had grown accustomed to the invading finger and even seemed to be enjoying it, Lucian plunged a second finger in. This one was harder for Nadiyya to get accustomed to. She tried to pull away at first, but with Lucian’s relaxed but controlling stroke, she soon settled into it. Nadiyya wasn’t sure she enjoyed the way her ass felt as he worked her with
his fingers but after a while pleasure began to build inside her as her pussy and asshole throbbed.
Before Lucian could work his dick into Nadiyya’s asshole she moaned loudly as she came. Her juices flowed out of her pussy and down her thighs as she came. Lucian had never made a woman squirt before; he’d expected it to be more dramatic but even so he was aroused. He needed to take her ass immediately.
“Do you want me to fuck your ass you horny slut?” Lucian growled. Nadiyya was beyond ready. “Yes, please,” Nadiyya whimpered. Lucian lined his dick up with her puckered entrance and slowly began to work his head past her sphincter. Her ass was only slightly loosened so it was still a tight squeeze for Lucian as he worked his dick head into Nadiyya’s ass. She moaned and grabbed onto her sheets tightly as he finally pushed the head of his dick inside her.
“Yes baby it feels so good,” Nadiyya mumbled. Lucian was afraid to hurt her but she was actually enjoying it!
He began to push his dick into her a little faster. Nadiyya squirmed and screamed loudly. Lucian thrust the rest of his cock into her so he was balls deep inside her ass. Nadiyya’s rosebud asshole accustomed itself to the size of the eight inch penetrator. Lucian held onto her waist as he began to move his dick deeper into her satiny heat. Her ass was the tightest thing Lucian had ever penetrated. He didn’t know how much longer he could hold back his cum.
He began to pound her ass gently at first but soon he was fucking her ass fast and furious. “Yes! Fuck me Lucian! Fuck me like a whore!” Nadiyya cried out. Encouraged by her words, Lucian began to ram his dick into Nadiyya’s ass even harder than before. Another orgasm blazed through her body and her juices squirted out of her pussy again, coating both her legs and Lucian’s in her cum.
Lucian plunged deep and slow into her a couple more times and then came hard. Lucian grunted as thick spurts of his cum landed deep in Nadiyya’s asshole. He shuddered as he pulled his stiff dick out of her tightness. Nadiyya trembled in pleasure and rolled onto her back, pulling Lucian on top of her. He kissed her deeply and then rolled over next to her. Their hands found one another as they lay on their backs and their fingers were intertwined. Both Lucian and Nadiyya didn’t know where they really stood with each other in the long term but they were here now engulfed in each other’s essence and totally content.
Lucian and Nadiyya made one crucial mistake, underestimating the power of their enemies hatred. Slade had not given up his vendetta against the two people who had ruined his life. He had been having sex with Martine every night since he’d first dominated her and their vile trajectories had finally intersected. Slade had followed Lucian to Nadiyya’s home with an expensive, high quality camera equipped for his purpose. As Lucian stuck it to Nadiyya in all her holes, he had angled his camera to capture images of every last position of their action.
Nadiyya’s habit of never closing her curtains had just caught up to her in the worst way. Slade had clear, color images of Lucian fucking her in every hole. This would be good. Martine would let him fuck her good once he showed her these babies. Martine had let slip to Slade that the terms of Lucian’s prenup would only apply as long as Lucian hadn’t slept with anyone before their divorce was finalized. If Martine showed this to her lawyer, Lucian would lose at least 75% of his wealth, possibly more.
Slade couldn’t wait to show Martine what he’d found the next day.
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Chapter 11
Slade entered Martine’s hotel suite with the key she’d given him.
“Hello Darling,” Martine said before snorting a line of coke off the table in the center of the hotel room. She wrinkled her nose up as tears filled her eyes from the line. She wiped the corners of her eyes and smiled brightly as Slade approached her holding a thumb drive in his outstretched hand.
“What is this?” Martine asked, tentatively grabbing the thumbdrive from Slade.
“Photographs of Mr. Wynter balls deep in a black bitch,” Slade said. His eyes were glossy with lack of sleep but still brightened with delight when he gave Martine the news. They had thought they could pull one over on him, but Slade now knew that he would truly defeat them both. Nadiyya was too driven to want to be with a man who had lost everything. Plus, without any money, Lucian wouldn’t be able to help her launch her business. She would lose everything too. This was just too good to be true.
“Don’t play with me,” Martine replied looking up at Slade coyly. Slade’s devilry aroused her. For such a young man he was quite cynical and just as devious as she was.
“Oh, I’m fucking serious Martine,” Slade said. He walked over to Martine’s bed and had a seat.
Martine walked over to her bed and opened her laptop. She stuck the thumb drive in and found the images right there like Slade had promised. There were nearly a thousand images of her husband with a woman who was very clearly nothing like her.
“Slade, you’ve just made an old woman very happy,” Martine said. She was hardly old but compared to Slade she felt like a grandma.
“I bet I can make you happier,” Slade said smirking.
“Get down on your knees and suck daddy’s cock,” he demanded.
Martine looked hesitant. “Do it now, you fucking slut!” Slade roared.
Martine didn’t need to be told a third time. She dropped to her knees and released Slade’s dick from his pants. “Oh yes slut, don’t forget to finger daddy’s ass,” Slade demanded. Martine focused her energy on Slade’s cock. She pumped the base of his cock as she wrapped her lips around his head. She flicked her tongue over the sensitive slit at his cock head. Slade moaned as she attentively slurped on his head.
She then began to finger Slade’s perineum. He moaned as her finger got closer and closer to his asshole. Without a lick of lube Martine began to press her finger into Slade’s ass, just the way daddy liked it. Slade groaned and bucked his hips up until Martine’s entire finger was lodged in his ass. She began to fuck his ass with her finger and stroke Slade’s prostate. All the while, Martine kept her lips wrapped around Slade’s dick.
He was through with her blowjob after a few moments, and he pushed Martine off his dick.
“Go get the strapon, slut,” Slade barked.
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Chapter 12
Work the next day was as normal as Nadiyya and Lucian could have expected, considering the awkwardness between them. They were a little flirty with each other, but avoided talking about the elephant in the room. They were so close to launch that they barely had time to think about their situation. They were so close that it seemed nothing could stand in their way.
They bustled around each other for the entire day. The product was completely set up, their marketing funnel was aligned to perfection. All their contractors had been paid and the final steps involved testing and retesting to ensure that everything was perfect for the launch day. This would be big, Lucian could tell. Heck, if this didn’t propel Nadiyya into making six figures a year, Lucian would have been surprised. He believed in her vision and she had trusted him enough to allow him to help her make that vision a reality. Since they’d gotten rid of Slade, their ideas seemed to fall into place. Their energy synced up and their work together was nearly as pleasurable as their time together in bed.
Nadiyya could tell Lucian was happy that they’d slept together the night before but she wasn’t sure that she shared the sentiment at all. Yes, it had been amazing and more than anything she’d ever considered before but it was still wrong. Lucian didn’t care about his money, he didn’t even worry about the possibility of Martine getting full custody of his child.
But Nadiyya was very worried. Would Lucian be the same man without his wealth? Would he be the same man when he was months or even years into a custody battle with a woman he hated? She had become very close to Lucian but she wasn’t sure if she knew him well enough to let him give up everything for her. It felt right, but there were still some things that didn’t make sense. Nadiyya didn’t want to rush into things or to feel like Lucian wa
s rushing into things.
If he gave up his money and his life for her, he would expect certain things that Nadiyya wasn’t sure she was ready to deliver. She had never pictured herself as a wife, especially not a wife to a white man. She had never pictured herself as a mother to anyone... much less a white child that wasn’t biologically hers. It was a lot for Nadiyya to handle. And she was scared. When she first started to think she was in love with Lucian, things hadn’t seemed quite so complicated. She liked him, he liked her, they had sex and then slowly began to fall in love. That was natural, but this wasn’t.
When she started to fall in love with Lucian he was just a tall, dominant white man who she happened to meet. Now she knew that Lucian wasn’t a billionaire bachelor. He was a father and a husband to someone else. Nadiyya couldn’t get over the notion that she would be breaking up a family. No matter how much Lucian had promised her, if she were responsible for breaking up a home she would never be able to forgive herself. Who said that love was the most important thing? Wasn’t that selfish?
Nadiyya resolved to tell Lucian once and for all that they couldn’t be together. She loved him dearly, but this was the only way. Nadiyya wasn’t certain she could stop herself from getting into bed with him again but at least they would both know where she stood in the long term. This would be the hardest thing she’d ever done but she felt like she had to do it. Nadiyya looked busy, but she was secretly running prayers through her mind asking her holy Father to give her the strength to do what was right even if it would hurt her deeply.
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