Dreaming of Ayama

by K. A Knight

  “I’m going to punch that dude in the dick. Guys, I can’t stay here. People will wonder where I am,” I whine.

  “Barrott is out there running interference,” Auden offers.

  “They need me to translate for the aliens,” I argue.

  “Nope, Effie is there with Barrott,” Eldon whispers. “Next excuse?”

  “Effie, Effie needs me.”

  “We asked her and she wanted some space anyway. Her aliens are taking her on a relaxation day as well, she just doesn’t know it yet. So shush that pretty mouth and close your eyes, some of us didn’t get any shuteye,” he grumbles, burying his head in my neck.

  “Why didn’t you sleep?” I ask worriedly, while Auden reaches out and strokes my cheek.

  “You decided to play strip poker by yourself. Let’s just say it was a very long…hard night.” He emphases hard, his eyes twinkling, and I laugh.

  “Oh God, I stripped?” I mean, it’s the not the worst thing I have ever done while drunk on Lee’s liquor.

  “Yep, then gave Barrott a lap dance. I thought the poor man was going to have a heart attack. He has some fucking ironclad control.” Eldon laughs.

  “Uh-oh, then you decided you wanted to play ‘which brother,’” Auden offers, his dimples flashing.

  “Do I dare even ask?” I groan, closing my eyes.

  “It goes a little like this—hey Auden, which brother has the bigger dick?”

  Spaceballs, laughter flows from my lips before I sober.

  “Well, did I get an answer?” I ask, and I feel them both freeze before we all burst into laughter again. “Oh stars, I bet Barrott hated that game.”

  “True, but he suffered through it for you. In the end, I think he even got into the swing of it, but he did threaten that if we took our pants off he was going to do unspeakable things to our favourite body parts,” Eldon adds.

  “Oh, spaceballs,” I gasp.

  “Yep, but our good looking came to the rescue. You grabbed both our favourite parts and growled at him like Ker, and told him if he touched your special places you were never going to touch his again,” Auden finishes.

  I-I don’t even know what to say to that.

  “Seems you have claimed our dicks, Good Looking,” Eldon teases.

  The silence stretches, I can feel them holding in their laughter. “Where are we?” I squeak, trying to change the subject from my drunken antics.

  They both choke back their laughter. “In that room on the Dawnbreaker. After we tucked Effie into the only non-sick covered sleeping bag in our tent, you stumbled your way here. Barrott is out on early watch, but he stayed all night with you. You refused to let him go, you were crying in your sleep,” Auden whispers.

  I sigh, trying really hard not to think about Howard right now or everything that waits for me outside of this room. Maybe they are right, maybe I need a rest day. “A rest day sounds great, but I’ll need to check on Effie later though,” I warn and Eldon kisses my shoulder.

  “Of course, until then what do you want to do?” His words are innocent enough but suddenly the room, and me, is filled with tension. Their bodies are pressed against me and I’m very much aware we are alone.

  “I didn’t say anything!” I defend.

  “You were thinking dirty thoughts, weren’t you?” Eldon teases, his teeth catching on the skin on my shoulder and I blink, looking down to see I’m only in a man’s shirt, they must sense my question. “Barrott put you in that after you stripped, said no way he could sleep otherwise,” Eldon informs me with a laugh. “I know the feeling, the shirt doesn’t help though. I can feel all your curves pressed up against me and you have been plastered to me ever since Barrott left.”

  “Least you didn’t get the boobs, you know I’m a boob man,” Auden adds and groans, his eyes flickering down to my hard nipples, which are pebbled against the shirt.

  “Fuck, I’m an ass man and brother, you should feel hers,” Eldon growls.

  Biting my lower lip, I can’t help my eyes drifting down to Auden’s mouth, remembering him kissing me.

  “Eldoooonnn, she’s making that face at me and staring at my lips,” he whines, even as he winks at me.

  My eyes drop farther to the bare skin of his well-built chest, tracing down the happy trail leading into his low slung pants.

  “Now she’s staring at my body, I feel so objectified!” he exclaims dramatically.

  “Objectify me all you want, Good Looking. In fact—” Eldon starts and I gasp when he flips me onto my back so I can see them both as they lean over my prone body.

  Eldon is half naked too, and since he offered, my eyes run down his chest before I stop at his pants, licking my lips. “Now she’s making that face at me. Ha, I win!” Eldon grins, leaning over and smacking his brother.

  “What if you both win?” I tease, and their heads swing my way with matching grins on their faces.

  “A bet?” Auden asks, his eyes shining and I laugh. This is how our relationship started...what if that’s how it progressed? A wicked thought comes to mind and my grin turns slightly evil.

  “Who can get naked the fastest?” I inquire, and they both freeze before jumping up.

  I laugh as Eldon stumbles over me and knocks into Auden, sending them both sprawling to the floor before they jump up and grab their trousers. Kicking them off quickly, they throw them away and my mouth goes dry when I realise they had both been going commando.

  Spaceballs...or would that be brother balls?

  “What do we win?” Auden purrs, as I run my eyes across all their exposed skin, drinking them down.

  “Me,” I whisper and he groans.

  Eldon moves around the sofa, jumping over the back so he can squeeze in next to me again and turns my face, kissing me hard. I moan into his mouth, my other hand reaching for Auden as I turn and throw my leg over Eldon.

  He grunts against my lips, his hand dropping to my hips and rubbing circles there as we devour each other. A hand lands in mine and I feel Auden press up behind me, his skin hot against me, his hard length against my ass. He presses my hand to his chest before letting go and running his fingers down my side, tracing me.

  “So beautiful,” he whispers reverently.

  Eldon slides his hand between our bodies, tracing up my stomach until he can cup my breast, tweaking my nipples and making me push back into his brother. Auden’s fingers trace lower, over the swell of my hip and down the back of my thigh before it skates across to the junction of my thighs.

  He kisses the back of my neck before dropping open-mouthed kisses along my shoulder as his hand stays there, almost touching me but not quite. Pulling away from Eldon’s mouth, I open my eyes and glance back at Auden.

  “Please, I need you both,” I plead.

  His eyes are on fire, watching me with need. He keeps them locked on me as his hand dips between my legs, finding my core, and I groan. Turning back to his brother, I yank his lips to me as he cups my breasts and tweaks my nipples. Auden traces his finger down my wet centre, before pushing my lower lips open and rubbing my clit. I moan into his brother’s mouth, writhing between them as Auden leaves my clit to dip his fingers inside of me.

  “Fuck, brother, she is so wet,” he groans, biting my shoulder.

  Eldon pulls away from my mouth. “Let me feel,” he whispers huskily, leaving my breast and pressing his hand between my legs. He knocks his brother’s hand away and dips two fingers inside of me, pushing deep, making me gasp and push down farther. He twists them before pulling them out.

  “So fucking wet.”

  I’m panting as he takes his wet fingers and paints my nipple with it, before he pushes me back into his brother and bends his head, sucking my nipple into his mouth and tasting me.

  “Eldon,” I moan, grabbing his head and holding him to me. He rolls his eyes up to meet mine as Auden dips his fingers back into me.

  “Please,” I gasp, pushing back against his fingers, my hips moving restlessly. He fucks me with them shallowly, softly almost
, barely giving me any pressure, and I groan in frustration. Eldon pops my nipple from his mouth and grins at me, before scooting down the sofa until his head is level with my core. He grabs my thigh and holds it over his shoulder as he wastes no time and licks me.

  I nearly come off the sofa as he tastes me, pressing his tongue to my clit before licking around where his brother’s fingers are buried inside of me. Auden pulls them out and I look down to see Eldon licking them clean before moving back to my clit. Auden thrusts them back in, harder this time, before he adds another, stretching me deliciously.

  I cant my hips, fucking myself on his hand and his brother’s mouth, chasing my pleasure. Throwing my head back, I lay it on Auden’s chest and roll my eyes up to meet his.

  He is watching me intently, his face dark and serious, and when he fucks me harder with his fingers, my mouth drops open in an ‘O.’

  “Please, please,” I chant as Eldon sucks my clit and Auden hits that bundle of nerves inside of me, sending me over the edge.

  I scream out my release, pushing into Eldon’s face and Auden’s fingers as they wring every last drop of pleasure from me before I slump between them. Eldon licks me clean, making me moan, while Auden pulls his fingers from my pussy and offers them to Eldon.

  “Eldon loves pussy, loves eating it. Don’t you, brother?”

  “Fuck, she tastes amazing.” He licks his brothers fingers clean, groaning, before moving up my body and kissing me, with the taste of my cream still on his mouth.

  “We have never shared someone before,” Auden whispers in my ear, making me freeze. “When we saw you, we knew you would be the one, you can handle us both. We will figure this out together, but you should know, Indy, Eldon will want your ass.”

  I pull away from the kiss, panting and almost moaning at Auden’s dirty words. My mind is muddled, but shit...they have never shared someone before? I just figured they had.

  “How do we want to do this, brother?” Eldon asks, and my gaze drops to see him stroking his cock, precum glittering on the top, making me lick my lips.

  “I want her mouth, I’ve never—” Auden cuts off, embarrassed.

  “Never what?” I reply huskily.

  “Never had anyone suck your cock?” Eldon supplies helpfully. “Or maybe he means never been with a girl. Did you know Auden is a virgin, Good Looking? He was saving himself for the girl of his dreams...for you.”

  My eyes go wide and I turn to look at Auden. He meets my eyes unashamed. “I was waiting for you, Indy.”

  I lean over and kiss him gently, letting him know how much that means to me before I glance over at Eldon. “And you?”

  He grinds his jaw for a moment. “I had a girlfriend on Earth. It wasn’t serious, just stupid. She was my first and only, we were only together for a month before we left on the Dawnbreaker.”

  “You ever had your cock sucked?” I question curiously.

  He groans, his eyes dropping to my mouth and his hand clenching on his cock. “No, she didn’t want to.”

  “Then she didn’t know what she was missing out on.” I grin before looking at Auden. “I’m going to teach your brother how good it feels, and you are going to fuck my pussy,” I direct.

  He licks his lips, nodding already. “Are you sure?”

  “Yes, fuck, yes. Now shut the hell up and get inside me. I need to feel you,” I purr.

  Eldon grabs my leg, sliding it back over Auden’s and opening my pussy for his brother. I feel Auden reach down and palm his cock, pressing the head against my pussy, hesitating.

  “I want this to be good for you,” he admits.

  “Cutie, you just fucked me with your fingers into an orgasm, it will be good. I love that I’m your first,” I assure him.

  He groans, resting his head on my shoulder as he presses in slowly, ever so slowly, feeding me his cock until I am full and stretched around him. He’s not as long as Barrott, but fuck, is he thick. I groan, my eyes fluttering shut at the feel of him stretching me.

  “Holy fuck,” Auden moans, his hand gripping my hip.

  “Just you wait until you start moving, brother. She is going to grip you so tight, and when she comes…” He trails off as Auden gasps and thrusts against me almost desperately.

  I open my eyes and grin at Eldon. “Move up,” I order.

  He bites down on his bottom lip, but does as I tell him, sliding up the sofa until his cock is bobbing in front of my face. Rolling my eyes up to him, I blow out a breath on the head of his cock and he bites down harder on his poor, abused lip.

  Almost giggling in glee, I open my mouth and lick his tip, tasting his salty precum and he gasps, his hand coming down and burying in my hair. Hollowing out my cheeks, I grab the base of his cock, which is just a bit thinner than his brother’s, and suck him down.

  I watch his eyes widen and his mouth drop open, and if I could smile, I so would be right now. “Oh shit,” he groans.

  Auden starts to move then, in slow, uncoordinated thrusts like he just can’t stop, he needs to move. It pushes me farther down on his brother’s cock and I slowly pull back, licking the tip again before sucking him deeper than before. His eyes roll into the back of his head as I take him into the back of my throat, my lips meeting my hand as I deep throat him.

  He starts to move too, with quick flexes of his hips and I hold still, letting him fuck my mouth as his brother fucks my pussy. Auden bites down on my shoulder, his thrusts picking up speed until he is hammering into me, hitting that spot inside with each drag of his cock.

  “Shit, shit, she feels so fucking good,” Auden moans, licking at his bite mark as he kisses across my shoulder.

  I hum in response and Eldon yells, his hips jerking in reaction as he starts to fuck my mouth for real. I push back into Auden, asking for more, and he grips my hip harder, fucking me. I drop my other hand to my pussy, rubbing my clit as I take both of the brothers’ first times. I loved being with Barrott and the fact he knew how to make me scream, but feeling their bodies shake in pleasure, their whispered words of pleading as they fuck me hard and fast, not smooth or controlled…it’s hot as hell, and before I know it I’m clamping down on Auden’s cock. He yells, muffling it by biting my shoulder again as he stills behind me, filling me with his come. Eldon groans and I look up to see him watching me desperately.

  “Good Looking, I’m going to—” He gasps as he tries to pull away, but I hold him in my mouth as he explodes and swallow him down. He moans above me as I slowly pull back, making sure to lick his cock as I go, and I feel him twitch in my mouth.

  He flops back onto the sofa as Auden pulls out of me, all of us panting. I quickly wipe my mouth with a lazy, satisfied grin on my lips.

  “I think you killed us,” Eldon moans.

  “Fuck, Good Looking, we are doing that again. You are so perfect,” Auden praises, dotting kisses along my skin.

  Eldon shuffles down and cuddles into me, while Auden curves around me from behind and I sink into their embrace, feeling the love spreading through us. I fall asleep to the sound of their racing hearts with a smile on my lips.

  After my little nap, I wake up wanting to check on everyone, so I make the guys get dressed—when we find our clothes—and we head out into the camp. I find Barrott and give him a quick kiss, but he is busy and he orders me to go rest. I ignore him and watch the camp, turning to look at the wreckage of the Dawnbreaker again. Whether it’s the grief or shock, I don’t know, but I find myself filled with new hope. It’s still half broken, charred, and damaged...like us...like Colony 43, but it is salvageable. We aren’t letting anyone stay inside just yet, even though we did last night, not until we can be sure it is safe and go floor by floor to check everything, but the fires are all out. No parts are falling from it anymore and the electricity is shut down, so no sparks or fires will start again. Hope, it’s a strange thought, but looking at the charred skeleton of my once upon a time home...I am filled with it.

  I can’t find Effie, but I do reach her on the comms and she tell
s me she is fine and that she will be back later, so I head toward the room with my food, stopping to accept people’s condolences before I escape their eyes and can finally breathe again. After eating, we play a board game we find which, in fact, does turn into a stripping game. When they finally pass out I find myself watching the door, waiting for Barrott, and when it slides open not an hour later and he locks eyes with me, I finally relax and go back to sleep.

  Ground Day Thirteen

  The next few days are long and tiring. We are building more structures like the command centre to house the food and weapons so we can lock them up, learning from our mistakes. Jolp is still looking for the rebels and Effie is double-checking on everyone. I have been working with Jinum Gasdrgl, while other camp members have started working the fields in the alien camp to help them with their harvest. We seem to settle into a routine, and in the afternoon that I have some downtime, I search.

  The day after Howard’s funeral, I woke in the middle of the night with his words ringing in my head. She figured out a way to save Ayama, my mother, she did that. He thinks she kept some of the research and that’s why the rebels want me. What if she hid them in our unit? I need to find out, because if she did, this could be the very thing we need to save our new world, the one everyone is still dreaming of. Only…lately, my dreams have been less about leaving this planet and more about staying here, with my men and colony where we know it is safe. However, this isn’t our world and we have a duty to the people already on Ayama, so I dash away those treasonous thoughts and go to the one person I know can help me—Lee.

  “You can find anything, anywhere,” I start as he grins at me over breakfast.

  “True, but you are sweetening me. Whatcha need?” He smirks, wagging his spoon at me, but his eyes light up in excitement. The last few days he has been helping around camp, but I know Lee enjoys the rush of secrets and deals. I told the guys this morning what I was looking for and they were supportive, offering to help me, but I need to do this for myself…well, with a little input from Lee.