by Carr, Kam
The night was turning into a blast. Maxwell was really enjoying himself. Libby had left apparently we were all too childish for her. Maxwell had gone to the bathroom and left me alone with Brett.
"So, how did you meet Maxwell?" Brett asked. I laughed the shots had affected me. "Really .... That's bad!"
"No," I laughed. "It's just not something I want to go into. It's complicated." I gave a sigh. I wished it wasn't complicated. I wish it could be straight forward.
Why was everything such a challenge lately?
"Well" Brett began. "I haven't seen like this in years." He caught my attention. "You know about Debbie." I nodded. "That really messed him up. When she walked away with Olivia it crushed him".
I felt a pang of despair for him. I remembered when he told me about Olivia. The agony he went through. My poor Mr Golden rule.
"But you!" He opened his arms. "What have you done to him?"
"What do you mean?" I hesitated.
"He's happy Georgina. He's socializing. You know many times I have had to beg him to come out?" He let out a little air. "That man would rather stay hidden away working. No, you're good for him. Never leave him. He needs you!"
Brett’s words hit me hard. Never leave him?
Oh, if Brett knew the full story....
I felt distraught. I was going to hurt Maxwell. I was engaged and Maxwell was introducing me as his girlfriend. That wasn't right. I couldn't be both. I couldn't live two lives.
I grabbed my bag. "I gotta go!" Brett looked surprised. "Can you tell Maxwell I've gone back to the apartment." He nodded and I left.
I ran all the way back to the apartment. I didn't stop until I burst through the front door. I closed the door behind me and fell to my knees.
What was I doing?
The tears came fast and my stomach twisted in sickness. Everything Brett had just said to me was a lie. A lie I had made him believe. I wasn't good for Maxwell. In a month or so I was probably going to get married and destroy Maxwell's world.
He needed more than me. He needed a loyal girlfriend. Not some stupid wanton woman like myself. I felt disgusting in more ways than one.
What I was doing to Blake?
Stringing Maxwell along.
Two wonderful men who could have anything or anyone they wanted and they wanted me. I was greedy and selfish. Everything like my mother was. The thought made me feel even sicker. This wasn't me!! I didn't go round hurting people. I had always been a good girl. When had I turned into this?
I heard the door close behind me. "Georgina?" Maxwell asked concerned. He knelt down next to me and ran a hand through my hair. "Why did you run here?"
I looked up and wiped some tears away. "I'm sorry" I wept. "I am really really sorry." Maxwell cupped my face with both hands and looked lovingly into my eyes.
That's when I saw it.
This man was completely besotted with me.
It made me feel worse because deep down I knew I was completely besotted with him.
"Why are you saying sorry?"
"Brett said I was good for you. That I should never leave you and that you need me." I felt the tears rise again. "And I know that I am hurting you. I will hurt you like Debbie did."
Maxwell pulled me onto his lap and hugged me tightly. "Don't ever think you're like her. She just used me for a baby, somewhere to live and money. The minute she met someone else she was gone." He pushed some hair out of my face. "I knew the circumstances when I met you Georgina. Me falling in love you was an accident. A wonderful accident and do not regret anything we have done."
"But Blake?"
"But Blake nothing" He shook his head. "I know one day you may or may not marry him." His voice trailed off and he took a deep breath. "I'll just deal with it when it happens. At the moment we are here together and no one should get in the way of it."
"If that is what you want!" I sniffed.
"One more thing, can you stop running off every time something get a little difficult?" I gave a little smile.
It was true I was getting into a bit of a habit. I ran home in London, his place and now the bar. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tight. For a whole weekend I was his.
"Oh Maxwell" I buried my head to his chest. "What will you do with me?"
"I'll....." he lifted my head so his lips rested on mine. "Kiss you softly." I gave a little groan and his tongue softly massaged mine. "Then I'll unzip this little hot dress." His fingers found my zip and slowly he undid it; Freeing my breasts. His hand cupped one and his fingers began their teasing on my nipples. I felt my body exploded below and my back arch with his touch.
He scooped me up in his strong arms and my dress still hanging on my waist. He carried me over to the sofa and laid me down.
"Now I'm going to give you exactly what you crave."
I slowly licked my lips. Every inch of this man was perfect. Oh and I craved him. I craved his touch, his scent, his body, his heart and him so much it hurt. I could feel the desperate need inside me build. I was aching for him.
He rested in between my legs and pulled the skirt of my dress up.
"This going to be quick because I haven't had my fix from you in a while." I raised an eyebrow.
Now I was his fix?
He placed his fingertips on the sides of my thong and pulled them off. Just before he discarded them he gave them a quick sniff.
I blushed with embarrassment. Did he actually just do that?
"Don't look shocked Miss Dawson" he laughed as he discarded them. "You smell heavenly."
I watched as he slowly undid his zip and his large ridged manhood free its self. I bit my lip. I loved the way he tasted. He lowered his body down on me; Pressing me into the sofa. Itch by itch he filled me up. I moaned and arched my back again. He felt so good there.
Without warning he began to slam into me repetitively I hooked my arms around his neck and pulled his lips down to mine. The heat of his body next to mine, the taste of his mouth, the sweet feeling of him entering and withdrawing. Before I knew I could feel that sensation rip through my body. I kissed him harder as the orgasm took it holds and filled my body its sweet release. Maxwell slammed harder and found his own.
He slumped down on top of me and we laid clinging on to each. Listening to each other breath. "Oh Miss Dawson" he inhaled. "Every time you make me come like an explosion." He kissed my cheek and rested his head on my chest.
"ER... UM!!!" We both looked at each in shock and slowly our eyes looked over at the front door. A tall young red hair girl was staring at us. Her eyes were narrowed and her mouth tight.
Maxwell quickly took off his jacket and threw over me. "Amber!" He yelled. "What the FUCK are you doing here?"
She slammed the door shut and crossed her arms. "Seriously? You want an explanation while you're in that position." She rolled her eyes and picked up her bag. "I am going to put this in my room and when I get back." She raised an eyebrow. "You'll have sorted yourself out."
She left the room. Maxwell jumped up and sorted himself out. I stood up pulling my dress back up and smoothed it down my legs. Maxwell came behind me, moved my hair and did the zip back up.
"Who is she?" I asked.
"My sister" Maxwell laughed he turned me round to face him. "I have no idea what she is doing here."
"I'm here because I wanted to get away!" She snapped as she made her entrance. "You may own everything but you don't own this place." Her eyes turned in my direction. "Where did you pick this one up from?"
My mouth dropped open. What a bitch! Who the hell did she think she was?
I glared at Maxwell. He was giving her the cold glare. She had offended him too. Maxwell tilted his head to the side. "The woman you're talking about is my girlfriend and her name is Georgina Dawson. So say your sorry NOW!!" He yelled.
Amber lowered her eyes. I think she felt bad.
"I'm sorry" and she gave me a genuine smile which I returned. "What you doing here?"
Maxwell walked over to the sofa an
d sat down. He took out his cigarette pack out of his pocket and lit one up. "Me and Georgina are here for the weekend." His eyes glared at Amber as he exhaled the smoke. "Mum know you're here?"
“NO!" she snorted. "She thinks I'm at Uni."
"Then why aren't you?" he snapped.
I went and sat down next to him. I felt a little awkward being in the middle of sibling rivalry. He placed an arm round my shoulder and pulled me into him.
Amber sat down opposite us and gave out a little scream. "They are driving me round the bend. Everyone is on my case, the teachers, the parents and now you!" She ran a hand through her hair. "I'm coming up to 20 years old and I'm getting treated like 15 year old."
Maxwell shook his head and gave a little laugh. "What did you do now?" A little amusement filled his voice and Amber stared down at her hands. By all means Maxwell knew his little sister well.
"I got thrown off one of my courses and if my attendance doesn't improve I could get thrown out completely."
"Why did you get thrown out?" Both Maxwell and Amber looked at me.
Whoops did I say that out loud. I shifted in my seat and looked down at my own hands. I felt uncomfortable now. Me and my big mouth. Always getting the better of me.
"Oh you know just the usual" she casually waved her hand. "Partying too much, not doing homework or my assignments. Not attending exams and basically not bothering to show up." She took a deep breath and smiled. "So I get to spend a whole weekend with my big brother and his beautiful girlfriend?"
"Looks like it" Maxwell mumbled. "Even though I wish you weren't here!" He stumped out his cigarette and stretch out his arms whist he yawned. "Anyway, I'm beat. Georgina shell we?" His eye beamed at me and it made my heart stop for a second. I nodded and he grabbed my hand. "Night Amber" and we left heading for the bedroom. Once we were safely inside we burst into a roar of laughter.
Oh my god that was really embarrassing!!
I placed a hand over my mouth. "Has that happened before?"
Maxwell shook his head and tried to control his laughter. "No! Did you see her face?" He mimicked her expression and it was a good likeness. "God... I haven't laughed like that in a while." He took a deep breath and smiled. "It could only happen with you Miss Dawson!" He strolled over and hugged me tightly. "Now bed!"
With that I got ready for bed, slipped in next to him and fell into a deep sleep.
CHAPTER 13
I opened my eyes and for a few seconds I had to think where I was. I looked up at the drapes and the white posts of the bed. A massive smile appeared on my face. I stretched. I had slept so well. I felt relaxed for the first time which felt like forever. I turned over and looked at the sleeping beauty. I ran a finger down her cheek. She was beautiful even while she slept. I could lay here and watch her all day.
Slowly she opened her eyes and gave me a sleepy smile.
"Morning" I whispered as she pulled herself into me. I grabbed her hard and tight. I never wanted to let her go. It was bad enough I would had to share her with that shit brick.
I felt my mouth tighten. Why was I thinking about him? I was the one waking up to this princess. I was the one making claims on her body. But... He had claimed her for life. I closed my eyes and took in her scent.
"I'm hungry" she giggled.
"Are you? Well let's go and see what we can do about that." I got out of bed and grabbed a T-shirt. I watched Georgina get up and straighten out her hair. She looked cute in her pink PJ's. A wicked smile appeared to my lips as I recalled last night. "Come" I ordered. She followed as I led her into the living room.
There was my worst nightmare sitting at the table. She had already cooked for us which was a little bit of relief.
"Hey" Amber smiled. "I was just about to wake you. I cooked you breakfast. Eggs. bacon, toast, fresh orange juice and coffee." Me and Georgina made our way over and sat down. "I wanted to say sorry for what I said to you." Her eyes looked over at Georgina. "I was out of order."
"It's okay" Georgina smiled.
"I thought we could all spend the day together. Hang out on the beach. I invited Brett!" Amber began to dish out the food.
I rolled my eyes. Why did she have to run away this weekend.?
I didn't want to spend time with her. I had plans for me and Georgina. I didn't want my little sister tagging along. She was annoying and would chat forever if allowed. I looked over at Georgina. She loved happy and relaxed.
"Besides" Amber began. "If you're going to be family.... I need to get to know you."
"Family?" Georgina chocked her eyes widen.
"The ring!" Amber laughed looking at Georgina's hand. "I noticed it last night but I didn't say anything."
I glared down at the ring. Why was she still wearing it? Shit face wasn't here.
"It's not an engagement ring" I spat. Georgina quickly whipped it off and placed it on the other hand.
"I must of put it on the wrong hand when I washed them." I witnessed the terror in her face. She knew it had gotten to me. I had scared her and it hurt. I grabbed her hand and held it tight.
She gazed over at me. "Honestly!"
I had to lighten the mood this wasn't exactly what I had planned. "Will Brett be bringing Libby?"
"Libby?" Amber asked. "What happened to the wife?"
"The wife is long gone!" Georgina laughed.
I was amazed...A bitchy Georgina? I liked her. Amber raised an eyebrow as if she was deep in thought. I had seen that face before she was plotting something. So it looked like we were spending the day at the beach.
It could be worse. I could of been home alone and Georgina with Blake.
Right that was it.
I was no longer going to think about that prick. I was going to enjoy myself with Georgina. Nothing better than to perve at the woman you loved wearing a bikini.
Georgina looked up biting her lip. I loved how we thought alike.
"I don't have any beach wear" Georgina blushed. That's why she was biting her lip.
"You can borrow some of mine!" Amber clapped with delight. Maybe today wasn't going to that bad after all.
"You can't wear that!" I hissed as Georgina pulled off her T-shirt and exposed the bikini top Amber had lent her. It looked like a blue piece of material held up with string. I looked around. She was already attracting admirers.
"Mr Thomas" she bent down and looked me directly in the eye. "Are you worried about the competition?" She kissed my lips and laughed. I grabbed hold of her and pulled her down on the sun lounger. I climbed on top of her pinning her hands above her head.
"Should I be" I hissed through my teeth. "Miss Dawson you know exactly how to get to me!" I began to kiss her deeply. I loved this woman too much. It was scary on the other hand a whole wonderful new experience.
"Oh my god get a room!" It was Amber. This weekend was turning out to be a huge flop. Just like me at the sound of her whiny voice.
I looked up and she was glaring down at us with her hands on her hips. Brett was standing next to her without Libby.
"Delight to see you." I snapped. I sat up and ran a hand through my hair.
"You too mate" Brett smiled as he took one of the sun loungers. "Georgina!"
"Brett" she mumbled avoiding any eye contact with him. I bet she was still awkward after last night. I was glad Brett could see how she affected me. I was a better person around her. She had opened my eyes and given me a whole new lease of life.
I glanced over and watched her take her place in the sun. The sun made her golden hair shine. I laid down next to her and she snuggled up to me. Shame we were out in public. I was starting to get that urge. This woman controlled every aspect of my body and it was frustrating at times.
"What's the plan for today then?" Brett asked pulling bottles out of his bag.
"I know what I've got planned!" I whispered huskily in Georgina's ear. She looked up and blushed. Brett handed me a bottle and I studied it.
Beer?
Seriously?
This time o
f the morning.
“Not for me!" I handed it back.
Amber laughed and opened hers. "Showing your age already old man!"
I narrowed my eyes. "Exactly why are you here again?" I scowled.
"Maxwell shut up your not my Dad!" She scowled back. "You seriously have a problem. You don't know how to have fun."
I shot up. "I do know how to have fun." All three of them were looking at me with little smiles on their faces. "I do!" I snatched the bottle back off Brett, opened it and took a big mouthful. It tasted cheap and horrid!
"You're going to regret what you said Amber Thomas." I cringed at the after taste.
"I need water" Georgina stood up. "You coming?" she said suggestively.
"I'll come with you" Amber jumped up.
Damn her! She was getting in the way already.
"We can have a girly chat."
They strolled off leaving me and Brett behind.
"What's the deal?" Brett asked as soon as they were out of earshot. I whipped round and glared at him.
What the fuck was he on about??
He gave a little laugh. "What's with the running away last night?"
He was fishing for Goss. He hadn't changed one bit. "Why are you asking?"
Brett shrugged his shoulders. "Just something isn't right.... I know for a fact if Libby's friends said that to me I wouldn't run screaming for the hills." He tilted his head to the side. "Are you paying her?"
What the fuck?
"NO!!! She's my PA! We work together."
"What's with the engagement ring?"
Shit he had noticed it too. Maybe it would be good just to offload. Brett was a good mate and he wouldn't tell anyone. I took a deep breath. I didn't normally give out details about my life. The sooner he knew the sooner it would drop it all.
"She is engaged..." I felt that stab of pain hit me again. "But not to me."
Brett narrowed his eyes. "You two are having an affair?"
I had never thought of it like that before. The word affair sounded dirty and wrong; It was nothing like that.
