by April Lust
Pax’s mouth moved further south down her body, stopping in the middle of her chest. He finally pulled his other hand away from Jessica’s, and she knew by now to keep it in place above her head, even though her arm muscles ached a little bit from lack of movement. It didn’t matter. All that mattered was obeying him, showing him what a good girl she was, showing him how much she wanted him inside of her.
“Why are you wearing this stupid fucking thing?” Pax muttered, nosing at her bra.
Jessica opened her mouth to answer, but before she could get any words out, Pax lifted her torso with one hand, reaching under her body to unclasp her bra with ease. Then he yanked at the straps on her shoulders, pulling her bra off and sending it sailing across the apartment. Her breasts were now available for Pax to bite and kiss and lick. He latched his mouth onto one of her nipples, sucking gently at first and then harder and harder as Jessica whined and moaned. The urge to move her hands and clutch his head, to encourage him to suck harder or pull more forcefully, was almost overwhelming, but she resisted it, keeping her arms as still as possible while Pax attacked her chest. “So fucking good. So fucking tasty, goddamn,” Pax muttered into her breasts. “Such nice fucking tits.”
“Thank you,” Jessica breathed out in response, trying to keep her breathing calm and steady so as not to disturb Pax’s work. He moved to the other breast, sucking hard on that nipple while his fingers lightly tweaked and circled the other one, making her feel like her chest was on fire, every nerve ending twitching to life, one by one by one.
Meanwhile, his other hand still teased at the line of her underwear, going a little deeper into her panties with each passing minute, his nails dancing along the sensitive skin above her pussy. Jessica felt herself getting wetter already, even before her cunt had been touched, her heartbeat thudding in between her legs like a war drum, getting harder and harder, more insistent, as Pax finally slipped below her breasts, following the line of her abs down to the space right above her underwear. He licked a long line from hip to hip, nibbling at her hipbones lightly, just enough to tickle her and make her laugh. “Feels good,” she whispered as Pax looked up with a question in his eyes, wordlessly asking her if everything was okay. It was so weird. They barely knew each other, for Christ’s sake. Pax barely even spoke, but it was like in the absence of words he had another way to communicate, just with Jessica, piercing through all the bullshit, all the unnecessary syllables just to get to the things that mattered.
Jessica began to pant harder, her lungs burning a little with the effort of providing her rushing blood the nutrients it needed as Pax’s teeth came out to play again, pulling at the fabric of her underwear until the cool air hit the top of her pussy.
“So pretty,” Pax said between gritted teeth, staring up at her with a flaming, penetrating gaze that almost shook her to her core. “So fucking pretty.” His voice was practically a growl at this point, like the animal inside of him had finally woken up, and it was hungry.
Without any further warning, Pax yanked her underwear down to her knees with one pull, his whole body shifting as he dove headfirst into her cunt, spreading her legs open and propping them on his shoulders to give him better access to her most secret, sacred area. “Mm, fuck,” he muttered into her skin as he licked right between her labia, making Jessica feel like he was opening her up like a flower, spreading her open like petals stretching toward the sunlight.
“Shit,” Jessica breathed out as Pax took one of her lower lips between his teeth, sucking lightly at first and then more firmly as she groaned, her hips twitching forward of their own accord, the desire to fuck Pax’s face becoming totally overwhelming as he sucked harder and harder, taking all of her inner juices into his wet warm mouth. “Ugh, fuck!” she cried out, her hands trembling even as she forced them to remain above her head, even as they clenched into fists, her nails digging into her skin just to anchor herself down into this moment. If she wasn’t careful, she was going to come right away, and she knew it would be so much sweeter, so much more precious if she waited, letting all the sensations build onto each other, crushing each other into something more beautiful and brilliant than any one of them could be on their own.
Just as Jessica was getting accustomed to the feeling of Pax’s mouth wrapped around her lips, his fingers appeared out of nowhere, dancing along the lower half of her cunt, playing around in her wetness, spreading it around until the whole area was practically drenched. “God, fuck me, fuck me, please, do it,” Jessica whispered, thrusting her hips up to encourage Pax’s fingers to go inside of her. “I can take it. I can fucking take it.”
Pax chuckled lightly and licked his way up to the top of her cunt, stopping just below her clit. He moved one hand up there as well, pressing down hard with two fingers while his tongue began to apply short, hard, fast licks just under her clit, making her feel more desperate than she’d ever felt before in her entire life. She needed to touched, goddammit, to have her burning clit be rubbed and sucked and moved around. But Pax wasn’t giving it to her, instead sending strong vibrations from the area around her clit, causing her legs to start trembling on top of his shoulders. She felt like her clit was wrapped in flames that never quite touched her, boxed into a tiny corner while sensations surrounded the rest of her body, licking their way up from her cunt, up and down her legs, coursing through her torso until they clutched at her heart. “Goddammit!” she cried out, grabbing fistfuls of the sheets underneath her body just to have something to hold so she wouldn’t come flying off the bed.
Pax just laughed right into her skin, sucking some of the sensitive flesh of her cunt in between his lips again, rolling it around inside his mouth until Jessica felt like she was on a rollercoaster of pleasure, feeling herself get even wetter as his teeth brushed up against her clit a few times on his quest to tease her to the edge of oblivion.
“Fuck, shit, baby, fuck!” Jessica called out, squeezing harder at the sheets until she pulled the edge of them off the corner of the mattress. But she didn’t care. She felt like she was going to implode, her head swimming around with intense sensations that she couldn’t escape, while all her thoughts went silent, pushed to the dark corners of her mind while her body took control.
A second later, Pax’s other hand made a reappearance, scratching lightly at the insides of her thighs before finding the bottom of her cunt again. He slipped the tip of one finger inside her dripping hole, making little circles to match the rhythm he’d established with his mouth. Pax began pressing his whole tongue down on the area just under her clit, while his fingers moved the area just above it, moving in small, hard rotations that reverberated inside her cunt, making her inner walls contract and expand in anticipation of what was going to come next.
Pax sunk his finger in a little deeper, spreading her open even as she squeezed tightly around him, her hips involuntarily shifting downward to accept more of him inside. “Please fuck me, please fucking fuck me, I need it, ugh,” Jessica whispered, rolling her hips down as Pax penetrated her deeper, moving around in circles to brush up against a hundred sensitive spots inside of her cunt. “Yes, ugh, that’s right, that’s fucking right, right there.”
He kept his finger against the right spot inside Jessica, tapping it lightly until she felt her pulse return to her cunt, thumping up against her inner walls like it was trying to escape. At the same time, his other fingers finally relented, slipping down on her clit, but only to give it slight, soft, teasing touches, only lasting a second at a time. Jessica groaned in impatience, wishing she could release the fistfuls of bedsheet that she was holding to grab his hands and mouth and force him to do what she wanted. But she held back. He knew exactly what he was doing, torturing her to the edge of her orgasm and then pulling back, not letting her fall over that cliff just yet. She knew she’d have to earn it, with Pax’s thick cock inside of her, and honestly, she couldn’t fucking wait. She wished she could have it right now, but she’d hold herself back. She’d be a good girl. She’d prove to him that
she deserved every last bit of pleasure that he was willing to give her.
Pax sucked harder on her lips, his mouth making loud smacking noises as he pulled away, his tongue brushing up against the underside of her clit at the same time that his fingers tapped the upper portion of it, setting a rhythm that Jessica’s blood soon matched, pulsing in time with Pax’s movements. “You’re so good at this,” she whispered as he licked a little harder, making her feel like new flames were being kindled inside of her, her cunt feeling like a volcano that was about to burst open at any second now.
The next minute, Pax added another finger to Jessica’s hole, positioning it parallel to the other one so that it could press up against her special spot. Jessica gave him some unnecessary aid, shoving her hips down to encourage more friction inside of her. “That’s it. That’s fucking it,” she moaned, throwing her head back against the pillow, her eyes rolling up in the back of her head as his fingers moved faster, pulling out just the slightest bit before shoving back in, thrusting hard against the sensitive spot on her inner wall.
“Yeah, go wild for me, baby,” Pax whispered into her cunt before turning his head and biting the inside of her thigh, as hard as he could, making Jessica scream louder than she thought she’d ever done before in her entire life.
“Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck, oh!” Jessica cried out, loosening her grip on the bedsheets as her hands went numb, her whole mind now focused only on the whirlwind of sensations between her legs. Pax’s fingers felt merciless as they pounded into her now, spreading her wider apart in preparation for his cock. At the same time, his mouth was so warm and wet, so welcoming as it finally wrapped around her clit, his tongue slowly pressing against her pulsing little nub, making her heart pound even harder and faster inside of her.
“Yeah, you going to fucking come, baby?” Pax asked as he pulled away, still dragging his tongue along the top half of her cunt, making her cry out and dig her nails into the mattress.
“No,” Jessica finally whispered, feeling sweat course down from her head, down her neck to her back.
“No?” Pax asked, clearly confused and slowing his motions down but never quite stopping them.
Jessica shook her head, trying to summon the ability to speak clearly and coherently so she could make Pax understand her meaning. “I mean, I am, but I want to wait.”
“For what?” Pax asked, his fingers returning to their previous pace, making it harder for Jessica to answer the question.
“For you,” Jessica whispered, even as her hips began bouncing up and down on the bed, making the bedsprings squeak in complaint. But she didn’t care if she looked overeager, if she looked desperate. She was desperate, feeling a huge gap inside of her that just had to be filled, even if it hurt.
Pax smiled up at her, looking so warm and kind and content that he almost looked like a different person entirely. Jessica just knew, looking at that expression, that she’d forever regret it if she didn’t memorize every last detail. But then Pax curved his fingers inside of Jessica and her whole vision went white for a long, glorious moment where she felt like she was floating, levitating above the bed with the sheer power of her feelings.
Jessica gasped for air as soon as she was able to think again, her heart trembling inside of her like it had stopped beating and had to be shocked back to life. “Pax….” Jessica whimpered out as her breath tore up her throat. “Pax, please. Please.”
Pax sucked Jessica’s clit into her mouth, then, pulling at it gently with his teeth until agonized moans left her throat. The next second, he began furiously pumping his fingers in and out of her hole, moving his hand in frantic circles to touch as much of her as he could. Jessica felt herself building, up and up and up, the hot feelings in her cunt becoming almost painful as they grew in intensity. It was going to happen, with or without Jessica’s permission, if he kept moving his fingers this way, fucking her so hard and fast and deep, wrecking her cunt with his motions.
“Oh! Ungh! Shit, baby! Shit, baby, it’s happening, it’s hap—” Jessica cut herself off with a silent scream, every muscle in her body tensing up as she approached the top of that hill inside of her…
But then Pax pulled out of her, leaving her cold and empty, her hips falling back down on the bed as her legs gave out, trembling. Jessica hadn’t even remembered lifting her torso up off the mattress in the first place, but it didn’t matter now. She was feeling the aftershocks of her almost-orgasm, threads of pleasure still shaking their way through her veins. Jessica was highly conscious of the sweat that had pooled off her body, onto the mattress under her back, while her mouth was completely dry, like a desert without even a tumbleweed to distract from the blazing hot sun.
Pax slowly climbed his way up her body, dropping soft, sweet, gentle kisses on the top of her legs and up her hips and arms until he got to her face. “You did good back there, kid,” he whispered softly before leaning in to press his mouth against her cheek. “You held back for me.”
“Yeah,” Jessica whispered, blowing out her breath and finally moving her hands to wipe the sweat away from her forehead. “It was really tough. I don’t know if I’m going to be able to build up that high again, you know.”
“You mean you might not come hard tonight because you got so close and didn’t come?” Pax asked, gently rubbing the side of her head, moving her hair back into place from where it wandered during the vigorous, full-body-shaking finger-fucking session.
Jessica nodded, letting her eyes slip shut as Pax’s fingers danced lightly, almost teasingly over her skin, letting the numbed-out parts of her face slowly spring back to life, in their own time. She knew that if she allowed herself to relax for even a second, she could slip into the best sleep of her life. But somehow, she knew that Pax needed her almost as much as she needed him tonight. She wasn’t going to fall asleep without trying to get him off as a thank-you for helping her relax like this. She slowly moved her hands, tentatively reaching out to brush up against Pax’s face, feeling the rough patches where his stubble was poking through. God, he was such a man. So fucking muscular and big and strong. Jessica wished she could steal some of that strength, store it deep inside of her own heart.
“You’re so soft,” Pax whispered, dragging his lips along the side of Jessica’s face until they stopped at her forehead, giving her a sweet lingering kiss that made all of her thoughts flutter away from the center of her mind, allowing her to focus instead on the sensations of her soothed body. “You’re so nice to touch.”
“Thank you,” Jessica whispered, lifting her hands to tangle through Pax’s wavy hair, rubbing his scalp in circles in an attempt to give him even a fraction of the deep relaxation he’d given to her with his fingers and his mouth. “You, too.”
Pax shifted a little, settling properly between Jessica’s still-open legs but bracing his weight above her torso with his arm pinned down above her head, keeping her in place. “You want to touch me?” Pax asked, a slight teasing tone hiding somewhere within his voice.
“Mm-hmm,” Jessica said, unable to fight the smile that had to spread across her face. “It’s really fun.”
“You like playing with me, huh?” Pax said, pushing her hair away from her eyes and smirking down at her, the confidence practically seeping out of him. “You like having a part of me inside of you?”
Jessica immediately flushed, thinking back to last time, when Pax came inside her cunt. God, that was hot. And bad. Very bad. Bad behavior she couldn’t repeat.
But she wasn’t about to lie to Pax, exactly. “Yes,” she answered honestly, dragging her hand down from Pax’s head to the back of his neck, teasing his skin with her fingernails.
“I like being inside of you, too,” Pax whispered before licking a line from her neck to her ear, nipping at the lobe with his teeth until Jessica whined highly and wrapped her arm more tightly around his shoulders, tugging him closer. He finally sealed his mouth over hers, licking into its depths before massaging her tongue, reawakening the parts of her that had blo
wn themselves out before, when she nearly came.
Jessica deepened the kiss even more, gripping onto the back of Pax’s head with one hand while her other one slid down his back, rubbing over his erect spine and moving down to clutch his ass. “You want more?” Jessica whispered as soon as Pax pulled back an inch from her mouth.
Pax smirked, his teeth looking sharp and gleamingly white in the light of his apartment. “What do you think?”
“I think,” Jessica began, cutting herself off to kiss Pax, biting a little at his bottom lip and grinning inwardly at the sound of a tiny whine deep in his throat, “that you want to fuck me so bad you can hardly stand it.”
Pax laughed, but it wasn’t a mocking noise. He noisily kissed the side of her face, going down to her throat again and licking at her pulse, growling a little as she clutched the back of his head harder. “Yeah, that’s about right,” he said huskily into her ear, dragging his hands down her torso, digging deep into the sides of her hips. “You okay with that? Huh?”
Jessica pulled his head up to crash their lips together, sucking on him as hard as she could just to taste his unique flavor. At the same time, she dragged her nails down his back forcefully, digging into his skin and making him moan out brokenly into her mouth. She loved feeling him crumble a little bit above her, losing control more and more with each passing second. It was so exhilarating, knowing that she had that power over him, that despite his cold, steely exterior something could get to him. Something could touch him. Something could make him feel vulnerable.
