by April Lust
She began by latching her mouth on one of his nipples, sucking lightly, just to make it hard and stiff. “Jesus Christ,” Pax muttered, reaching up to wrap a hand around the back of her head, encouraging her to bite down harder. “That’s good. That’s fucking good.”
Jessica had to stop herself from smiling, she felt so fucking proud to hear little moans leave Pax’s mouth as she continued to suck hard on the little nub in her mouth. After a few moments, she moved to the other nipple, biting lightly before sucking it firmly between her teeth, trying to leave a dark purple mark on the skin next to the nipple, so Pax would think of her in the days to come.
“Jesus, yes,” he moaned out as she pulled at him harder with her teeth, soothing the sore spots with her tongue as soon as she let them go. She could taste the salt from his skin, the earthy note that was so undeniably Pax. She felt like she was addicted to it, like she had to have it inside of her, filling her up, giving her strength. She knew what she had to do next.
Jessica slid down his body, stopping at his upper thighs, dragging her nails along the muscles protruding under the skin of his legs. “So fucking hot,” she muttered as she grabbed harder onto his firm thighs, digging her nails in until he hissed in pleasure. As much as she wanted to tear into him, to completely wreck him, to bite into him until every inch of his skin was marked by her mouth, she held herself back. Pax had been so sweet to her earlier, treating her body with such reverence. Such respect. She knew he deserved the same treatment from her. She began to move her fingers in slow circles over his skin, her nails causing goosebumps to pop up in her wake, returning the favor from earlier when he’d made her whole body come alive with his mouth.
“Yes, baby, yes,” Pax groaned, spreading his legs apart further as she got closer to his balls. She bent her head, careful not to brush up against his dick yet as she latched her mouth onto the angle at the top of his thighs, licking the sensitive patch of skin until Pax whimpered and whined above her.
Next, she moved to his balls, hovering above them without touching for several seconds, letting her warm breath hit the sensitive sack and relishing the sounds of Pax’s breathing becoming more labored as a result. She waited until his whining became higher and louder, looking up to see Pax’s face strained with the effort not to move before she finally relented, pressing her lips against the soft skin of his balls. She kissed every inch of them lightly, gently, before sliding her tongue against them. “Oh, Jesus, yes,” Pax cried out as her tongue scraped against his balls. “Mm, that’s good.”
Encouraged by the sounds of his pleasure, Jessica began to carefully suck the sack into her mouth, holding it gently between her teeth and applying pressure with her tongue, back and forth, back and forth, until Pax’s hips began to twitch up, thrusting his cock forward into the empty air. “Yes, yes, fuck,” he grunted out as Jessica worked faster, still taking care not to bite down too hard or hurt him.
After a minute or so of this, she brought her hand forward to the base of his balls, beginning to tickle his skin until he groaned loudly, practically growling like an animal.
Jessica pulled her mouth off of his balls, moving up to linger above his thick, heavy cock, breathing down on it until Pax reached down and grabbed the back of her head, tangling his fingers into her hair and staring down at her with desperation written all over his face. Jessica grinned mischievously at him, slowly dragging her tongue down the length of his cock while her hands came up to cup at his balls, rolling them around between her fingers to drive him to the edge before she even closed her mouth around his penis.
She tentatively sealed her lips around the tip of his cock, sucking gently so as not to overstimulate him. He whined loudly, panting in between his whimpers and rubbing at the back of her hair, petting over her head sweetly even as his chest rose and fell faster and faster, his cock pulsing right on top of her tongue. God, I feel so dirty, Jessica thought as she fed more of his cock into her mouth, tickling at his balls. But the thing was, she didn’t feel bad about it. She didn’t feel shameful. She wasn’t self-conscious at all, really. She knew, with perfect confidence, that she could take him apart, that she had all the power here. She could stop at any second, leaving him totally bereft of the pleasure that she was giving him, but she wouldn’t dare. She needed to make him feel good, to let him release inside of her. It made her feel tougher, stronger, to know that she could take whatever he had to offer her. For that reason, she grabbed his ass, encouraging him to sink his cock deeper into her mouth.
Pax immediately took the hint and began fucking her face, shoving his cock in and out more and more quickly with every couple of thrusts. At first, Jessica felt a little nervous, worried that she was going to gag and ruin everything, but even as he shoved more of his cock in, her throat just accepted him, swallowing around him naturally like she was born to do this.
“Get the fuck up here,” Pax demanded a minute later, yanking at her shoulders until she obeyed his instruction. He pulled her into a hard kiss, biting down on her bottom lip and sucking until she moaned loudly. “God, I love your mouth.”
Jessica giggled and kissed him harder, sucking on his lips, first one and then the other and then back to the first one, over and over again, until he was practically trembling underneath her touch. She loved feeling his guard fall away, feeling all of his masks crumble away into dust, revealing the true Pax underneath it all. In some ways, Jessica felt like she’d never even met him before tonight. She’d never seen this side of him before, this sweet softness that he shared with her. She said a silent prayer as she kissed him more softly, thanking God for giving her the opportunity to feel this cherished, this special, this cared-for. She’d never felt this worshipped before in her entire life, and some part of her knew that she didn’t deserve it. She wasn’t special, not like Pax was, anyway. She wasn’t anything to write home about, she knew. She was pretty, and she was smart, and she was nice, but Pax was gorgeous. He was mysterious, but at the same time he was so giving of himself, so self-sacrificial. So individual. Jessica couldn’t imagine anyone ever telling him what to do or making him feel small and weak. Not the way Gary had done to her, anyway.
“What’s wrong?” Pax whispered as soon as their mouths disconnected, his warm breath hitting her face, making her feel safer even though she felt terrified to answer the question.
“Nothing, nothing,” she said, leaning in to kiss him again, but Pax put a hand on her chest, softly but firmly pushing her back enough so that he could look into her eyes.
“What is it?” he whispered, rubbing the side of her cheek with the back of his knuckles, making her feel sparks dance along her brain like a ballerina chasing after a spreading fire.
Jessica sighed deeply and nodded to herself, willing her body to come up with the courage or the strength or the stupidity she’d need to answer the question honestly. She knew that, somehow, he’d be more than able to see through whatever lies she’d try to concoct rather than share the truth. His eyes were wide and concerned, his fingers lightly moving over her skin, over and over again until she surrendered to his touch, leaning into his shoulder so she could whisper her answer into his ear. “I’m just afraid of what will happen when this is over,” Jessica murmured, kissing the spot of skin right under her lips.
“You can’t think like that,” Pax said, rubbing the back of her head.
“I know,” Jessica replied, but that did nothing to quell the fear resting at the base of her stomach.
“I have you, okay?” Pax said, tightening his grip on the back of her skull. “You’re here. You’re right here, with me. Be here. Be in the moment. Don’t let anything take you away from experiencing this. Be here with me.”
Jessica wasn’t sure what to say for a long moment, feeling a thousand emotions battle each other within her head. But finally, whatever bravery she still had left inside of her won out, standing victorious over all other feelings. She could do this. She had to do this. After all, she didn’t know when she might get another chan
ce to enjoy herself again, with everything that was happening at the Gorge, with Gary. She had to take this moment for what it was, however short-lived it might be, and let her entire body sink into it, let it wrap itself around her like armor.
“Okay,” she finally said to Pax, nuzzling into his neck and kissing the skin right above his pulsing vein. “Okay, I’m here with you.”
“Good,” he answered her, rubbing the sensitive skin of her scalp with the tips of his fingers, vanquishing tension that had been hiding on that part of her body for God knows how long. “Now tell me what you want.”
“You,” Jessica answered without thinking, her hands reaching forward to clutch at the sides of Pax’s face, bringing him closer to her own head until his lips softly glided against her cheek. “You. I want you.”
“You got me,” Pax said with perfect confidence, the most perfect assurance that made Jessica feel like her heart was trembling from behind her ribcage.
“Give it to me,” Jessica whispered against his skin, licking and biting at his vein, desperate to taste his flavor, to swallow as much of him as possible. “Give it to me.”
“Yes, baby,” Pax said back, flipping them over so that Jessica was pressed down into the mattress under his weight. “Yes.”
He leaned down and pressed their mouths together firmly, caressing the side of her face as he slipped his tongue against hers, applying the perfect amount of pressure that had her loins tingling again, her heartbeat making a comeback in between her thighs. “You want me again?” Pax whispered into her mouth, sucking lightly on her lips before pulling back to give her a chance to answer.
“Yes, fuck,” Jessica answered, yanking Pax’s head down again so that she could suck at the side of his neck, biting down hard enough to leave a deep purple mark right at the juncture of his neck and shoulder. “Please, I want you so bad.”
“Good,” Pax said, sounding happier than Jessica had ever heard him before. “Fucking good.” She half-expected him to travel down her body again to give her more oral sex, but instead he stayed attached to her mouth, kissing her so deeply that she didn’t know where his mouth ended and hers began, and honestly, she didn’t care. She wanted them to stay like this forever, melded at the mouth, their legs tangling together even as Pax’s hand traveled back down to her cunt, playing around outside before two fingers slipped inside of her. He began shallowly fucking her, slipping in and out, probably spreading his own come around in the process.
“That’s good,” Jessica breathed out into Pax’s mouth, sucking hungrily on his lips as he dove deeper into her cunt, twirling his fingertips around in circles, massaging a dozen different sensitive spots against her inner walls. “Ugh, shit, that’s so good.”
“Yeah, baby,” Pax said back, pulling away from her mouth for a few moments to suck on her earlobe, causing Jessica to whine and clutch desperately at his back, pulling him closer and accidentally sending his fingers even deeper inside her cunt, until they were almost all the way inside. “Yeah, that’s good. Take it. Take it deep, baby.”
“I can take it,” Jessica whispered back, shifting her hips around in circles to achieve the most pleasurable angle, feeling the familiar heat start to build between her legs, getting more and more intense with every twitch of Pax’s fingers. “I can fucking take it. I’m tough.”
“Yeah, you are,” Pax agreed, licking the shell of Jessica’s ear before biting down on it firmly, sucking until her entire torso seized up as a result of the overwhelming sensation. She felt like she was wrapped up in Pax’s mouth, his sweet wet warmth protecting her like a cocoon. Nothing could touch her. Nothing could harm her. She was indestructible.
Pax shoved his fingers in the rest of the way, until they were all the way inside of her, moving around in tight circles as she squeezed down around him, flexing her muscles just to show off her inner strength. “Yeah, that’s my girl,” Pax whispered, licking a line of pleasure down from Jessica’s ear to the base of her throat, nibbling lightly to set her skin on fire. “That’s my fucking girl.”
“Ugh, yes, I’m yours, I’m yours!” Jessica cried out, beginning to thrust her hips up and down the bed again, encouraging Pax to fuck her deeply with his fingers. He was brushing up against all these special spots inside of her that she’d never noticed before, while his thumb found her clit and circled around the hot little nub, making her wetter and wetter until she was screaming out for him, wordlessly demanding that he fuck her with his cock.
Pax must have got the message somehow, as he pulled his fingers out of her cunt, right when she was on the edge of climax again, spreading her legs open forcefully before settling between them, lining his cock up with her hole. “You ready for me?” he asked, the tip of his cock sinking inside of her.
“Ugh, yes,” Jessica cried out, bearing down until half of Pax’s cock sunk into her cunt, spreading her open, forcing her apart, making her admit to herself how big and strong and tough she really was.
“Still so fucking tight, so fucking ready for me,” Pax grunted out, his breathing becoming more and more labored as he held himself up, preventing his cock from sinking inside more deeply until she was ready.
Jessica experimentally moved her hips in circles, shifting around until the head of his pulsing cock found the right spot inside of her, pressing up against the most sensitive little patch of her pussy wall, rubbing up against it until all of her nerves seemed to start to singing out in pleasure. “Yes, ugh, yes,” she said to Pax, grabbing the back of his head to tug him down for a kiss.
Pax kissed her deeply, grabbing the bottom of her chin to keep her face in place as he massaged her tongue with his own, pulling back only to bite at her lips and chin and neck, growling into her skin. He sounded like he was desperate, like he was pushed up to the edge, ready to do anything and everything to get what he wanted. But unlike with Gary, Jessica didn’t feel afraid of his desire. She welcomed it. She wanted all of it, wanted to feel all of his energy exploding inside of her again and again and again until they never had to come apart. “Fuck me,” she told him, speaking with as much conviction as she could muster. “Fuck me, baby.”
“Yes,” Pax replied, his voice a broken whisper by this point, torn-up by his ragged breathing. He sounded like he was about to fall apart, but his body still knew how to move, his cock pressing in deeper, her cunt feeling like it was on fire as it stretched to accommodate his width and girth.
Pax slapped one of his hands down on the mattress, next to Jessica’s head, using it to brace his weight as he began to thrust in and out, sticking his cock into her with more and more force on each inward thrust. Jessica felt so wet between the amount of natural lubrication she’d produced and the come that Pax had let loose inside of her. She felt so proud, honestly, so fucking happy that she’d been gifted with a cunt strong enough to take all of Pax in, even though at this point there was still about a quarter of his dick that wasn’t inside of her. She would have to fix that, but all in due time. Right now, she was just wrapped up in enjoying this, grinning more to herself than to him even as he picked up the pace, causing the bed to squeak under them as he rocked back and forth on the mattress.
“Ugh, mmmfh, that’s good,” Pax said, leaning down again to kiss her. This time he caught the side of her face rather than her mouth, but he didn’t seem to think it was a mistake. He kissed every inch of her cheek, down to her chin, bypassing her mouth to drop soft kisses against her nose, up to her forehead. Jessica had never felt so cherished before in all of her life, feeling like her whole body was now joining the chorus of pleasure singing out from her cunt. She wrapped her legs around Pax’s waist, digging him in deeper and creating a new angle that had him hit a new part of her pussy, sending sparks of glorious sensation shooting up her spine.
“Fuck, yes,” Jessica cried out, dragging her nails down Pax’s spine until she reached his ass, pulling on it to encourage him to sink all of his cock inside of her cunt. “Mm, yes, give it to me. I can take it. I can fucking take it, baby.”
“Yeah, you can,” Pax agreed, burying his head into her neck and licking at every available inch of skin under his lips before moving over to mouth at her collarbone, sucking the bone between his teeth and causing Jessica to squeal and clutch hard at the back of his skull. “That fucking pussy. That fucking hot cunt. Jesus Christ.”
“Your fucking hot cunt,” Jessica said, thrusting her hips up to achieve maximum penetration, her clit practically burning with sensation at this point just from the natural friction of their bodies rubbing together. “Fill it up. Fill it the fuck up, baby.”
“Mm, yeah,” Pax said, biting down at her upper chest as he shoved his hips forward harder, pinning her down to the mattress under his weight, forcing his cock in and out faster and faster with each passing minute. “Yeah, that’s fucking good.”
Jessica was rapidly losing the ability to speak, her whole mind filled with static as the sensations of her body took precedence, her skin buzzing with heavenly pleasure, all of her nerve endings applauding as she got fucked harder and harder and harder, Pax’s hips pressing her down more forcefully onto the surface of the bed. One of his hands came up to wrap around her neck, not squeezing tightly but instead rubbing at it reassuringly, helping her breathe smoothly even as her body was being rocked. She was being totally and thoroughly fucked, every inch of her pussy being dominated by Pax’s thick cock, and she wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.
