by Sky Corgan
I took a deep breath, straightened myself, and strode out of the kitchen . . . well, waddled out of the kitchen, with as much confidence as I could muster. Danica had integrated herself with the group, talking and laughing. Thankfully, guests had already filled up the seats closest to Damien, so she was a safe distance away. That made me feel a little better.
After handing Danica the bottle of water she had requested, I did my best to ignore her until the other guests arrived. Thankfully, she was a slow drinker, so I didn't have to attend to her.
It wasn't much longer before everyone showed up. There were twelve people, including Damien, which was easy enough to keep up with. I spent a good amount of time parked, which allowed me to listen in on the conversation. One of the Doms said he was having a large dungeon built on his property and would be holding a play party when it was finished. Damien told him we would attend, which gave me something else to both look forward to and dread.
Finally, Damien called everyone into the dining room for dinner. I did my duty filling up glasses before going to retrieve the salads. The serving was slow, since I wasn't a practiced waitress and could only carry two bowls at a time. If I had full use of my arms, I might have been able to manage more, but I didn't want to chance it.
I shuffled along, serving Damien first and then making the clockwise rotation, clanking as I went. Oddly, this was when everyone started to feel the need to touch me. One of the Domme's poked at me when I placed her salad in front of her. It was strange to be touched in such a way, and I honestly didn't know how to react, so I just finished what I was doing and continued on as if nothing was happening to me at all.
By the time the first course was served, the people who had initially received their salads were already finishing. Apparently, it wasn't proper etiquette in the BDSM circle to wait until everyone had been served before they started eating. Bored with waiting, one of the Dom's called me over. I thought he wanted a different beverage, but as soon as I flanked his side, he pulled his chair out, grabbed me by the wrist manacles and yanked me down over his lap.
My gasping was met with a round of light laughter from the rest of the party. Nervously, I glanced over at Damien, who looked back at me with a deadpan expression before continuing his conversation with the Dom to his left. Others whispered their amusement about how I was in trouble.
I turned to look at the man who had captured me right before I felt the first smack across my ass. He rubbed my cheeks between slaps, alternating them. The pressure was light but pleasurable, and I felt myself becoming aroused, enjoying the spanking, wishing he would do it harder.
A hand tangled into my hair, gripping me harshly and drawing my head forward. That's when I realized who the hand belonged to. Danica stared down at me with dominant eyes. I wanted to be angry at her for touching me, but the forcefulness of it coupled with the spanking only worked to arouse me more.
Oh God, what's wrong with me? I shouldn't be liking this. This woman is my enemy, but. . .
“You're such a cute little thing,” she said. “You like having that ass spanked, don't you?”
I nodded, tensing up as I felt my underwear being pulled down. My backside was full of heat, my body quickly flooding with lust. In that moment, they could have done anything they wanted to me. I was a slave to my desire.
Despite my anticipation, everything was over almost as soon as it had begun. Danica released my hair, and the gentleman whose lap I had been leaning over pushed me back up, practically forcing me to stand. I wasn't sure what to do, and it took a moment of staring blankly before my legs began to work again. Instinctively, I reached down to pull up my underwear, but one of the Domme's called to me not to touch them, so I let them fall, further impeding my movement as they caught on my ankle cuffs.
Before long, I was in the grasp of another Domme. This one thought it would be fun to claw her nails across my ass. The pressure she used was far from pleasant, and it made me remember scratching down Damien's back, how I had made him bleed. If it felt anything like this, then I couldn't imagine him enjoying it. Then again, he was also distracted by sex at the time. I had nothing to distract me from what was being done. That was, until the Dom I was facing began fondling my breasts.
This was attention I had expected to receive in the living room, not in the dining room where everyone was hungry and waiting on food. Apparently, their hunger extended beyond food, and touching my flesh was more important. It was a flattering thought, though I still didn't know what to make of everything that was going on. I had never imagined I would allow so many strange people to touch me like this—that I'd actually enjoy it.
I was breathing heavily by the time the Domme was finished with me. She had clawed and spanked my ass until it burned something fierce. While I didn't dare to take the time to look over my shoulder, I could only imagine that my ass was a mess of pink welts and hand prints.
Throughout the entire serving experience, I was subjected to spankings, breast groping, and nipple pinching. By the time the dinner was over, there wasn't a person in the room who hadn't touched me . . . except for Damien. He kept his hands to himself, watching me move around the room as if what was going on wasn't phasing him at all.
When the guests retired to the living room, I cleared the table and then hung out in the kitchen for a while to reflect on everything. The chef was washing the dishes, but he still ogled me between plates, making it hard for me to focus.
The blonde woman touched me. She touched me and I liked it. The thought absolutely repulsed me. Though I considered myself bi-sexual, and I did find Danica attractive, I couldn't picture her as anyone but the enemy.
I had liked a lot of the other things that had gone on too though, the groping and the spankings. What did that say about me? I wasn't sure, but it was making me confused and a bit emotional.
Don't analyze this now. If you spend too much time thinking about it, you'll never get through the night. All that's left is your performance. You can do this.
I took a deep breath and headed back into the lion's den, filling up cups and trying to psych myself out for what was to come by going over all the positions in my head. This was the last part I needed to get right. Then the party would be over, and I could sort out my feelings.
As soon as all the beverages were refreshed, Damien announced it was time for my demonstration. I noticed that Danica had managed to worm her way closer to him, which filled me with discontent, though there was nothing that I could do about it. Obediently, I took center stage in the middle of the living room and waited for my first command while the party goers watched me intently.
“Come,” Damien said, and I waddled over to him.
To my relief, he extracted a set of keys from his pocket and released me from my bondage. Of course, it made sense, because I couldn't perform most of the positions without full mobility. When he unfastened my ankle cuffs, he took my underwear with them, leaving me naked except for the high heels. Then he sent me back to the center of the room to await his next command.
“Pleasure yourself,” he told me.
That wasn't a position I remembered. In fact, it wasn't a position at all. For a moment, I was confused, standing there dumbstruck. The rest of the party watched me in anticipation, whispering to one another. Damien's gaze was steel, never breaking, looking on expectantly.
He wants me to obey. This is what he meant by demonstrating my obedience. It had nothing to do with positions.
My chest felt tight, and I was suddenly afraid. There were so many eyes on me, crawling all over me, soaking in every centimeter of my flesh. What he was asking of me was to share something very personal with the entire room. I didn't think I could go through with it.
“It's alright, sweetie,” one of the Doms tried to comfort me. “We're not going to bite.”
“Let's see that cunt,” another one said, his tone every bit as vulgar as his words.
I looked to Damien for protection, but he just nodded.
With a deep
breath, I crouched down, bowing my legs and exposing myself to the room for their viewing pleasure. Unpleasant emotions raged through me. Fear, embarrassment, guilt, confusion. I tried my hardest to pretend I was alone. Then again, if I was alone I wouldn't be in such an awkward position.
It won't take long. Just get it over with, and they'll leave. If you stop now, it's all over for you and Damien. If you embarrass him, he'll disown you.
The thought spurred me on to slip a hand between my legs, rubbing my fingers back and forth across my slit, though I derived no pleasure from it. My mind was constantly vigilant of the eyes upon me.
“At least pretend you're enjoying it,” the vulgar man said.
“Spread those pussy lips. Let's see what's inside,” Danika told me.
I took her advice, scissoring my fingers to expose my inner workings, though I couldn't force myself to look happy about it.
“That's a good girl,” Danica continued, “Now rub yourself and moan a bit.”
For as much as I hated the woman, I desperately needed the direction. I did as I was told, rubbing and moaning and faking it.
“Now rub those titties,” someone else said, and I followed their command too, groping my breasts.
Despite my nervousness, my body seemed to be responding well enough. My nipples were perked, hard nubs beneath my fingertips. Each gently pinching and rolling of them caused a shot of need to travel straight to my cunt, and eventually I began relaxing and actually wanting to touch myself. Having a wanton body has its advantages, I supposed.
Finally able to get into it, I put both hands on my breasts, kneading them, pressing them together, pulling them apart, and then going back to tease my nipples. My body seemed to be on sensitivity overdrive under the watchful eyes of my voyeurs, and I found myself growing greedy, wishing someone would come and take one of my nipples in their mouth, or stuff their fingers into my wet cunt. Of course, my first thought was of Damien. Oddly, the second person I fantasized about was Danica. Then I went around the room, picturing all the different faces there pleasuring me. When I tweaked one of my nipples, it was someone else's hand touching me. When I rubbed tight circles over my clit, I imagined it was one of the Dom's tongues. Soon, the moans were genuine as I let myself fall further into sexual oblivion, drowning out everyone around me, filling my head with fantasy.
“Now get on your hands and knees and finger yourself,” the vulgar man said, drawing me from my thoughts only long enough for me to switch positions.
Shamelessly, I turned my ass to the audience, resting my head on the carpet and spreading my legs while I reached a hand around to tease my hole. My index finger slipped inside with ease thanks to the wetness that had amassed from earlier pleasure. I groaned as my inner channel squeezed around it, massaging the intruder. For several minutes, I fingered myself, varying the strokes. It wasn't enough stimulation though, and soon I was pulling the finger out to rub across my clit, bringing the waves of my orgasm to the surface.
“Requesting permission to come, Sir,” I said.
“Permission denied,” Damien replied.
My hand withdrew from my cunt, allowing my pleasure to subside while I changed positions. I figured it was as good a time as any to transition. Again and again, I brought myself close to orgasm, stopping at Damien's command.
After a while, Damien left the room, returning with a thick red dildo and a bottle of lube, which he handed to me. My cheeks grew warm as I looked at the dildo. The thing was thicker than his cock, and longer too. There was no question about what he wanted me to do with it.
I returned to my original crouching position, scanning the guests for their reaction. Most of them looked on intently, awaiting my next move. Some of the Dommes and submissives were less interested though, chatting among themselves.
The vulgar man seemed the most interested, the one who had spanked me while Danica held my hair. He was slightly younger than Damien, with equally dark features, but not half as handsome. On his arm was a young woman, probably his submissive, who seemed almost frightened of him. She had avoided making eye contact with anyone the entire time they had been at the party and barely spoke a peep. Neither of them had been at the munch.
“Suck on it first,” he instructed, staring at me as if he was picturing the dildo as his cock instead of just a toy.
I gazed right back at him as I brought it up to my mouth, swirling my tongue around the tip. Then I licked up the side of it and moaned, making wet noises as I sucked it into my mouth. My strokes were purposely slow, and every time I reached the tip, I glanced at the vulgar man to make sure he was still watching. He was, fucking me with his eyes. To be honest, it was refreshing to seduce someone else, though I knew I should feel guilty. But if Damien wasn't upset about it, then I didn't see the harm.
Getting even more into it, I slid my free hand between my legs and began rubbing again, gyrating my hips in an unnecessarily exaggerated manner, as if it would help to get me off faster. Occasionally, I would shake out my hair to get it away from my face, making an all out sexual spectacle of myself.
“Turn the vibrator on and start playing with yourself with it,” Danica said, taking control of the session.
I did as I was told, turning the black knob on the bottom of it until it vibrated rather loudly. Then I pressed the bulbous tip against my clit and groaned as the vibration almost immediately threatened to plummet me over the edge. This might be a bit difficult.
For the sake of caution, I decided not to focus on the sensitive little bundle of nerves that was begging for stimulation. Instead, I went straight for the show stopper, laying down on the floor and spreading my legs before I pressed the tip of the dildo between my pussy lips and slowly guided it inside. At first, I didn't think it would fit, so I had to pull back out and use the lube. Not very sexy.
The feeling of the vibrator tunneling into me brought a fullness with it that I hadn't felt in a long time, and I found myself enjoying it far more than I should have. I laid back, pumping the thing in and out of me as I groaned, pretending it was a huge dick attached to a powerful Dom. He was having his way with me, pounding my cunt into submission with a cock the likes of which I had never felt before. Soon, it wasn't only my hand that was moving, but also my hips, grinding on the toy as I pushed it up into me. I felt absolutely shameless, splaying my legs, and rubbing my clit with my free hand, and just enjoying the pleasures of my body. Occasionally, I'd change positions, more for my own pleasure than that of my onlookers. The toy explored me from all angles, pulsing in and out when I was on my hands and knees, struggling against my tight tunnel when I laid on my side and pressed my legs together. It all felt exquisite.
Finally, Damien told me I could come, and when he did, I was more than ready. I saw stars as my body fell over the edge, waves of pleasure crashing down and drowning me. It was so intense I could barely breathe—the best orgasm I'd had in a very long time.
When the contractions finally subsided, I laid there breathless, feeling lost and ashamed for what I had done—for my enjoyment of being watched in such a state. Was that why my orgasm had been so intense? Or was it because I was focused on someone else besides Damien? I was so confused.
For the remainder of the afternoon, I served and was parked. As the guests began to depart, they complimented my performance. The vulgar man even said that Damien was a lucky guy. I wished I would have caught his name, but I was too afraid to ask.
Even Danica gave me kudos for doing a good job. She also whispered to me that it would get easier with time. I hoped she was right. For some reason, I hated her a lot less. Maybe it was because she had helped me in a way.
When everyone was gone, Damien made me clean up the living room and kitchen. For as large of a crowd as it had been, they left the place relatively tidy, which I was thankful for, considering that my feet were absolutely killing me. I was never happier when Damien finally allowed me to take those bloody high heels off and get dressed.
By the time everything was done,
and I was dressed, I was absolutely exhausted. I dragged myself into the living room and planted myself beside Damien, who was immersed in a book. It looked as if the party had never even happened, and for a moment I wondered if I had dreamed it. Then I saw the red dildo on the coffee table and remembered the soreness between my legs. It had definitely happened. It had happened, and I think I might have enjoyed it.
“I'm tired,” I groaned.
“You should go home and get some rest then,” he replied plainly.
Go home? That was it? No thanks for being such a good sport about everything? No appreciation for not flaking when he sprang the masturbation thing on me?
“Did I do alright?” I asked, trying to get some reaction out of him, some praise.
He glanced at me. “I'm not punishing you, am I?”
“No.” We sat in silence for a few minutes before I spoke again, “I wasn't expecting to have to masturbate in front of all of those people.”
“You did a really good job. I think everyone enjoyed your performance.”
“Warn me next time, will you? When you said I would have to demonstrate obedience, that wasn't what I had in mind.”
“What did you have in mind?” Damien gave me a quizzical look.
“I thought you were just going to make me demonstrate my submissive positions.”
“Well, that wasn't the case, obviously.”
“Are you alright?”
“Yeah. I'm just tired is all. Entertaining always wears me out.”
But you didn't do anything. You just sat there and made me serve everybody and let everyone do inappropriate things to me. That last part stung. I still felt like I had been shared. Other people had their hands on me, and what was worse was I actually liked it. Was this what our relationship was going to be like? Would it be okay for everyone else to touch me as long as Damien was around to supervise? Maybe I should invite Colton to one of these parties. That thought made me feel even guiltier, but I couldn't suppress it. What was the difference, really? His friends. My friends. If he was going to allow other people to touch me, then shouldn't I have a say in who it was too.
