Although, let’s face it. He’s not asking any of his brothers to masturbate on cam for him. Is it sick that I’m a little turned on by the request?
“Come on, Kaye. You know you want to. I know you’re already wet. Do this for daddy,” he says silkily.
I pull the phone from my ear and lift a brow. “Daddy,” I mouth at the phone. I think we’ve both just lost our minds. I swear the way he says it has my girly bits pulsing. I’m totally wet for him.
* * *
Felix
I can hear the gears turning in her head through the phone line. She’s curious and turned on. I move to my desk in my home office and sit.
Logging into my computer, I pull up the cameras in the New York apartment. I hold my finger over the mouse as I hover over the camera that will open up my view to her room. I wait for her to say the words. It’s her choice, always her choice.
“Okay,” she whispers.
My lips curl into a smile as I click the cam. Kaye comes into view sitting on her bed. She’s curled up with her knees in her chest and her t-shirt pulled down over her legs.
My smile grows when I see it’s one of my t-shirts. I know it is from the Mobb Deep logo. I was looking for that one.
“You look sexy as fuck in my shirt,” I say lazily.
I’m tired, but I need this. Not only do I miss her. Hearing her voice has all my blood flowing in one direction.
I hear her gasp, her head whipping back and forth. I chuckle as I watch her trying to figure out where the cam is. I have a head on view of her bed.
“You can really see me?” she asks, allowing her legs to slide from beneath the fabric of the shirt.
I lick my lips. Those thighs are going to be the death of me. I want to get lost in them for days. I bring up the memory of having them wrapped around me. I can almost feel their weight pressed against me.
“Look straight ahead,” I reply.
Her head straightens. She stares straight ahead, her brows knitting. She won’t see the cam. I use the best. It blends in perfectly.
“Like this?” she asks.
“Yes, take your hair down. I like tugging it while I’m inside of you.”
I expect my words to shock her, but I’m just as pleased by the response I get. Releasing her hair to fall to her shoulders, she dips her head and runs her hand through the front. When she lifts her head slightly, she’s looking up through her lashes in the direction of the cam.
I zoom in just a bit. She’s so fucking gorgeous. The small sassy smile on her lips reveals the real Kaye. The one I’ve had the pleasure to unlock. The camera is so sharp it reveals her brown skin and those brown eyes to me as if I were staring at them in the flesh.
Unzipping my pants, I wrap my hand around my cock. I don’t stroke, I allow the weight to rest in my palm for now. Kaye parts her legs in front of her slowly, setting my hand in motion.
Before I can tell her to, she places the phone on speaker sitting it on the bed. Then, she lifts the t-shirt up over her head. Those perky tits jiggle as she tosses the shirt aside. I would love to wrap my lips around those chocolate tipped nipples. I watch them tighten more as if I’m there to breathe against them, just before taking one into my mouth.
“You’re so beautiful,” I rasp. “Slowly, run your hand down your stomach into your panties. Don’t take them off yet.”
She follows the command perfectly. I lean back in my chair. Spitting in my palm, I go back to stroking slowly.
I can hear the harshness of my own breathing as I watch her throw her head back and rock against her fingers. The white of her panties is the perfect contrast. Almost as sexy as the sight of my skin against hers.
“Put your fingers in your mouth,” I hiss.
She pulls her hand from playing with that pretty pussy and pops her fingers into that sexy as fuck mouth. I think of my cock between those lips. Cursing myself for not having the real thing when I could’ve.
The ways she’s sucking the juices from her fingers, I can’t wait to be what she can’t get enough of. Sliding in and out of that wet, warm mouth. I start to stroke harder thinking about it.
“That’s my baby. Just like that,” I groan. “Take your panties off now.”
A grin turns up her lips as she reaches to wiggle out of her panties. I growl when the sight of her bald pussy is revealed on cam. She had a bit of a patch when I was last down there.
“Spread your legs wider for me. I want to see you play with it,” I say.
She scoots back against the headboard to prop herself up. Her legs spread wide for me. I can see that pretty flower just ready and waiting for me.
She parts the lips with her fingers and starts to play with her clit just the way I made her watch me do. She looks like she knows her body as well as I do. Yet, I know, no one knows that body as well as me.
“Pinch you left nipple, baby,” I order.
She reaches for her nipple, pinching it between her fingertips. My eyes are trained on her as her back bows and her hips rock. I can just feel her slick heat sliding up and down on me. Her tits in my face as she rides me. I stroke a bit harder, getting closer.
“Put two fingers in,” I husk out.
Her moan fills the air, echoing in my office. I release my own groan. My eyes focus on the pumping of her hand. I can see her juices dripping. It’s so fucking hot.
“Felix,” she cries out.
“I’m right with you, baby. Does it feel as good as when I’m inside you?”
Her hand moves from her breast to cling to the top of the headboard. She uses it for leverage as her feet dig into the mattress and she rides her own hand as if it were me. The look on her face is so hot.
She’s biting her lip. Her nostrils are flaring lightly. Her lids are fluttering as her eyes roll back.
“No, it’s not you,” she breathes, before sucking her lip back into her mouth.
“Good answer,” I pant at her. “Come with me, Kaye. Come just like you would all over my hard cock, when I’m deep inside you. Imagine me inside you and come.”
Her head starts to thrash against the headboard. I can see it. She’s right there. I wish I were there to catch every drop with my mouth.
“Fuck,” I hiss as my own orgasm rushes from my balls.
“Yes, yes, yes,” she calls out.
Damn. Only with Kaye. I love this girl.
* * *
Kaye
His hissed word is my final trigger. I’m so turned on from knowing he’s watching me. I never thought I’d be bold enough to do something like this. Yet, here I sit coming so hard, my legs are shaking.
“God, yes,” I cry out.
I slump against the headboard, too spent to move. That was so dirty and sexy. His voice filling the room with his commands. The knowledge of his eyes on me while I pleasure myself. Hearing his heavy breathing and sound of him stroking himself were just what I needed.
He’s turning me out and I like it. I didn’t think I could love Felix anymore then I already did, but I was so wrong. I only want Felix.
“Sleep tight, baby. I’m coming to see you as soon as I can. Promise,” he says.
I hadn’t realized my lids were closing. I slide onto my side and finally pass out. Thoughts of what just happened bringing a sleepy smile to my face.
Chapter 19
Target
Felix
“So the phone was registered to him?” Brax asks from the conference table.
“Yup,” I reply tightly.
“Found two grand cash on those assholes,” Ryan says.
I grunt my response. Still too pissed off to speak. From the cams on the building, those two had been coming to the office late nights to watch me. Keeping enough of a distance not to be noticed, they waited until last night to make a move.
I have answers and I don’t like them. Those two assholes were sent by an entitled asshole I closed a case on not too long ago. He’d been laundering money from his father-in-law’s business for years.
His wif
e was actually the one that found the first thread that lead to unraveling the trail of over twenty million dollars over the last five years. The husband got greedy and sloppy. It didn’t take me long to uncover the accounts and the dummy companies he was filtering the money out to.
The wife begged the father not to send him to jail. I thought it was a dumb ass decision, but Mr. Vector agreed to keep things in house as long as Martin, the husband returned the money he still had in the offshore accounts.
Of course Martin agreed—long enough to pack a bag and take off. He left his wife behind and took off with the money. Uncle Rob offered for us to track Martin down. Vector paid us and said he was washing his hands of it.
I called bullshit then and I’m calling it again now. I think Vector planned to hunt Martin’s ass down himself. Although, my question has become—why the fuck am I being targeted in the middle of their family bullshit?
On one hand, I’m glad it’s none of the other things I have my hands in coming back to bite me. Still, this is the last case I expected to blowback. I don’t like it, not one bit.
“You do know when I find his ass I’m going to fuck him up,” Noah grumbles, his arms folded across his chest.
“Exactly,” Wyatt adds.
“That’s why we’re going to keep this one as quiet as we can. Someone is going to come up missing,” My father hisses.
“I don’t think Martin is the only foul party in this equation. Where is the wife?” Uncle Rob muses.
“Gone,” I grind out.
“She was the one to blow the whistle in the first place, wasn’t she?” Rob turns to me with a perplexed look on his face.
“Yeah, she was,” I reply tightly.
“When you closed the case out was there anything that stood out as a red flag?” My dad asks.
I fall back in my chair. My mind takes me back to that day. It’s like the entire scene is playing before me. I rebuild it in my brain to see it just as I did that day.
“Yeah, something did stick out. I just got sidetracked,” I murmur more to myself.
I got a hit on one of my top priority cases. Needing to get a handle on that top-secret situation, I put the Vector case aside for a few hours. When I went back later, it was like the path I had been tracing disappeared. It was a small detail so I let it go.
“There was one account, one of the earlier ones, it had a third designated signer. All the others were just opened by Martin and his sidekick,” I say as the memory surfaces. “I remember seeing it, but when I went back to it I couldn’t find it. I shrugged it off since we were off the case.”
“This smell like shit. I’ll get to the bottom of it,” Wyatt grumbles.
“I want to know where Vector’s daughter is,” my dad demands.
“You and I both,” I mutter.
“See what you can find. We’ll hit the street,” Noah says, standing from his seat.
Chapter 20
So Proud of You
Kaye
Six months later…
My hands are trembling. I’ve kept this to myself for months. One click of a button and my life could change forever.
I shake my hands out in front of me. I feel like I may vomit all over my laptop. This is insane. I need to just do it. Like ripping off a band-aid.
“Just do it, Kaye,” I grumble to myself. “Stop being a chicken. Besides, this will get you one step closer to being with your boyfriend.”
Press that damn button!
My inner voice is screaming at me. I don’t know which part of me misses Felix more. The part of me that loves to sit and talk to him for hours or the parts of me that love his mouth talking to them for hours.
With Felix so busy with work he hasn’t been here as much as either of us would like. We need more time together. This long distance thing isn’t flying it for me.
Yet, I know I’m not running back to Cali without something of my own to show. Hence, the reason I haven’t shared with anyone what I’m doing. I’m keeping it close to the heart until I have it figured out and manifested in the flesh.
“It’s now or never, Kaye. Just do the darn thing,” I huff.
I reach for the mouse and click publish. I feel butterflies take off in my stomach and my head becomes a little light. This is such a rush. I’ve just published my first book.
I sit staring at the screen biting at the pad of my thumb. This is so surreal. I’ve wanted to do this since I was a young girl.
Tears start to flow. I wipe at them quickly when I hear Dae-Dae’s voice outside the front door. I turn to look at the clock.
I can’t believe I’ve been sitting here this long. I close my laptop and smooth my hands over it. It’s one of the best gifts I’ve ever received.
I’ve spent countless hours watching YouTube videos on how to make covers. I purchased a program to format my book. Then there are the hours I spent writing the book itself. I could never thank Felix enough for this single gift. It just keeps on giving.
I’ve taken my dream in my own hands. I want to squeal and do a dance, but Dae-Dae and Connie push into the apartment. I smile at Dae-Dae’s excited voice. Then my smile splits my face when I see the reason for Dae-Dae’s excitement.
This day just keeps getting better. I run across the room and jump into Felix’s arms before he can fully get into the door. He drops his bag before I reach him, wrapping his arms around me and lifting me onto his waist.
I miss him so much I could cry. I cling to him as if he’s going to float out the door again if I don’t hold on. His embrace is just as tight. He holds me to him, burying his face in my neck.
“Mama,” Dae-Dae giggles. “You’re too big for Lix to carry.”
Felix laughs into my neck. I roll my eyes. That’s what I tell him when he whines for me to pick him up. That little boy is growing to be too much. I can’t deal with him. He’s two and a half going on thirty.
“Come on, ya,” Connie says with laughter in her voice. “Let’s get ya a snack.”
“I don’t want a snack. I want to play with Lix,” I hear Dae-Dae whine.
I’m still holding onto Felix. I can feel his smiling lips against my skin. Just when I get ready to climb down off of him he tightens his arms and sucks my flesh into his mouth.
“Let’s go wee lad. We don’t want to be seeing this,” Connie replies.
“I’ve missed you like crazy,” Felix groans into my neck. “You smell so good.”
“I thought you had an away assignment,” I say as he starts for my room with me still in his arms.
“I finished earlier than planned and took off the moment I knew they didn’t need me back home,” he replies.
“I wish I knew you were coming.”
“You aren’t happy to see me?”
He steps into my room, booting the door closed. With me still in his arms, he climbs on the bed hovering over me. As soon as I look into those gold eyes nothing else in the world matters.
“I’m very happy to see you,” I purr back at him.
“How happy?” he asks, moving to shove his hand into my shorts.
A wolfish grin spreads across his face when he finds me wet and ready for him. It only takes the sight of him and I’m ready. I’d be ashamed if I didn’t know what’s coming.
Sike, that’s a lie. I’m not ashamed at all and don’t know how to be when it comes to sex and Felix. I’ve put on a show for him through the cam more times than I can keep track of. It’s become our thing when he has the opportunity and privacy for it.
“Very, very happy, I see,” he answers his own question with a deep rich purr that strokes every part of me.
“Felix,” I pant. “Connie and Dae-Dae are right in the kitchen.”
He reaches for a pillow and hands it to me. A sly grin on his lips. His fingers go to peel my shorts down my legs.
“Then, you better use that pillow to keep quiet. I need to taste you and that can’t wait another second,” he croons.
“But—”
I don’t
get the words out. I have to cover my face with the pillow to muffle my cries. I don’t know why I bother. I should know better by now.
* * *
Felix
She’s just as beautiful in her sleep as she is when she’s awake. I love that she sleeps with her mouth slightly parted every time I’ve watched her. It’s so cute.
I’ve missed Kaye like crazy. Between work and everything that’s been going on with Nellie’s ex, I haven’t had the time to be here like I would like. Everything is changing back home and it’s making me want to be here with Kaye more and more.
Or should I say, it’s making me want her back home. I question keeping her here. Things have changed. Having Kaye here in New York may be placing a strain on my family.
Logan went missing for two months before we found out he had been arrested and thrown in an Irish prison. The charges are bullshit and I know exactly who set him up. I didn’t think that old bastard could stoop so low.
Brooklyn has a hell of a lot on his plate as he steps in for Logan. Things are changing for the O’Brien family as a whole. It’s only a matter of time before the Alliance is a real thing. Logan’s disappearance is the only thing stopping it.
The backlash from it’s completion will only set things in motion that I don’t want my woman in the middle of. My cousins are dead center in the middle of some things that put me a little on edge when it comes to having Kaye around them.
It was one thing when Logan promised to keep her in the office, but out of family business. He also placed men on the building to watch over her. Brooklyn won’t say it, but I think he can better use the resources now. Besides, Kaye doesn’t need to be affiliated with the O’Brien name for a while.
I need to talk to her about quitting her job and it might be time for her to come home. It’s one of the reasons I made this trip. This is a conversation we need to have in person.
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