by Lauren Wood
“You are shaking Stacy.”
“You are huge Chris.”
He chuckled and told me that he was average. I didn’t really believe him, even though I didn’t have anything really to go off of. I had to believe him in a way. He was the only reference that I had.
“Come on Stacy. It is going to be fine. You like what I do to you, don’t you?”
I nodded my head because there was no denying the pleasure that he could give me. I wanted more of it right now and the more I thought about it, the more I wasn’t as afraid. He had always made me feel good, even when I didn’t want him to and I had fought it tooth and nail. But there was no denying Chris, not in any way. I was his and even though it was only for one night, I wanted to be his for that short period of time. I knew then in that moment that I would never meet another man like Chris. It was once in a lifetime, no matter how painful the aftermath was going to be.
“The problem is Stacy, you are just thinking too hard about it. Maybe you just need to stop thinking, if just for a little while Stacy. I will think enough for both of us.”
I agreed, but I wasn’t sure if my heart was in the answer. How could I not think?
Chris moved down to give me another kiss and I melted against him. The mind that I didn’t think was going to be able to forget what was going on and what was going to happen next, quickly forgot everything but the touch of the man in front of me. Every time he touched me I lost my thoughts on everything else but him and this was no different. This time around, I wasn’t able to be anywhere in my mind but in the here and now.
He pulled me into the bed next to him and pulled my body on top of his. I had to straddle his thighs to get myself upright, but Chris was quickly pulling me back down for another kiss. I melted against his body, sure that I was going to turn into liquid at any minute. His hands were touching all over me, but it was his mouth that I couldn’t get away from. He felt too good and the more he touched me, the more I was ready for him to touch me again and give me what it was that I really wanted. I wanted him inside of me and that was the end of it. I wasn’t going to be complete until I had him inside of me and we were made once more.
My body shook on top of him and his hands were rubbing my hips over his hardness, over and over again. He knew exactly what he was doing and each push down on his length, pushed it inside just a little bit. It made me jump and one time that I was grinding down on him, I could feel the pleasure that has to come. I was ready for him to be inside of me, but when I felt the head of him starting to push up against me and the sensitive core, I yelped and pulled back. How could I want something so much that was going to hurt so much? It just didn’t make sense.
Chris kissed me, trying to get me to relax so I wouldn’t be so nervous. I was fine until I felt his hard rod on me. There was nothing else that I could do but try to forget. As his lips and tongue teased into my mouth, I was left with a feeling of want again. I was quickly forgetting why I had gotten nervous to begin with.
Then I felt the hardness back against my core and I knew why I was nervous. He was huge, my jaw still hurt from stretching to accommodate him. Nothing I did was going to change that.
Chris pressed in slowly and I could feel the painful pressure of before. It was too much and I pushed back against his chest, trying to get him to see that it was just too much. Surely he could see that. “It won’t fit Chris.”
“It will fit. You have to trust me. You trust me, don’t you?”
I shook my head that I did, but there was still a part of me that wasn’t so sure about that. “I do trust you Chris. I don’t know why, but I do.”
“Then trust me now.”
I said that I would, but I certainly didn’t want to. If I would have known what an agreement would have meant, I would have said that I didn’t.
He pushed forward in one go and broke my innocence once and for all. I felt it rip and it hurt more than I thought it would. I blinked back moisture in my eyes and looked down at him.
“Just wait a minute and it will start to feel good.”
I didn’t believe him and I figured that he really had no idea anyways because he obviously didn’t have any real experience. But he as right and it didn’t even take a minute. Before long I was starting to wiggle on top of him, testing how it felt for him to be inside of me. It felt strange and good all at the same time. In a way I felt like he had infiltrated my body and we were now one.
“How about now?”
I felt shy and I couldn’t look at him, but he surged upwards and made me gasp, as well as getting me looking at him. “Does that feel good?”
I shook my head quickly and pushed my weight down on him so that he would be inside of me more. I already knew that I liked the feel of him inside of me way too much. It felt too good and I was starting to understand why so much was done in the name of love. I had a strong inclination now that it wasn’t love that it was done for, but the physical part.
His hands went to my breasts and I braced myself against him as well as I could. Every move underneath me took my breath away and when he didn’t move upwards enough, I was so in need that I started to push down on him myself. “Please Chris.”
Chris chuckled and told me that I was impatient. I didn’t care what he said or what he thought. I was impatient because I knew there was more. I knew that there were waves of pleasure in my future and he was going to give that to me.
“Lean over here and give me a kiss.”
I did as he asked and he held me down against him. I didn’t know what he was going to do, but it had me begging quickly and then calling his name out. He moved so fast and hard underneath me that I couldn’t stop the first headfirst fall into the abyss and I didn’t want to. It felt good. He felt amazing and I felt my pleasure run down my inner thighs.
“God, you feel so good Stacy. I knew that you would be perfect. I just didn’t know you would be so damn tight.”
I squeezed the penetration with his words and he gasped when I did it. I liked the feel of power again and it slowed him down inside of me. The heavy thrusting upwards toned down quite a bit and I was able to practice squeezing and pleasing Chris as best as I could.
“You have to stop Stacy, or I am not going to be able to go on much longer.”
I giggled, like he had laughed at me when I had said almost the exact same thing. I moved off of his chest and sat up fully. Another inch that wasn’t inside of me before pushed me over the edge and I shook on top of him. Every wave of pleasure came with a clamp of my insides around his hard cock. He groaned every time I did it and the more he tried to fight it, the harder I tried to push him over the edge. It only seemed fair since he had done it to me so many times before.
Chris called out my name as a gruff groan and I couldn’t imagine that I was going to be able to take the sudden surge of need inside of me. His sticky cum filled up every last bit of me and started to ooze out from around where he was inside of me. I was too full and I rose up off of him to relieve all of the pressure. His cock was wet with our fluids and steaming in the air conditioning.
“Damn Stacy. That was….”
Yeah, I felt about the same way. It was almost impossible to put it all in words.
***
The next morning, it was hard to look at Chris. I was up before him and I watched him sleep for a while. It was strange to see his face so relaxed. When he was awake it never was and last night, I don’t remember much beyond coming more than I thought was humanely possible. It didn’t seem to matter what he did, everything felt so good.
Finally I got out of bed as quietly as I could and went to the bathroom. I tiptoed my way into there and almost jumped when the phone in my hand rang loudly. The sound echoed off of the tile in the room and it made it so much louder than it should have been. Everything was magnified and I struggled to answer it to shut the sound off. I needed time to get myself together before Chris got up. I wasn’t ready to face him right now, not after what happened between us last night.
“Hello?” My voice was a strained whisper.
“Stacy? This is Keenan. I was wondering if you could come in today. I have a meeting that I have to fly to Houston for and you seem to do well facilitating with clients. Do you think you can make it? I can try to have you back by tonight if I have to.”
“Sure Keenan. What time?” I was hoping that I have time to get ready, have the conversation with Chris that I was supposed to have, but when Keenan told me that he was going to be over in ten minutes to pick me up, I knew that there wasn’t going to be any time for any of that. I was going to be lucky to get a shower and a fresh pair of clothes on in that short amount of time.
“Okay Keenan. I am going to jump in the shower and I will try to be ready when you get here.”
“Thanks Stacy. You’re a life saver.”
I told him that it was no problem. Maybe it was for the best because I didn’t want to have the ‘talk’ with Chris right now anyways. I wasn’t ready and if he didn’t want to talk at all, I knew I was going to be crushed. I didn’t see how I was going to get out of it the way I was going.
So I got in the shower and tried to pretend that everything was going to be okay. I wasn’t sure if that was true, but I was clinging to the hope that it would be true at some point.
I took my time, my body a little sore, even though I knew that my boss was coming. It was going to be a long day and it wasn’t even nine o’ clock in the morning yet.
Chapter 18
Chris
I woke up to a knock at the door. The bed was empty, though there was still a warm spot where Stacy had been. My mind played over the night before and my cock was instantly hard. I was never going to forget the way she called out to me and the dirty words that had poured out of her mouth as I had drove into her deeper than ever. Fuck, I wanted more and even though I knew she was going to be sore, I was already trying to figure out a way to talk her into it. It didn’t help that there was someone at the door, but I hoped that it was just Stacy at the door. Maybe she forgot her key or something.
When I unlocked it and opened the wooden door, the last thing I was thinking I would see was my old friend Keenan. He looked just about as surprised to see me as I was to see him.
“Um, hey Chris. What are you doing here?”
I was about to ask him the same question, but he beat me to the punch. How was I going to explain this away?
“Well, um I was here to see Stacy.”
He looked at me and I realized that I didn’t have any pants on. It was going to be hard to make him think that this was anything but sexual. I might as well have been caught red handed.
“You don’t have any clothes on Chris.”
I felt my face getting red. Why was I so nervous about being caught with Stacy?
“Yeah, I guess I don’t.”
“You two…?”
I just kind of shook my head and moved to let Keenan in. It was awkward for a few moments as neither one of us had nothing to say.
“I didn’t see that coming.”
“Why?”
“I didn’t think that she would give you the time of day.”
“Ouch, you have no faith in me old friend. You seem to forget that I am always in a woman’s pants.”
“Yeah, but not like her.”
I didn’t like what it was that he knew. How did he know that she was so special? Did he know that she was a virgin and that she had given herself to me? It felt like that was what he was referring to but I didn’t ask because frankly I didn’t want to know. All I wanted to know was that she was mine now.
“What does that mean?”
“I don’t know exactly, but Ashlyn is really protective of her. Says she is innocent and I better not corrupt her.”
I smiled, I couldn’t help myself. I felt like I had corrupted her enough last night, but I still wanted to do it some more.
“You didn’t corrupt her Keenan, I did.”
Keenan just shook his head and looked at me like I had lost my mind. “You are a mess. You better not hurt her Chris. She is a sweet girl.”
Why did every one think that I was bad news? I know that I had a reputation in the past, but people change. I had changed and I wasn’t in it to hurt her. I didn’t know what I was in it for yet, but it had nothing to do with me hurting her. I only wanted to give her pleasure and hear my name screamed out between her lips. That was all that I wanted, no matter how sad or silly it may have been.
“I am not going to hurt her Keenan. I don’t even know what this is, but I do know that I am not going to let her go. Stacy made me realize that there was more to life and relationships. I am not going back any time soon. She changed me Keenan.”
Keenan’s smile grew on his face and he started to tell me that it was just like what happened with him and his wife, but he didn’t have much time to reminisce because Stacy was coming out of the shower. She had a towel wrapped around her and I was thankful for that. Stacy was known to like to run around without one and even though I would have loved to have seen it, I didn’t want anyone else to ever see her like that, just me.
“Keenan, is it already time?”
“Yeah, I was closer than I thought when I called. I don’t mind waiting though, catching up with Chris.”
Stacy looked from me to her boss and I could tell that she was not happy about the situation. Maybe it was too real for her, I am really not sure. All I knew was that I didn’t want to make it any worse. She had that look on her face that told me that she wasn’t ready for this to be in the open.
“I think I am going jump in the shower. I have meetings to get to myself.”
I walked out of the room and the silence that I left behind. Stacy made her way into the bedroom and I heard the door shut quickly. She was embarrassed, that much as clear, but she didn’t need to be. She was perfect and I wished that Stacy knew that. This wasn’t near done with us and I knew that by the end of it she would understand.
Turning the shower on, I waited for a time to let the room get hot and steamy before I got undressed. I only had boxers on, and I got in. I looked down and saw a slight tinge of red on my cock and it reminded me once again of what it had felt like to be inside of her. The memories from last night came flooding in and I cursed the guy that had ruined my morning. What did Keenan need Stacy to do that was so important that he was calling her in on her day off?
I wanted to just give Stacy a salary and then she wouldn’t have to work. Then we would have more time together and I wouldn’t have to wait for her to have some time off to see her. Money wasn’t an object, so why was it pulling her out of my bed, never to be seen again?
When I got out, everyone was gone and I was left with a small note on the table.
“I had a great night Chris, thanks. Please lock up before you go.”
There was a signature that I knew was Stacy’s, even though I couldn’t really read it. She had given me the boot, in a nice way of course, but no less the boot. I had never had a woman do that to me before. It made sense that it would be Stacy that would do it. What was I supposed to do now? I had all kinds of thoughts of what should happen, but that was not to be. I was going to have to give her time, even though the idea alone was killing me.
***
“Ashlyn, what are you doing here?”
I hadn’t seen her in a while and by the expression on her face, I wasn’t going to like the conversation most likely.
“I am wondering what you were doing in my niece’s apartment this morning.”
I was a bit surprised that Keenan told on me and I almost couldn’t believe it. “How do you know?”
“Because I am friends with her doorman. Who do you think got her into that place and subsidizes the rent for her?”
So she knew and I was left wondering what I was supposed to say or do about it. Why was she here? It wasn’t like Stacy was under age. She could make her own decisions and that meant that I could be one of them.
“What do you want Ashlyn?” I wasn’t use
d to having people talk to me like this, but Ashlyn never had cared about etiquette or where someone was on the food chain. She was a shark in her own right and I wanted to tread softly. I didn’t want her as my enemy. She was in most of the city’s ear.
“I want to know what you were doing at Stacy’s apartment last night Chris and why you didn’t leave till she was long gone the next morning.”
That was a lot to answer and flashes went by that made me wish I didn’t have her aunt breathing down my neck right now.
“I don’t think it is anyone’s business Ashlyn, not even yours.”
“That’s where you are wrong. She is my responsibility. I told her mother that I would watch over her when she was in the city. I mean to and keeping her away from men like you is first on my agenda.”
I was shocked at how angry she was. I don’t know why, but it felt like she hated me in those moments. What had I done so wrong to warrant this? It was a beautiful night. It wasn’t ugly and it certainly was not a reason for her to fly off the hook.
“I think you are taking this too far Ashlyn. You don’t understand. I really care about your niece, a lot.”
She didn’t want to hear it though. I tried to think of what I had done to her to make her so upset with me, but I don’t think I was really going to get an answer. I knew that I had a reputation and the old me would have agreed with her, but this was different. Everything that was going on with me and Stacy was between me and her. It was different than anything I had experienced before. There had been this thought in the back of my head that if I was able to get inside of her once, I would get over this mind consuming need I ad for her. Now I realized that it was only worse. Now I wanted her even more than I had before. Nothing had changed at all.
“I don’t care what you think you feel Chris. You need to leave her alone and not see her anymore. I am not leaving until I get you to agree.”
