Shirley was silent on the line. Emily heard noise across the line and shuffling as if her mother was moving.
“Mom?”
“I’ve come back to the room, honey. You don’t sound happy.”
“I’m happy. I’m really happy. I told Blaine I loved him.”
“That’s good, Emily. You’ve always been in love with him.”
Emily let out a breath. “I don’t know what’s going on with me right now.”
“I’ll give you a clue. It’s called forgiveness. It’s about time. You’ve been putting that boy through the wringer the last few years. I wouldn’t mind, but I knew you weren’t happy.”
“I’m happy now, Mom.”
“You see why you should always listen to your parents?”
She laughed. “I love you, Mom.”
“I love you too, darling. Your father and I couldn’t have been prouder of you. We both know the last few years haven’t been easy for you.”
“It was my fault.”
“Darcy is an angel, and you’ve been blessed with having a man who knows he’s got the best. Blaine’s not going to let you down, and if he thinks he can your father’s got a gun to shoot him. I’ve got to get back before you father misses me.”
“Merry Christmas, Mom.”
“Merry Christmas, darling. We’ll always be here for you.”
Emily disconnected the call, glancing up toward the light as tears filled her eyes. Her mother had a way of putting life into perspective.
She had a quick shower, changing into a skirt and a white shirt. Making her way downstairs she found Blaine and Darcy were playing a board game. She entered the kitchen to find the women and Baker hard at work. Angel stood in front of Baker as he held a pastry toward her.
Angel moaned. “That’s delicious.”
This was home. Being around these women and being with Blaine was what made this home to her.
****
“Rose, are you sure about this?” Tiny asked, lifting up the file she’d had the lawyer write up. It was her divorce papers.
“I’m sure. It’s time I take matters into my own hands.”
“It’s Christmas and you’re going for a divorce.”
Sitting in the chair inside Tiny’s office, Rose’s heart started to split in two. She’d never been good at confrontation, and in the last few weeks her life had been nothing but confrontation.
“I’m not trying to make the festive season miserable.” She stopped to lick her lips. Baker had encouraged her to come back to the clubhouse. The Skulls hadn’t turned their backs on her, and neither had Hardy. She’d been the one to turn her back on Hardy. “This is what I need to do.”
Tiny got up from his seat to round the desk and sit down. Her was a large man and had aged gracefully. She imagined that had to do with Eva. No one could hate Eva, as she was loved by the whole of the club.
“I’ve got Ned Walker coming in for Christmas. The clubhouse is made up to the nines. All the kids are present, Alex is pissing me off being evasive, and you’ve thrown a divorce into the mix.” Tiny leaned back to put the file onto his desk. “I can’t get him to sign it.”
“Hardy won’t sign it until he’s ready. I’ve already made arrangements. In time he’ll see that it’s useless in trying to keep me.”
Tiny frowned. “What are you going to do, Rose?”
“I’m going to prove to my husband that I’m moving on. It’s time he does as well.”
“What does that mean?”
“I’m going on a date.” Rose wanted a fresh start, a clean one away from Hardy. She loved the club, but after this Christmas she was going to take a step away from it. In the weeks she’d been alone she’d started applying for work. She was determined to land on her own two feet.
“Who with?”
“No one you know.” Rose got to her feet. She held her hand out to Tiny. “I want to thank you for everything you’ve done for me.”
“There’s no way I can change this?” he asked.
Rose grew sad. “The only way you can change that is if you can change Hardy, and that’s never going to happen.”
She made her way toward the door.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
Glancing back at him she saw a deep sadness in Tiny. “Why? This is not your fault.”
“If I’d been a better leader, a better president, Hardy wouldn’t have done this to you. I’d have known what was going on before it was too late.”
Rose released a sigh. “You’re not the one in control of Hardy’s dick. He knew what he was doing, and all I did was make it easy for him. This is not on us, Tiny. This is Hardy.”
She opened the door allowing it to close behind her. Hardy stood there, waiting.
“Are you ever going to leave me alone?”
“Are you going to stop trying to divorce me?” he asked.
The spicy scent of baking filled every one of her senses. She loved Christmas and had planned for it for years where she’d have children. The children hadn’t happened, and neither had anything else. Her life had been put on hold for this man.
“No, I’m not going to try to stop divorcing you. You’re going to realize you can’t have everything you want.”
“I realized I couldn’t have everything I want when you wouldn’t get pregnant.”
The pain was instant. Instead of hitting out at home, Rose became more determined. “Well, divorce me and you’ll find another whore to impregnate.” She stormed away, going toward the kitchen where her friends were. Hardy wasn’t going to take away her friends. She’d given up on him, not their friends.
****
“That was fucking cold,” Tiny said, coming out of his office.
Hardy didn’t need a lecture. He already knew he’d fucked up the moment he said the words.
“I got angry.”
“She’s right. You’re a selfish bastard, and she’s put up with it for years. We’ve fed your need.” Tiny slammed the file against his chest. “You can handle this. As far as I’m concerned, she deserves to be away from you.”
The disgust on Tiny’s face hurt, but Hardy had already known he’d fucked up. He’d wanted to hurt Rose like her need to be away from him was hurting him.
He needed to get his shit together and make a change before he completely lost the woman he loved.
Chapter Ten
Blaine caressed his hands down Emily’s naked back. Christmas was days away, and she’d finally admitted her feelings toward him. He couldn’t stop smiling as he remembered her telling him she loved him. Darcy was in bed after an afternoon of making snowmen and snowball fighting. It had been fun watching the kids. Millie had also turned up with another bag of toys for them to wrap.
He’d invited Millie to his upcoming wedding as well. She asked if Emily knew about the wedding. When he told her not, he saw the joy fill Millie’s eyes. He could tell the little toyshop owner was charmed by his act of romance.
If it hadn’t been for Whizz he wouldn’t have been able to organize anything.
“You’re just going to tease me?” she asked.
“I’m playing with my favorite toy.”
“I’m a toy now?” She glanced behind her to smile.
“You’re my toy. I don’t like sharing my toy.”
He pushed the blanket off her back and climbed over to straddle her legs. Blaine began to work out her muscles, massaging her back. She moaned and spread her arms out wide. “You know exactly what to do to have me melting for you, don’t you?”
“You’re responsive to my touch.”
Working out the knots in her back, he slid his other hand down to go between the cheeks of her ass. He worked down, pressing a finger inside her creamy cunt. Her monthly cycle had ended last night, and he’d taken full advantage, filling her up with his cum. He knew it was useless, but he hoped he’d be able to convince her to have more children with him. Blaine wanted a house full of kids to look forward to. He imagined Shirley and Lenard would love to have
more grandchildren.
The finger that he’d put inside her, he moved up to caress her swollen clit.
She whimpered, lifting her ass up a little.
“Get on your knees.”
Emily moved to her knees, groaning he filled her with two fingers.
“I want you to reach into the drawer by my side. Get me the lube, baby.”
Blaine let her go and spread the cheeks of her ass wide to see the puckered hole of her anus and the sweet entrance to her cunt. He saw his cum still leaked out of her pussy.
They very sight had his cock straining up as if to get closer to her.
She handed him the lubrication he’d bought just for this moment. Emily had a bit of a dark side to her. Blaine had found her dirty books and knew she wasn’t as innocent as she made out. There hadn’t been any other man between her thighs, but those books she read sure liked to go into detail. He was more than happy to provide his woman with the means of living out those fantasies as there were several of his own he’d like to explore.
With the lubrication close to him, he began to tease her pussy once again. He wanted her as wet as possible before he tried to fuck her ass. Blaine worked three fingers inside her, and with his other hand, he pinched her clit.
Emily writhed on the bed pushing back against him to make him go deeper.
“Please, Blaine, I need your cock.”
Slapping her ass, he leaned down and pressed a kiss to her sting. “Be patient. You’ll have my cock when I’m ready to give it to you.”
She whimpered but stayed still as he went back to playing with her cunt and clit.
He tapped her clit as her pussy contracted around his fingers. She was so close to orgasm. Blaine pulled away, not wanting to make it too easy for her. Emily growled in frustration but didn’t voice her thoughts. It was probably a good thing she didn’t as he’d spank her ass until she was red.
Picking up the lube, he flipped the cap off and pressed a good amount of the clear gel onto his fingers. He put the tube down, then worked his slick fingers over her asshole. She tensed up, but seconds later she eased down giving him time to play with her pretty ass.
“That’s it, baby, you know you’re going to like my cock inside you.” He stroked her cheek while he worked one finger past the tight ring of muscles. Blaine took his time, waiting for her to push back to him. He wasn’t in a rush to get it over with. “Can you take a second finger?”
She didn’t respond as he eased a second wet finger into her ass. When he had both fingers in her tight ass with ease, Blaine pulled out and worked more of the gel over his cock. He got himself nice and covered with plenty of lubrication.
Moving behind her, he aligned the tip with her anus.
“If at any time you’re in pain and need me to stop just let me know. I’m not going to hurt you, Emily.”
“I will. I trust you.”
Pushing the mushroom head of his cock against her ass, he tightened his hand on her hip as he eased the tip into her ass. Emily fought him at first, the tight muscles of her ass keeping him out, but he was determined and she’d not voiced any protest. “Push out.”
She did as he asked, and he got the tip of his cock inside her ass. Emily groaned, lifting up from the bed to glance behind her. Her eyes were dilated. The arousal was clear to see as he looked at her.
“You’ve got the tip of me inside your ass, baby. I’m there.” He worked another inch of his cock inside her. Once there was enough of him within her ass, Blaine gripped her hips and slowly, inch by inch glided into her ass. She was incredibly tight, hot, and Blaine made sure to take his time. If he wasn’t careful he could seriously hurt her, and that was something he didn’t want to do.
“It feels strange,” she said. He heard her exhale several times along with sharp inhales.
When the last inch of him was inside her, he paused giving her time to get used to the feel of him. “You’ve got all of me right now, baby.”
“I don’t know if I can take much more, Blaine.”
“Touch your clit.” All the books she read had anal sex in them. He’d taken the time to read the advisories. Blaine had bought her a precious e-reader with a voucher so she had enough to fill the device. When they’d been together while she was still in high school she’d loved to read. A few times they would sit together and she would read to him. He loved listening to her read. He doubted she would want to share the stories she was reading now with him. Blaine didn’t mind.
The moment she touched her clit, Blaine cursed. Her ass seemed to get tighter around his cock. Emily’s moan was stifled by the pillow underneath her, but he heard it. His woman was as desperate for release as he was. Blaine began to count sheep waiting for the joyous moment when she pushed back against him. Emily wasn’t able to wait long for her pleasure. The moment she started to get frustrated she’d try to rush him along. Blaine wasn’t interested in being rushed. He intended to take his sweet time with Emily’s ass.
She played with her clit, which only tortured him more.
Gripping her hips, he stared down at where they were joined. Her ass was open around his cock.
He groaned, moving his thumb down to touch where they were joined.
“I wish you could see this. I wish you could see how fucking hot you look with my dick in your ass.”
Emily gasped, and he was sure he felt her press back.
Running his thumb around his shaft right where they were connected, he waited for her to push back against him. He didn’t know how much longer he could hold onto his sanity.
****
Emily gritted her teeth. She’d come to realize Blaine would wait for her to give the signal of pushing back against him before he’d fuck her. In trying to torture him, she was also torturing herself. It wasn’t fair.
Giving in, Emily pushed back against him, trying to intensify the pleasure and to feel him explode inside her.
“You little vixen. You know that I won’t do anything until you show me you want it.”
He gripped her hips, pressing himself a little deeper inside her. Blaine wasn’t a small man. He was large in all the right places, but the way he pressed the last inch inside her was on the verge of pain. She stroked a finger over her clit. It was strange to her to have her ass filled and her pussy empty. Moving down, she slid two fingers inside her, groaning as she pressed against the thin wall that separated her from Blaine’s cock.
“I feel your fingers rubbing against me, Emily. Do you like that?”
“Yes.”
“I’ll get a dildo so you know what it’s like to be fucked in the cunt and ass. You’ll not be getting two men near you. I don’t share. Those kinds of fantasies are going to stay in those books you read.”
She gasped, shocked that he knew the kind of books she read in her free time.
“You can’t keep anything away from me.” He leaned over her back until his breath brushed her ear. “Knowing you love those kinds of books turns me on, Emily. We can practice some of those moves if you’d like.” He licked the pulse at her neck, and Emily shook at the pleasure.
Moving her fingers back to her clit she couldn’t contain her excitement anymore. She needed to come.
Blaine began to work his cock in and out of her ass. The lube made it easy for him to work his cock. She pushed back against him trying to make him speed up, but his grip on her hips stopped her from taking over.
“You’re going to hurt yourself, Emily.”
“Please, I need you, Blaine.”
“Stop messing around and touch that clit.”
She fingered her clit, pulling back the hood and stroking around the nub.
“I’m not going to move until you come, and then I’m going to fuck your ass. You’re going to take all of my cum, Emily, like you do when you suck my dick. Watching you swallow my load is the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.”
His words drove her toward another orgasm. Crying out, she shuddered as she kept up the strokes on her clit.
“That’s it, baby, give it all to me. Let me hear you scream my name.”
Emily screamed his name as her orgasm continued. Only when she couldn’t stand any more pleasure did she stop touching herself. Blaine, true to his word, fucked her ass, showing her it was just as good in real life as it sounded in the books.
He didn’t hold anything back, giving her a hard fucking. She pushed back, crying out as with one final thrust he erupted inside her.
When it was over, he remained inside her ass, and they collapsed on the bed together.
“Okay, now that has to be one of the best things that I’ve ever experienced,” she said, pushing hair out of her face.
Blaine chuckled, banding an arm around her waist.
“I want to ask you a question, Emily.”
She twisted her head to look at him. “What is it?”
“Will you stop taking your pill?”
Emily stared at him, wondering what he was trying to say. She knew what he was saying, but at the same time she didn’t know.
“I love you, Emily. I’m not going to back out of this. We’re in this for the long haul. I want more children. I want to be there in ways I wasn’t with for Darcy. Your mother told me about the birth, how hard it was for you and how you wished I was there.”
Throughout the whole of the labor she’d kept glancing at the door hoping that Blaine would come through the door and prove to her she’d been wrong. When it came to Blaine, she’d always wanted to be wrong.
You’ve been wrong about him now.
“You do know what you’re asking?”
“Yes. I’m asking for you to trust me. I want to have a family with you. We talked about it all the time.”
Emily bit her lip unsure what to say to him.
Trust him.
“I’ll stop taking the pill.” She’d not taken it that night.
“Thank you.” He pressed a kiss to her lips. The moment his lips were on hers, she lost all sense. She loved being a mother, and Darcy always asked for a brother or sister.
“Come on. It’s time I washed you.”
Emily winced as he eased out of her ass. She now understood why Blaine had kept a firm grip on her hips. If he hadn’t she would have been in a lot more pain.
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