Tiyo tucked his chin into his chest, a Brurjan gesture of surprise, but Halikira cuffed him roughly. ‘It’s a good idea. We’ll do it.’ She stuffed the last of the Duke’s jewelry into her shoulder pouch, and stood.
When she dragged Vandien to his feet, he nearly blacked out. Dimly he heard her say something about ‘His ass is still bleeding,’ which seemed to occasion much merriment among the threesome. His vision cleared slightly to find they were walking him down the stairs. He wasn’t sure if his boots were touching the steps or not. As they passed the doorway to the common room of the inn, Halikira paused and leaned in. ‘Duke’s dead!’ she announced to the Brurjan patrollers lounging there. ‘VandienScarface killed him.’ She paused a moment. ‘It’d sound better in Brurjan. KeklokitoVandien. Now there’s a proper name. Keklokito will drink with us! He leaves the spoils of the Duke to such as want them. And he says the town is yours! Celebrate a Great Kill as befits it!’
The Brurjans dispersed like bees from a smashed hive. Vandien heard the racketing of feet up the stairs, but as Halikira dragged him out into the cool night, it seemed an equal number of Brurjans had followed them. He was aware that they cut a swath of destruction through the town. Festival booths crashed down in their wakes, door leathers were casually torn from the ties and flapped out into the streets. He heard screams and harsh Human shouts that drowned in Brurjan roars and curses. He felt strangely untouched by all of it.
They were in an unfamiliar part of Tekum now. They passed a small corral of cattle and then entered a low-eaved building with no windows. Even Vandien had to duck to get inside, and the Brurjans dropped to their knees. But within, the building opened up to a peaked ceiling. The tables and stools were massive, making Vandien feel a child again in a world engineered for adults. And the smell was overpowering. Blood. Old blood, new blood, blood mixed with milk. Cutting even through the stench of the blood was another smell, abrasive and hot. He couldn’t identify it. The floor was packed dark earth, and flies swarmed up from it as they entered. Light came from torches set in sconces on the wall and from fat candles on the tables. It did not illuminate the place very well, but Vandien did not mind. He had heard enough of Brurjan Bloodhalls that he didn’t need to see more. He heard an animal scream briefly in an adjacent room. A Brurjan entered, a small animal clasped expertly under one arm. Blood pumped from its cut throat into the beaten silver vessel he held beneath it. He looked up in mild surprise at the throng of entering Brurjans. Glancing about, his eyes settled on Vandien. He pointed a black-nailed finger in his direction. ‘No pets!’ he said sternly.
‘Not a pet,’ Halikira contradicted him irritably. ‘Keklokito made a Great Kill tonight. The Duke fell to him, and he has ceded to us all that was his, save his armor and arms.’
Her words penetrated a corner of Vandien’s mind. Was that what he had done when he told them he wanted nothing else of the Duke’s? Given it all, town and Dukedom, over to the Brurjans? He knew he should feel appalled but could only feel the deadly spread of the cold. He hitched himself up onto one of the massive stools, tried to sit so that his hip didn’t pain him. Halikira was still talking. ‘… bull, or maybe two. We all drink with Keklokito tonight. Here!’ She drew a gold neckpiece set with red gems from her shoulder pack, crashed it onto the table. ‘Let that pay for all! And don’t be slow!’ She drew up a stool next to Vandien’s and sat down heavily.
The rest of the table filled up rapidly. Halikira began loudly telling the tale of Keklokito’s Great Kill. Her words seemed to blend with the swirling darkness of the Bloodhall and the muffled bellowing of a bull in the next chamber. The table had dissolved in helpless panting laughter and Halikira was struggling to add how Korioko had eaten the pig’s eye when the Bloodhall’s master appeared with an enormous basin. Heset it atop the table, and a small red wave broke over the lip of it. As if from a great distance Vandien watched drinking horns set out, and then the master came again, bearing a small metal bucket that steamed. The contents appeared silvery as he upended it over the blood, and Vandien caught again the hot, abrasive odor. The master swirled it through the fresh blood and then stepped back from the table. All grew suddenly still.
Halikira gave him a nudge that nearly knocked him off his stool. ‘It’s your kill; you fill your horn first,’ she told him.
Obeying seemed easier than arguing. His sword arm Was useless. Even in the dim light of the Bloodhall, its color was appalling. With his off hand he picked up a drinking horn from the table; it was a fancy one, spiraled, with hunting scenes etched into it. He dipped it into the blood, and no sooner had he lifted it than a dozen others were plunged in.
His cup was heavy with warm blood, his fingertips red and wet with it. Whatever had been mixed with the blood made swirls of silver through the redness. He looked into it, felt he was falling into its depths. Halikira jogged him again.
‘Drink it before the blood cakes,’ she advised him, and when he looked vaguely reluctant, she reminded him, ‘Hells, man, you’re dying anyway! Look at your arm!’ This evoked another chorus of panting laughter, and Vandien found himself joining in it. And when it ended with the lifting of drinking horns, his rose with the rest. And he drank.
He drank fire and sandstorms and curling whiplashes. The drink ignored his throat and belly and cut its own scorching passage through his guts. He couldn’t even get the breath to gasp, and the Brurjans howled admiringly at what they judged his impassivity to their drink. His breath burned out through his nostrils and mouth. He forgot all pain from his hip, all coldness. He suddenly tasted the bull’s blood in his mouth and nostrils, and it was hot and wet and alive, like sparks leaping on his tongue. His darkening arm on the table before him was suddenly funny, almost as funny as the Duke’s eyeball. It didn’t matter. None of it mattered. Being alive was all that mattered, and using life up to the very last instant. Blood was life and life was in him. He swayed slightly as he turned to Halikira.
‘What the hell are we drinking?’ he managed to ask.
‘Bull’s blood,’ she said simply.
He ripped the Duke’s purse free of its strings, smashed it down on the table. ‘Blood man! Kill another bull!’ he roared, and Halikira crushed him in a hug.
‘I like this Human,’ she announced to the assembled folk. ‘I think he should live!’
Someone near him began a panting laugh, and others took it up. Vandien laughed with them, unsure of the joke but having a wonderful time nonetheless. More blood was brought, and he drank another hornful, and it burned its way down his scalded throat in an agonizingly delightful way. It seemed to him that the Brurjans began to get silly after that. One of them wanted the Duke’s helm for a piss-pot, and Vandien gladly traded it away for a Brurjan one twice the size of his skull. It hung over his eyes most of the time so that he frequently was unsure who he was talking to, but after a while that didn’t seem to matter either.
Someone else bought another bull sometime later, and it was later still that Halikira sat down beside him again. He was a little surprised to find she had been gone. He was in the middle of trying to learn a newsong, made trickier by the fact that it was all in Brurjan and he wasn’t sure what he was singing about. She had a leaf laden with an ugly, tarry substance, and she wanted him to eat it. He explained to her several times, amid much panting laughter from the rest of the table, that he never ate anything that particular shade of brown. Someone offered to bet a bull against the Duke’s sword that he couldn’t keep it down if he did eat it. Vandien won the bet and had a horn of the bull’s blood. It seemed much later that he traded the Duke’s sword for another bull, and later still when a swaying Korioko convinced him that it was bad luck to ever let a coward’s mark remain on one’s body. Korioko yelled for a LastFriend to be brought to him, and when it arrived, he heated the snake’s-tongue blade over the table’s candles. Vandien willingly pushed his darkened arm out onto the table, sat still as the searing blade was laid over the mark of Kellich’s rip. He smelled scorching flesh, and then a far-o
ff pain itched at his arm. Before he could respond to it, Korioko was lifting the blade away and exclaiming with pleasure at how cleanly outlined the scar from the pronged blade would be. Everyone joined in congratulating him on the new scar, and the master of the Bloodhall donated a bull to the table in a rare display of Brurjan fellowship.
He wasn’t sure when or why they went outside. It wasn’t dawn yet, but a strange light suffused the streets. Halikira was leaning on him and he was struggling valiantly to support her.
‘Keklokito. Black or white?’ Someone demanded.
‘Take white. The black won’t face a pikeman,’ Halikira hissed.
‘White,’ Vandien answered.
Someone gave him a leg up, and when he pushed the helmet from his eyes, he was atop a large white horse trapped out with the Duke’s black and silver harness. It felt strange to be up so high, but good. ‘Everything feels good,’ he observed to Halikira.
‘It always does,’ she answered, ‘after a Great Kill. Ride well and may your fangs taste blood often.’
He couldn’t think of a reply to that, and when he lifted a hand and leaned forward to speak to her, the horse interpreted it as a signal to charge. He left Tekum at a gallop, noticing in passing that half of the town was ablaze. It seemed an odd way to end a festival, but then, he had never really understood what they were celebrating in the first place.
He tried to remember where he was supposed to be going. Home. That was it. That was fine. It was time he paid a visit home. When dawn began to break before him, he realized the horse had slowed to a nagging trot. He pulled it in to a walk, lifted his eyes to the sunrise. Ki came suddenly to his mind, and then the remembrance that he was dying. He had only moments for his grief. The physical pain hit him first, knocking him from the saddle before the first convulsion lashed him. When the fit finally passed, his vision seemed extraordinarily clear. His body gave him one last moment of stillness, a final glimpse of sunrise breaking over the green hills of his father’s keep. The great cold uncurled inside him. ‘I’ve come home, Father,’ he said to the one waiting for him, and fell into the darkness.
NINETEEN
It wasn’t a stone in his hoof; she could feel no heat or swelling. Damn and damn and damn. She’d haveto hope it was only a bruise. She patted Sigurd’s filthy shoulder and got back up on the box. So, they’d walk, then. Just when she needed speed, this had to happen. She stirred the team up, sat back and tried to calm herself. It didn’t work. There was a marked hitch to Sigurd’s stride that filled her with fury. She’d like to kill Willow and Vintner. And if that was dawn breaking over Tekum, then Goat and Dellin would be expecting her anytime now, and she wouldn’t be there.
Dawn meant another thing as well, something she pushed to the back of her mind. Dawn meant Vandien was dead, from Kellich’s poison or the Duke’s sword. It didn’t much matter which had killed him. Either way he was just as dead. As dead as everything they had shared. She found she could think of him calmly. Much of the anger and tears had been worked out with a double-bitted axe and the wall of Vintner’s barn. A numbness had replaced it. He was dead by now. How could it matter whether he had died for the rebellion or thinking of her? He was still as dead. She was still as numb.
She rubbed her eyes with dirty hands, looked again. Yes, dawn was breaking, but not over Tekum. The rosy glow over the town had to be something else. Fire? Maybe, but who’d set half the town ablaze?
Actually, more than half the town was ablaze, and the flames were spreading. The long hot days had made anything burnable tinder-dry. Sparks leaped the narrow streets in the winds of the fire’s breath. She picked her way through the town, turning often to avoid the fires. Even avoiding the streets where the buildings still blazed, Ki choked in the smoke and blowing ash. No one seemed to be doing much about the fires. The fires must have been the final culmination to an earlier uproar. She saw only one body, but the signs of earlier violence were everywhere. Broken furniture was strewn through the streets, and door leathers dangled and flapped in the fire’s wind. She saw very few folk, and the ones she did see were either salvaging or looting; Ki wasn’t sure which.
The tree-lined main street had taken the worst of whatever had happened here. Ki guided the team between the wreckage of Festival booths, past burned-out buildings and scorched ones, between trees whose leaves hung blackened and lifeless from the fire’s heat. Perhaps it had started here; no buildings along this strip were actively burning still. Mud brick walls, cracked and crazed by the heat, gaped emptily, their thatched or wooden roofs burned away. Ki saw a few street children salvaging bits of food from the wrecked booths. They were competing with crows, and both groups stopped their pecking to watch Ki suspiciously.
At first she didn’t recognize the two figures coming toward her. The boy walked at the man’s side, the man’s hand on his shoulder. As she came abreast of them, Dellin lifted a hand in greeting. She halted the team. Goat immediately scrabbled into the side door of the cuddy. Dellin shrugged, and awkwardly clambered up to share the seat.
‘Do you know what happened?’ Ki asked.
Dellin shook his head. ‘The Brurjans ran wild, looting and wrecking. They took everything they wanted, and wrecked the rest. Then they rode off toward Algona.’ He shook his head again, as if trying to clear it. ‘Such emotions as those creatures harbor! And no restraints on any of it last night. I tried to shield the boy, but…’ Again he shook his head.
‘What happened to your mule? The Brurjans?’
‘No. Someone set fire to the shed where we were resting. No place was safe anymore, so I decided to come and find you. But once we were on the road, we met a wave of folk fleeing the town’s destruction. A merchant with two heavy bags and a knife demanded our mule. He was so full of greed and fear that he would have killed us for it. The mule wasn’t worth it, so I let him take it. I was too busy trying toprotect the boy’s mind to physically shield him as well.’
‘Isn’t it wonderful,’ Ki observed bitterly, ‘how adversity brings out the best in all of us? The Brurjans turn on the merchants, and the merchants turn on you. But what triggered it all?’
Dellin shrugged. A Brurjan went amok and killed the Duke, I think. At least, the Brurjans were shouting his name through the streets and saying he had given the town to them. Keklokito, it was.’
So even that plot had gone awry. She wondered where Vandien had fallen, and how. The team stood still in the street. Ki’s eyes wandered over the wreckage. ‘Where do I go?’ she asked the empty street.
Gotheris poked his head out of the cuddy door. ‘You didn’t find Vandien?’ he asked. She heard anxiety in his voice.
‘No,’ she replied, and the word came out harder than she meant it. Dellin looked at her curiously, and she felt the probing she was powerless to stop.
‘The bond is gone.’
She shrugged. ‘He’s dead.’
‘The bond is gone. While it was there, I could tell he was alive. But now it’s gone. He’s let go. Or you have.’
‘He’s dead,’ Ki repeated dully. Simple sorrow would have been a relief. Why did she have to deal with anger and betrayal and probing questions from a nosy Jore? Was he reading her irritation with him? Then let him, and be damned. She glared at him.
Dellin only looked at her.
Goat’s face was worse. The look of sleepy bafflement hadn’t left his eyes. A deep furrow divided his brows as he looked from her to Dellin and back. ‘Something … is wrong,’ he said. He struggled with words. ‘It isn’t like … you feel it is.’
She shook the reins. Useless to explain to the boy that she could not put her feelings into simple words. She didn’t understand them herself. This was what all her hoping and searching came to. She felt cheated and betrayed. Worse, she felt foolish. Because she had known all along, not just for a day, but for years, that it would come to this. That she would someday reach for him, in need, and he would not be there. Anger shook her like the storm that had battered her wagon days ago, and self-disgust
filled her at the way she had let herself be beguiled into depending on him. She turned her back on them and covered her eyes, trying to find a way to be alone. Dellin had spoiled her numbness.
‘I can’t help you without letting you hurt the boy.’ Dellin’s voice came dimly to her. ‘I’m sorry. You’ll have to face this on your own.’
On my own, thought Ki, and the words echoed stupidly through her mind, repeated endlessly. On my own. She felt herself reach out, and suddenly knew the truth of Dellin’s words. There had been a bond, but now she reached and felt only a wall. No one reached back. He’d let go of her. Sometime yesterday, he’d chosen to follow the rebellion. And died for it. Her loneliness stretched endlessly and achingly into a void that held no answers, no return of warmth. It was a bleeding that could not be staunched. On her own. ‘I cannot allow it, not so close to Gotheris!’
The halting of the wagon jarred her. She had not realized that Dellin had been driving the team. She opened her eyes but could see nothing at first. Then nothing turned into the fingers of her hands. She lifted her face slowly, uncoiled. Dellin had risen on the seat. ‘Stop that!’ he cried commandingly. ‘Let her go!’ Ki turned her head.
From one of the remaining trees, a noose dangled. A young boy had hold of it, holding it open. Perhaps fifteen or twenty people, more than Ki had yet seen today, clustered in the streets. They muttered angrily, like stirred bees, and their faces were avaricious with hate. Three young men were dragging a woman toward the tree. ‘She’s one of those damned rebels,’ someone shouted to Dellin. ‘One of those what killed the Duke and turned the Brurjans loose on us all. Friends with the very one that done it!’ Others in the crowd muttered an angry assent.
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