by Tim Green
DEDICATION
For Joe Sindoni, my baseball guru
CONTENTS
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Chapter Forty-Seven
Chapter Forty-Eight
Chapter Forty-Nine
Chapter Fifty
Chapter Fifty-One
Chapter Fifty-Two
Chapter Fifty-Three
Chapter Fifty-Four
Chapter Fifty-Five
Chapter Fifty-Six
Chapter Fifty-Seven
Chapter Fifty-Eight
Chapter Fifty-Nine
Chapter Sixty
Chapter Sixty-One
Chapter Sixty-Two
Chapter Sixty-Three
Chapter Sixty-Four
Chapter Sixty-Five
Chapter Sixty-Six
Chapter Sixty-Seven
Chapter Sixty-Eight
Chapter Sixty-Nine
Chapter Seventy
Chapter Seventy-One
Chapter Seventy-Two
Chapter Seventy-Three
Chapter Seventy-Four
Chapter Seventy-Five
Chapter Seventy-Six
Chapter Seventy-Seven
Chapter Seventy-Eight
Chapter Seventy-Nine
Chapter Eighty
Chapter Eighty-One
Chapter Eighty-Two
Chapter Eighty-Three
Chapter Eighty-Four
About the Author
Books by Tim Green
Credits
Back Ads
Copyright
About the Publisher
CHAPTER ONE
PART OF JOSH LOVED his father dearly, but another part . . . well, “hate” was a word his mother said you should never use. He did hate some of the things his father did. Certainly he hated when his father stood talking to someone, the way he was right now, when he was supposed to be coaching baseball. Thankfully, it was some guy in a suit, not Diane—his dad’s girlfriend and the woman who had destroyed their family—huddled up with him in the corner of the dugout. But Josh still stood in the on-deck circle, worried.
Here they were in Baltimore in the championship game of the final tournament of the season, and his dad wasn’t even paying attention.
He again pushed the image of Diane from his mind. Instead, he thought of the never-ending stream of representatives from companies like Nike, Legal Sea Foods, and Marucci Sports—who came to Syracuse and scouted the Titans while his dad piled on the charm. He was always trying to get money for the team. That’s who Josh had this guy in the suit pegged for, a rep from some sporting goods company.
“Who else wears a suit to a baseball game?” he silently asked himself.
The crack of a bat turned his attention back to the field.
Benji Lido, one of Josh’s two best friends in the world, rumbled down the first-base line, scuffing up puffs of white chalk. The ball rebounded off the left-field wall, but a strong-armed outfielder from Oxford, Mississippi, and too many double cheeseburgers under Benji’s sizable belt kept him at first. Their pitcher, Kerry Eschelman, was safely on third. Coach Moose, Josh’s dad’s muscle-bound assistant, was coaching the Titans’ runners at third base. He grinned at Esch and pointed toward Josh in the on-deck circle.
Their catcher, Preston McMillan, gave Josh the high sign.
Benji bounced on the first-base bag, clapping his hands and shouting. “This is it, y’all. Heavy hitter two is on the bag! Man in scoring position! And heavy hitter one is about to blast it over you rebel boys’ heads!”
Josh’s teammates elbowed each other and snickered. Even Billy Duncan, their tall, awkward right fielder who’d struck out three times already, broke into a grin from his seat on the end of the bench. Jaden Neidermeyer, Josh’s other best friend in the world, was in the dugout keeping stats for the team. Jaden buried her face in her hands, covering her striking yellow-green eyes and honey-brown face. The Oxford Wildcats just stared, still amazed at Benji’s loudmouth antics even though they’d gotten a full dose of them now for nearly six whole innings.
Josh swung his bat a final time, then stepped out of the on-deck circle heading for the batter’s box. The stands behind the backstop teemed with balloons, banners, caps, and colorful summer clothes. Two parents with their fingers curled around the wire of the backstop talked in the loud, rude voices some adults felt free to use in a kid’s world.
“Scoring position? Since when is first base scoring position?”
“Since the LeBlanc kid is up next. Everyone on base is in scoring position when that kid hits.”
Josh’s cheeks warmed, and he directed his gaze ahead at the catcher and umpire, even though he wanted to turn and enjoy the praise from the well-informed strangers. The Titans were down 3–1, but with Benji on first and Kerry Eschelman on third, everyone knew that Josh could win the game—and the entire tournament—with a home run. He’d already hit one in this game, scoring the only run, and he’d hit eight over the course of the last three days.
With two outs under his belt, Josh knew the Wildcats right-hand pitcher would go for the win himself. His name was Kable Milligan, and he had a fastball that seemed magnetically drawn to the low outside corner of the plate. So while players might be able to get a piece of Milligan’s pitches, they rarely ever got a solid hit.
Batting left-handed, Josh took a swing at the first pitch and fouled it off. He glanced at the dugout for his father’s encouragement, but the guy in the suit still held his attention. Josh knew that if the sports rep was on the fence about awarding the Syracuse Titans travel baseball team some sponsorship, winning this tournament would go a long way toward the right decision. It was all or nothing.
Despite his father’s coaching, Josh hated pressure. He knew true champions got cool under pressure, but he could feel the droplets of sweat beading on his upper lip. And when Benji opened his mouth and began to jaw about heavy hitter one, Josh shot him a look and signaled for total silence.
No such luck.
Benji seemed inspired. “That’s right! Silent but deadly! That’s Josh LeBlanc, ladies and gentlemen! That’s heavy hitter one! Over and out, good buddy! We’re sendin’ some whipped Wildcats down the Mississippi on a riverboat ride! Ha! Bring me home, my fellow heavy hitter!”
Josh shook his head and bit his lip.
He stopped looking at Benji, knowing it had been a mistake to try and shush him. Benji and his mouth were two separate things, and while Benji was lovable and funny, his mouth was like a broken toilet. Getting it to stop running was no easy task.
Josh breathed in deeply the smell of dusty dirt and warm grass, hot dogs and cotton candy. He nodded at the ump and locked eyes with the Mississippi pitcher, a lanky, dark-haired kid with freckles and a mean-looking smile. Milligan wound up. In it came, fast, low, and outside—just as Josh expected.
He stepped toward the plate and barreled up to the ball.
CHAPTER TWO
CRACK.
He could feel it. He didn’t need to watch.
That ball sailed over the left-field wall.
Josh’s team cheered. Benji sashayed around the bases, dancing in front of Josh’s slow, steady jog. When Josh crossed home plate and waded through the forest of high fives, he was shocked to see his father hadn’t moved from his spot in the corner of the dugout with the stranger. The team was jubilant with a tournament win, but the men were still talking intently.
“Dad?” Josh stood at the entrance to the dugout, looking down and in. Jaden was finishing up the stats. She smiled, giving him a silent thumbs-up for his big home run. But he was unable to return her smile.
“Dad?” he said again. “Is everything okay?”
Josh’s father looked up as if waking from a dream. His eyes focused on Josh, and his smile appeared as he nodded his head. “Better than okay, Josh! Nice hit! Great tournament!”
The words suggested everything was fine, but Josh knew his father, his expressions, and his voice well enough to know that something had happened.
In fact, Josh was certain that everything in their lives was about to change.
CHAPTER THREE
AS JOSH HEADED TOWARD his dad, Jaden leaned back to let him pass. She was watching without comment, but her green catlike eyes caught his and froze the moment in time. She had her frizzy hair pulled back in a ponytail. Her straight and narrow nose and the long, dark eyelashes reminded him of the picture in his social studies book of an Egyptian princess.
“Josh?” His father’s voice broke the spell. “Come here. There’s someone I want you to meet.”
His father turned to the stranger. “Josh, this is Jeff Enslinger, the athletic director at Crosby College. . . . It’s in Florida. Not far from Orlando.”
Mr. Enslinger extended a hand, and Josh took it. “Nice to meet you, Josh.”
“Like, Disney World?” It was the only thing that came to Josh’s mind.
The AD was nearly as tall as Josh’s father but not as thick. He had a weak chin but strong, blue eyes perched above a big, triangular nose. His hair was a blaze of orange spikes. Was he trying to look like a Florida orange?
Mr. Enslinger studied Josh before smiling. “We’re about an hour from Disney, but a lot of our students end up working there. There’s a whole city underneath that place. You’d be surprised.”
“I’d like to go sometime,” Josh said.
Mr. Enslinger cleared his throat and gave Josh’s dad a questioning look. “Everybody loves Disney.”
Josh’s dad laughed and thumped Josh’s back. “Mr. Enslinger has offered me a job, buddy.”
“At Disney?” Josh rumpled his brow.
His father laughed some more, and Mr. Enslinger joined in.
“At Crosby College,” his father said. “They’ve got a Division Three baseball program.”
“Which will become Division One in two years,” Mr. Enslinger said. “Under your father’s direction . . . if he accepts my offer. We’re putting a lot of money into it. We’ve got a deal with Nike to buy all their equipment, and they were the ones who said I should take a look at your dad. He does nothing but win, right? That’s how they described him.”
Josh had no idea what to say. Out on the field, the two teams were forming lines to shake hands, baseball players caught up in one of the great traditions of the game. He nodded toward his teammates. “Should we shake hands?”
His father glanced at the field. “For sure! Sorry, Jeff, I’ll be right back.”
“Of course.” Mr. Enslinger gave a short nod suggesting sportsmanship was a welcome quality at Crosby College.
Josh hurried out of the dugout, the joy of the big victory already swallowed up by the tar pit of worry. He looked back and watched his father say something else to Mr. Enslinger, then shake hands before jogging onto the field to join his team. Josh pasted a smile on his face, slapped hands, and mumbled, “Good game good game good game,” like some caveman chant as he worked his way through the Wildcats’ team roster.
His mind spun with questions, none of them comforting. Where would they live? How would they get down there? What school would he go to? What about his friends? Was there a team he could play for in Florida? Who would coach that team? But most of all Josh worried about his mom. Where did she fit into all this?
And would she even join them?
CHAPTER FOUR
JOSH COULDN’T HELP WONDERING if he might be able to stop the whole thing, alter the course of his and his family’s lives that very day. Josh wasn’t a kid anymore; he was a young man. That’s what his mom called him when she was mad, wasn’t it? A young man could make decisions and have an impact on the world around him, right?
It might be possible if he played it right.
Never able to make it to the major leagues, his dad talked all the time about Josh’s baseball career. It was as if Josh’s life was his father’s second chance. A first-round draft pick out of high school, Josh’s dad spent years in the minor and independent leagues before his retirement—forced on him, if Josh was honest. Where his father had failed, Josh would surely succeed. It was at the heart of their relationship. They spent nearly no time together that wasn’t on a ball field or at the batting cage, honing his skills. So, if Josh dug his heels in, he just might be able to unravel the whole college thing. . . .
The hint of tears in the corners of the Mississippi pitcher’s eyes jarred Josh back into the present moment. Suddenly the slap of hands and the sun blinking down on them both became monumentally important. This game—and this tournament—meant so much to the players in it because each victory was another rung in the ladder toward the majors. That’s what his father had taught him. While Benji would jeer if he saw Kable Milligan’s tears, Josh felt a bond of brotherhood.
Each star performance gave you a leg up on the other guys. There were thousands—no, hundreds of thousands—of “other” guys. And fewer than four hundred spots in the show for position players like Josh. He knew that from his dad’s career. His dad never played a game in the majors. He never even got a September call-up to ride the bench and wear a big-league uniform. It was more than tough, so he understood the Mississippi pitcher’s feelings immediately. Between the two of them, Josh had won the day . . . and the trophy.
“Hey.” Josh stopped and took hold of the boy’s shoulder. “You’re one of the best pitchers I’ve seen. You own that outside corner.”
Milligan looked at the ground and muttered, “Thanks.”
Josh watched the pitcher trudge past the dugout to be greeted by what had to be his mom and dad. They both draped their arms over Milligan’s shoulders as well as each other’s in one big group hug.
Josh sighed. Losing stunk, but he knew he’d trade places with Kable Milligan a million times over to have his mom and dad back together. He’d give up even his own dreams to become a major-league player if only things could be the way they were before his dad stopped playing, got Diane as a girlfriend, and moved out of the house. Losing a baseball game—even a big one—didn’t compare to losing your family.
And now his dad was thinking about breaking things up even more.
Benji’s meaty hand gripped Josh’s neck and spun him around. “Kisses for the superstar.”
Benji planted a sloppy kiss on Josh’s cheek.
“Aww.” Josh wiped the slobber from his face as they migr
ated back toward their own dugout. “That’s disgusting, Lido.”
Benji gave him a disappointed look. “Heavy hitters have a special bond. It goes beyond a handshake.”
“Couldn’t you just hug me or something?”
Benji shook his head and sighed. “Sometimes I wonder why I even try to teach you the ways of the world. Hey, take it easy, heavy hitter. It’s not that serious. Why the sad-sack look? You look worse than Duncan, and he hit nothing but air today.”
Josh shook his head. He felt like crying himself. “Everything’s different. That’s all.”
“Dude, we won a monster tournament. Look at those hunks of metal.” Benji pointed toward the table of trophies the tournament organizers had lined up near home plate. “You and I are gliding into fall ball like a couple of major leaguers. Next stop, the show!”
Benji nodded at his own wisdom.
“So you’re going to Major League Baseball, Mr. MLB?” Jaden appeared, eyebrows raised and snapping her stats book shut for the day. “Did you get hit by a pitch, Lido?”
Benji shooed Jaden away with a fluttering hand before holding out his palm to signal Stop! like a traffic cop. “Talk to the hand. The people don’t want your grumpy and negative opinions. I need to receive my trophy now. Please make way for the heavy hitters.”
“You guys just turned thirteen.” Jaden looked around the hand and scowled. “The majors are a long way away. You don’t even shave.”
“What’s a beard got to do with it?” Benji was insulted.
“You’re the Red Sox fan, Lido.” Jaden wore the confident look of a superior mind, and Josh knew she was referring to the raggedy beards the Boston players had worn during the 2013 worst-to-first championship season.
Benji was quick to reply. “You think you’re so smart. Too bad you’re a Yankees fan and a girl. I’m not sure which is worse.”
Josh rolled his eyes. “Haven’t you learned not to go there, Benji?”
It was too late. Jaden had that fire in her eyes. “Since it took a female to bring you into the world, I can see why you’re so down on women.”
“Hey, that’s my mom you’re talking about!” Benji put up his fists like he was entering a boxing ring. Josh grabbed him.
