by Missy Lyons
He captured her face between his forefinger and thumb and tilted her chin up to meet his kiss. “This is how we know.”
An electric charge stirred her blood. Her desire for him never left despite how much she wanted to bury her feelings.
His lips were soft, and his kiss was not demanding but promised more. When they broke from the kiss, his words were endearing. “I lost you once. I don’t think I can go through that again. It could have been a minute or four days, but I knew the moment I saw you that there was something special about you. I love you, Susannah.”
Those were the magic words she needed to hear. She desperately wanted to believe because she felt this unexplainable pull to him as well. Love was the only explanation. She choked on her laughter, and the odd way they managed to find each other again after six months apart. She rested her head against his and breathed a sigh of relief. This just felt right, being in his arms again. She felt like she belonged here, and she knew what the right answer was without having to think it through. “I love you, too, and I will be happy to marry you, Mr. Vance.”
Chapter Twenty-Three
After a minor pit stop at the hotel to get some bags for Colt and to say good-bye to his assistant, they were sitting next to each other in plush seats on Colt’s private jet.
Sam was so happy to hear of the good news she hugged Susannah as if they were best friends. Her enthusiasm was contagious. It helped to ease Susannah’s fears about her introducing Colt and announcing their wedding plans to the family.
Colt had admitted to contacting them already, but she had no clue how well her family knew him or liked them.
Once on the plane her old fears returned.
“I hate flying,” she grumbled when she felt the jet engines roar to life and the plane began to taxi down the runway. Her stomach felt as if hundreds of butterflies just took flight inside.
He reached over and held her hand, stroking it with his thumb. “I know, but it’s okay because you are with me.”
She felt some of her fears leave with his words, but she still joked about how she used to handle her fears before she met him. “It’s okay when I start drinking.”
He lifted the back of her hand to meet his lips and kissed the skin. “I know how to distract you.”
She felt giddy with her newfound love for him. “Yes, Colt. You are very good at distractions.”
“I remember this is how we met. Do you remember what we did?”
Her cheeks flushed with heat when she remembered a lot more than that. “You are naughty, Mr. Vance.”
“Is that an invitation?” His eyebrow quirked high in question.
“It is if you want it to be.” She giggled before he kissed her. She barely even noticed the jet leaving the ground, but she did note all her fears had suddenly vanished.
Chapter Twenty-Four
Colt watched his fiancée switch her weight nervously from foot to foot after knocking on the door of her parents’ home.
He wasn’t nearly as nervous after having met with them to find out her whereabouts. Of course, to get that valuable information, he had to promise her father his intentions were honorable and he meant to repair her reputation by marrying her.
Susannah’s mother only made him promise to give her lots and lots of grandchildren.
He reached down to hold her hand, and she clutched his hand with white knuckles.
The door opened, and Maria and William greeted them at the entrance.
Maria’s face lit up instantly and she held out her hands for an embrace. “Darling! You are home!”
“Hi, Mom.” She hugged her mother and father in turn. She seemed pleased when they hugged him as well and welcomed him into their home, but what she didn’t know was he had asked her father for her hand in marriage before he asked her. She could consider him old fashioned, but he didn’t want to get on anybody’s bad side this early in their relationship together.
He only wanted to do this marriage thing once.
“Honey, we’re so happy to have you home! Come in! Come in!” William ushered them both inside and closed the door. He led them to the living room where an expansive leather couch dominated the room. It was decorated in a modern style with a cowboy twist. Longhorns hung above the doorway as a reminder of their roots and what the ranch began as. Her father, William, never stopped using the ranch as a working cattle ranch even after the oil money made enough to quit the business altogether.
“So good to see you again, Colt. Well, it looks like you found her and made up.” Maria looked pointedly at their hands locked together.
Susannah’s cheeks flushed crimson as she announced their wedding plans. “I’m glad you approve, because Colt and I have decided to get married.”
“Really? This comes as a surprise.” Maria looked between the happy couple, her thin eyebrows pulled down over her beautiful brown eyes.
“Not really, since Colt asked for your hand in marriage when he came down here last month.” William shrugged.
“He did?” Susannah and Maria asked simultaneously.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Maria glared at her husband and then punched him in the shoulder.
“I didn’t want to break the surprise for Susannah before she accepted.” William laughed but rubbed his shoulder as if it hurt.
“If I didn’t love you, I would never put up with this kind of treatment.” Maria shook her head in disapproval. “So have you decided on a date or where you want to marry?”
Susannah rolled her eyes.
“We thought we would get married in the tropics and have it at the resort, this spring,” Susannah said. “The sooner the better.”
“Everyone can stay at the resort so finding hotels won’t be a problem, and if anybody has trouble getting there, they can use my private jet. We would like to keep it private and the reception small. Just family and friends.”
“That should still be a fair amount of people, maybe two or three hundred on both sides of the family,” Maria said. “I have a list of people I would like to see get invited.”
“Can we discuss this later? I really would like to show Colt around the ranch and let him meet Paddy.” Susannah wasn’t as enthusiastic as her mother was about the wedding. She knew the moment her mother heard she was marrying she would want to take over the details. This was one of the reasons she wanted it to be on the islands. It would be her future home, and she wanted to have control over as much of her life as she could.
“Oh, Susie. I am so sorry we didn’t tell you earlier.” Her mother sighed and looked to the floor.
“Tell me what?” Susannah had a worried feeling biting the insides of her stomach.
“Paducah had a hard labor. Honey, she died about three day after the delivery of the baby because she didn’t deliver the placenta and got an infection. Nobody realized what happened until it was too late.”
“She died?” Susannah pulled her hand out of his grasp, and it went to cover her mouth.
Colt could tell instantly his fiancée was shattered and completely devastated at the news of losing her favorite horse. She had spoken frequently and fondly of Paducah. He wrapped his arm over her shoulders and gave her a hug. She cuddled in and broke down to begin crying.
“Honey, I’m so sorry.” William looked at her sympathetically.
“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me.” She wiped at the tears on her cheeks.
“There was nothing we could do. The foal made it, but we knew if you were worried about her, you would not be able to focus, and we wanted you to be able to finish your research trip so you could come home. For good.”
“Oh, my God.”
“She was family, and we know you felt about her. We used the backhoe and buried her out back by the pasture. Danny even made a little wooden cross for her.”
“Thank you.” She sniffled. “Can we go see the baby?”
“Of course. She’s in the barn, and Joseph is still bottle feeding her,” William said. “She may be young, but sh
e’s got a lot of spirit to her. I think she’ll make a good cutting horse one day once she’s trained up a little.”
“Thank you, Daddy.” Susannah got up and gave her father a quick hug and then pulled Colt by the hand outside to the big red barn.
Colt’s eyes adjusted to the light quickly. It was just a shade darker inside than out, and the barn had a sweet fragrance of fresh straw just put into the stalls.
A few of the horses neighed a welcome. Most were silent except for their movements.
“I can’t believe he still uses horses on the ranch. Don’t most ranchers use ATVs nowadays?”
“Yeah, well, my daddy is old-fashioned that way.” Susannah grinned but then pulled him to the far side of the aisle when she noticed he was close to the gates of a really thick looking bull. The big, black bull kicked at the gate about four feet up. One hoof went through the fencing. “Be careful of those bulls! They’re mean. Daddy breeds those guys for the rodeos, and they would love to kick a hole in your head.”
Colt cringed but put himself between her and the bulls. “Why would he keep something that dangerous in here?”
“Makes it easier to transport them if we can put them in a confined space. These guys are probably going out to work the rodeo soon.”
Colt didn’t like the way they were pacing like wild animals. He kept his eyes on them while Susannah looked from stall to stall until she found what she was looking for. “Dang.”
The colt was a little leggy but a deep-chestnut color with a jet-black mane and tail, and she looked at them with curious, dark-black eyes.
Susannah sighed as she stopped to look at the small creature. “Isn’t she beautiful?”
“She’s cute,” Colt said, and then after thinking about it, he asked, “What are you going to name her?”
“I don’t know yet, do you want to meet her?” Susannah opened the gate and stepped inside.
Colt followed, still a little nervous by the crazed look in the bull’s eyes he just saw. “Sure. You think she’s friendly?”
“She’s being bottle-fed. I am sure she’s getting used to getting handled every day.” Susannah stretched out her hand and smiled when the colt stuck her nose out and sniffed it.
“She’s beautiful,” Colt whispered in awe as the horse nuzzled his fingers. It had no fear and was exceptionally friendly.
“She looks just like Paducah, except this spot on her forehead was lower.” Susannah’s smile grew when she scratched her forehead.
“We’ll have to get her a friend so when we take her to the island so that she isn’t lonely.”
“Oh, Colt, you don’t have to do that.”
“Consider it my wedding gift. I don’t want to see you give up anything you love for me. Sam is already looking at plans for a barn on the property to hold the horses.”
“Oh, Colt, I love you so much.” She sniffed and then touched his face.
“I love you more.” He bent low and kissed her before she could protest. His only desire was to see her happy. For now and forever after.
Epilogue
Susannah hid the pregnancy test from her husband. They had been married for three months, but she hated to get his or her hopes up if it wasn’t the real deal.
She wanted to be pregnant, and there was nothing in their way stopping them. She was married now, and the baby would have a daddy. Still she felt fear of the unknown.
Her breasts were sore for the last few days and slightly uncomfortable, and she felt a little cramping in her belly, but how did she really know unless she took a test?
In the bathroom, she didn’t have to wait the full five minutes before she saw the extra line. She felt her pulse jump in her throat as she leaped to her feet.
“Oh, my God! Oh, my God!” She was jumping up and down, waving the little pregnancy test kit in the air as she ran to the bed where her husband lay sleeping.
He looked mildly amused at her enthusiasm.
“What’s wrong?” he asked groggily.
She danced around in a circle and then sat next to him and shared the pregnancy test with him to see. “Nothing is wrong. It’s what’s right! I’m pregnant!”
“Congratulations, Mrs. Vance. Looks like you are going to be a mommy.” He kissed her.
“And you are going to be a daddy.”
“I can hardly wait,” he said before pulling her down on the bed next to him.
* * * *
Nine months later…
“Push!” Colt held her hand as she used all her energy to push the baby. It hurt, and yet she knew this had to happen. She squeezed his hand as the contraction made her stomach tighten.
“Eeek!” She gritted her teeth and shoved her feet against the stirrups. The doctor and her husband urged her to push harder. She gave it everything she had until she heard the doctor say its head was out and felt the contraction ease. Some of the pain was gone, but she wanted to keep pushing.
“Its head is out. Just stop pushing for a moment.” The doctor efficiently cleaned out the nasal passages with a syringe, and then she felt another contraction begin.
She tried to hold back until the doctor said so. “It’s okay, and push the last time!”
He pulled out the baby and wrapped it in a blanket to set on her stomach. Susannah held it in place while they cut the umbilical cord. It was still slightly bloody but screaming loudly. She was definitely healthy. “Congratulations, Mommy! You have a new baby girl.”
She breathed a sigh of relief. “I’m so happy right now.”
“I’ve never been prouder of you.” Colt bent down and kissed her on the forehead. His eyes glittered in wonder as he touched the baby’s tiny fingers, and they wrapped themselves around his much larger one. “She’s…amazing.”
“We made her together. I wasn’t the only one responsible for her coming into this world, you know.”
“What do you think we should name her?”
“Angelica. I think she’s a gift from heaven, and her name should reflect that.”
* * * *
“Hello? Everybody awake and decent?” Her youngest sister, Serena, popped her head inside Susannah’s hospital room. She held a tiny, pink stuffed bear in her hands.
“Oh, Serena! You came! I’m so happy to see you. Come here and give me a hug!” Susannah was elated to see her sister come visit. Most of her family had come over the last day or so, and it was busy, so she was tired, but this may be the last time she saw anyone for a long while. Her home was in the Caribbean now with Colt and their child.
Serena bent down and gave her a brief hug before looking at the sleeping baby in her arms.
“She’s adorable! She looks just like your baby pictures.”
“Do you want to hold her?” Susannah recognized a tender look in Serena’s eyes and a longing for a child of her own. It was a feeling they had once shared.
“Of course!” Serena reached out took the baby in her arms cradling it against her chest. “She’s so precious.”
“Her name’s Angelica.”
“How sweet,” Serena crooned.
Susannah knew she would make a great mother, and she wanted to see her happy in life. Just like her well-meaning but overbearing parents. She had to know what’s coming. Now that all her sisters had gotten pregnant, she was the only one left that still needed to make a family. “I think now that everyone else had a baby, Mom and Dad are fixing to put pressure on you to make a family, too.”
“I know.” Serena looked down, her face got a little sadder as she admired the baby.
“Is there anyone special in your life yet that you could see as a daddy?”
“Not really. I wish I could end up as happy as you two are, but realistically I think I would lucky to find a guy just willing to be a sperm donor.” Serena looked nervous, but she didn’t disclose anything. Her eyes said differently.
Susannah took the baby back from Serena and held Angelica tightly to her chest. “Maybe you will get lucky.”
“Luck is a loaded word. I
am going to see if I can’t even the odds before I try to make a baby happen. I don’t want to be tied down to a guy that I may not love.”
“None of us do.” Susannah looked up at her husband adoringly. Time had not changed her mind. She didn’t want to be forced to find love or make a baby, but life somehow worked out. Now she wouldn’t have it any other way. She couldn’t imagine not having Colt Vance in her life or raising a baby solo. She needed his love to feel complete. “Just remember if you need help in anything, we’ll be there for you.”
“I know. I love you so much. I’m not going to ask you guys to get involved. I’m just happy to be an auntie and spoil my nieces and nephews.” Serena handed the little, pink bear over to her sister Susannah.
“Thank you. I’m sure Angelica will love it when she gets big enough to play with it.” She wanted to protect her baby sister, but she knew with the other three of her sisters finally breaking down to have a family, the pressure would all be on Serena now. There was no way she was getting out of this without having a baby, too. Mom and Dad would ensure it. “I love you more than you know. Just don’t forget we’ll be there for you if you need it.”
She nodded, but Susannah could tell she was a little nervous at the idea of finding a stud of her own. “I can handle it. I put my big-girl panties on this morning.”
Everybody laughed, but Susannah was glad she was putting on a strong front. She was going to need every ounce of strength she had, and with only one shot of getting it right, Serena deserved to find love along the way, too.
THE END
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