"Indeed? Well, that's very nice."
There was a pause, and I suddenly became aware of a curious fact. The vibration of the engines, deep below us, had stopped. The ship itself had stopped.
Captain Protheroe's smile broadened. "Very nice, indeed," he said. "As Mr. McKenzie pointed out to me earlier, your presence aboard has been rather symbolic, if I may use the word. Us ending, you beginning; that sort of thing, eh?" He rose from the chair. "Now then. I'm afraid that I must say good bye to you. We've radioed your position and you oughtn't to be inconvenienced for more than a few hours."
"Beg pardon?" I said.
Burgess coughed. "They don't know," he said. "Thought it would be better that way."
"Eh? Oh, yes, how stupid of me. Of course." Captain Protheroe turned his clear eyes back to us. "You won't mind obliging us," he said, "by gathering up your things?"
"Gathering up our things?" I parroted, stupidly. "Why?"
"Because," he said, "we are going to put you off the ship."
Eileen grabbed my arm, but neither of us could think of a thing to say. I was vaguely conscious of the stillness of the boat, of the people in the room, staring at us.
"I'm very much afraid that I shall have to ask you to hurry," said the captain, "for it is getting rather late. The rescue vessel is already on its way, you see. You, uh, do understand?"
"No," I said, slowly, "we don't. And we're certainly not going anywhere until we do."
Captain Protheroe drew up to his full height and glanced sharply at McKenzie. "Really," he said, "I should've thought you'd have anticipated this."
McKenzie shrugged. "Didn't want to worry them."
"Indeed. And now we're in a mess, for, of course, we've no time at all for lengthly explanations."
"In that case," said Burgess, "let's skip them." His eyes were twinkling. "I rather think they'll understand eventually."
The captain nodded. He said. "Excuse me," walked out of the room, returned a moment later with a pistol. Then, aiming the pistol at me: "Sorry, but I must insist you do as we say. McKenzie, take this thing and see to it that the Ransomes are ready within ten minutes."
McKenzie nodded, brandished the gun. "Come along," he said. "And don't take it too hard, my boy."
He prodded us down to the cabin and kept waving the pistol until we'd packed our bags. He seemed hugely delighted with his new role.
"Now, gather up the life jackets and follow me."
We returned to the boat station, where almost everyone on the ship had gathered.
"Lower away!" cried the captain, and a useless-looking white lifeboat was cranked over the side.
"Now then, if you will please climb down that ladder . .
"For God's sake," I said. "This--"
"The ladder, Mr. Ransome. And do be careful!"
We clambered down into the lifeboat, which was rocking gently, and watched them raise the rope.
We could see the McKenzies, the Burgesses, Van Vlyman, Sanders and Captain Protheroe standing by the rail, waving. They had never looked so pleasant, so happy.
"Don't worry," one of them called, "you'll be picked up in no time at all. Plenty of water and food there; and a light. You're sure you have all your luggage?"
I heard the ship's engines start up again, and I yelled some idiotic things; but then the Lady Anne began to pull away from us. The old people at the rail, standing very close to one another, waved and smiled and called: "Good bye! Good bye!"
"Come back!" I screamed, feeling, somehow, that none of this was actually happening. "Damn it, come back here!" Then Eileen touched my shoulder, and we sat there listening to the fading voices and watching the immense black hull drift away into the night.
It became suddenly very quiet, very still. Only the sound of water slapping against the lifeboat.
We waited. Eileen's eyes were wide; she was staring into the darkness, her hand locked tightly in mine.
"Shhh," she said.
We sat there for another few minutes, quietly, rocking; then there was a sound, soft at first, hollow, but growing.
"Alan!"
The explosion thundered loose in a swift rushing fury, and the water began to churn beneath us.
Then, as suddenly, it was quiet again.
In the distance I could see the ship burning. I could feel the heat of it. Only the stern was afire, though: all the rest of it seemed untouched--and I was certain, oddly certain that no one had been harmed by the blast.
Eileen and I held each other and watched as, slowly, as gracefully and purposefully, the Lady Anne listed on her side. For an eternity she lay poised, then the dark mass of her slipped into the water as quickly and smoothly as a giant needle into velvet.
It could not have taken more than fifteen minutes. Then the sea was calm and as empty as it ever was before there were such things as ships and men.
We waited for another hour in the lifeboat, and I asked Eileen if she felt cold but she said no. There was a wind across the ocean, but my wife said that she had never felt so warm before.
* * *
Introduction to LAST RITES
(by Richard Matheson)
* * *
I have referred (in print) to Chuck Beaumont's stories with such phrases as "alight with the magic of a truly extraordinary imagination," "shot through with veins of coruscating wit," "feather light and dancing on a wind of jest" and "flashes of the wondrous and delightful."
All true; and this may well be the over-riding image of his work.
But there is more. Other stories which cut deeper. Which move the reader and speak of things profound.
Such a story is "Last Rites."
I don't know whether Chuck was raised as a Catholic. I don't think so but I'm not positive. I know he married a woman who was deeply committed to Catholicism. Perhaps his knowledge--and insight--into the religion came from his relationship with his wife Helen.
Wherever it came from, there is a sense of truth to it. For my money, Graham Greene never wrote a story any more perceptive about Catholicism than "Last Rites." I find it extremely moving, shot through not with "veins of coruscating wit" but with a deep vein of humanity and love.
What more could any reader ask of a story? What greater legacy could any writer leave?
* * *
LAST RITES
* * *
Somewhere in the church a baby was shrieking. Father Courtney listened to it, and sighed, and made the Sign of the Cross. Another battle, he thought, dismally.
Another grand tug of war. And who won this time, Lord? Me? Or that squalling infant, bless its innocence?
"In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen."
He turned and made his way down the pulpit steps, and told himself, Well, you ought to be used to it by now, Heaven knows. After all, you're a priest, not a monologist. What do you care about "audience reaction?" And besides, who ever listens to these sermons of yours, anyway--even under the best of conditions? A few of the ladies in the parish (though you're sure they never hear or understand a word), and, of course, Donovan. But who else?
Screech away, little pink child! Screech until you--no.
No, no. Ahhh!
He walked through the sacristy, trying not to think of Donovan, or the big city churches with their fine nurseries, and sound-proof walls, and amplifiers that amplified .
One had what one had: it was God's will.
And were things really so bad? Here there was the smell of forests, wasn't there? And in what city parish could you see wild flowers growing on the hills like bright lava? Or feel the earth breathing?
He opened the door and stepped outside.
The fields were dark-silver and silent. Far above the fields, up near the clouds, a rocket launch moved swiftly, dragging its slow thunder behind it.
Father Courtney blinked.
Of course things were not so bad. Things would be just fine, he thought, and I would not be nervous and annoyed at little children, if only-- Ab
ruptly he put his hands together. "Father," he whispered, "let him be well. Let that be Your will!"
Then, deciding not to wait to greet the people, he wiped his palms with a handkerchief and started for the rectory.
The morning was very cold. A thin film of dew coated each pebble along the path, and made them all glisten like drops of mercury. Father Courtney looked at the pebbles and thought of other walks down this path, which led through a woods to Hidden River, and of himself laughing; of excellent wine and soft cushions and himself arguing, arguing; of a thousand sweet hours in the past.
He walked and thought these things and did not hear the telephone until he had reached the rectory stairs.
A chill passed over him, unaccountably.
He went inside and pressed a yellow switch. The screen blurred, came into focus. The face of an old man appeared, filling the screen.
"Hello, Father."
"George!" the priest smiled and waved his fist, menacingly. "George, why haven't you contacted me?" He sputtered. "Aren't you out of that bed yet?"
"Not yet, Father."
"Well, I expected it, I knew it. Now will you let me call a doctor?"
"No--" The old man in the screen shook his head. He was thin and pale. His hair was profuse, but very white, and there was something in his eyes. "I think I'd like you to come over, if you could."
"I shouldn't," the priest said, "after the way you've been treating all of us. But, if there's still some of that Chianti left . . ."
George Donovan nodded. "Could you come right away?"
"Father Yoshida won't be happy about it."
"Please. Right away."
Father Courtney felt his fingers draw into fists. "Why?" he asked, holding onto the conversational tone. "Is anything the matter?"
"Not really," Donovan said. His smile was brief. "It's just that I'm dying."
"And I'm going to call Doctor Ferguson. Don't give me any argument, either. This nonsense has gone far--"
The old man's face knotted. "No," he said, loudly. "I forbid you to do that."
"But you're ill, man. For all we know, you're seriously ill. And if you think I'm going to stand around and watch you work yourself into the hospital just because you happen to dislike doctors, you're crazy."
"Father, listen--please. I have my reasons. You don't understand them, and I don't blame you. But you've got to trust me. I'll explain everything, if you'll promise me you won't call anyone."
Father Courtney breathed unsteadily; he studied his friend's face, Then he said, "I'll promise this much. I won't contact a doctor until I've seen you."
"Good." The old man seemed to relax. "I'll be there in fifteen minutes."
"With your Little Black Bag?"
"Certainly not. You're going to be all right."
"Bring it, Father. Please. Just in case."
The screen blurred and danced and went white. Father Courtney hesitated at the blank telephone. Then he walked to a table and raised his fists and brought them down hard, once.
You're going to get well, he thought. It isn't going to be too late. Because if you are dying, if you really are, and I could have prevented it . . . He went to the closet and drew on his overcoat.
It was thick and heavy, but it did not warm him. As he returned to the sacristy he shivered and thought that he had never been so cold before in all his life.
The Helicar whirred and dropped quickly to the ground. Father Courtney removed the ignition key, pocketed it, and thrust his bulk out the narrow door, wheezing.
A dull rumbling sifted down from the sky. The wake of fleets a mile away, ten miles, a hundred.
It's raining whales in our backyard, the priest thought, remembering how Donovan had described the sound once to a little girl.
A freshet of autumn leaves burst against his leg, softly, and for a while he stood listening to the rockets' dying rumble, watching the shapes of gold and red that scattered in the wind, like fire.
Then he whispered, "Let it be Your will," and pushed the picket gate. The front door of the house was open.
He walked in, through the living-room, to the study.
"George."
"In here," a voice answered.
He moved to the bedroom, and twisted the knob.
George Donovan lay propped on a cloudbank of pillows, his thin face white as the linen. He was smiling.
"I'm glad to see you, Father," he said, quietly.
The priest's heart expanded and shrank and began to thump in his chest.
"The Chianti's down here in the night-table," Donovan gestured. "Pour some: morning's a good enough time for a dinner wine."
"Not now, George."
"Please. It will help."
Father Courtney pulled out the drawer and removed the half-empty bottle. He got a glass from the bookshelf, filled it. Dutifully, according to ritual, he asked, "For you?"
"No," Donovan said. "Thank you all the same." He turned his head. "Sit over there, Father, where I can see you."
The priest frowned. He noticed that Donovan's arms were perfectly flat against the blanket, that his body was rigid, outlined beneath the covering. No part of the old man moved except the head, and that slowly, unnaturally.
"That's better. But take off your coat--it's terribly hot in here. You'll catch pneumonia."
The toom was full of cold winds from the open shutters.
Father Courtney removed his coat.
"You've been worried, haven't you?" Donovan asked.
The priest nodded. He tried to sense what was wrong, to smell the disease, if there was a disease, if there was anything.
"I'm sorry about that." The old man seemed to sigh. His eyes were misted, webbed with distance, lightly. "But I wanted to be alone. Sometimes you have to be alone, to think, to get things straight. Isn't that true?"
"Sometimes, I suppose, but--"
"No. I know what you're going to say, the questions you want to ask. But there's not enough time . . ."
Father Courtney arose from the chair, and walked quickly to the telephone extension. He jabbed a button. "I'm sorry, George," he said, "but you're going to have a doctor."
The screen did not flicker.
He pressed the button again, firmly.
"Sit down," the tired voice whispered. "It doesn't work. I pulled the wires ten minutes ago."
"Then I'll fly over to Milburn--"
"If you do, I'll be dead when you get back. Believe this: I know what I'm talking about."
The priest clenched and unclenched his stubby fingers, and sat down in the chair again.
Donovan chuckled. "Drink up," he said. "We can't have good wine going to waste, can we?"
The priest put the glass to his lips. He tried to think clearly. If he rushed out to Milburn and got Doctor Ferguson, perhaps there'd be a chance. Or--He took a deep swallow.
No. That wouldn't do. It might take hours.
Donovan was talking now; the words lost--a hum of locusts in the room, a far-off murmuring; then, like a radio turned up: "Father, how long have we been friends, you and I?"
"Why . . . twenty years," the priest answered. "Or more."
"Would you say you know me very well by now?"
"I believe so."
"Then tell me first, right now, would you say that I've been a good man?"
Father Courtney sniieci. "There've been worse," he said and thought of what this man had accomplished in Mount Vernon, quietly, in his own quiet way, over the years. The building of a decent school for the children--Donovan had shamed the people into it. The new hospital--Donovan's doing, his patient campaigning. Entertainment halls for the young; a city fund for the poor; better teachers, better doctors--all, all because of the old man with the soft voice, George Donovan.
"Do you mean it?"
"Don't be foolish. And don't be treacly, either. Of course I mean it."
In the room, now, a strange odor fumed up, suddenly.
The old man said, "I'm glad." Still he did not move. "But, I'm sor
ry I asked. It was unfair."
"I don't have the slightest idea what you're talking about."
"Neither do I, Father, completely. I thought I did, once, but I was wrong."
The priest slapped his knees, angrily. "Why won't you let me get a doctor? We'll have plenty of time to talk afterwards."
Donovan's eyes narrowed, and curved into what resembled a smile. "You're a doctor," he said. "The only one who can help me now."
"In what way?"
"By making a decision." The voice was reedy: it seemed to waver and change pitch.
"What sort of a decision?"
Donovan's head jerked up. He closed his eyes and remained this way for a full minute, while the acrid smell bellied and grew stronger and whorled about the room in invisible currents.
". . . the gentleman lay braveward with his furies . . .' Do you remember that, Father?"
"Yes," the priest said. "Thomas, isn't it?"
"Thomas, He's been here with me, you know, really; and I've been asking him things. On the theory that poets aren't entirely human. But he just grins. 'You're dying of strangers,' he says; and grins. Bless him." The old man lowered his head. "He disappointed me."
Father Courtney reached for a cigarette, crumpled the empty pack, laced and unlaced his fingers. He waited, remembering the times he had come to this house, all the fine evenings. Ending flow?
Yes, Whatever else he would learn, he knew that, suddenly: they were ending.
"What sort of a decision, George?"
"A theological sort."
Father Courtney snorted and walked to a window. Outside, the sun was hidden behind a curtain of gray. Birds sat black and still on the telephone lines, like notes of music; and there was rain.
"Is there something you think you haven't told me?" he asked.
"Yes."
"I don't think so, George." Father Courtney turned. "I've known about it for a long time."
The old man tried to speak.
"I've known very well. And now I think I understand why you've refused to see anyone."
"No," Donovan said. "You don't. Father, listen to me: it isn't what you think."
"Nonsense." The priest reverted to his usual gruffness. "We've been friends for too many years for this kind of thing. It's exactly what I think. You're an intelligent, well-read, mule-stubborn old man who's worried he won't get to Heaven because sometimes he has doubts."
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