“God, I need a drink!” Jaycee stared down at her stomach and rubbed her belly.
“I'm sorry about this Jaycee, but it looks like they aren't going to leave till you do. What do you want to do?” Shelly asked and glared at her brother. Jaycee shrugged.
“We came here to dance, so let's dance. I can teach you guys how to do moves to the dance Shelly and I did, if you want,” Jaycee said looking at the women. They all laughed and nodded their heads. They all got up, Shelly talked to the band members, and they smiled. They all knew this dance would drive her mates crazy.
Jaycee got in front of the group. “Okay, watch me first. Then we'll do it together, after the next set,” she yelled over her shoulder.
All the men at the bar turned and watched her, including her mates. Her body swayed to the music, her hips moved back and forth. The men howled at the bar and clapped as she danced. Her dress hid hardly anything, and her breasts almost fell out of her dress. The first set finished and the women behind her laughed. Jaycee turned around to face her mates, and danced. She gave her mates and the men, a good view of her ass as it moved back and forth.
All the women laughed as the song ended and headed back to their seats, grabbing drinks on the way. Some of the women stayed and danced the next dance while Jaycee sat down and propped her legs up on the seat next to her. Her dress rose up to her upper thigh as Remi strolled up to her. Jaycee's shoulders slumped, expecting another confrontation.
“Would you dance with me?” Remi asked.
Jaycee looked up into his face. Was he serious? Jaycee lowered her feet as a slow song began to play. He pulled her into his arms and held her close. She didn't say anything as his hands skimmed her body. Her body tensed as he traced the outer sides of her breasts.
“Talk to me, Jaycee,” Remi whispered into her ear. He grabbed her ass and pushed her stomach against his cock. It was hard as a rock. He was wearing his black leather pants with a black dress shirt, which fit tight across his chest. She wanted to curl up to him, but she held back. She didn't trust them.
“What is there to say, Remi? You don't trust me and I don't trust you. Sure, you can turn my body into jelly, but all of you have shredded my heart again and again,” Jaycee whispered. She pushed out of his arms and looked up at him, a single tear falling down her face.
“Every time I close my eyes, I see you touching her when it should have been me, when I needed you. But you weren't there. You drew away from me, and then you accused me of things you know I would never do.” Jaycee turned to walk away. She went back to the table as more tears fell. “Will you take me home, please?” she asked Shelly.
Shelly wrapped her arms around her. “Sure, let's go.” Shelly grabbed her purse and they walked toward the door. Shelly and Kate hung on to Jaycee. Her mates followed behind, not saying anything.
They followed in Remi's truck as Jaycee watched the headlights pass them.
“I'm sorry this didn't work, Jaycee.” Kate squeezed her hand from behind.
“It's not your fault. It's no one's fault,” Jaycee whispered.
They pulled into the driveway. Some of the pack took off to run and she wanted to run.
She turned to Shelly. “Run with me, Shelly, with the pack?”
Jaycee hoped out of the truck, stripped her clothes, and shifted into her wolf form. Shelly followed suit and Kate waved them on, going into the house.
Jaycee loved it. She hadn't run in two days, and it felt great running with her friend. They caught up to the pack, while they chased rabbits and played.
Shelly nipped at her playfully and Jaycee laughed in her head. She nipped back as they flew into a pile of snow, not watching where they were going. They came up howling with laughter. The pack ran around them, jumping and playing.
Jaycee and Shelly rolled in the snow, as the pack backed away quietly. Shelly lifted her head and growled.
Jaycee's mates had come.
Jaycee plopped down and whined. Shelly pushed her nose into her side and tried to get her to run, but what was the sense? They would just stop her from having fun. Jaycee got up and turned back towards the house. Shelly whined at her and barked, getting in front of her.
Jaycee looked up at her, then at her mates. They just watched and didn't say a word. Shelly nipped her ear and Jaycee jumped, yelping, as Shelly took off. Jaycee took off after her and nipped her in the ass. They played for a good two more hours when she started to get tired. She pushed Shelly towards the house and Shelly followed her. Once at the house, the door opened. They stepped inside and shook the snow off. Jaycee dressed them in jeans as they shifted.
Shelly stared down at her body, then at her, as the others witnessed what happened.
“How did you do that?” Shelly followed Jaycee towards the kitchen. Jaycee looked back and saw a line of people following her. She shrugged. “Let's just say I can do some different things, okay? I can't explain it to you.” Jaycee pushed open the kitchen door and went to the fridge. She wanted strawberry ice cream with peanut butter on it. She slammed the freezer when she didn't find it, and exited the kitchen, going towards the pack house kitchen. Shelly followed next to her. “Where are you going?” Shelly asked.
“We didn't have any strawberry ice cream. I need strawberry ice cream and peanut butter.” Jaycee mumbled and entered the pack kitchen going to the big freezer.
Jaycee opened the freezer door, looking inside. Slamming the freezer door she headed back towards the living room. Shelly followed.
“You're having cravings. Oh, that is so sweet!” Shelly laughed.
Jaycee glared at her friend and grabbed Dane's truck keys. She put her coat back on as her mates came up to her and stared at her. She held out her hand to Dane. “I need ten bucks, please.”
“Where are you going and why do you need money?” Remi demanded and came up next to them.
Jaycee glared at them, then turned to Shelly. “Shelly, you want to go with me and get some ice cream? I'm afraid you're buying, since I'm not allowed to have any money.” Jaycee stomped out of the house.
Shelly laughed and grabbed her coat. She followed her to Dane's truck. Jaycee was about to jump into the driver's seat when Remi grabbed her and took the keys.
Jaycee's beast snapped; she shifted and growled. She pushed him out of the way and grabbed the keys back.
Shelly came around the truck and stopped Remi from grabbing her. She held her hand up. “Leave her alone. She's craving strawberry ice cream and peanut butter. If you interfere, her beast is going to attack. Now leave us alone.” Shelly hopped into the truck.
Jaycee shifted back with clothes on her body. Starting the truck, she pushed the gas down and sent snow flying all over Dane and Remi as they took off.
“Now are you going to tell me why I'm craving shit so early? I'm only a couple of days pregnant,” Jaycee said.
Shelly glanced at her. “From what I've heard, when we get pregnant all the symptoms start right away. Our pregnancies are longer than humans’, but they are also more intense. Now tell me how you're able to do that thing with the clothes.”
“When I first left home, after Curt, one of the places where I ended up was Montana. The family that took me in sort of adopted me. The women had six sons, no daughters. Well, she's a witch, and she's begun to teach me how to use the powers. She is giving me her powers. She said she wouldn't be able to do this with any other woman, but with me, the powers were waiting to come out.” Jaycee pulled into the ice cream shop parking lot. “I'd appreciate you not saying anything to anyone. It would just draw more people to me and I don't need that.” Jaycee looked at Shelly.
Shelly stared at her for a moment. “You amaze me every single day. Something is thrown at you and you still stand strong. I don't think I could ever be as strong as you.” Shelly hugged her. “I won't tell anyone, but you know your mates have big mouths. They're going to tell your father, who will then tell the National Council.”
Shelly got out of the car and Remi, Dane, and Mark came out of R
emi's truck. Jaycee groaned and walked into the ice cream shop. She and Shelly ordered their ice cream and let the men pay for it as they grabbed their food.
Jaycee made her way to a table near the window, large enough to hold all of them. She sat down, and her mates sat down next her.
“So tell me, what were you typing earlier, when Kate and I found you in the family room?” Shelly asked, eating her hot fudge sundae.
Jaycee reached over, taking a scoop of fudge and spreading it over her peanut butter and strawberry ice cream. “I was rewriting a story I wrote a long time ago. Changing it a little so I could send it to one of the publishers. I have books coming out in the next month.” Jaycee took a bit of her ice cream and moaned. She needed more hot fudge and looked at Remi who just sat there. She pointed to the hot fudge. He got up and got her some fudge. She smiled up at him when he handed her the fudge, and she poured it all over her ice cream. He laughed at her as she dug into the ice cream.
“Okay, hold on. You have two stories that are getting published? You never told me you wrote,” Shelly said. “What kind of books do you write?”
Jaycee smiled at her. Leaning forward, she whispered. “Erotic romance.” She giggled as Shelly laughed.
“I can't believe this. I want to read them. Do you have the stories on disk?”
Jaycee nodded her head. “Yep, I'll let you have one of them tonight, but you might want to have a man around. Marsha read one and had to take two showers. I was laughing my butt off.”
Jaycee turned to Remi, “Do you think you could get some fudge and strawberry Ice Cream to take back to the house?”
Jaycee watched him shake his head and get up. He ordered a big tub of strawberry ice cream and a huge container of fudge for her. Jaycee finished her ice cream and rubbed her stomach. “Okay, I'm good to write now. Let's get back home. I want to curl up in bed and write a little before I go to sleep.”
Shelly and Jaycee pulled up to the house. Remi, Dane, and Mark got out of their truck. Jaycee had just shut off the engine and was getting out of the truck when she noticed a couple of females stroll up to the men and rub themselves on them.
Shelly walked over to Jaycee and grabbed her hand. She pulled her towards them. The females stared at them as they approached, but Jaycee didn't say anything.
“We heard you might be looking for company tonight,” one of the females said and stared right at her as she said it. Jaycee sucked in air and her heart thumped wild in her chest.
“They're mated, you stupid bitch, and you know this,” Shelly said.
“So what does that have to do with anything? They can still play. They did in Montana. We heard all about it.” The bitch growled back, then grabbed Remi's cock through his pants and rubbed it.
Jaycee's beast wanted to rip her head off, but she held it back. She glanced up at Remi, who merely stood there. “The choice is yours. Do you want us in your bed, Jaycee?” Remi asked.
Her stomach flipped and rolled at what he was asking her. She wouldn't get sick. She wouldn't. “I love you three, Remi. You're my mates. I'm committed to this relationship.” Jaycee sighed and looked down at the ground. “I would never do what you are doing now, and I guess that is where we are different. My commitment comes from my heart, where yours comes from duty. I'll be upstairs. Come on, Shelly. I'll give you that CD with my story, if you want it still.” Jaycee turned to walk away, and then realized she forgot the ice cream.
“Oh, I'll take that. Might need it tonight if the cravings pop up.” She smiled up at Remi, and took the bag of ice cream and fudge from him. “Thank you for this,” Jaycee whispered. She reached up on her toes and kissed him on the cheek. She ignored the bimbo on his arm.
Jaycee ran into the house with Shelly following close behind. “How could you just stand there and let those bitches touch them?” Shelly asked.
Jaycee put the ice cream in the freezer and the fudge in the fridge. She turned, looking at her friend, then down at the ground. “If we're to start to build some trust, Shelly, they have to make the first move. They hurt me badly. I want them, and my heart cries out for them, but I'm scared to be hurt again. I just gave them a choice. It will kill me if they pick them, but I won't hold them back. They have to want me.” Jaycee walked slowly to the living room with Shelly.
“You have more strength then me. I would have ripped their hearts out, stomped on them, then have ripped my mates’ balls off.”
Jaycee's mates were in the living room, talking to her father. Jaycee looked around for the females, but she knew they wouldn't bring them into the main house. She slipped upstairs and felt their gazes on her. Jaycee swayed her hips just a little more than usual.
Shelly burst out laughing, entering her room. “I thought for sure Dane was going to attack you, right there on the stairs, and Remi, oh my God, he's huge. Did you see the size of his cock in those black leather pants?” Shelly fanned herself on the bed. “How can you take him? He's so big.”
Jaycee felt her face turn red. “Oh Shelly, he makes it fit, and boy, does he have tricks. He shocked the shit out of Dane and me one night.” Jaycee's body heated up as she remembered Remi down on her clit as Dane fucked her.
She fanned herself and smiled at Shelly. “I can say this: they keep my body very happy. Now if they could learn not to rip my heart apart, I'd be all set.” She sighed and handed Shelly her disk. “This is the edited version of the one story that will come out in a month. Just keep it to yourself, will you? It seems my mates don't want me to write, but I have to. It keeps my mind busy.”
“I'll give it back to you tonight. If the assholes don't show up tonight, I want you to come get me. We'll pull an all-nighter in the family room, just us girls, just like we used to,” Shelly said—loud, to make sure her mates heard her.
Jaycee shook her head, going to the dresser looking for a fresh pair of panties to put on after her shower. She saw the teddy she bought two days ago. She pulled it out and looked at it. Could she set aside her hurt? Jaycee went into the bathroom to take her shower. She took her time, shaving and making sure she was clean for them. She even shaved her pussy. She had never shaved there, but she heard that many submissives shaved for their masters. Jaycee felt naked down there, but so sensitive, she liked it.
Jaycee dried off and slipped on the black teddy. It had black fishnet stockings that went with it. She slipped those on and attached them to the teddy. There was no crotch in the teddy, leaving her bare for her mates. Jaycee applied a little perfume behind her ears and down her breasts. She smiled at her reflection. Her nipple rings shimmered in the light and she had to admit to herself that she looked hot.
Jaycee walked out of the bathroom, happy she made this choice. She got some candles, lit them all around the room, and turned off the lights. She even found some handcuffs in one of the drawers and pulled them out. She put them on the nightstand next to the bed. Jaycee pushed the pillows up against the headboard and lay down on the bed. She pulled her book out to read till her mates came.
* * * *
She stretched and opened her eyes. It was three o'clock in the morning and all the candles had burned down to nothing. Her heart shuddered and she got up. Throwing on her robe, Jaycee went downstairs, searching for her mates. Everything was dark and no one was around. She headed for the kitchen. Laughing and moaning came through the doors.
She pushed the door open, her palms sweaty, and her heartbeat racing. Remi and Dane were with the two women from outside earlier. Both women were on Jaycee's kitchen table, their legs spread, as her men ate their pussies.
Jaycee froze. Her robe opened, but she didn't notice it. Her mates were fully clothed, but it didn't matter. This was supposed to be her kitchen, her home, and her mates. A sob broke from her lips and drew their attention. They raised their heads and looked at her. Their eyes traveled over her body as she flew from the room. She ran to Shelly's bedroom and banged on the door, and without waiting for a response, she flew in. She locked the door behind her.
Sh
elly wasn't alone; she peeked from under the man with her.
Jayceee cried and unlocked the door, then ran to the living room, threw off her robe, and shifted into her wolf. The living room door flew open, alarms went off, but she didn't care. She tore off into the woods.
She was stuck with these men who didn't want her, pregnant by a man who couldn't keep his hands to himself. God, what a fool I've been! Jaycee ran, her wolf howling in the wind.
Chapter Twelve
Remi knew they had done it this time. He ran for their room, pushed open the door; she wasn't there. Then he saw the burned-down candles, and remembered what she had been wearing. She had been waiting for her mates, and they'd found someone else. Remi glanced over at Dane, who hung his head, knowing what they did.
Shelly ran into the room. “What the fuck did you do to her? She was dressed in a teddy and waited for you! Did she find you with someone?” Shelly sniffed the air. “You know something, Dane? I expected better from you, but I guess I was wrong. I'm taking Jaycee out of here and you won't follow. You have hurt her for the last time. Get out of here while I pack her things. You two had better think of a way to court her or she will be gone for good. I'm taking her back to Montana. That's where she feels at home. Not here.”
Remi watched Shelly pack his mate's things. They had blown it big time. He let her pack Jaycee's things.
* * * *
Jaycee sat on the plane with Shelly and looked out the window. Her mates hadn't said a word to her. Shelly packed her things and they left for the airport. Hell, they weren't even around. Only her father and Kate had hugged her goodbye. Shelly held onto her hand as the plane landed in Montana. Jaycee still felt so alone.
Bo and Marsha waited for them at the gate as they exited the plane. Jaycee ran into Marsha's arms. Tears ran down her face. Bo growled and hugged her from behind.
“You're home, little sister. We'll take care of you and the baby.” He growled at Shelly.
Jaycee lifted her head, staring at Bo. “She's my sister, Bo, and she's helped me. Be nice. She's going to stay with me for a little while.” Jaycee reached back and grabbed Shelly's hand, pulling her forward.
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