by T. S. Arthur
And the woman set her teeth, and clenched her hand, in momentary but impotent rage.
In the meantime, Mrs. Gaston hurried home with the food she had obtained. She occupied the upper room of a narrow frame house near the river, for which she paid a rent of three dollars a month. It was small and comfortless, but the best her slender means could provide. Two children were playing on the floor when she entered: the one about four, and the other a boy who looked as if he might be nearly ten years of age. On the bed lay Ella, the sick child to whom the mother had alluded, both to the tailor and the shopkeeper. She turned wishfully upon her mother her young bright eyes as she entered, but did not move or utter a word. The children, who had been amusing themselves upon the floor, sprang to their feet, and, catching hold of the basket she had brought in with her, ascertained in a moment its contents.
“Fish and taters! Fish and taters!” cried the youngest, a little girl, clapping her hands, and dancing about the floor.
“Won’t we have some dinner now?” said Henry, the oldest boy, looking up into his mother’s face with eager delight, as he laid his hands upon her arm.
“Yes, my children, you shall have a good dinner, and that right quickly,” returned the mother in a voice half choked with emotion, as she threw off her bonnet, and proceeded to cook the coarse provisions she had obtained at the sacrifice of so much feeling. It did not take long to boil the fish and potatoes, which were eaten with a keen relish by two of the children, Emma and Harry. The gruel prepared for Ella, from the flour obtained at Mrs. Grubb’s, did not much tempt the sickly appetite of the child. She sipped a few spoonfuls, and then turned from the bowl which her mother held for her at the bedside.
“Eat more of it, dear,” said Mrs. Gaston. “It will make you feel better.”
“I’m not very hungry now, mother,” answered Ella.
“Don’t it taste good to you?”
“Not very good.”
The child sighed as she turned her wan face toward the wall, and the unhappy mother sighed responsive.
“I wish you would try to take a little more. It’s so long since you have eaten any thing; and you’ll grow worse if you don’t take nourishment. Just two or three spoonfuls. Come, dear.”
Ella, thus urged, raised herself in bed, and made an effort to eat more of the gruel. At the third spoonful, her stomach heaved as the tasteless fluid touched her lips.
“Indeed, mother, I can’t swallow another mouthful,” she said, again sinking back on her pillow.
Slowly did Mrs. Gaston turn from the bed. She had not yet eaten of the food, which her two well children were devouring with the eagerness of hungry animals. Only a small portion did she now take for herself, and that was eaten hurriedly, as if the time occupied in attending to her own wants were so much wasted.
The meal over, Mrs. Gaston took the unfinished pair of trowsers, and, though feeling weary and disheartened, bent earnestly to the task before her. At this she toiled, unremittingly, until the falling twilight admonished her to stop. The children’s supper was then prepared. She would have applied to Mrs. Grubb for a loaf of bread, but was so certain of meeting a refusal, that she refrained from doing so. For supper, therefore, they had only the salt fish and potatoes.
It was one o’clock that night before exhausted nature refused another draft upon its energies. The garment was not quite finished. But the nerveless hand and the weary head of the poor seamstress obeyed the requirements of her will no longer. The needle had to be laid aside, for the finger had no more strength to grasp, nor skill to direct its motions.
CHAPTER II.
HOW A NEEDLEWOMAN LIVES.
IT was about ten o’clock on the next morning, when Mrs. Gaston appeared at the shop of Berlaps, the tailor.
“Here is the other pair,” she said, as she came up to the counter, behind which stood Michael, the salesman.
That person took the pair of trowsers, glanced at them a moment, and then, tossing them aside, asked Mrs. Gaston if she could make some cloth roundabouts.
“At what price?” was inquired.
“The usual price—thirty cents.”
“Thirty cents for cloth jackets! Indeed, Michael, that is too little. You used to give thirty-seven and a half.”
“Can’t afford to do it now, then. Thirty cents is enough. There are plenty of women glad to get them even at that price.”
“But it will take me a full day and a half to make a cloth jacket, Michael.”
“You work slow, that’s the reason; a good sewer can easily make one in a day; and that’s doing pretty well these times.”
“I don’t know what you mean by pretty well, Michael,” answered the seamstress. “How do you think you could manage to support yourself and three children on less than thirty cents a day?”
“Haven’t you put that oldest boy of yours out yet?” asked Michael, instead of replying to the question of Mrs. Gaston.
“No, I have not.”
“Well, you do very wrong, let me tell you, to slave yourself and pinch your other children for him, when he might be earning his living just as well as not. He’s plenty old enough to be put out.”
“You may think so, but I don’t. He is still but a child.”
“A pretty big child, I should say. But, if you would like to get him a good master, I know a man over in Cambridge who would take him off of your hands.”
“Who is he?”
“He keeps a store, and wants just such a boy to do odd trifles about, and run of errands. It would be the very dandy for your little follow. He’ll be in here to-day; and if you say so, I will speak to him about your son.”
“I would rather try and keep him with me this winter. He is too young to go so far away. I could not know whether he were well or ill used.”
“Oh, as to that, ma’am, the man I spoke of is a particular friend of mine, and I know him to be as kind-hearted as a woman. His wife’s amiability and good temper are proverbial. Do let me speak a good word for your son; I’m sure you will never repent it.”
“I’ll think about it, Michael; but don’t believe I shall feel satisfied to let Henry go anywhere out of Boston, even if I should be forced to get him a place away from home this winter.”
“Well, you can do as you please, Mrs. Gaston,” said Michael in a half offended tone. “I shall not charge any thing for my advice; But say! do you intend trying some of these jackets?”
“Can’t you give me some more pantaloons? I can do better on them, I think.”
“We sha’n’t have any more coarse trowsers ready for two or three days. The jackets are your only chance.”
“If I must, suppose I must, then,” replied Mrs. Gaston to this, in a desponding tone. “So let me have a couple of them.”
The salesman took from a shelf two dark, heavy cloth jackets, cut out, and tied up in separate bundles with a strip of the fabric from which they had been taken. As he handed them, to the woman he said—
“Remember, now, these are to be made extra nice.”
“You shall have no cause of complaint—depend upon that, Michael. But isn’t Mr. Berlaps in this morning?”
“No. He’s gone out to Roxbury to see about some houses he is putting up there.”
“You can pay me for them pantys, I suppose?”
“No. I never settle any bills in his absence.”
“But it’s a very small matter, Michael. Only a dollar and five cents,” said Mrs. Gaston, earnestly, her heart sinking in her bosom.
“Can’t help it. It’s just as I tell you.”
“When will Mr. Berlaps be home?”
“Some time this afternoon, I suppose.”
“Not till this afternoon,” murmured the mother, sadly, as she thought of her children, and how meagerly she had been able to provide for them during the past few days. Turning away from the counter, she left the store and hurried homeward. Henry met her at the door as she entered, and, seeing that she brought nothing with her but the small bundles of work, looked d
isappointed. This touched her feeling a good deal. But she felt much worse when Ella, the sick one, half raised herself from her pillow a said—
“Did you get me that orange, as you promised, mother?”
“No, dear; I couldn’t get any money this morning,” the mother replied, bending over her sick child and kissing her cheek, that was flushed and hot with fever. “But as soon as Mr. Berlaps pays me, you shall have an orange.”
“I wish he would pay you soon then, mother; for I want one so bad. I dreamed last night that I had one, and just as I was going to eat it, I waked up. And, since you have been gone, I’ve been asleep, and dreamed again that I had a large juicy orange. But don’t cry mother. I know you couldn’t get it for me. I’ll be very patient.”
“I know you will, my dear child,” said the mother, putting an arm about the little sufferer, and drawing her to her bosom; “you have been good and patient, and mother is only sorry that she has not been able to get you the orange you want so badly.”
“But I don’t believe I want it so very, very bad, mother, as I seem to. I think about it so much—that’s the reason I want it, I’m sure. I’ll try and not think about it any more.”
“Try, that’s a dear, good girl,” murmured Mrs. Gaston, as she kissed her child again, and then turned away to resume once more her wearying task. Unrolling one of the coarse jackets she had brought home, she found that it was of heavy beaver cloth, and had to be sewed with strong thread. For a moment or two, after she spread it out upon the table, she looked at the many pieces to be wrought up into a well-finished whole, and thought of the hours of hard labor it would require to accomplish the task. A feeling of discouragement stole into her heart, and she leaned her head listlessly upon the table. But only a moment or two elapsed before a thought of her children aroused her flagging energies.
It was after eleven o’clock before she was fairly at work. The first thing to be done, after laying aside the different portions of the garment in order, was to put in the pockets. This was not accomplished before one o’clock, when she had to leave her work to prepare a meal for herself and little ones. There remained from their supper and breakfast, a small portion of the fish and potatoes. Both of these had been boiled, and hashed up together, and, of what remained, all that was required was to make it into balls and fry it. This was not a matter to occasion much delay. In fifteen minutes from the time she laid aside her needle and thimble, the table had been set, with its one dish upon it, and Harry and little Emma were eating with keen appetites their simple meal. But, to Mrs. Gaston, the food was unpalatable; and Ella turned from it with loathing. There was, however, nothing more, in the house; and both Ella and her mother had to practice self-denial and patience.
After the table was cleared away, Mrs. Gaston again resumed her labor; but Emma was unusually fretful, and hung about her mother nearly the whole afternoon, worrying her mind, and keeping her back a good deal, so that, when the brief afternoon had worn away, and the deepening twilight compelled her to suspend her labors, she had made but little perceptible progress in her work.
“Be good children now until I come back,” she said, as she rose from her chair, put on her, bonnet, and drew an old Rob Roy shawl around her shoulders. Descending then into the street, she took her way with a quick step toward that part of the city in which her employer kept his store. Her heart beat anxiously as she drew near, and trembled lest she should not find him in. If not?—but the fear made her feel sick. She had no food in the house, no friends to whom she could apply, and there was no one of whom she could venture to ask to be trusted for even a single loaf of bread. At length she reached the well-lighted store, in which were several customers, upon whom both Berlaps and his clerk were attending with business assiduity. The sight of the tailor relieved the feelings of poor Mrs. Gaston very much. Passing on to the back part of the store, she stood patiently awaiting his leisure. But his customers were hard to please. And, moreover, one was scarcely suited, before another came in. Thus it continued for nearly half an hour, when, the poor woman became so anxious about the little ones she had left at home, and especially about Ella, who had appeared to have a good deal of fever when she came away, that she walked slowly down the store, and paused opposite to where Berlaps stood waiting upon a customer, in order to attract his attention. But he took not the slightest notice of her. She remained thus for nearly ten minutes longer. Then she came up to the side of the counter, and, leaning over toward him, said, in a half whisper—
“Can I speak a word with you, Mr. Berlaps?”
“I’ve no time to attend to you now, woman,” he answered, gruffly, and the half-frightened creature shrunk away quickly, and again stood far back in the store.
It was full half an hour after this before the shop was cleared, and then the tailor, instead of coming back to where Mrs. Gaston stood, commenced folding up and replacing his goods upon the shelves. Fearful lest other customers would enter, the seamstress came slowly forward, and again stood near Berlaps.
“What do you want here to-night, woman?” asked the tailor, without lifting his eyes from the employment in which he was engaged.
“I brought home the other pair of trowsers this morning, but you were not in,” Mrs. Gaston replied.
“Well?”
“Michael couldn’t pay me, and so I’ve run up this evening.”
“You’re a very troublesome kind of a person,” said Berlaps, looking her rebukingly in the face. Then taking a dollar and five cents from the drawer, he pushed them toward her on the counter, adding, as he did so, “There, take your money. One would think you were actually starving.”
Mrs. Gaston picked up the coin eagerly, and hurried away. It was more than an hour since she had left home. Her children were alone, and the night had closed in some time before. The thought of this made her quicken her pace to a run. As she passed on, the sight of an orange in a window reminded her of her promise to Ella. She stopped and bought a small one, and then hurried again on her way.
“Here’s half a dollar of what I owe you, Mrs. Grubb,” said she, as she stepped into the shop of that personage, and threw the coin she named upon the counter. “And now give me a loaf of bread, quickly; some molasses in this cup, and a pint of milk in this,” drawing two little mugs from under her shawl as she spoke.
The articles she mentioned were soon ready for her. She had paid for them, and was about stepping from the door, when she paused, and, turning about, said:
“Oh, I had like to have forgotten! I want two cent candles. I shall have to work late to-night.”
The candles were cut from a large bunch hanging above the narrow counter, wrapped in a very small bit of paper, and given to Mrs. Gaston, who took them and went quickly away.
All was dark and still in the room that contained her children, as she gained the house that sheltered them. She lit one of her candles below, and went up-stairs. As she entered, Ella’s bright eyes glistened upon her from the bed; but little Emma had fallen asleep with her head in the lap of Henry, who was seated upon the floor with his back against the wall, himself likewise locked in the arms of forgetfulness. The fire had nearly gone out, and the room was quite cold.
“Oh, mother, why did yon stay so long?” Ella asked, looking her earnestly in the face.
“I couldn’t get back any sooner, my dear. But see! I’ve brought the orange you have wished for so long. You can eat it all by yourself, for Emma is fast asleep on the floor, and can’t cry for it.”
But Emma roused up, at the moment, and began to fret and cry for something to eat.
“Don’t cry, dear. You shall have your supper in a little while. I have brought you home some nice bread and molasses,” said the mother, in tones meant to soothe and quiet her hungry and impatient little one. But Emma continued to fret and cry on.
“It’s so cold, mamma!” she said. “It’s so cold, and I’m hungry!”
“Don’t cry, dear,” again urged the mother. “I’ll make the fire up nice and warm in a l
ittle while, and then you shall have something good to eat.”
But—”It’s so cold, mamma! it’s so cold, and I’m hungry!” was the continued and incessant complaint of the poor child.
All this time, Ella had been busily engaged in peeling her orange, and dividing it into four quarters.
“See here, Emma! Look what I’ve got!” she said, in a lively, cheerful tone, as soon as her orange had been properly divided. “Come, cover up in bed here with me, until the fire’s made, and you shall have this nice bit of orange.”
Emma’s complaints ceased in a moment, and she turned toward her sister, and clambered upon the bed.
“And here’s a piece for you, Henry, and a piece for mother, too,” continued Ella, reaching out two other portions.
“No, dear, keep it for yourself. I don’t want it,” said the mother.
“And Emma shall have my piece,” responded Henry; “she wants it worse than I do.”
“That is right. Be good children, and, love one another,” said Mrs. Gaston, encouragingly. “But Emma don’t want brother Henry’s piece, does she?”
“No, Emma don’t want brother Henry’s piece,” repeated the child; and she took up a portion of the orange as she spoke, and handed it to her brother.
Henry received it; and, getting upon the bed with his sisters, shared with them not only the orange, but kind fraternal feelings. The taste of the fruit revived Ella a good deal and she, with the assistance of Henry, succeeded in amusing Emma until their mother had made the fire, and boiled some water. Into a portion of the water she poured about half of the milk she had brought home, and, filling a couple of tin cups with this, set it with bread and molasses upon a little table, and called Henry and Emma to supper. The children, at this announcement, scrambled from the bed, and, pushing chairs up to the table, commenced eating the supper provided for them with keen appetites. Into what remained of the pint of milk, Mrs. Gaston poured a small portion of hot water, and then crumbled some bread, and put a few grains of salt into it, and took this to the bed for Ella. The child ate two or three spoonsful; but her stomach soon turned against the food.
