james
earl
hardy
LOVE
THE
ONE
YOU’RE
WITHa novel
DEDICATION
“THIS IS … FOR THE CHEATER IN YOU …”
CONTENTS
Dedication
1 Call me
2 Love the one you’re with
3 That’s What (Girl) Friends are for
4 All Night Long
5 Soul on Ice
6 Say it Loud, I’m Black & I’m Proud!
7 Long Distance Love
8 For the Love of Money
9 Young Willing and Able
10 Just the two of us
11 We’ve Got to Stop Meeting Like This
12 Family Reunion
13 A Song for You
14 I Just Called to Say I Love You
15 I Got My Education
16 Midnight at the Oasis
17 Secret Rendezvous
18 Love Stories
19 Daddy’s Home
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Praise For James Earl Hardy’s Love the One You’re With
Copyright
About the Publisher
1
CALL ME
I picked up the receiver before the phone could ring once …
“Hi, Pooquie.”
“Hay, Baby. How you know it was me?”
“Who else would be calling me at this hour? Besides, I could tell it was you by your ring.”
“My ring?”
“Yes. The phone rings in a special way when you call me. It sounds like you when I’m bangin’ that booty.”
He giggled. “You cray-zee, Little Bit.”
“About you? Most definitely.”
“I ain’t wake you up, did I?”
“No. I’ve just been laying here, waiting for your call. So, I see you got there okay.”
“Yeah.”
“And how was your first flight?”
“It was da bomb!”
“Oh really?”
“Yeah.”
“You didn’t pass out?”
“Nah.”
“You didn’t throw up?”
“Nah.”
“No? There wasn’t any turbulence?”
“Nah, Baby. It was a smooth flight.”
“You didn’t even get queasy sitting by the window?”
“Nah. Shit, that was one of tha best parts.”
“Okay. What were some of the other highlights of the trip?”
“Yo, they know how ta treat cha in first class. I had a brotha servin’ me.”
“Mmm. I bet he was all too happy to see you.”
“He sho’ ’nuff was: we was tha only Black folks up in that section.”
“Doesn’t surprise me …”
“And he made sure I had as many blankets and pillows as I wanted, that my glass was never half-full, and I always had some eats on my table. Ha, if I had asked him, he prob’ly woulda served his ass on a plate. He was all in it.”
“Hmm, I can’t blame him.”
“He wanted ta give me his digits. Told me if I wanted a tour guide ta give him a call. But I told him my Baby wouldn’t like me acceptin’ a stranger’s phone number up in tha air.”
“And what did he say?”
“‘What if I give it to you when we land?’”
We laughed.
“Then he asked if you was my Baby.”
“He did?”
“Yeah. He said he saw us checkin’ in.”
“And what did you tell him?”
“I told him yeah.”
I beamed. “Did you sleep on the plane?”
“How could I wit’ him checkin’ up on me ev’ry five minutes? And tha brotha can talk. By tha end of tha flight, I had him and that other flight attendant in first class sayin’ jood.”
“Ha, you’re gonna have the whole world sayin’ that word soon.”
“Yeah. After tha movie went off, he came ta collect my headphones, saw tha look on my face, and said: ‘I take it the movie wasn’t jood, huh?’”
I giggled. “What movie was it?”
“Forrest Gump.They shoulda called it Forrest Junk. Only white folks would go fuh some American-pie bullshit like that. And tha movie is too damn long!”
“Well, the movie aside, it was an all-around jood experience, huh?”
“Yeah. It was real excitin’ and a lota fun. Tha only minus was my ears poppin’ when we took off. Couldn’t hear a thang fuh like a minute. That Big Red was no match fuh it.”
“I’m glad your first flight was such a success. I just wish I could’ve taken it with you.”
“Me, too, Baby. Me, too.”
We sighed together.
“Did they have a car waiting for you?”
“Yeah, a black stretch limo, Baby. And a sista was drivin!”
“Really?”
“Yeah. And she was su’prised I was a brotha. Said she always be gettin’ them stodgy, white studio VPs. She was able ta finally turn on some hip-hop and turn up that volume. We had madd fun just cuttin’ up. She from Boogie Down.”
“You should request to have her take you back when you leave.”
“I will.”
“Was someone from the studio at the hotel when you arrived?”
“Yeah. This white girl named Clemmy.”
“Clemmy?”
“Her name is Clementine. She say ev’rybody calls her Clemmy.”
“Clementine? As in ‘Oh, my darling’?”
“Yup.”
“Ha. I bet she is whiter than white bread, too.”
“You know it, Baby. And she got this orange hair.”
“Orange?”
“You heard. It matched that hoochie halter she was wearin’. Her hair is really spiky but short. And speakin’ of short—she like a Munchkin and shit. And she was wearin’ these seven-inch black platforms.”
“Mmm … I bet you two were a sight to see at that front desk. What does she do on the project?”
“She a producer’s assistant.”
“Uh-huh. A gofer.”
“Ya know it.”
“And since she was wearing, as you put it, a hoochie halter, I take it the temp is high …?”
“Yeah. It’s like seventy-five.”
“Nice. It’s in the teens here.”
“What? Yo, I’m glad I’m outa that deep freeze. As soon as they said we was about ta land, I took that sweater and them slacks off.”
“Hmmph, no wonder you had folks trying to give you their digits up in the air. But don’t get too used to that summer weather. Remember that you’ll be coming back to this deep freeze in a couple of weeks.”
“Ha, don’t remind me.”
“Oh? So you’ve been there all of a few hours and want me to send you the rest of your things?”
“Nah, Baby. This just tha first time in my life I ever been able ta wear shorts in February.”
“Mmm-hmm. How is the hotel?”
“It’s like Trump Tower and shit. Chandeliers, crystal, and stainless-steel glass ev’rywhere. And tha elevators are outside.”
“They’re outside?”
“Yeah, you know, you get a view of tha whole hotel as it goes up.”
“Oh. That must be nice.”
“And I got a phat room. It’s got two double beds, queen size, plus a separate livin’-room area wit’ a kitchenette. I’m gonna be nukin’ that chicken you cooked fuh me in a minute.”
“Well, they just givin’ you the Tom Cruise treatment, ain’t they?”
“Baby, if I was gettin’ that kinda treatment, I’d be stayin’ in the Presidential Palace not the Gov
ernor’s Suite.”
“Ha, indeed. But it sounds like you on your way there.”
“I guess.”
“It’s almost ten o’clock out there. You’ve got a big day ahead of you. If you’re not too tired, you can call me back after you eat and get settled.”
“You gonna be up?”
“Mmm-hmm. Waiting for your call.”
I could feel that smile. “A’ight. I love you, Little Bit.”
“I love you, too, Pooquie.”
2
LOVE THE ONE YOU’RE WITH
“Well, well, well … if it ain’t Miss Jean Brodie!”
There was Gene, right where he said he’d be: sitting at the bar in Pizzeria Uno, a rather trendy restaurant just blocks from Christopher Street in the West Village (aka Homo Ville). Besides dishing up some very jood pizza, it’s also one of the prime locales in the city where the homiesexuals go to meet one of the Children. While their unsuspecting girlfriends or wives wait for them to take a leak, they’re usually exchanging digits with one of us in the bathroom or by the bar. Gene loves to have a ringside seat for the festivities. He’s been coming every Friday night for the past three years (given how much green he spends in the place, he should own some stock in the company). On a slow night, he sees a half-dozen love connections—and he’s usually making at least one of them himself (although in his case it would be lust).
We hadn’t seen each other in over two months—mainly because I stopped speaking to him. We had a major blowup just after Thanksgiving. Gene and I had never really had a fight before; we argued, even had a couple of shouting matches (in each case over the two things folks should never discuss—religion and politics), but our disagreements didn’t end up with one of us so angry at the other that we decided to cut off all ties. But that almost happened this time. And it was Gene’s “big-azz mutha-fuckin’ mouth” (as Pooquie calls it) that started it.
The incident that almost broke up our friendship happened at my place. We—meaning Pooquie, Gene, B.D., Babyface, and I—had all settled into the living room after a very jood Sunday dinner. I made the turkey and dressing; B.D., the ham; Babyface, the peas and rice; Gene, the string beans and potato salad; Pooquie, the biscuits, with my help (he can’t cook … not in the kitchen, anyway); and the cheesecake was courtesy of Junior’s. Pooquie and B.D. were anxious to trounce Babyface and me in Jeopardy! for the fourth straight time. One would think Babyface, a Manhattan district attorney, and I, the award-winning journalist-turned junior-high-school writing teacher, would be the doubles tournament champs: Pooquie is a high-school dropout, while B.D.—a dancer with his own company, Nia—is a little ditzy (his initials stand for Barry Daniels—or Brain Dense, depending on who you talk to). But since Gene was with us this eve, we decided to play Truth or Shade. Instead of the verbal challenges players face in Truth or Dare, each person writes down a question or two on slips of paper and they are put into a bowl. If anyone believes that the person hasn’t answered the question they’ve chosen truthfully, they will be thrown shade and the group will vote on whether to believe the challenged or the challenger.
To my surprise, Pooquie not only wanted to play but, after everyone wrote down their questions, volunteered to go first. But after reading over his question silently, it looked as if he wished he hadn’t.
“What do you like better: fuckin’ someone or bein’ fucked?”
No doubt Gene came up with that one and the person he wanted to pick it did. He had inquired about our sexual proclivities on more than one occasion and I would’ve shared them but knew that he was the last person Pooquie would appreciate knowing.
“Uh … I don’t think I could choose one over tha other.” Pooquie looked at me. “Variety is definitely tha spice of life wit’ my Baby.”
I think Gene was thrown by his response; he assumed that Pooquie got done (“The B in B-boy really stands for booty, and that’s something those boyz know how to give up”) but probably didn’t expect him to admit it. And the goofy grins on both of our faces were all the proof everyone needed to know he was telling the truth.
B.D. was next. “Have you ever slept with a woman before? If so, when and why did you do it? If not, why not?”
I knew who contributed that question—Pooquie. And I’m pretty sure he wanted me to pick it. He had asked me in the past if I had and I don’t think he believed me when I told him no (he thinks that every man—gay or not—has or at least thought about doing it). He probably figured that presenting it in this forum would force me to disclose that I had in fact done it, especially if I admitted it to any of the others.
But B.D. got the query, and since everyone assumed he would answer no and respond to the Why not? with a Why would I?, we were all ready to move on. In fact, Babyface (yeah, he’s got the cutest little …) had already shifted on the sofa where he and B.D. were entangled (legs and arms looped) so that he could draw his question next, when B.D. matter-of-factly declared …
“Yes.”
As I’ve often heard Gene say during shocking moments like that one: It was so quiet you could hear a rat piss on cotton.
Pooquie ended the silence. “You been wit’ a female?” Even though Pooquie didn’t know B.D. that well, what little he did know (B.D. is the epitome of a muscle queen) made this revelation unbelievable even to him.
Gene was floored. “I cannot believe you’ve actually used what’s between your legs for something other than relieving yourself—and sometimes I can’t believe you do that.”
“Surprise, surprise. Contrary to unpopular belief, it hasn’t just been hanging there all my life like mistletoe.”
“You never told me about that, Baby,” piped in Babyface, who knows better than anyone that B.D. has “decorative dick”—meaning he never touches it during sex. (But at least he will let Babyface touch it; Gene and I have swapped stories about boyz who became completely undone when we attempted to blow, crank or, God forbid, ride their stick—and in every case, we’re talking about a stick, dick down to the knee. Yeah, a waste.) “When did this happen?”
“When I was seventeen. I’ve blocked it out of mind.”
“Uh-huh. The kind of thing you try to forget, right?” Gene smirked.
“Well, not really. I mean, it wasn’t a bad experience.”
“So, you enjoyed it?” Pooquie asked.
“Mmm … not exactly. I don’t regret doing it. The girl … her name was Autumn.”
“Don’t tell me she has a sister named Summer!” Gene chuckled.
“No. But she does have a brother named August.”
“August? What were their parents named: Mother Nature and Father Time?” joked Gene.
“August was the one I was after. He was my age; Autumn was a year younger than us. She had a big crush on me; she would’ve done anything I wanted.”
“Apparently,” I interjected.
He shook his head. “Nope. Doing it was her idea.”
“Really?” groaned Gene. “Ain’t that somethin’: Autumn wanted to take a Fall!” Even Pooquie giggled at that one.
“I felt it was important that I finally come clean with her.”
“You mean, you told her you were after her brother?” I asked.
“Yes. I had to. She had followed me around like a lost puppy for three years, wishin’, hopin’, prayin’ that I’d ask her to marry me. But I wanted to marry her brother!”
“So, what she say when you told her?” Pooquie queried.
“First she thought I was joking. Then she thought I was just being mean, that I was using that as an excuse not to admit I wasn’t interested.”
Gene frowned. “You kept the girl at bay for three years—that should’ve been her hint that you weren’t interested.”
B.D. nodded. “Then she realized I was telling the truth but came up with a solution: ‘You just think you’re gay. Sleep with me and you’ll see you’re not.’”
Gene, Babyface, and I nodded at B.D. and each other. We had all been there before
: Every gay man has (or will have) at least one hetero woman say to him that all it will take is one night (or, in some cases, one hour) with her and he’ll see and feel the light. How ironic that Babyface, the “masculine” one in their relationship, has never slept with a woman, but B.D., the “feminine” one, has.
B.D. continued. “She got it hard. She put the condom on. She guided it in. And she did the bumpin’ and humpin.’”
“Why am I not surprised she did all the work,” Gene giggled.
Pooquie’s eyes narrowed. “You enjoy it?”
“I enjoyed the way she would slap my ass as she bumped and humped. All I could picture was her brother doing that to me. And it didn’t help that she looked just like her brother, so when I looked in her eyes …”
“So you didn’t cum?” asked Pooquie.
“Yes, I did. But not because of how being inside her made me feel.”
I could tell by the look on Pooquie’s face that he didn’t buy that. He’s from the school where, if you can get it up and off with a woman, that means you can’t be gay. But a man can get hard if the wind blows the right way against his dick—and it doesn’t matter what way he swings. And, given all the gay men who function as straight and their wives or girlfriends don’t know it—and, when they do find out, can’t believe it, since he performed in a way that never gave them cause to pause—such a masquerade isn’t hard to pull off.
“Did she think her experiment was successful?” Gene questioned, even though he already knew the answer.
“She did. But she also saw her spell didn’t last long. She came home a week later and found her brother and me fuckin.’”
“No!” I squealed. “How did that happen?”
“Well, she made the mistake of telling her brother about us. And he confronted me about it.”
I was on the edge of my seat for this one. “And what did he say?”
B.D. smiled. “‘If you wanted it, all you had to do was ask!’”
We all cracked up.
“Now, that must have truly been traumatic for her,” I managed to get out between chuckles.
B.D. shrugged. “I guess seeing it with her own eyes was. But in the end, she accepted her brother being gay and us being a couple. The way she saw it, it was better she lose a man to her brother than another woman!”
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