"I will see Fraffin now," Kelexel muttered.
And he remembered: "Ynvic was referring to native immunes, but she said person."
15
Fraffin sat waiting behind his desk as Kelexel entered the director's salon. The room's silver light had been tuned to a high pitch, almost glaring. The surface of the desk glittered. Fraffin wore native dress, a black suit with white linen tie. Golden buttons at the cuffs reflected shards of brilliance into Kelexel's eyes.
Behind a mask of brooding superiority, Fraffin felt himself poised for a pouncing elation. This poor fool of an Investigator! The man had been aimed at his present moment like an arrow. It only remained for him to find the sort of target in which he'd been embedded.
And I aimed him! Fraffin thought. I put him here as surely as I put any native into its predicament.
"You asked to see me?" Fraffin asked. He remained seated, emphasizing his displeasure with the visitor.
Kelexel noted the gesture, ignored it. Fraffin's posture was almost boorish. Perhaps it reflected confidence and that would bear watching. But the Primacy did not send complete fools to do its investigating and the Director must discover this soon.
"I wish to discuss my pet with you," Kelexel said, seating himself across from Fraffin without invitation. The desk was an enormous empty expanse separating them. A fault glistening reflection of Fraffin could be seen in its surface.
"There's something wrong with your pet?" Fraffin asked. He smiled to himself, thinking of the latest report on Kelexel's antics with the native female. The Investigator was suspicious now; no doubt of that. But too late -- far too late.
"Perhaps there's nothing wrong with my pet," Kelexel said. "Certainly she delights me. But it has occurred to me that I know so little really about the natives, her sources, so to speak."
"And you came to me to fill out this information?"
"I felt certain you'd see me," Kelexel said. He waited, wondering if that barb would sink home. Surely, it was time they brought the battle more into the open.
Fraffin sat back, eyelids drooping, silver-blue shadows in the sockets. He nodded to himself. Ahh, it was going to be good sport playing out this fool's downfall. Fraffin savored the anticipatory moment, the instant of revelation.
Kelexel put his hands on the arms of his chair, felt clean edges of construction, a gentle warmth. A distant musky aroma permeated the room, an exotic tantalizing thing full of alien strangeness . . . a floral essence perhaps.
"But you enjoy your pet?" Fraffin asked.
"A delight," Kelexel said. "Better even than the Subi. I wonder that you don't export them. Why is that?"
"So you've had a Subi," Fraffin said, parrying the question.
"I still wonder that you don't export these females," Kelexel said. "I find it very odd."
Oh, you find it odd, Fraffin thought. He experienced an abrupt sour feeling about Kelexel. The man was so obviously besotten with the native female -- his first experience with them.
"There are many collectors who'd leap at the chance to have one of these natives," Kelexel said, probing. "Of all the delights you've gathered here . . ."
"And you think I've nothing better to do than collect my natives for the delight of my fellows," Fraffin said. His voice sounded snappish and he wondered at the emotion in it. Am I jealous of Kelexel? he asked himself.
"Then what is your task here if not to make profit?" Kelexel asked. He could feel himself growing angry with Fraffin. Certainly, the Director knew he faced an Investigator. But none of Fraffin's actions betrayed fear.
"I'm a collector of gossip," Fraffin said. "That I create some of this gossip myself, that is of no moment."
Gossip? Kelexel wondered.
And Fraffin thought: A collector of ancient gossip -- yes.
He knew then that he was jealous of Kelexel, envious of the man's first encounter with a native female. Fraffin remembered the old days when the Chem had moved more openly on this world, creating the machinery of long maturation which they could exploit -- devising leprous diplomats full of pride's blind ignorance, nurturing death wishes to ride each back like a demon. Ahhh, those had been the days.
Fraffin felt himself stretched for a moment on the rack of his own vision, remembering days when he'd lived among the natives -- manipulating, maneuvering, eavesdropping, learning, listening to sniggering Roman boys talks of things their elders had forgotten even to whisper. In his mind, Fraffin saw his own villa with sunglow on a brick walk, grass, a tree, a planting of petulant forsythia. That's what she'd called them -- "petulant forsythia." How clearly he could see in his mind the young pear tree beside the walk.
"They die so easily," he whispered.
Kelexel put a finger to his cheek, said: "I think you're just a touch morbid -- all this emphasis on violence and death."
It wasn't in the plan, but Fraffin couldn't help himself. He glared at Kelexel, said: "You think you hate such things, eh? No, you don't! You say you're attracted by such things as this pretty native of yours. I hear you fancy the native clothing." He touched a sleeve of his jacket, a curious caressing gesture. "How little you know yourself, Kelexel."
Kelexel's face went dark with anger. This was too much! Fraffin exceeded all bounds of propriety!
"We Chem have locked the door on death and violence," he muttered. "Viewing it as a dalliance, no more."
"Morbid, you say?" Fraffin asked. "We've locked the door on death? No longer for us, is it?" He chuckled. "Yet, there it stands, our eternal temptation. What do I do here that attracts you so -- attracts you so much that in the very voice of admission you inquire about that which repels? I'll tell you what I do here: I play with temptations that my fellow Chem may watch."
Fraffin's hands moved as he talked -- chopping, cutting gestures that exposed the ever-young flesh, active, vibrant -- small hairs curling on the back of the fingers, nails blunt, flat.
Kelexel stared at the man, caught in the spell of Fraffin's words. Death-temptation? Surely not! Yet, there was a cold certainty in the idea.
Watching Fraffin's hands, Kelexel thought: The hand must not overthrow the mind.
"You laugh," Kelexel said. "You think me amusing."
"Not just you," Fraffin said. "All is amusement -- the poor creatures of my caged world and every last blessed one of us who cannot hear the warnings of our own eternal lives. All warnings have one exception, eh? Yourself! That's what I see and that's what amuses me. You laugh at them in my productions, but you don't know why you laugh. Ahh, Kelexel, here's where we hide the awareness of our own mortality."
Kelexel spoke in shocked outrage: "We're not mortal!"
"Kelexel, Kelexel -- we're mortal. Any of us can end it, cease the rejuvenation, and that's mortal. That's mortal."
Kelexel sat silently staring. The Director was insane!
For Fraffin, the everlasting awareness which his own words had aroused foamed across his mind and, receding, exposed his rage.
I'm angry and remorseful, he thought. I've accepted a morality no other Chem would entertain for a moment. I'm sorry for Kelexel and for all the creatures I've moved and removed without their knowing. They sprout fifty heads within me for every one I cut off. Gossip? A Collector of gossip? I'm a person of sensitive ears who can still hear a knife scraping toast in a villa that no longer exists.
He remembered the woman then -- the dark, exotic chatelaine of his Roman home. She'd been no taller than himself, stunted by native standards, but lovely in his sight -- the best of them all. She'd borne him eight mortal children, their mixed blood concealed in the genetic melt. She'd grown old and dull of face -- and he remembered that too. Remembering her blunted look, he saw the black throng, the mixed-up disasters of their mingled genes. She'd given him something no other could: a share in mortality that he could accept for his own.
What the Primacy wouldn't give to know about that little interlude, he thought.
"You talk like a madman," Kelexel whispered.
We contend o
penly now, eh? Fraffin thought. Perhaps I move too slowly with this dolt. Perhaps I should tell him now how he's caught in our trap. But Fraffin felt himself swept up in the flow of his own anger. He couldn't help himself.
"A madman?" he asked, his voice sneering. "You say we're immortal, we Chem. How're we immortal? We rejuvenate and rejuvenate. We achieve a balance point, frozen short of final destruction. At what stage in our development, Chem Kelexel, are we frozen?"
"Stage?" Kelexel stared at him. Fraffin's words were firebrands.
"Yes, stage! Are we frozen in maturity? I think, not. To mature one must flower. We don't flower, Kelexel."
"I don't . . ."
"We don't produce something of beauty and loveliness, something which is the essence of ourselves! We don't flower."
"I've had offspring!"
Fraffin couldn't contain his laughter. When it subsided, he faced a now openly angry Kelexel, said: "The unflowering seed, the perpetual immaturity producing the perpetual immaturity -- and you brag about it! How mean and empty and frightened you are, Kelexel."
"What've I to fear?" Kelexel demanded. "Death can't touch me. You can't touch me!"
"Except from within," Fraffin said. "Death can't touch a Chem except from within. We're sovereign individuals, immortal citadels of selfdom that no force can storm . . . except from within. In each of us there's that seed out of our past, the seed which whispers: Remember? Remember when we could die?'"
Kelexel pushed himself upright, stood glaring down at Fraffin. "You're insane!"
"Sit down, visitor," Fraffin said. And he wondered at himself. Why do I goad him? To justify myself in what I must do? If that's so, then I should give him something he can use against me. I should make this a more equal contest.
Kelexel sank back into his seat. He reminded himself that the Chem were mostly immune to the more bizarre forms of madness, but one never knew what stresses might be imposed by outpost living, by contact with an alien race. The boredom psychosis threatened all of them -- perhaps Fraffin had succumbed to something in that syndrome.
"Let us see if you have a conscience," Fraffin said.
It was such an unexpected statement that Kelexel could only goggle at him. There came a sense of furtive emptying within himself, though, and Kelexel recognized peril in Fraffin's words.
"What harm could there be in that?" Fraffin asked. He turned. Earlier one of the crew had brought a vase of roses and put them on the cabinet behind his desk. Fraffin looked at the roses. They were full blown, dripping blood-colored petals like the garlands on Diana's altar. There's no more joking in Sumeria, he thought. No more do we jest, inserting foolishness into Minerva's wisdom.
"What are you talking about?" Kelexel asked.
For answer, Fraffin moved a control stud beneath his desk. His pantovive reproducer whirred into action, slid across the room like a giant beast and positioned itself at Fraffin's right where they would share the view of its focusing stage.
Kelexel stared at it, suddenly dry-mouthed. The frivolous entertainment machine was a sudden monster that he feared was capable of striking him unaware.
"It was thoughtful of you to provide one of these for your pet," Fraffin said. "Shall we see what she's watching?"
"How can that concern us?" Kelexel demanded. He heard anger and uncertainty in his own voice, knew Fraffin was aware of this reaction.
"Let us see," Fraffin said. He swung the bank of control studs within easy reach, moved them lovingly. The stage became a native room up there on the planet surface -- a long, narrow room with beige plaster walls, a washed brown ceiling. The view looked directly along a burn-scarred plank table that jutted from a steam radiator which hissed beneath the red and white curtains of a barred window.
Two men sat facing each other across the table.
"Ahh," Fraffin said. "On the left we have your pet's father, and on the right we have the man she'd have mated with had we not stepped in and given her to you."
"Stupid, useless natives," Kelexel sneered.
"But she's watching them right now," Fraffin said. "This is what's going into her pantovive . . . which you so kindly provided."
"She's quite happy here; I'm sure of it," Kelexel said.
"Then why don't you release her from the manipulator?" Fraffin asked.
"When she's fully conditioned," Kelexel said. "She'll be more than content to serve a Chem when she understands what we can provide her."
"Of course," Fraffin said. He studied Andy Thurlow's profile. The lips moved, but Fraffin kept the sound bar turned off. "That's why she watches this scene from my current production."
"What's so important about this scene?" Kelexel demanded. "Perhaps she's caught by your artistry."
"Indeed," Fraffin said.
Kelexel studied the native on the left. His pet's father? He noted how the native's eyelids drooped. This was a heavy-featured creature with an air of secretiveness about it. The native might almost have been a gross Chem. How could that thing have fathered the slender grace of his pet?
"The one she'd have mated with is a native witchdoctor," Fraffin said.
"Witchdoctor?"
"They prefer to be called psychologists. Shall we listen to them?"
"As you said: What harm could there be in that?"
Fraffin moved the sound bar. "Yes, indeed."
"Perhaps it'll be amusing," Kelexel said, but there was no amusement in his voice. Why did his pet watch these creatures out of her past? This could only torment her.
"Shhh," Fraffin said.
"What?"
"Listen!"
Thurlow bent to arrange a stack of papers on the table. The sound was a faint hissing. There came the smell of dusty air, stale and full of strange essences, as the sensimesh web encompassed Kelexel and Fraffin.
Joe Murphey's guttural voice rumbled from the stage: "I'm surprised to see you, Andy. Heard you had some sort of attack."
"It must've been the one-day flu," Thurlow said. "Everybody's been having it"
(Fraffin chuckled.)
"Any word from Ruthy?" Murphey asked.
"No."
"You've lost her again, that's what. Thought I told you to take care of her. But maybe women's all alike."
Thurlow adjusted his glasses, looked up and straight into the eyes of the watching Chem.
Kelexel gasped.
"What do you make of that?" Fraffin whispered.
"An immune!" Kelexel hissed. And he thought: I have Fraffin now! Allowing an immune to watch his shooting crew! He asked: "Is the creature still alive?"
"We recently gave him a little taste of our power," Fraffin said, "but I find him too amusing to destroy."
Murphey cleared his throat and Kelexel sat back, watching, listening. Destroy yourself, then, Fraffin, he thought.
"You wouldn't get sick if you were in here," Murphey said. "I've gained weight on this jailhouse diet. What surprises me is how well I've adjusted to the routine here."
Thurlow returned his attention to the papers in front of him.
Kelexel felt himself caught by the creatures' actions, sensed himself sinking out of sight into these other beings, becoming a bundle of watchful senses. One irritant remained to gnaw at him, though: Why does she watch these creatures from her past?
"Things are going along all right, eh?" Thurlow asked. He stacked inkblot cards in front of Murphey.
"Well it does drag," Murphey said. "Things're slow here." He tried not to look at the cards.
"But you think jail agrees with you?"
Fraffin manipulated the pantovive controls. Point of view moved closer to the natives. The two figures became enlarged profiles. (Kelexel experienced the eerie sensation that his own flesh had been moved, pushed forward to a new vantage.)
"We're going to run these cards a little differently this time," Thurlow said. "You've been having these tests so frequently, I want to change the pace."
An abrupt crouching look came over Murphey's hunched shoulders, but his voice eme
rged open and bland: "Anything you say, Doc."
"I'll sit here facing you," Thurlow said. "That's a bit unorthodox, but this situation's full of irregularities."
"You mean you knowing me and all?"
"Yes." Thurlow placed a stopwatch beside him on the table. "And I've changed the usual order of the cards."
The stopwatch exerted a sudden attraction for Murphey. He stared at it. A fault tremor moved up his thick forearms. With a visible effort, he arranged his features into a look of eager brightness, a willingness to cooperate.
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