by A. T Brennan
“Yes!” they both cried out, and I chuckled as I let go of Isaac and moved to the dresser to grab two condoms.
I tossed the condoms on the comforter and guided Isaac so he was standing next to the bed with his legs slightly spread. Together we pulled Cody so his ass was right at the edge of the mattress. As Isaac hooked Cody’s legs over his arms I ripped open one of the condoms and pulled his jock aside as I quickly rolled it down Isaac’s rock hard cock. Gripping him by the base I guided his cock head to Cody’s entrance, and as Isaac leaned forward, folding Cody’s body back in on itself to open him up, I pushed Isaac’s hips forward.
Both men groaned in pleasure as Isaac slid all the way inside Cody’s body so he was fully seated on the first pass.
“Hold him open for me,” I instructed Cody as I grabbed the second condom and suited up.
Cody’s hands gripped the globes of Isaac’s ass, splitting him open so I could see his hole, quivering and ready for me. I really wanted to lean down and lick him, but I hated the taste of lube so that would have to wait until another time.
I stepped behind Isaac and gently nudged his entrance with my cock, letting him know what I was planning.
“Yes, fuck yes,” he moaned as I pushed inside him, his muscles gripping me as his body adjusted around my girth.
This was it.
This was the moment all three of us became completely connected, when we moved from being a threesome to a trio.
I could tell Isaac was close to losing it so I took over. I held his hips and surged inside him, finding a fast and hard rhythm that forced him forward with every thrust. His dick might have been inside Cody, but we were both fucking him.
“Fuck, Jonah. Cody!” Isaac cried out.
“That’s it, baby. Take it. Feel it,” I whispered against his neck, trailing my lips over his sweaty skin.
“I’m not going to last!” he panted. “It’s too fucking good.”
I removed one of my hands from Isaac’s hip and reached around his body so I could grip Cody’s shaft. His jock had been pushed aside as they’d rutted together and he was slick with pre-cum.
“Fuck yourself with my cock, baby,” I said to Isaac as I dragged my hand up and down Cody’s length. “Fuck him and fuck me. Make yourself come for us.”
“Fuck!”
I held my body still, only moving my hand to keep pleasuring Cody as Isaac began to snap his hips, driving his dick deep inside Cody and then impaling himself on mine every time he drew back.
“Fuck. Oh fuck!”
Isaac let out a keening cry. The sound was so pure and primal I had to grit my teeth as my own orgasm threatened to explode.
“Fuck!”
Cody was the first to come, his release spilling over my hand and splashing on his chest.
Isaac followed a moment later, almost collapsing as his body shuddered and he cried out in the quiet room.
As soon as his ass clamped down around my cock I was done. My orgasm hit hard and fast and my hips moved of their own accord, rolling in a frenzied pace as I fucked Isaac through the waves of pleasure and the aftershocks that followed.
“Holy shit,” Isaac rasped, his arms and legs shaking as he held himself over Cody. I knew my added weight wasn’t helping so I planted my feet and shifted back so Isaac could collapse on Cody, releasing Cody’s legs so he could hook them around Isaac’s hips.
“Oh my god.” Cody wrapped his arms around Isaac, holding him as they came down from the high of their releases.
I pulled out of Isaac and ripped off my condom, tying it off and tossing it aside before I carefully pulled Isaac’s softening cock out of Cody and removed his condom, giving it the same treatment.
As I watched my young lovers embracing and sharing deep and passionate kisses, their tight bodies slick with sweat and glistening beautifully in the light, I knew for sure that they were meant to be.
I didn’t doubt their feelings for me, I just knew that what they felt for each other was stronger than anything we could ever build as a group of three.
I was the one who would be left behind. Again.
I picked up the used condoms and headed into the bathroom to dispose of them. When they were taken care of I washed my hands then stripped off my jock and wet a cloth so I could clean us up. For the first time in our short relationship, I felt like an interloper and needed to give them some space.
When I came back into the bedroom they seemed to have recovered and welcomed me with smiles, pulling me down on the bed with them so we could cuddle. I cleaned Cody and Isaac up, helped them strip naked and lay with them, holding them tight as I tried to live in the moment. Right now I wanted to be happy. I’d deal with the heartbreak later.
After a few minutes of cuddling Cody remembered his chocolate covered pretzels and brought the bag into bed with us. We devoured the snack, making cracks about the mixing of flavors and laughing as Isaac pulled out every ‘dad joke’ he’d ever heard to try and distract us so he could eat more of the pretzels. It had been fun and silly and perfect, and when we’d finished eating we’d resumed cuddling and talking.
Eventually we’d had to get up and take a shower, and it was the first time nothing sexual happened while we washed up. Cody and Isaac had been in silly moods and tried to start a bubble fight with my body wash. When I’d clucked my tongue at them teasingly they’d ganged up on me and I’d ended up covered in a second layer of body wash bubbles. It had been foolish and fun and exactly what I needed to break my mood.
It hadn’t been late when we finished showering, but Isaac had been up early and my week had been long so we crawled into bed, getting into the familiar position of having Cody in the middle as Isaac spooned him while his head rested on my chest with his arm over my stomach. We’d shared a few sweet kisses and wished each other goodnight. Isaac had fallen asleep right away and Cody had followed only minutes later.
It took me a lot longer to fall asleep, even though I was dead tired.
I was worried about how much longer Cody and Isaac would want me around, and I was still uneasy about the break-in at Galen’s office. Someone wanted those files for a reason, but as of right now we had no idea what that was.
Eventually I dozed off, but my sleep was fitful and my dreams were less than awesome.
* * * * *
The weekend together was amazing. There was no other way to describe it.
Isaac had gotten up early on Saturday and started breakfast. The smell of bacon and coffee had woken both Cody and I, and we’d gone down to help him finish up. The meal had been wonderful and the company even better, and after cleaning up we’d gone to the living room. We hadn’t really done anything in particular, just sat around and talked, our bodies cuddled up together.
We’d fixed ourselves something to eat for lunch, and I’d suggested we go out for dinner. There was a small Thai place within walking distance of my house that I loved, and I wanted to share it with them. There hadn’t been enough seating for three, only two, so we’d ordered our food to go and brought it back to the house.
Cody wasn’t a fan of spicy food so we’d gotten the mildest dishes on the menu, except for the spicy vegetables and beef, which was my favorite. Isaac had been able to handle a few bites, but even the smell had been too much for Cody.
We’d eaten at the table, sharing the food and laughing at our varying abilities with chopsticks and handling spice, and when the leftovers were in the fridge I grabbed us all a beer and we headed into the living room to watch another movie.
This time Isaac and Cody had cuddled up together, their bodies fitting like puzzle pieces as Cody had leaned against me.
I loved seeing them together, and my dick had hardened when I saw them exchanging lazy kisses at various points in the movie. Cody had made sure to keep one of his hands on me at all times as they kissed so I knew they hadn’t forgotten me, but it reminded me that I was the odd man out.
That night I’d taken both Cody and Isaac.
We’d started with Cody
on his hands and knees between us as he feasted on Isaac’s cock while I fucked him into the mattress. When he’d come all over my comforter he’d switched with Isaac, giving me a turn at his ass while he’d laved at Isaac’s spent dick.
I’d come before Isaac since I wouldn’t let him touch his cock, and then Cody and I had finger fucked Isaac together, giving him a prostate massage as we did, and he’d come so hard he’d almost blacked out.
I’d cleaned my men up with warm washcloths and stripped the comforter off the bed. It was hot enough in my room that the sheet would be enough, so I hadn’t bothered getting the spare one out of the linen closet. Then we’d snuggled up under the covers.
Isaac had fallen asleep almost immediately as he lay between us, his body cuddled up against mine as Cody spooned him, and Cody and I had a chance to talk.
He’d told me a few things about his life after leaving Open Arms, including how he’d lived with his day manager, Layla, for over a year and had only gotten his own place a few months ago. He’d asked about my family, and he’d told me about his nightmares.
I felt a lot closer to him at the end of the conversation than I had only hours ago, and I was glad for the extra one-on-one time with him, even with Isaac gently snoring between us.
We’d spent Sunday naked and in bed, only venturing out for food, coffee and to clean up.
Isaac had wanted Cody to top him, and while Cody had been nervous, it had been incredible to be a part of that moment. Cody had wanted me right there with him, prepping Isaac while he watched, and helping and guiding him with my voice and body when it was time for him to take over. I’d encouraged both of them, telling them how perfect they were and how much I loved seeing them together as I’d held Cody’s hips, pacing him as he’d slipped inside Isaac for the first time.
When Cody had found his rhythm I’d jacked Isaac off, keeping my drags in time with Cody’s thrusts so they came at nearly the same time.
Considering how big of a moment it was for them, especially for Cody since it was his first time topping, I’d laid down with them and gotten myself off as they kissed me and ran their hands over my body.
It had been a perfect weekend, and when it was time for them to leave so we could sleep in our own beds before starting our work week again, I hadn’t wanted to say goodbye.
Living with them, spending the entire weekend had been easy and natural, and as I’d watched them head out to Isaac’s car, their bags at their sides and holding hands, I’d felt my chest tighten.
I was completely in love with both of them. There was no way I could avoid getting my heart broken now.
Chapter Sixteen
Cody
“Well aren’t you a chipper one today.”
I glanced over at Layla as I dumped a bucket of ice in the cooler.
“Me?” I tried to give her an innocent look, but I knew my face was flaming.
Layla rolled her eyes and took the bucket from me. “You’ve been grinning like a fool since the moment you walked in. What’s his name?”
I bit my lip as Layla put the bucket away under the bar and stood, pushing her long red braid over her shoulder as she did.
There were very few people in the world who could read me like a book, and Layla was one of them. It didn’t matter what I said, she’d figure out the truth. She always did.
“Um, it’s not like that... not really.”
“You haven’t been getting some?” She arched her eyebrow at me as she leaned against the bar.
We’d only opened the doors ten minutes ago so the bar was empty and the skeleton kitchen staff were in the back and couldn’t hear what we were saying.
“Well...”
“Cody, honey. Tell me what’s going on.”
As I looked into Layla’s brilliant green eyes I sighed. She’d seen me at my worst and never judged me. If there was one person I could be completely open with, it was her.
“I’m kinda in a relationship.”
“Oh my god! You have a boyfriend?” She clapped her hands excitedly.
“Not exactly—”
“A girlfriend? Since when are you bi?”
“I’m not. Trust me. All gay, all day.” I grinned as she laughed. “I have two boyfriends... we all date.”
“Well, what are their names? Where did you meet? Details, honey.”
The way Layla skimmed over the fact that I was seeing two men at the same time like I’d told her there was a sixty percent chance of rain tomorrow sent a flush of gratitude through me. Layla really was the most incredible and understanding person I knew.
“One of them is Isaac.”
“I knew it! I’ve seen the way you boys look at each other, but it’s only when you know the other is looking away. Who’s the other?”
“His name is Jonah. I met him when I went into Open Arms one night, then he came here and met Isaac... and yeah.”
“And yeah? Cody, I may not like men but I can handle at least a few details.”
I blushed and bit my lip.
“Isaac and Jonah went out and hit it off, then Isaac told me he loves me. I kissed him, then went to see Jonah. We kissed and... yeah. We all started dating.”
“Wow. I’m so happy for you.” She came to stand in front of me and gently pressed her small hand against my cheek. “You’re the most incredible and the sweetest man I’ve ever met. You deserve to be happy, and I love seeing you smile, hon.”
“Thanks, Layla.” I put my hand over hers, keeping the contact for a few beats longer than I normally would have and she grinned wickedly.
“I see they’ve gotten you over a certain aversion.” She winked and I dropped her hand, chuckling as my face flushed, again.
“Yeah, well, I’m not about to stand on the street corner with a ‘free hugs’ sign, but I’m okay with touching now.”
“That’s amazing, really. I’m so happy for you.”
“Thanks.”
“Oh come here.”
Layla grabbed me and dragged me into a big hug. A few weeks ago I wouldn’t have been able to handle such an aggressive embrace, now I was clinging to her and hugging her back like I never wanted to let her go.
When I finally did loosen my grip she dropped her arms and stepped back, her eyes bright with unshed tears.
“Layla?” I asked, putting my hand on her arm.
“Sorry. I’m a little emotional today.”
“It’s fine.” I smiled. “Are you okay?”
“I’m perfect.” She shook her head, almost as though she was trying to shake away her tears. “I’m just really happy for you. The first time I saw you, I knew there was this bright, open and happy man trapped beneath all of the shit that was weighing you down, and to see it come out is truly amazing.”
“I feel... different. Like this whole new world is open to me.” I blushed and looked at the floor for a second. “Before everything was scary. No matter where I was or who I was with, I had this fear that something bad was going to happen. I could never relax, and even when things were good I was scared. I’m not scared anymore.”
Layla beamed as she listened to me.
“And it’s not just Isaac and Jonah. It’s me too. They helped me trust, to let go of some of that fear, but I did the rest. It feels good to finally be in control of my own head.”
“That’s fantastic, hon. You have no idea how happy I am.”
“Layla, can I ask you something?” My voice was hesitant. I didn’t want to overstep, but there was something I’d wanted to ask her for a while now but never had the courage.
“Sure.” She gave me a quizzical look.
“When I was staying with you, I heard you talking about someone when you were on the phone one day.”
“Who?”
“Joseph.”
Layla’s eyes clouded for a second and I immediately felt like the world’s biggest asshole.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have—”
“No, it’s okay. It’s just been a long time since I heard that n
ame out of the blue like that.” She shook her head and pulled in a deep sigh. “Joseph was my son.”
My mind blanked for a second. I’d had no idea Layla had a child.
“He was premature and was born at twenty-six weeks. They tried to save him, but he died three days after he was born.”
“Oh god, I’m so sorry.”
I wasn’t just the world’s biggest asshole, I was also a colossal jerk and felt horrible.
“I don’t talk about him much. That was a turbulent time in my life. I was hiding who I was and made some stupid choices. He would have been nineteen this year.”
I did some quick mental math and had to clench my jaw shut when it threatened to fall open. Layla was thirty-three. It wasn’t exactly a secret but only Evan and I knew her exact age, the rest of the guys just knew she was in her thirties. That meant she would have had her son at fourteen.
“I guess that’s why I was drawn to you and Blaze. I was only a mom for three days, but I’ve felt this hole in my life for so long. Then you boys came along and you let me mother you. I’ve given up hope that I’ll ever have another child, but you boys make me feel whole again.”
“Layla.” I held her by the shoulders until she looked at me. “You have been an incredible mom to me. We’re not blood, but when I think of the woman who helped shape and raise me, I think of you. I know Blaze feels the same way, and all of the guys love you as a friend and surrogate mother. No matter what happens in the future, you’ll always have five boys to look out for, who would lay down their lives for you. Okay?”
Layla didn’t say anything. She just pulled me into a crushing hug and I gently rubbed her back as she took a moment to calm down.
“Thank you,” she whispered against my neck.
“No, Layla. Thank you. For everything. You and Evan saved my life. I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you.”
When Layla finally pulled away from my hug she went into the office to do some paperwork and compose herself.
After spending so much time with her, living in her apartment, I was only now realizing just how much I didn’t know about her. I felt like a conceited dick, always laying my shit on her but never asking about her life and past, and she wasn’t the only one.
