by Amy Brent
“Just a little bit,” Cammy agreed as she shook her head.
“I don’t want to stop this. I like what we have,” Brent told her as she smiled at him.
“I don’t either,” Cammy admitted, and he smiled at her as they seemed to agree. “I can work with that.” She knew that she had changed in the last month and that her life as a supposedly single twenty-two-year-old was over in some ways. She wanted this; dinner at the table and sex in any room with the man that just happened to be her stepfather. It wasn’t a blood relation in any way, but it was still looked down upon. It made her happy, though. If she had to hide that until it destroyed her, she would.
“Good,” Brent answered as he seemed to relax. Cammy wondered if he was as scared of losing her as she was of losing him? He’d made it clear that he was not ready to be out in the open, but they were the same behind closed doors. They went to his room, and she looked at him as she sat on the bed.
“Do you want me in here with you?”
“I do. I like the feeling of you beside me. That’s new for me,” Brent admitted as she looked at him. They turned on a movie to watch as they relaxed with some wine and she snuggled close to him. They had sex before they fell asleep for the night, though Cammy sensed that it was becoming more than just sex as they came together this time. “Did your life revolve around everything downstairs in the room today?” Brent asked her sleepily as he pulled her naked body against his.
“I did. I crave you during the day when you’re at work.” Cammy told him as he traced her stomach with his fingers.
“Wait until we’re there together,” Brent told her as she smiled. “Long lunches with the door locked as I have you on my desk and my couch. I can’t wait.”
“You’ll be able to do that while hiding this?” Cammy asked as he fell silent for a moment.
“I’ll find a way.” They slowly fell asleep together and Cammy woke up early as usual before she went to her room. That was a habit during the week so that Tasha didn’t catch them and she always fell back asleep in her bed all alone. It wasn’t as nice as being with him and she often missed him leaving for work, though that would change in a matter of days.
Today Cammy got up late and decided to go shopping for the day on her own. While Cammy had told Brent that she had some clothes, it wouldn’t hurt to get some more for the office. Hers were mostly for school and fun, and she took the car that he’d purchased for her last year and headed to the mall. She found some great skirts and a few new shirts, as well as some comfortable, sexy slacks. Every time she tried something on, Cammy wondered if Brent would like it if she were smaller. Her mother had been skinnier than Cammy and from what she’d seen of the past women in his life, that is what he seemed to enjoy. Cammy was a firm size sixteen, and he’d never complained, but she couldn’t help but wonder as she paid for her purchase with the credit card that he’d given her early on. Cammy took some bags to her car and locked it back up before she ventured inside of the mall again and looked around.
Victoria’s Secret was right across from her, and Cammy smiled as she sauntered across the floor and paused in front of the door. “Cammy!” She turned her head to see a friend from college and waved as she felt her enthusiasm drain out of her body.
“Hey, Kelly,” Cammy smiled as the redhead approached her and glanced at the store. “I heard they’re having a sale. I thought I might stock up.”
“I’ll check it out too. How is your summer?” Kelly asked her as Cammy reluctantly followed her into the store.
“I’ve just been relaxing at home for the most part. I am going to start working at my stepfather’s office next week to help him out so that’ll make time pass by. I was just buying some clothes for that.” They looked through the sale that Cammy had completely made up and selected a few things before Kelly got a text from her boyfriend and had to leave. Cammy took that opportunity to walk into the other part of the store. She found several items that she liked for Brent and tried everything on to narrow down her list. She had a woman assisting her and ended up with pretty corsets and thongs along with some short and skimpy items of lingerie. Cammy picked a few edgy items as well and tucked them into her pile before she paid and left with another giant bag. The cashier told her that she hoped her boyfriend loved everything and Cammy blushed as she thanked her.
Lisa walked through the door as Cammy was leaving and she looked her friend over before her eyes rested on the bag in her hand. “You could’ve called me. I’d have shopped with you.”
“It was last minute,” Cammy told her as Lisa nodded and asked her what she bought at Vicky’s. “Oh, just some stuff on sale. It was time to stock up.”
“That’s a big bag. I think you bought more than just a few pairs of underwear,” Lisa accused her and watched as Cammy flushed. “What’s going on with you?”
“Nothing, Lisa. I told you that already.” Lisa just stared at her. “I just did some shopping. You know that I do shop sometimes, right?”
“Of course, I do, but there is something different with you beyond that.” Lisa shot back as Cammy winced. She wanted to open up and tell Lisa how much things have changed and how happy that she was in a situation that was so wrong. Cammy wanted to tell somebody so badly that she could taste it, but she’d agreed with Brent not to. “I can see that you’re not going to tell me, but I really thought we were best friends. We have been for years.”
“We are,” Cammy choked out before Lisa turned and left the mall to walk back to the parking lot. Cammy stared at her as she stepped out into the hot summer air and tears filled her eyes. What was happening to her? She was changing so much, and Cammy walked to heart car with her shoulders slumped instead of being excited to show Brent what she’d purchased.
Her stepfather.
She drove home and put the clothes away slowly and methodically before dropping into her bed in a t-shirt. Tasha was there and making some soup for dinner, but Cammy claimed that she was feeling ill and wanted to rest. She crawled into bed and fell into a fitful sleep for the rest of the day as she dreamed of alternate futures for her situation.
It was dark when there was a knock at the door, and she blinked as Brent walked into her room. “Cam? Are you okay?”
“I was just feeling off,” Cammy told him as she felt him sit on the bed. Her body responded violently, and she closed her eyes as she tried to control her hormones. “I wanted to lie down for a while.” She was glad that everything was tucked away into her dresser and closet because she wasn’t even sure that she wanted to wear any of the lingerie now. It just felt so wrong, but her skin heated up as he slipped his hand under the cover and touched her bare thigh. They’d never done anything in here, and she suddenly wanted to soil this room with memories of their deprivation.
“And now?” Brent asked as she sucked in her breath. “Are you hungry or anything?”
“For you,” Cammy responded in a weak voice as his hand slid over the lace of her underwear. “Oh God.”
“I’ve never been with you in here. It seemed like your space, and I just didn’t think that you’d want it. Do you?”
“Yes. Is she gone?” Cammy panted as she dropped her legs open and arched her back.
“She is,” Brent assured her as he stroked her clit and she rocked against him. “What’s wrong, Cammy?”
“I need to cum. I want you to make me cum, Brent. I want you,” Cammy panted as he slipped one thick finger inside of her as he kept stroking her. “I think about you all day, and I can’t talk about it. I just reflect on this and being in that room with you.” She felt the covers pulled down and a hand pushing up the soft material of her shirt to grab at her breast.
“I think about you all day. I can’t wait to get home, and I’ve been blowing off later nights at the office to get home,” Brent responded as she rocked her body against his fingers to find the release that she needed so badly. “This is changing my life.” He watched her as she winced and tightened around him to wet his fingers as she whimpered his
name. “Jesus, to see you like this.”
He ripped his hand away and removed his suit quickly and tossed it onto the floor. “I want to fuck you so hard right now. I want to cum inside of you so much. Turn over.” Brent ordered her as she lifted her shirt and threw it forward before she got on her knees. Brent loved her right after she came and he pounded himself into her as she cried out his name. It was hard and rough, but she loved it as he gripped her hips and took her in deep thrusts. “So. Tight. So. Hot. “Cum for me.” Cammy cried out as she did and he pushed a few more times before she felt him pull out and shoot something hot on her back. He didn’t wear anything, and she dropped her face into her bed as she sucked in deep breaths before she was rolled over onto her pillow. “Suck me, baby. Suck my cock clean.” She latched her lips around him and sucked Brent into her mouth as he held her head and thrust into her. Cammy was glad that she’d closed all of her blinds for some privacy, and she parted her lips further as he took over with long deep thrusts and shot some heat between her lips as she cried out and swallowed him. “Baby, yes.”
They slowed as he dropped onto the bed and looked at her. “We need to wash the sheets. Tasha can’t see this.” His words were spoken after a long silence and Cammy stared at him.
“Maybe she’ll think I fucked someone else. She might be relieved.” Her voice was bordering on bitter, and he stared at her.
“Is that what you want? Do you want another man to do all of this to you?” Brent demanded as she moved back and stared at his angry face.
“No. I love you, and I’ll never want anybody else.” Cammy told him as huge stared at her in shock. “I want you and I can’t fucking tell anybody that.”
Brent yanked her forward and kissed her as she froze. They’d never kissed before, and she felt his lips part hers before he slipped his tongue into her mouth. Cammy moaned as she felt herself kissing him back with all of the emotions and feelings inside of her as he pulled her over his body. “I’ve been trying to fight this.” He kissed her again. “I’ve been telling myself that I can’t have these feelings for you.” Another kiss.
It was so wrong in society’s eyes, but it felt so natural to Cammy. She crawled over him nibbled on his jaw before he pulled away to suck the skin of her neck. Brent moved down to pull her sensitive nipple between his lips as she moaned and pulled him closer. She felt him hard against her thigh and lifted her body as his hands gripped her ass to pull her over him.
This was more intimate than anything they’d done in the past. He was holding her as she rose up and down over his cock with no barriers but his lips were on hers, and his tongue was inside of her mouth as she felt her body stretch around him. Cammy wanted to stop this, but she kept moving as his lips brushed her face and drew her earlobe between his teeth as she slipped her arms around his neck and rocked onto him. “Brent, I need to cum again.”
He kept moving with her through her release before he pulled out and shot his semen onto her stomach with a low groan. “You need to get on something. I’ll call my doctor tomorrow, and we’ll take care of this. I need to fuck you raw.”
Was this fucking? Cammy looked at him as she held on and swore that they’d just made love. She’d told him that she loved him. Cammy blushed as she remembered the words and he pulled her face close for a kiss.
They moved to his room that night and while Brent didn’t tell her that he loved her, Cammy knew that he was different. He did take her to the doctor the following day, and she was sent home with something with the promise of condom-free sex within a few days. Brent took her for lunch after and Cammy looked around the pizza place as he led her to a table in the corner. It was crowded this time of day and Cammy followed him as she glanced around. The waitress came by, and Brent ordered a large combination and some soda for them as he looked at her to make sure that she was okay with that order. Cammy nodded as she watched him and memorized the strong line of his jaw and the way that his eyes sparkled. Brent looked around the room as he leaned forward to say something to her. “I might not have said it that night, but I do feel that way about you as well.”
Cammy felt her cheeks flush pink as someone said her name. She glanced up to see Chloe and smiled as she forced something out of her mouth that she hoped sounded like a greeting. “What are you guys doing?” Chloe asked as she gave Brent a shy look.
“Errands. I know that Cam loves this place, so I wanted to bring her to lunch. How are you doing?” Brent laid the charm on thick and Cammy watched him with a mixture of envy and fascination as they made small talk. She looked back at Chloe as she said her name again and gave her a weak smile. Chloe shot her a curious look as she said goodbye and Brent sighed across the table from her. “You need to be a bit more into the conversation with your friend, Cam. We need to be low key about this.”
“Sorry. What you said just before that threw me off,” Cammy told him as he smiled and nodded.
“I can see that. It’s intense for me as well. I’ve always cared for you but this…this is different. I can’t get enough of you.” Brent was close and spoke low so nobody else would hear his words and she found herself swooning as she allowed herself to feel a percentage of the intensity of her feelings. Their drinks were set in front of them, and she leaned back and wondered what it would be like to be on a date with him. Cammy imagined them sitting on the same side of the table, holding hands and kissing as they waited for their food and she knew that she was getting ahead of herself.
It all came crashing down two weeks later when Tasha found them asleep under a blanket on the couch, where they’d been watching a movie together. Cammy would never forget the look on her face as she stared at them with horror on her face as Cammy tried to cover her naked body with the blanket. Brent woke up a moment later and looked at their housekeeper as all of the color drained from his face. “Tasha.”
They’d been discreet about their relationship, and nobody seemed to know, but now the truth was out there.
“Shit. We need to talk,” Brent called out to her as he slipped his shorts on and stood to follow her into the backyard. Cammy started to cry as she clutched the soft blanket around her body and prayed that everything would be alright. Even if Brent wasn’t her stepfather and her mother’s former husband, he was over ten years older than she was. There was nothing right about this, and she grabbed the cloth and hurried to her room to hide in her bed as she sobbed. They had fallen more for each other once the truth was out between them and she was so happy until she saw the look on the face of the woman that was like a mom to her.
Would she have to move out?
Were they over?
Cammy took a deep breath as she heard the door open but she didn’t look up. “Cam, I talked to her. I explained us.” Brent sat next to her and stroked her hair back. “She’s angry with me, but it’s because she loves you.”
“Are we over?” Cammy heard her voice shaking.
“No. I told her that I loved you and that we’re together. It isn’t going to be easy, but we’ll do this.” Brent lifted her face and kissed her. “I called the office and said that we got some food poisoning from dinner last night.” She’d been working with him for the entire time, and she spent a lot of time behind closed doors while he acted out every office fantasy that she’d ever had. “We didn’t make it to my room to hear the alarm.”
“I’m sorry, Brent.” Cammy’s eyes were full of tears as she looked at him. “I just fell asleep.”
“It’s okay, Cammy. We both did, and now we are real. Now someone knows.” Brent pulled her closer and kissed her hair. “It might be a good idea if we consider letting other people know.”
“What?” Cammy asked as she stared at him. He was looking into her eyes as she stared at him.
It was like a wildfire at the office, and she was relieved when Christine returned to work, and she could just go back to school. The rumors just kept going around about how much older he was than her and how gross it was that he was her stepfather. Cammy went to school the first
day and could tell by the looks on her friend’s faces that they knew as well.
“I knew that you were up to something. You were fucking Brent the entire time, weren’t you?” Lisa asked as Cammy walked to her car that afternoon. “He’s gorgeous, but there’s so much wrong with that.”
“I love him, Lisa. I didn’t plan for this, but it happened, and I can’t change that.” Cammy looked at the disgust on her former best friend’s face and felt whatever ties they’d had breaking before her eyes. Chloe wasn’t too much more understanding about things, and Cammy knew that it was just going to be her and Brent from now on. Eventually, she made more friends that accepted the situation and settled into another life.
EPILOGUE
Cammy rested in the hospital bed as she watched her husband pace the room. “Brent, sit down. You’re making me nervous.” She panted with the new contraction as he stared at her and took her hand in his. “Jesus. This hurts.”
They’d been married for two years and decided to have a baby once they’d done some traveling and single couple activities. It was fun trying since they still practiced the same habits in the bedroom in the process. Cammy was thrilled even though there was a part of her that felt guilty for what she was doing. She was even more shocked when she realized that Brent had acted out her fantasies from her journal that he’d read and as she looked back, he’d nailed them all.
Love came in many forms and Brent was one of them. They were happy together, and he took good care of her like she knew her mama would want for her. The other one of their son and daughter that were born a few hours later at midnight screaming their way into the world. She wasn’t working with the pregnancy and Brent was still running his company and doing just fine.
She held Madeline and Brent sat down beside her with Than in his arms as they smiled at each other. “Hi, Daddy.” His eyes darkened as he looked at her for a long moment and then their babies. “You’re their Daddy. They’re going to adore you as much as I do.”
