by Tia Siren
“Looks like that’s working out for you,” Jaxon muttered.
I nodded. “It’s definitely improving.”
“So are your ratings. I’ve gotten five calls this week alone from other stations wanting to pick up your show.”
“Who knew people would be so interested in my love life,” I said, shaking my head.
“It’s the fact that they get to give you advice and you’re actually using it.”
“It’s worked so far. She’s talking to me again. I think I need to plan another visit out there. She’s close; I just need to persuade her to take the plunge.”
“And then what? Are you seriously going to leave all this behind?” he said, looking at the beach and the ocean beyond.
I shrugged. “I am. If she’ll have me, I am.”
Jaxon let out a long, low whistle. “I need to meet this woman. She has done a number on you.”
I shook my head. “It isn’t like that. I can’t even explain it. It’s right. I can feel it in my soul. Mia is supposed to be by my side. I was a complete idiot not to have seen it before.”
“I’m happy for you. I mean, I know I’ve been giving you a lot of shit, but I can see she makes you happy. I hope it works. Think long and hard about giving everything up and moving, though. Make damn sure she actually wants you.”
“Thanks, and I will. I did apply for a job over there.”
Jaxon’s face paled. “You did what?”
I shrugged a shoulder. “I need her to know I’m serious.”
“Holy shit, man. You’re kind of scaring me.”
I grinned. “Ready to get out of here? Looks like you may have a date tonight. You better get home and get all gussied up.”
“Want one?” he asked, holding up his phone and indicating the contact list.
“Nope. Don’t need one. I’m going home to chill and maybe do a little sexting with my girl.”
“You go ahead and sext. I’ll be doing the real thing. Want to know which one is better?”
I rolled my eyes. “I’m not even going to try to explain it. It’s impossible. Once you have sex with the woman you know was put on this earth for you, no other woman can compare. I’m happy to sext with her because I’ve got memories to remind me of what the real thing is like. Trust me, it’ll be way better than what you’re going to find with any of those women.”
He laughed. “Well, the only way I’m going to know if a woman was built for me is to keep trying. I’m not a quitter. I figure I’ll run into her eventually at the rate I’m going.”
The man had a point. The odds were in his favor.
By the time I got home, I was feeling the effects of a long day on the water. My skin was hot and tight from hours in the sun and getting dried out by the saltwater. I needed a cool shower and a colder beer. Then it was going to be my couch, my phone, and the TV. I wasn’t going to move.
“Mr. Jones!” The man at the front desk called my name as I dragged myself toward the elevator.
I walked to the desk. “What’s up?”
“A package arrived for you earlier,” he said, handing it to me.
I took it, looked at the red ribbon around the small, flat box, and wondered what it could be.
“Thank you,” I said, taking the box and feeling a renewed sense of energy as I rushed for the elevator.
I knew it was from Mia, though the address was one in LA. I shook it and heard nothing. It was too small to be a blowup doll. Maybe it was chocolates.
I unlocked the door and ripped open the box as I walked inside.
“Fuck me,” I groaned when I pulled out the tiny bit of lace and strings.
It was very tiny and very lacy. I held up the lace and tried to figure out what was what. All I knew for certain was that she would barely be covered by the minimal bits of lace in my hand. I identified the panties and felt my dick jerk in response. Another band of lace with small strings looked as if it was some kind of bra, but not like any bra I had ever seen. I closed my eyes and imagined Mia wearing the lingerie. I had no idea how she would get the thing on, but I couldn’t wait to see it on her and then rip it off. I examined the lingerie closer and smiled when I realized that, technically speaking, I wouldn’t need to take it off to fuck her mindless.
I found a small piece of pink paper inside and unfolded it. It was a note asking me to hold on to her panties until she could pick them up next week. My dick hardened at the thought of seeing her again. Next week? She didn’t give me an exact day, but I was assuming for the weekend. I would have to wait another week to see her.
I rubbed the lace between my fingers and figured it would have to be enough to keep me company. I walked to my bedroom and put the scraps of lace on my bed, knowing I would think of nothing but her. I could practically taste her, and when I ran my tongue over my lips, I realized I was salty from the sea. I stepped out of my swim shorts and headed into the bathroom. My dick was stood at attention as I moved. I wrapped one hand around my cock, trying to soothe it, promising myself that soon it would be buried inside Mia’s sweet pussy. I could wait a few days.
With the shower running hot, I stepped under the spray. The hot water stung my skin at first, but soon it was soothing. I ran my hands over my face, washing away the dried salt. I wanted to take Mia to the beach. I wanted to show her how to surf and make love to her on the beach under the stars.
My cock was hard and aching, my balls full and hard and in desperate need of release. I couldn’t wait. My brain would not survive the decrease in blood flow that was sure to happen. I would be hard for days in anticipation of Mia’s arrival. I saw a lot of beating off in my future.
I grabbed my dick and squeezed hard before running my hand up and down the shaft. I squeezed my balls before returning to my hard dick. I tilted my face up, letting the water hit me before it sluiced down my body. I slowed my rubbing, letting the orgasm build. Images of Mia in that lacy number flashed through my mind. I imagined using my teeth to pull it off.
“Fuck.” I groaned low in my throat, feeling my orgasm coming on.
I picked up the speed as I rubbed and squeezed. Her name was on my lips as I exploded in the shower. I reached my hand out and slammed it against the shower wall to steady myself. I took a few minutes to catch my breath and finished my shower. I was going to need some lube if she didn’t show up soon. I would rub myself raw thinking about her.
I strolled nude into my bedroom and looked at the lacy lingerie laid out on my bed.
“Shit,” I moaned as I felt my dick stirring to life again.
I turned around, switched the water to cold, and stepped back in the shower, hoping that would cool the fire burning inside me. I had a feeling cold showers were going to be my usual routine. Once things relaxed, I tossed the lingerie into my top drawer. I couldn’t look at it.
After making my way into the kitchen, I treated myself to the cold beer I’d been craving and sent her a quick text letting her know I’d gotten her little package. I also let her know what she’d done to me. Her response was a laughing emoji.
I wasn’t amused. My balls hurt. Getting off in the shower was not the same thing. I told her as much.
Chapter Twenty-Four
Mia
“Hey,” I said, walking to where my mom was waiting for me by a fountain on the edge of the park.
“You look nice,” she commented.
“Thank you.”
“Are you ready?” she asked.
I nodded. “Yep. I’m glad I get to mix work with pleasure.”
She giggled. “I don’t know how you consider going to fashion shows work at all. You’re actually getting paid to do this?” she asked.
I shrugged. “It’s research. This designer is relatively new. Helga loves to find the next best thing. She trusts me to be honest and fair. Some columnists are just rude and obnoxious and won’t give the newcomers a shot. So, she sends me.”
My mom smiled, a proud look on her face. “Good. I’m glad you can be fair. Now, let’s hurry up s
o we get good seats.”
I laughed. “Mom, I was invited to the show. Our seats are in the front row. No one will be taking them.”
“Oh, I forgot I was with fashion royalty. Lead the way, please.”
I chuckled as we walked into the park, following the signs that pointed us in the direction of the outdoor fashion show. I was quickly recognized by the young designer, who personally escorted us to our seats.
“She was nice,” my mom commented.
I nodded. “Yes, she was. I hope her stuff is good.”
“Me too. I brought my credit card.”
“You know you have to order the stuff, right? We can’t take anything home,” I told her.
“I know, I know. I’ve been to a show before.”
I laughed at her irritation. Thankfully, the show got off to a quick start. I was thoroughly impressed by what I saw, and I even ordered one of the dresses. My mother ended up ordering two, much to the young designer’s delight.
“Want to grab some lunch?” I asked her as we casually strolled out of the park.
“Of course.”
We were waiting for our meals to be served when she finally broached the subject I knew she’d been dying to discuss. “Have you talked to him yet?” she asked.
I knew exactly who she was talking about. “Yes.”
“And? Did you work things out? Are you friends again?”
I smiled. “Yes. I’m going to go see him.”
My mother’s eyes widened as she burst into laughter. “I knew it! I knew you two were right for each other. You’ve always had undeniable chemistry.”
“I don’t know about any of that. He left me his apartment key before he left that morning. I can’t believe he did, because I was pretty awful to him.”
“I can believe it. He loves you.”
“Mom, he doesn’t. We are not even close to any of that,” I said, shaking my head in denial. “He just doesn’t want to get old and be alone.”
She winked. “If you say so.”
“I’m going to go out there. I’ve only been a couple times, and it will be nice to see the California sun.”
She giggled. “And the California hunk. I’ve always wanted to retire to California. If you move out there, I’ll have the perfect reason to do just that.”
“No, no, no. I’m not thinking about moving. I’m visiting.”
She smiled and nodded. “You do what feels right. Don’t let me or your job stop you from finding true happiness. If he is what makes you happy, you go to him. You can get a job anywhere, and I’m portable. I can visit. Or, seriously, retiring to a warm beach really does sound appealing.”
“Mom, you love the city. So do I.”
“Los Angeles isn’t exactly a one-horse town, dear.”
I sighed. “I know, but it’s not the same.”
“It isn’t supposed to be.”
We chatted about what outfits I would take on my trip and about her business. She was considering opening a second store, which surprised me. I had never truly understood how in demand her boutique was. I was happy for her. She deserved every bit of happiness and success after what she had lived through. I knew she took none of it for granted.
“Let’s get you something fun for your trip. I feel like shopping,” my mom announced when we were through with lunch.
I laughed. “Mom, you’ve seen my closet. I have plenty of clothes.”
She shook her head. “No, you have New York clothes. You need California clothes. It’s going to be much warmer. You need to get a spray tan as well. And some new underthings,” she said with a wink.
“Mom!”
“Oh, please. I’m not that old. You deserve some fun in your life. I’m not judging you. Brad is a good man. You can let go with him. Relax and have some fun!”
Somehow, I let her talk me into shopping for a new wardrobe for my trip out west. She claimed my clothes were too fancy for a laid-back vacation on the beach. She did have a point. I didn’t get to the beach all that often and tended to keep it business casual when I did. She helped me pick out a few pieces of lingerie that she insisted were classy and sexy. I didn’t mention the little number I had already sent him. My mother didn’t need all the details of my sex life. Some things were better left alone.
By the time I got home that evening, I was bubbling with excitement. I pulled out all my new outfits and headed for my closet to look for the right shoes and accessories. When my phone started to chime incessantly, I put away the clothes and sat down to focus on texting with Brad. That night, my dreams were of Brad, like every night.
The dreams varied but always ended up with us in his bed. I had envisioned this huge four-poster bed, and he would dominate me like he had when he had taken me to bed in my home. He was different than before in many ways, including sexually. The first time had been good, no doubt about it, but the new and improved Brad was all man. He knew what he wanted, and he demanded I give it to him. Even thinking about it made me horny. I liked the domineering Brad.
The days seemed to drag on. I had stopped texting Brad on Monday morning. It was kind of funny. He had gotten used to my nightly texts and then I’d pulled them away, just like he had to me right before he showed up at my office. I planned to surprise him. He knew I was coming but didn’t know when.
I had packed my bags last night. Now it was Tuesday, just before lunch, and I was climbing the walls.
“I thought you would have left already,” Helga said, walking into my office.
I shrugged. “I don’t fly out until tomorrow. Figured I better get in as much work as possible while I’m here.”
“You look like a caged cat. I can feel the energy vibrating off you. You’re making me antsy,” she said with a smile.
I took a deep breath. “I feel like a caged cat. I don’t know if I’m nervous or excited.”
“You’re very excited. I’m very excited for you. So is your mom.”
I nodded. “Yes, she is. I thought for sure she was going to go with me to make sure I followed through with it.”
Helga giggled. “Even I thought about doing that. This is your man, Mia. Don’t let him get away.”
I shrugged. “I don’t know if he is my man or not. I need to get to know him better. There are a lot of things standing between us and a relationship. If we aren’t one-hundred percent sure this will work, I don’t want to waste his time or mine.”
She waved a hand in the air and made a strangled sound. “Fabulous sex with a gorgeous man is not a waste of time.”
I could feel the blush spreading over my neck and face. I was not one to speak so openly of sex. It always made me a little uncomfortable, even when it was with the man I was having the sex with.
“You know what I mean. We’re both in our mid-thirties. We can’t spend a lot of time doing this back and forth, doing the maybe game. I want to know. If it’s right, I’m hoping there will be some kind of sign.”
She laughed. “I think the signs you speak of are only in fairy tales and the movies. You won’t get a lightning bolt, but I think you will just know.”
“I hope so. My biological clock is pounding in my head.”
Helga smiled. “You want children?”
I nodded. “I think so. I’ve never not wanted children; it just never happened. Now that I realize Brad could be my last chance at having a family, I feel this sense of urgency. But I don’t want that to be what drives me into his arms only to find out later we weren’t right for each other.”
“But you would have babies. That would make it worth it, right?”
I shrugged. “Maybe, but I want it all. I want the father of my children to be the love of my life. I’m probably being completely ridiculous. My mother raised me on too many fairy tales.”
She chuckled. “It’s good to have hopes and dreams. I hope he is that man, and I have a feeling he just may be—if you give him a chance.”
“Thank you, Helga. I will. I’m much more open to the idea than I was two weeks ago. Ma
ybe a change of scenery will help me see things a bit more clearly. I had a bit of a knee-jerk reaction the first time around.”
She turned to walk out the door, then stopped and walked back into my office. “If you have to leave, I’ll understand. Don’t let me or this job hold you back. You are not obligated to work here forever. I want you to chase your happiness.”
Smiling, I thanked her again.
I tried to do some writing, but my head just wasn’t in it. All I could think about was seeing him. I smiled when I thought about the key he had left on my entryway table. When he left it, I didn’t think he expected me to actually use it. It was more of a gesture than an actual invitation to pop into his home whenever I felt like it.
Groaning aloud, I realized I wasn’t going to get any work done. I should just go home, take a long, hot bath, and pamper my skin. I wanted to look and feel good when I saw him tomorrow.
I said my good-byes as I walked out of the office. Once home, I rechecked my bag. I knew I had completely overpacked. I just wasn’t sure what to expect. Would he want to go out to a nice restaurant for dinner? Would we hang out on the beach all day? I went overboard and packed enough to last me a month. Thankfully, I was a skilled packer and could stuff a lot of clothes into a single suitcase. It was the shoes that were the problem. A girl could not get by with a single pair of shoes.
Once I stuffed as much as I could into the suitcase, I thought about Brad’s dilemma. I would kill the airline if they lost my suitcase. I decided I better be prepared and took a change of clothes and some emergency toiletries in my carry-on.
I took a bath, hoping it would help settle me down so I could get some sleep, but it was pointless. All I could think about was him. My stomach was a jumble of nerves. Would he be happy to see me? His texts said yes, but maybe he thought we were still just joking and flirting.
