“Then come with me.”
“What?”
“Come with me. Let’s get out of here. We can go anywhere.”
I laughed, “I can’t do that. I mean not really. I don’t even know you. “
He looked at me and laughed. “I am a successful doctor with no real responsibilities. I emptied a large amount of cash out of my bank account and just hit the road. It is the best way to travel. Everyone takes cash. How much more do you need to know about me?”
“You are serious about this aren’t you?” I looked at him with a slight smile. I was tempted to take him up on his offer. Suddenly being whisked off by this gorgeous older doctor with loads of money and the open road seemed like a good idea. I knew I shouldn’t do it. It would be wrong.
“Yes. I am,” he smiled. “You don’t have to answer me now though. Just sleep on it. I am here in this little town until tomorrow afternoon and then I catch the train north. For now, how about I buy you lunch?”
“Okay, lunch is good.”
We walked to the greasy diner at the edge of town. Sitting in a red leather booth we ordered cherry cokes and cheeseburgers. We shared a large order of crispy fries and then shared an apple pie. It was perfect. He told me about his rich parents and being raised by a number of nannies. He had been in and out of boarding schools and his parents were rarely in the country for months at a time. I loved listening to him. It was like listening to a story about another world. It was exotic to me.
“So where are you headed exactly?” I asked.
“Well I don’t like to plan too much because that defeats the purpose of being spontaneous and on the road. But tomorrow I am headed to Big Sur. Live amongst the giant redwood trees for a while.”
“That sounds amazing.”
“Have you been?” he asked.
“No, I have not.”
“Neither have I. We could discover it together,” he smiled that coy smile.
I laughed. “That would be fun.”
A few minutes later we were in his rented car. I was feeling nervous sitting this close to such a gorgeous older man that knew what he wanted out of life. He seemed so adventurous to me and not like what I thought a doctor would be like. He wasn’t the stuffy doctor that I had always known when I met a doctor. No, this guy was cool. Even for an older man he dressed like he was in a cool band, and I was drawn to that. I found myself becoming aroused as I looked at him. I felt myself getting wet.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked.
“You.”
I gasped as I realized that I had answered so honestly and abruptly.
“Is that so Amelia? What exactly about me were you thinking about?” he said as he drove along the dark road.
“I am a virgin,” I said. “I would want to lose it to someone like you.”
He arched his eyebrows and looked at me. “Do you mean that? Because I have wanted you since I saw you earlier, you must know that.”
“Yes, I mean it.”
“Now?” he asked.
“Yes, I want you now. Please fuck me doctor,” I whispered.
Liam pulled the car off the main road and down a small dirt road. I put my hand on my leg and spread my thighs. I rubbed my inner thigh seductively.
“Are you sure you are a virgin?” he asked.
“Yes, I am but I have done other things before. Lots of making out and heavy petting, I know enough to know that I am turned on and wet,” I said.
“Fuck Amelia,” he said.
He parked the car and kissed me with deep passion. I moaned in his mouth. I wanted this strong older successful man to take me. I wanted him to take my virginity. Liam pushed his hand up my dress and placed his hand against my warm pussy and said, “I can’t wait to be inside this. You are so young and I am old enough to be your father, it’s very hot and kinky.”
“Yes, it is. Take me,” I said between kisses. Liam moaned loudly and placed hot kisses all over my body. I wanted this.
“Come into the back seat,” he said.
We both moved into the back seat and Liam pulled off his shirt. His chest was muscular and broad. I was shocked at how strong he was. He was a full man. There were soft curls on his chest that went down his stomach into his pants. I longed to see what was at the end of that trail of hair. He kissed me on the lips and his hands moved on my hips up my sides and to my breast. A soft sigh escaped my mouth as his fingers moved over my nipples. The sensation was exquisite. He pulled my dress off over my head. Then he unhooked my bra with ease and skill because this was not his first time doing this. Then he kissed my stomach and slowly pulled my panties off. He licked me all the way down while he pulled them off. Then his lips were on the soft mound of curls over my pussy. He kissed and licked and kissed and licked. I grabbed onto the seat. I had to hold on because I wanted to squirm all over the back seat. He moaned as he licked me. “Lay down on your back,” Liam said.
I did as he asked while he hovered over me. He pulled off his jeans and now he was naked. I stared at his perfect form. I had never seen a man like him naked before. He was perfectly muscular and toned in the right places. He was a doctor after all and he obviously took good care of his body. He placed his firm hard body between my thighs and then kissed my lips. I could feel his cock press against my pussy. I placed my leg top of the driver seat and then his slid his cock inside me slowly.
“I want to feel it. I want to feel you give your virginity to me,” Liam said.
“I want too as well,” I responded.
He looked down between my thighs and watched his cock slide into me further and further inch by inch until I felt the tension of my virginity.
“That’s it,” I whispered.
Liam moaned and then pushed himself further inside of me. I felt the tension give way as I gave my virginity to him. My eyes grew wide at the sensation of what was happening. I buried my face in his neck as he moved in and out of me. I bit him lightly and licked him. He pulled up away from me and smiled and then kissed me.
“You feel like heaven Amelia,” he said. “Does this feel good to you?”
“Yes,” I whispered. It was all I could say. I was feeling overwhelmed by the pulsing happening down below in my pussy. I felt it building up, and then I exploded into orgasm. It happened so quickly I didn’t know what was happening. I arched my back up under him. He kissed me harder and moaned in my mouth. I had just cum and it felt amazing. Then Liam started to pound me fast and harder using all his strength to keep himself above my body. He moved in and out of me for so long I lost track of time. Then soon, he was cumming. He tensed up and then released himself. We both closed our eyes and indulged in the afterglow. I had done it. I had given myself to an older man and I now wanted more and more. Liam kissed me softly and traced his hands all over my body. “You’ve given me a special gift Amelia, thank you,” he said.
“Thank you. I gave me one too. It was better than I ever imagined.”
He kissed me deeply and then we laid in the back seat for a while. Then he got out of the car. He grabbed my hand and pulled me out. We were still naked in the wilderness on a back road. It was exhilarating. The sun had already set and the stars were coming out. He plopped me on top of the hood.
“I have never been naked outside before. It is thrilling,” I laughed.
“Yes, it is the best. I do it whenever I can. It is how we were naturally supposed to be, that’s why it feels good.”
“It does feel good,” I said as I gave him a sweet kiss on the cheek.
“You know if you come with me, there will be a lot of this. Big Sur is some of the most beautiful wilderness in the world. The trees are massive, like tall buildings, yet they are plants. Since you love books so much it is where a lot of the writers went to write. Kerouac did it and so did Burroughs. I know you would like it. You’ve read about it so much, I think it is time you experienced it for yourself,” he said with a smile on his face.
“I will think about it. It does sound adventurous and amazing
I have to admit,” I sighed. “Yes, please think about it some more,” he said. “There is something very special about you and I want to know more. I can only do that if you come with me,” he said.
Then he kissed me softly. I wrapped my thighs around his ass and pulled him to me. He groaned at my aggressive move. “Will you do it to me again?” I asked.
“Do what exactly?” he whispered.
“Fuck me. Put your fat cock inside me. Right here on the hood of the car,” I said as I leaned back on my hands. Then I leaned on my elbows and then my back was flush against the hood of the car and I opened my thighs wide.
“It is a good thing I am already hard, just from kissing you,” he laughed.
Then he moved down between my thighs, but it was his tongue that I felt first. He licked my pussy in the dark under the stars while I was sprawled out on the hood. He moved up and down and around in a circle over my clitoris until I was squirming and screaming. “You taste so good Amelia,” he said. Then I shivered as my whole body convulsed into orgasm. Liam moaned as he drank from me, my sweet nectar. Then he stood up and put himself between my thighs and pushed his hard cock inside of me with one fast thrust. “Yes!” I yelled out. “Oh yes! Please fuck me Liam! I don’t ever want to stop feeling your cock.”
“As you wish my dear Amelia,” he whispered. He grabbed the back of my thighs and pulled my body closer to him. Now his skin was flush against mine. He kept his hands on my thighs just under them, as he controlled his movement in and out me. He moved his cock fast, and then slow, and then fast again pumping and slamming into me. It wasn’t long before I was once again having an orgasm. This is what sex was supposed to be like, I thought, pure pleasure. I looked up at the stars overhead in the night sky, and I hoped this would not be the last time that I was with Liam. I liked it too much. I grabbed onto my tits and squeezed them in my hands. They were quite nice sized at a b-cup and I had large round rosy nipples that Liam seemed to love. I propped my head up to look at him, locking eyes with him as he watched me squeeze my tits together. Then his face tensed into a perfect ‘o’ with his mouth and he groaned and grunted as he released himself inside of me. Then he leaned over and placed his head on my belly and he tried to catch his breath. That was it. I was hooked on this older man. Now, no other guy would compare unless they had the skill of an older man like Liam. We eventually peeled ourselves off the car and got dressed. After a few more minutes of making out I insisted that I be taken home. I thought my parents would be worried that I was so late getting home from my part time job at the library. He was reluctant to leave my side but was very sincere and sweet in our departure from one another. An hour later Liam drove me back to my house. “Think about it Amelia. I want you with me on the road. I can always bring you back if you are unhappy,” then he kissed me.
I kissed him back and said, “I will have an answer for you tomorrow.”
I went inside of my house to the drama of my family. My mother and father were shouting at each other and they hardly detected me when I walked in. I was sort of annoyed that they didn’t even notice I was late. I was nothing than an extra paycheck to them to pay the bills because they were too lazy to look for jobs that paid a living wage. It made me very angry. I hated them in that moment. Now I did not feel bad at all about being late. Suddenly going away with Liam for a while seemed like a suitable idea. As he said, I could always come back home to this shouting house. I made myself an avocado and cheese sandwich amongst the shouting and took it to my room. Sex had made me very hungry. After I ate I looked in the mirror. I was no longer Amelia. At least I was no longer the Amelia that had left the house this morning. I was now the Amelia that was no longer a virgin and I felt powerful. I felt in control of my life for the first time ever. It was an intoxicating feeling. I smiled at myself and thought about Liam, there was no one else I had ever met that I would want to give my virginity too. The guys my age that I knew did not give me the same reaction and arousal that I felt with Liam. I knew it was because he was an older man. I liked that secure feeling he gave me. He wasn’t the typical older man either. He was cool. He wore plaid shirts and boots, not suits. I liked it a lot. There was something very fresh about him. He was an adventurer and a doctor. It was what every girl dreamed off and here he was like a white knight offering to rescue me from my boring and drama filled life. I shut my eyes and imagined what it would be like to be with him taking care of me. He was an older man and I knew that he could take care of a young woman like me. He could also show me the world. I felt like it could be exciting. I imagined us on the train and walking in the woods. Then the thought of him taking me in his arms and kissing me over took that visual. I popped open my eyes. I needed to do this! How often would an attractive doctor invite me to go on the road while I was young and new to the world? No, I had to do it. The thought of not doing it and never seeing Liam again made me feel very sad. That was it. I needed to take action. I could always change my mind at the last minute, but for now I needed to pack. I jumped out of my bed and grabbed my backpack. I needed to fill it with clothes and toiletries. I had never runaway from home before so I really didn’t know what to take. I packed a thin beach towel and a bikini swimsuit. I rolled up two pairs of jeans and a pair of yoga pants. I packed a sweater and a few t-shirts and a few pairs of socks and bras and panties, though I knew that I would probably not wear them the majority of the time. Then I laid out a rugged dress and boots with wool thigh high stockings to wear tomorrow with my olive green army jacket. In my purse I packed a hairbrush, make up, toothbrush, soap, toothpaste, and other toiletry female items. I think this was all I needed. Then I looked around the room. No, there was one more thing that was essential to this trip, a book. I went to my towering bookshelf, the one thing in my room I valued highly and pulled my copy of “On the Road.” I stuffed it into my purse. Now I was ready and very excited. This was so out of character for me, but I had good thoughts about it.
I wasn’t sure if I would actually go through with it, but something about getting my stuff packed and ready to go was exhilarating. Big Sur was the haven of writers like Jack Kerouac and Henry Miller. In short, it was paradise.
The next day the sun was shining in my window and the ringing of my alarm was blaring. I turned it off. I rolled out of bed and began my same routine of getting ready for school. I showered, brush my teeth, brushed my hair and got dressed. I picked up my backpack and noticed the extra weight. I looked inside and saw everything I had packed the night before. Suddenly, it all came back to me. I remembered the cute run away in the library, Liam. I remembered the offer to run away with him. I grabbed my bag and ran out the door. I took one last look at the front of my house in sort of saying goodbye to it. Then I hopped on the city bus back to the library where I had met Liam the day before. I hoped that he had not already left.
When I walked up he was sitting on the curb with two coffees and a bag of croissants.
“How did you know I would come? You have two coffees there?” I smiled at him. He was just as attractive as I had remembered him.
“It was something in the way you looked. Like you are screaming to get out of here and experience the world. I know that look well, and you have it.”
I sat next to him and drank the hot coffee and ate a croissant. “I can’t believe I am doing this.”
Something about his green soulful looking eyes made me feel safe. He made me feel like I could trust him. I believed him.
“Okay,” I agreed. “So what now?”
He pulled out a paper map and showed me a highlighted route. “I dropped off my rental car. We’ll take a cab to the Amtrak station twenty minutes from here. Then to this little town outside of Monterrey then it’s a bus ride that only runs every few days to Big Sur. I mean, that’s what we’ll strive for, but if something cooler comes up we can always do that instead. The sky is the limit, or I should say road.”
Then I took a deep breath and said, “Okay, let’s do it.”
Liam let out a, “Woop!
” and stood up. He reached his hand out to me and helped me to my feet.
We took a cab to the train station and I was beyond nervous. In my head the entire time I was questioning if I was doing the right thing. Would my parents notice?
Half an hour later we were sitting in the café car of the train. There was a small concession stand at the end of the car with a train attendant selling all kinds of yummy treats.
We sat in a booth with a small table. I watched as the scenery passed us by. It was an absolutely epic view. Suddenly the world was unfolding in front of me at a flash. I was immediately happy that I had come. I had made the right decision.
Liam pulled out a deck of cards and we played a few games. We laughed and had a great time drinking coffee and playing cards. The train was the most romantic place to be. Not just in the sense of male and female romance, but in a romantic sense of adventure. I had never been on the train before. I was going through so many new experiences. It was intoxicating.
“I have to find the ladies room. Where do they have those things on a train?”
“Come on I will show you. It’s down stairs and down a hallway.”
Liam stood up and reached his hand out for me to help me to my feet. I quickly loved the way he did that. I gave him my hand and he held it all the way down the train car to the stairs. We started on the steps and the train hit some turbulence and Liam fell against me. Suddenly he was pinning me against the wall of the stairwell with his body. I felt lightheaded and breathless. I wanted him to kiss me. He stared at me and locked eyes. His hand reached up and brushed the hair from my face. My lips parted waiting for the next step, for him to kiss me. But he didn’t. He pulled away and grabbed my hand and led me down the stairs. He was being a gentleman. I liked him for it, but I wanted the kiss more.
We spent eight hours on the train and took naps in our seats. They were comfortable enough and the soft sway of the train put me to sleep. The next morning we had breakfast in the café car and watched the landscape change from desert to hills to forest. It was inspiring.
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