by Jo Goodman
“No, take mine. If I do not mistake the change in the weather, you will need it. I could not forgive myself if you took a chill. The green one, I think. It is easily my favorite, but it will look even more appealing on you.”
“It is no trouble to retrieve my own.”
In answer, Marisol extended her arm and pointed in the direction of her dressing room. “You’ll find it in the armoire. Berry brushed it out this morning.”
Emma located the pelisse, slipped it on, and belted it just under her breasts. Her thought when she caught sight of herself in the cheval glass was that the silk-lined green muslin fell in a vertical line that was not unflattering. As invariably happened, at first glance, she was struck by her resemblance to Marisol. The impression no longer lingered in her mind as it used to, but faded quickly, resolutely pushed aside by the knowledge that it was merely a trick of the shifting light and the angle of the reflecting glass.
Marisol was standing at her vanity when Emma returned to the room. She clapped her hands together, perfectly pleased with what she had been able to bring about. “I knew it would suit you,” she said. “Come, make a turn and let me see you to full effect.”
Emma hesitated, saw nothing for it but to oblige her cousin’s whim, and did so.
“Why, Emmalyn Hathaway, you look quite lovely.” She stepped forward and smoothed one of the ruffles at the cuff so that it lay smoothly against the back of Emma’s hand. “I shouldn’t wonder that Mr. Kincaid will mistake the matter and think I am come, at least until you close the distance between you.”
“Is that part of your plan, Marisol? Are you encouraging him to mistake my identity in the hope that it will give rise to a more profound reaction?”
“Do you think it will? I confess it hadn’t occurred to me, but it can only be for the best. You will have less difficulty judging the bent of his mind. You do not want to give him my note if he deserves a setdown.”
“My brief acquaintance with Mr. Kincaid does not make me suppose there is any bent to his mind. He is rather more straightforward than that.”
Marisol communicated her doubt. “If you say so, but in my experience men possess twists and turns of thought that make me dizzy. Do you have my note?”
Emma indicated that she had slipped it under the belt. “I won’t lose it.”
“Promise me that you’ll come back directly.”
Emma knew this was not because Marisol had any concerns for her safety but was desirous of hearing the details of the meeting sooner rather than later. “The rain will encourage me to return quickly.” She went to the door, opened it, then paused on the threshold. When she looked back, Marisol was already moving toward the window. “Marisol?”
“Yes?”
“I won’t do this for you again.” Emma turned away but not before she saw that her cousin had the grace to blush.
Chapter 1
“You have a visitor.”
Restell Gardner made no response to this announcement. He remained as stone in his bed, refusing to surrender to a single twitch that would indicate that he was not deeply asleep.
“It is no good, sir,” Hobbes said as he poured water into the washbasin. “You have warned me of this very trick yourself and begged me not to be fooled by it. So we are at odds, you see, for I am armed with the knowledge of your pretense and must act accordingly, while you will continue to lie abed and favor me with an abrupt snore to put me off. When that does not have the desired effect, you will roll to your other side and compel me to hobble around the bed to address you directly. You will, of course, continue to ignore me, forcing me to take measures that may well relieve me of my employment. You will understand, sir, that such an outcome is hardly in keeping with your promise to treat me fairly.”
At his first opportunity to be heard, Restell offered a weary observation. “Is it your plan, Hobbes, to speak at length on this matter?”
“Yes, sir.”
Restell did not open an eye. “I don’t snore.”
“I can’t say that I know if you do or don’t, Mr. Gardner, only that you’d pretend to.”
“Where did I find you, Sergeant Hobbes?”
“In the mews, sir, just behind the Blue Ruination, drinking bad gin and bemoaning the loss of my leg.”
“I don’t suppose you miss the mews.”
“No, sir. Nor the gin. Still miss my leg, though this peg has its uses right enough.”
Restell rolled onto his back and rubbed his eyes. When his hand fell away, he brought Hobbes into focus. The former regiment man was standing at his bedside—towering, really—with the water pitcher poised at a threatening angle. Restell waved him off. “You didn’t mention water torture. I’m thoroughly awake, thank you very much.”
“My pleasure, sir.”
“I was being sardonic.”
“So was I.”
Grinning, Restell pushed himself upright, stuffed a pillow under the small of his back, and leaned against the bed head. He ran one hand through his pale, sun-bleached helmet of hair, leaving it furrowed and in perfect disarray. “What was the hour when I returned?”
“Gone three. It was a late night for you, sir.”
Restell needed no reminder. It had been an age since he’d trolled the gaming hells. He could not recall that he had ever been made so weary by it. “And the hour now?”
“Not yet eight o’clock.”
“The hell you say. And I have a visitor?” He had to restrain himself from pulling the covers over his head. “God save me, it is not my mother, is it?”
“No, sir. Nor any other of your family.” Hobbes skirted the bed and went to the washbasin, his limp hardly noticeable this morning. “I understand she is female, though.”
“That alone does not account for the hour of her visit. Who is she?”
“She wouldn’t say. Mr. Nelson asked her for her card, but she declined to give one.”
“Curious.”
Hobbes nodded. “I thought the very same.” He set towels to warm at the fireplace, then began whipping lather in a cup for his employer’s morning shave and ablutions. “Do you wish to bathe?”
“Above everything. I reek of the gaming hells.”
Hobbes made no comment about this last, though it was true enough. “I’ll see to it.” He set the lathering cup down and crossed the room to ring for assistance. “Will you break your fast here or in the morning room?”
“Here.” Restell swept back the covers and threw his legs over the side of the bed. He sat there for several moments, head in his hands as though to steady it, then kicked his slippers aside in favor of padding barefoot across the cold floor to the dressing room. “Do you think she’ll wait?” he called to Hobbes.
“I couldn’t say, sir.” He picked up the warm towels and carried them to Restell. “Does it matter?”
“She is an inconvenient female. I should like the opportunity to tell her so.”
“Do you think she doesn’t know? They frequently do, sir.”
“Then they should try harder to resist their nature,” Restell said sourly. “Have you a headache powder, Hobbes? Satan’s minions are doing a gleeful dance inside my skull.”
Hobbes made sympathetic noises. “Right away.”
Restell felt marginally better after he bathed and shaved. He was returned to human form by the time Hobbes tied his stock, brushed his jacket, and the headache powder began to work. Following a leisurely breakfast and perusal of the morning paper, he pronounced himself prepared well enough to receive his visitor in the library.
He had only just begun to seat himself in the wing chair by the fireplace when Nelson announced her. It was all rather awkwardly done—the announcement because Nelson had no name for their visitor, and Restell’s rise from the chair because he unfolded in a manner reminiscent of a jack-in-the-box. Restell noted that the butler quickly exited the room, but not so fast that he missed Nelson’s lips begin to twitch.
There was no reaction from his visitor, at least none that Restell c
ould observe. Her features were obscured by a gauzy veil secured to the brim of a leghorn bonnet. He wondered at the affectation. Clearly she was in high mourning, making it known by choosing black as the single color to drape her slim figure, but the veil was not at all in the usual mode. Did she wear it all the time? he wondered, or had she chosen it purposely for this morning call?
“Have you been offered refreshment?” he asked. Although he had yet to hear her speak, he had it in his mind that she was a woman of no more than middling years. There was no discernible hesitation in her step, and her carriage was correct but not rigid. She was not compensating for some frailty. “Tea, perhaps?”
She shook her head. The veil rippled with the movement but remained in place. She held her reticule in front of her, at the level of her waist, and made no move to set it aside.
Restell understood why Nelson had not refused her entry, even at the inopportune timing of her arrival. She was preternaturally calm, possessed of a resigned bearing and purpose that made one suppose she would not be easily turned from it.
“Will you be seated?” asked Restell.
“I have not decided.”
“You have not decided if you will sit?”
“I have not decided if I will stay.”
Restell shrugged. “Then you will not object if I attend to my correspondence. You may stand or sit, stay or go, as the mood is upon you.” He gave her no further attention but walked to his desk and began examining the post that had arrived the previous day. He chose a letter with the recognizable seal of the Earl of Ferrin and hitched one hip on the edge of the desk as he opened it. He was peripherally aware of his visitor’s study, but he ignored it in favor of the missive from his stepbrother.
He read through the greeting and far enough beyond to be assured of the good health of everyone in Ferrin’s household before the visitor interrupted him.
“I did not think you would be so young,” she said.
“I am six and twenty. That is not the age you had in mind, I collect.”
She did not answer this directly. “You cannot have the breadth of experience I am seeking.”
“You have me at a disadvantage,” Restell said. He let Ferrin’s letter dangle between his fingers rather than set it aside. It was a subtle signal that he would remain engaged only as long as she did. “I know nothing at all about what experience you require. Perhaps if you would begin with how you came to be here.”
She hesitated, then asked, “You don’t want to know my name?”
“Would it mean anything to me?”
“No.”
“Then it’s not important. You know mine. That seems to be the salient point.”
“I learned about you from my physician.”
Restell folded Ferrin’s correspondence as he considered this information. He tapped one corner of the letter against his knee. “Might I know his name?”
“Bettany. Dr. William Bettany.”
Restell did not reveal whether or not he was acquainted with the doctor. “And what did Dr. Bettany tell you about me?”
“Precious little.” Making her decision, she backed into the chair behind her and sat down abruptly. The reticule remained clutched in her gloved hands. “That is, he was not speaking of you to me. I overheard some of what he told my…what he told someone else.”
“Might I know that name?” Her pause let him know she suspected he might have some familiarity with that person. He let it pass and went to the heart of the matter. “What manner of things did you overhear?”
“The doctor seemed to think that you had certain peculiar talents that might be helpful to someone in my situation.”
“Peculiar talents,” Restell repeated. “It’s an intriguing description. What do you suppose he meant by it?”
“He was speaking of protection. It’s a service you offer, I believe.”
“Are you quite sure that you comprehended the context. At the risk of offending you, you should know that when a gentleman places a woman under his protection it generally means—”
“He is setting up a mistress. Yes, I understand that. At the risk of offending you, that is not the sort of protection I am seeking from you. I do not believe I mistook the doctor’s meaning. He was speaking of protection from harm. That is why I have come to you.”
Restell folded his arms across his chest and regarded his visitor frankly. He did not try to penetrate her veil but took in the whole of her figure: the braced shoulders and narrow back, the quality and cut of her clothing, the stillness of her hands on the reticule. There was no glimpse of her hair and her feet were tucked modestly under the chair and hidden by her gown. She could be fair or dark or possess the olive complexion that suggested a Mediterranean heritage. She spoke in accents that were similar to his own and were influenced by years in London, attention to education, but nonetheless hinted at origins far north of the city. He could not deny that he was intrigued. He accepted that as fact. It did not necessarily follow that he was favorably disposed to taking up this matter of her protection.
“Is it shelter that you require?” he asked.
“No, not shelter. I have a home.”
“Then you are not seeking to escape it.” He saw her shoulders jerk and the brim of her bonnet lift as her chin came up. She was clearly shocked by the import of his words.
“No, of course not. I am content there.”
Restell thought it a peculiar expression of sentiment, but he did not comment on it. “You will have to tell me more. It would be a good beginning to tell me why you need protection.”
“I’m not sure that I do. That is a matter for you to determine. I thought I heard Dr. Bettany say that you make discreet inquiries. I am as interested in securing your services toward that end as I am in protection.”
Was it too early for a drink? Restell wondered. He glanced past his visitor’s shoulder to the drinks cabinet and actually considered removing the stopper from the decanter of whiskey and taking his fill. “Did you not just say you weren’t certain you needed protection?”
“I’m not certain I need it for myself,” she said. “I believe perhaps my cousin is the one who requires it.”
“Your cousin. I don’t suppose I might know her name.”
“In time, I think. You can understand that I must be certain that engaging you is the right course of action.”
One corner of Restell’s mouth lifted slightly, hinting at both mockery and amusement. “I understand you think the decision is entirely yours.”
“Isn’t it?”
Restell did not respond immediately. Unfolding his arms, he picked up the letter opener on the tray at his side and lightly tapped the end of it against the palm of his other hand.
“No, in fact it ultimately rests with me,” he said at last. It was just a fancy on his part, but he imagined that behind her veil she was frowning deeply. “I do not accept everyone who applies to me as my client. Conversely, I might choose to offer my services to someone who does not formally engage me. Once you announced your intention at the door to have this interview and stubbornly waited when I gave you sufficient time to think better of it, you surrendered your prerogative to decide the outcome. Whether you like it or not, I will determine how we go from here.”
“But you don’t even know who I am. If I do not hire you, you will never know it. You cannot offer your services to someone whose name you don’t know.”
“God’s truth, you cannot be so foolish as to believe I will not discover it. If my peculiar talents do not extend so far as that, then why would you entertain any notion of engaging my services? It defies any sort of common sense. Have you so much in the way of cotton wool between your ears?”
Restell replaced the letter opener and stood. “Are you taking exception to my words? I hope so. If you are completely cowed, then there is no hope for it but that I will have to show you the door.”
“I know where the door is,” she said. “And sense enough about me still to get there on my own.”
Restell permitted himself a small smile as he turned his back on her and skirted the desk. He dropped into the leather chair behind it and set his long legs before him at an angle. “How did you find me?” He did not miss the way she subtly shifted in her seat. The question surprised her.
“But I have already told you. Dr. Bettany.”
“That is how you heard of me. I inquired as to how you found me.”
“You are not the only one who can make discreet inquiries. I had it from a member of your family that you were temporarily using your brother’s London residence.”
“I sincerely doubt that someone in my own family characterized my stay here as temporary. All of them know I am quite satisfied with the arrangement; indeed, that I enjoy the distinct benefits of making this establishment my home. I will not be easily dislodged, even if Ferrin should raise some objection. The earl is my stepbrother, by the way, although we do not make too fine a point of it. I merely mention it so you will know that he possesses a generous nature that I frequently admire and regularly take advantage of but do not necessarily share.”
“You are the poor relation, then.”
The half smile that frequently lifted one corner of Restell’s mouth now became a fulsome one, engaging his clear blue eyes and deepening the creases of twin dimples on either side of his lips. “Some would say so, yes.”
“You do not seem to mind.”
“I hadn’t realized that I should.” He shrugged, dismissing this line of inquiry. “So you had it from some member of my family that I could be found here. Dr. Bettany wouldn’t necessarily know that, you see, which is what made me curious. I was yet living on Kingston Street when I made the acquaintance of the good doctor.” Restell laced his fingers together and tapped his thumbs as he considered his visitor and all that she had not told him. “Are you yet prepared to share the whole of why you’re here? I’ve had little enough sleep these three nights past and find I am weary of wondering. In truth, I am all for crawling back into my warm bed.”
