The Hunt
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With horror, I see the cover start to rise. She hasn’t been able to apply the locks yet. The steel door rises high enough for them to wrap their fingers around the bottom -
– when a galleon of bodies pummels into them, knocking them off. Naked bodies everywhere, elbows jockeying for position, arms striking randomly in the air. The cover falls back down. And this time, even with a dozen hands grabbing for the edges, the cover stays down. She’s applied the locks.
Run! a voice in my head shouts. It’s my own voice, barking at me. Run! But my feet are cemented to the ground, my eyes glued to the monitors. I need to be sure she’s fine.
She’s fine, my voice tells me again. She’s locked in, there’s no way they can break in. Everyone knows this.
Or will, and very soon. Will know there’s no way to get to the virgin female heper.
And they will remember, very soon, something else: the virgin male heper still in the Control Centre. And that the male, unlike the female, is very accessible.
Run, Gene! And this time the voice is not my own, but Ashley June’s. Run! Now’s your chance to get out!
This is why she cut her palm. This is why she lured them all the way down to the Introduction. To give me the slimmest of windows through which to escape to the outside.
Run, Gene!
I run.
For the moment, the corridors are eerily quiet. Even the stairwell harbours only a faint murmuring, a backwater of hisses. I need to go down four flights, towards them, to get to the ground floor and then out.
I place my foot down on the first step . . . and it’s as if I’ve inadvertently triggered a button. Instantly, a roar shrieks up the stairwell, a bellow of anger, frustration, realisation, lust. And then a grab bag of sounds: nails, teeth, hissing, clawing, bounding up the walls and stairs. Towards me.
So soon, and they’re coming.
I leap down to the next landing – towards them – and the impact sends a reverberation shooting up my legs and along my spine. Ashley June made it look easy. I grab for the railing with my left hand and – imitating her – swing my body around, leaping for the next landing, my body still rattling.
From below, the bellow of shrieks intensifies. It’s my fear, oozing off me in waves, they smell. I fling my body down another landing, just one more to go, even as they race up towards me. The impact is a sucker punch to my intestines. I collapse to my legs, cradling my midsection, doubled over in pain. My vision goes yellow, red, black.
I get up, gritting my teeth against the pain, and heave my body to the landing on the ground floor. I glance down the well just before I land: long-nailed hands on the railing, a flurry of bodies flashing by on the stairs, eyes glowing in the dark. Black oil gushing up at me, unleashed.
I burst through the doors on my left, get my legs working under me. Turn right, right, left, then I’ll be in the foyer. Twenty seconds away.
They are five, ten seconds away.
With my legs filling with lactic acid, I push for the exit, ignoring the mathematical certainty of my own demise. That is the exact phrase as it enters my turbulent head: the mathematical certainty of my own demise.
I turn right, knowing I have at most only two seconds of life left.
Race down the corridor, my form all but forgotten, just a rag doll pulled along by fear, arms flailing out.
Five seconds later, as I turn down the last corridor into the foyer, I’m still alive. I’m almost blinking in surprise.
They must have shot past the ground-floor landing, thinking I was still up in the Control Centre. I’m safe, I’m going to make—
An explosive bang. They’ve burst through the doors on the ground floor, are already racing down the corridors towards me, fast and furious and desirous, panic now driving them, the panic that they might lose me to the sun outside. A dark sea, an incoming tide of black acid.
My feet sink into the cool Turkish-knotted royal carpet in the foyer. I turn to my left. There. The double-panelled front doors, thinly rimmed by the daylight outside. Twenty yards to freedom. I take off for them, every last ounce of energy long gone, somehow finding speed.
The deranged voices behind, the scrabble of nails on marble, skittering and slipping.
Ten yards away. My arms stretch forward, reaching for the door handle.
Something grabs my ankle.
It is warm and moist and sticky. But with enough solidity and strength to keep its hold on me, to bring me to the ground.
I crash with a thud, air pushed out like a bagpipe squashed.
It’s Phys Ed, the spongy stickiness of what remains of him, anyway, holding my ankle, pulling himself towards me. Yellow pus runs down his pizza face. His mouth, partially toothless now (I see his fallen teeth scattered on his chest and the carpet), opens to hiss, but what comes out instead is a blubbering, sloppy mess of sounds.
I kick at him with my foot, but his grip around my ankle tightens. “Gah!” I shout. “Gah!” I strike out with my other foot, missing his hand but finding his face instead. My foot sinks in through the gooey stickiness – for one stomach-churning moment, I feel his eyeball pressed against the sole of my foot – before finding bone. What used to be bone. The head not so much explodes as peels off his neck.
No time to dwell. I’m on my feet, hand on the handle, pushing through the front doors. The brightness is blinding, but I don’t stop. Not with the cries of anger and frustration baying right behind me. I run with squinting eyes, barely seeing, my feet slapping at the sand beneath me, intent only on creating more distance, more distance between me and the doors; and I don’t stop, even when I know I’m far enough, but keep pounding the ground, and I’m shouting, “Gah! Gah! Gah!” not sure if this is because of anger or victory or defeat or love or fear. But I just keep shouting it over and over until I’m no longer shouting it but sobbing it, no longer running but face down in the sand, bent over with fatigue, my hands clenching and unclenching sand, sand in my fist, sand in my nostrils, sand in my mouth, throat, and the only sounds are my ragged breath and raspy sobs, my tears dripping down into the sand, bathed in the wonderful, painful, blinding light of day.
I am emptied of energy, thought, emotion, as I pick myself up and walk to the Dome. My bones are still jangling from the pounding they took on the stairwell. I examine my ankles: no swelling and, more important, no cuts or scratches on my left ankle where I was grabbed. It is quiet, not even the sound of wind blowing. I make a wide arc around the library; I’m not overly worried that any other hunter will charge out, especially with the SunCloak gone, but I’m not taking any chances. I think I hear a hissing, wet and slushy, coming from inside. But that recedes as I draw closer to the Dome.
And in the heper village, all is quiet.
“Hey!” Silence. “Hey!”
I walk into a mud hut. Empty, as expected. And the second mud hut is just as empty. Dust motes float in a beam of sunlight.
And everywhere I go, it’s the same. Empty. Not a heper in sight. Not in the vegetable patch, not under the apple trees, not on their training ground, not in any of the mud huts.
They’re gone. From what I can gather, they left in a hurry. Their breakfast sits half-eaten in the mess hall, slices of bread nibbled at, glasses half-full with milk. I scan the plains, looking for a moving dot or a cloud of dust. But they’re nowhere to be seen.
The pond offers the reprieve I seek: water. And space and sunlight and silence. I take a long drink, then lie down next to the pond, dangling my right arm and leg into the cool water. In about four hours, the walls of the Dome will rise up, emptied of its former occupants. A new occupant will have taken their place – no, not an occupant, a prisoner. For that is what it is going to feel to me, alone within its glass walls. A prisoner as surely as Ashley June is a prisoner within the walls of the pit, down in the dark recesses of the earth.
How long can she last down there? The old male heper, they’d said, had stored enough food and water to last a month. But how long, alone in the darkness and cold, b
efore you lost all hope? How long before your mind snapped under the constant scratching and tapping and pounding of the door above?
And why had she done it?
I know the answer, it’s obvious, but I don’t understand it.
She did it for me. She knew, as soon as she saw the SunCloaked man burst into the main building, that I’d be dead within minutes. She did the only thing that would save me.
I run my left hand along the gravel, letting the sharpness pierce my palm. I bite my lower lip, unable to shake a feeling that I’m missing something crucially important. An indelible sense that I’m loafing when I should be hustling. I should be doing something – but what? I slap at the pond in frustration, letting water splash onto my body, my face.
I sit up. What am I missing? I replay in my mind the last images of Ashley June in reverse order: jumping into the pit, rushing into the Introduction, flying down the stairs, in the kitchen writing a letter, throwing it into the oven—
I jolt up.
That wasn’t an oven.
It was the Umbilical.
I leap to my feet and run over to it. Even yards away, I see a blinking green light, right above the slot, a steady pulsing. I’m there in seconds. I grab the slot, pull it open.
There. In the corner, a small folded piece of paper.
It crinkles lightly in my fingers as I unfold it. A short letter, written hurriedly, if not frantically.
Gene,
If you’re reading this, you made it. Don’t be mad at me. Or yourself. It was the only way.
I’ll be fine. You’ve given me something to remember; no matter how dark or lonely it gets down here, I’ll always have the memories we share. Those few hours when we
There’s still time. Bring the hepers back. When you return, as everyone’s rushing out at them, use that as cover to come get me.
I’m @ Intro. Will wait 4 U.
Be quick, stable
Never forget
And there the letter ends, seemingly in midsentence. She was rushed towards the end, her words screeching across the page, forfeiting grammar, scratches of her panic.
I read the letter over and over until the words are carved indelibly into my memory, until the impossibility of what she’s asking sinks in.
Bring the hepers back. Those words speak to me, in Ashley June’s voice, with a haunting realness. I hear the hushed, urgent inflections of her voice. But there’s nothing I can do – she must know this. I can’t bring them back. The hepers are gone, and I have no idea where they are. And I can’t randomly set off into the Vast, hoping to run into them. That’s tantamount to randomly plunging my hand into the desert sand in the wild hope of coming up with a long-lost coin. And when night falls and I’m still out there, it’s over for me. They’ll sniff me out, hunt me down, as surely as they will the hepers.
I open my eyes, let the sun rip into my eyeballs, hoping the bright glare will erase her words from my mind. I walk to the training ground, looking for something to vent my frustration on, a spear to snap in two or a dagger to thrust at the side of a mud hut. But I can’t find anything. I kick at rocks on the ground, throw stones as far into the Vast as I can. And all the while, I have the gnawing sense that I’m missing something, not reading her letter right.
Bring the hepers back.
I ignore those words, pick up more stones and rocks. I’ll head over to the apple tree to see if—
Bring the hepers back.
“How am I supposed to do that?” I shout into the air. “When I don’t even know where they are!”
Be quick, stable.
I crumple the paper in both hands, fling it as far as possible.
Be quick, stable. Her voice is audible in my head.
After a few moments, I walk over and pick up the balled paper, put out by my own histrionics.
The paper is now more crinkled than a smashed mirror, the words and phrases hung up in it like insects caught in a spider’s web. A crease runs from top to bottom, right between “be quick” and “stable”.
My head shoots up, suddenly seeing, understanding.
Be quick, stable
Be quick, stable
Be stable.
Be stable
stable
The stable is attached to the southern wing of the Institute. I stand outside the chrome-reinforced stable doors and listen carefully. Silence. No snarling, mewling, or hissing. My fingers drum against my legs, indecision halting me. I reach for the door handle, give it a pull. It doesn’t budge. Solidly locked and fastened.
Then I hear it: the sound of a horse nickering. Oddly, it’s coming from the outside, on the other side. I walk around: there’s a parked brougham carriage, the jet black Arabian horse still harnessed to the frame. Probably belonging to a late guest who arrived after the stable hands had already retired and simply rushed off to join the festivities. Leaving behind the perfect gift.
I know better than to startle the horse by approaching from behind. I come at it on a diagonal, treading loudly on the ground. Its head perks up immediately as it swings its muzzle in my direction.
“Atta boy, nice and easy,” I say as soothingly as possible.
It snorts, agitated, a spew of spit shooting out. Its large nostrils flare wet and wide, almost as if blinking in surprise. A heper? it seems to be asking.
That’s a good thing. A horse that can sniff out hepers – exactly what I’m looking for.
I hold out my hand for it to sniff. Its whiskers brush against my fingers, prickly because they’ve been trimmed short. I stroke its neck, back and forth, not too light that I’m tickling it, but firm enough to be comforting and sure. The horse is well groomed and, with its high-carried tail, arched neck, and powerfully muscled hindquarters, clearly of good stock. And likely well trained.
Agitated at first, it calms quickly. When I sense it is ready, I unhook the rein from the hitching post and lead the horse away. Its hooves clip-clop noisily on the gravel, not that I care. Nobody’s rushing out in the daylight after me.
“Good boy, you’re a good boy, aren’t you?” It turns to look at me with large, intelligent eyes.
The carriage is also in tiptop shape. Well oiled, the wheels turn smoothly and noiselessly. The horse snorts disagreeably. It thought I was taking it inside the stable to rest.
“Not yet, my boy. We still have some running to do today.”
It snorts again, in protest. But when I stroke its muzzle along its star and strip, it quiets. I pull it forward, and it follows with only a little urging. A good horse. I’ve lucked out.
I climb into the carriage, place the Scientist’s journal next to me, and grab the reins in the driver’s seat. The horse should get some nourishment before we take off, but its food is probably in the locked stable. I can’t take that risk. Or time.
“Ha!” I yell out, flicking the reins.
The horse doesn’t move.
“Ha! Ha!” I yell louder. It stands stationary, unimpressed.
I’m not sure what to do. I’ve always ridden on horseback, never in a carriage. “Please,” I say softly, “let’s go.”
And with a neigh, the horse trots out. Head held up high, confident and proud.
I could love this horse.
I stop by the Dome, letting the horse drink from the pond as I retrieve clothes – the hepers’ – from the mud huts. When I get back, the horse is still drinking, its muzzle half-submerged in the water. It lifts his head, snorting in appreciation. Sensing it’s in a cooperative mood, I lift up the clothes to its muzzle. It seems to understand; its nostrils press into the shirts and shorts, one at a time, sniffing deep and hard until sure of the scent. A pause; it snorts one more time, a mist of water and mucus spraying out. Then, like a wise sage, it gazes with its large, sad eyes at the horizon. Blinks once, twice. Then trots forward without further beckoning, not even waiting for me to hop back into the carriage. I grab hold of the rail, hoist myself up and onto the driver’s bench.
Bring the hepers back.
Ashley June’s handwritten words flash before me again. I’m trying, I want to tell her, fast as I can. There are so many things I wish I could tell her. That I’m alive. That her sacrifice wasn’t in vain. That I got her letter. And that I’m now doing my best to save her. I want to send her my thoughts, across the stretch of land between us, through the cement and metal and trapdoors, right into her mind.
Be quick.
I don’t know, I want to tell her. I don’t know if there’s time. I don’t know if I’ll ever find the hepers or convince them to come back with me. Don’t know if they’ll see right through my act, know that I’m just gaming them. That I mean to use them as bait, to bring them back here, into the hornets’ nest, where they’ll be so tantalisingly near that nobody – not the hunters, the guests, the staffers, the stable hands, sentries, escorts, kitchen help, the tailors, the reporters, the camera crew – will be able to resist. Certainly not once the blood of heper begins to flow and seep into the ground, the odour lifting and spreading into the air. And in that moment when not just dozens but hundreds of the disallowed and unauthorised join the feasting, that is when . . .
Even then, Ashley June, I don’t know if I’ll have time to slip in and rescue you.
Be quick.
“Tah!” I shout, snapping the reins harshly, more than the horse deserves. “Tah!” And the horse picks up speed – the ground becoming a blur beneath us – as ribbons of muscle ripple out of its haunches. The sudden pickup in speed is exhilarating, takes me out of myself; it whooshes my breath away, making it hard to fill my lungs. And as the Institute falls away behind us, diminishing into a dot, as we begin to delve deeper into the unexplored Vast, something about the moment catches me. Perhaps it is the feel of wind in my hair, the sun splashing down on my face, the eastern mountains drifting ever so slowly closer, the brilliant black sheen of the horse, its mane flowing so freely behind. But it’s more than just the beauty. It’s the contradiction that does me in: how in this moment of unspeakable horror, I can be graced with this unexpected beauty. Of this place, of a horse. I tear up uncontrollably. I don’t know how to handle this contradiction.