“I’m sorry.”
“Goddammit . . . How did this happen?”
I told him everything I had seen up at the general, but I seemed to be blabbering. The simple truth was, I didn’t know.
“Goddammit!”
Out of nowhere, the doctor’s older son, Jasper, ten, appeared. I heard him gasp as he saw Shawn’s body.
“Go to the rectory and get Reverend Holder,” Jerry said. “And don’t talk to another soul on your way over or back about what you saw here, understand?”
Jasper nodded but remained fixed in his footsteps like a statue.
“Go on!” Jerry said and the boy finally obeyed him. “Robert, help me move the body into the springhouse.”
The springhouse was spacious inside and carefully built. I know because I had helped build it a few years earlier. This was how people kept perishable things cool in the days before mechanical refrigeration, and this was how we did it now—if you happened to be lucky enough to have a spring on your property. The fieldstone structure was bermed into the hill behind Jerry’s house. The Copelands had about a half acre of fruit trees above it. At the time we built it, there had been many deaths in town, and I understood that he had designed it to receive human bodies awaiting burial as well as for everyday things.
It must have been thirty degrees cooler inside. Meager light seeped through a small triple-pane transom window above the door. I remember fitting it into the fieldstones there, scribing the wooden sashes. Now, the light filtered through an additional layer of cobwebs. A long wooden slab table stood inside with trugs and wooden bowels of the year’s first peas and radishes, along with shelves of preserved fruit, straw-filled bins where they kept onions and squashes, and hams hanging from the ceiling with their protective coats of mold. Even under the circumstances, you couldn’t fail to notice that the Copeland’s food supply was impressive. As the town’s only doctor, he received a bounty in barter for his services.
“Let’s get him onto the table,” Jerry said. Shawn weighed well over two hundred pounds. The two of us struggled to lift him out of the dog cart. Jerry bent to examine the ugly wound that had left half the jaw hanging by a few tendons. The shot had also severed the carotid artery, he said. Then, still cursing under his breath, he pulled a bottle out from behind a five-gallon stoneware crock, took a pull on it, and passed it to me. It was a very fine pear brandy, and very powerful. We didn’t have to make any lame excuses about why we needed it. Between the brandy and the cool air, the situation began to clarify. Loren found us in the springhouse easily enough. Jerry told his boy to stay outside.
“Oh hell,” Loren said when his eyes adjusted and he saw Shawn laid out on the table. He let out a sound like a gulp or a sob. Jerry passed him the bottle too. Loren had baptized Shawn’s child.
“God help that son of a bitch if he ever comes to me for help,” Jerry said, and I assumed he meant Wayne.
I repeated to Loren what happened at the general supply, and he said we three should all go together to Shawn’s house and tell his wife, and Loren said he would see that everybody in town was notified so we could have a funeral tomorrow. I realized that I would be up all night making the coffin.
ELEVEN
Britney Watling was picking black currants with her seven-year-old girl, Sarah, pale like her mother and barefoot, at the back of the garden as we approached. Both of them seemed to flinch at the sight of us. Loren didn’t even have to say anything. He went over to where she stood and guided her gently by the elbow to the shade beside the barn and sat her down on a marble slab bench that had probably been there for a hundred years. Jerry hoisted the child up and carried her down there hitched up on his waist, as he would a child of his own.
Once we were all there in the shade of the barn, where the family cow took refuge from the heat, and where the hostas that Shawn’s mother planted long ago bloomed purple, Loren explained to Britney that her husband was not just hurt but dead. The little girl, Sarah, seemed to search for a cue from her mother, whose mouth fell open without producing any sound. The child repeated, “Daddy, Daddy, Daddy,” and began keening. It was left to me to try to briefly tell Britney what had happened, making it clear I hadn’t actually witnessed the incident. She did not ask me any questions about it. For the longest time, nothing was said. Finally Loren began to quietly explain what would happen next, how the funeral would be arranged and the sequence of events that would entail. Britney took it in stoically. She was a young person who herself had endured large losses, including parents incinerated in Los Angeles, a brother and many friends gone, and one child stillborn. She gave the impression of great solidity even though she was petite and pale. She asked if she could see her husband’s body. Jerry warned her that the wound was awful.
“I don’t care,” she said raising her voice so it broke. “I’m going to see him. You take me to him.”
The five of us walked the three blocks back to Jerry’s house. He carried the little girl hitched on his hip. She cried on his shoulder all the way there. He stayed outside with her while Loren and I went into the springhouse with Britney. I could hear Jerry’s wife, Jeanette, out there now. “Jasper told me,” she said to her husband. “Oh Jesus Lord almighty.”
“Is my daddy in there?” I heard Sarah say.
Inside, in the dimness, Britney stood mutely over Shawn’s body for a long time.
“All right, I believe he is dead,” she eventually said with stoical resignation and let out a long soblike sigh. “Oh Shawn. What are we going to do now? What are we going to do?” Then, she suddenly flew into a rage and cried, “What’d you have to go and get shot for!” and actually swatted his inert shoulder. Finally, she collapsed in a heap on the damp dirt floor, clutching the leg of the table as though she were a child herself holding onto a father’s leg. She stayed there weeping for the longest time.
“Robert will build the coffin,” Loren said finally.
“I want an open coffin at the funeral,” Britney growled back between her sobs.
“You don’t have to decide that now.”
“I want everybody to see what they did to my husband.”
“We’ll keep him here until tomorrow morning,” Loren said, apparently eager not to quarrel. “Ten o’clock we’ll start at the church.”
“I’ll fetch his good clothes before that,” she said.
TWELVE
By evening, a stream of callers had come by the Watling house, and many lingered to lend a sense of solidarity. Loren had informed a few key individuals, and the news of Shawn’s death spread quickly through town and out into the countryside. Jeanette Copeland and Jane Ann Holder volunteered to stay the night with Britney and her daughter. Neighbors brought dishes over to give both sustenance to the callers and some focus to the gathering. Ellen Weibel brought a ham and Jane Ann several bottles of her wine, and Eric Laudermilk brought jugs of new ale, and my neighbor Lucy Myles brought her sausage, and several women brought “pudding,” a savory staple of our tables made from leftover bread scraps, which we no longer throw away, mixed with anything else you have around, say bacon, squash, kale, chestnuts—like Thanksgiving stuffing. There was samp, which used to be called “polenta” in the upscale restaurants of yesteryear, cornmeal grits doctored up with cheese, mushrooms, or what have you. Maggie Furnival brought a buckwheat pilaf, Nancy Deaver a barley pilaf. There was, of course, corn bread, our staple. Donna Russo brought two coffee cakes made, she said, with the last of their wheat flour. And insofar as it was June, we had plenty of fresh greens, spinach cooked with bacon and green onions, radishes, rocket and lettuce salad, peas with mint. Elsie DeLong brought new beets. Katie Zucker brought honey cakes made of ground butternut meal. Annie Larmon brought fresh cream from their farm and whipped it up for the cakes. Felix Holyrood, who ran the leading cider mill in Washington County, brought a keg of his powerful “scrumpy,” which was stronger than beer. For all that, the evening was hardly festive, but a very somber, measured gathering, with fussing over the dishes a w
ay to signify that life would continue, as well as to give people something to do with their hands.
It was a warm, sticky evening. Mosquitoes rose out of the long shadows in ravening clouds, and people who sought fresh air outdoors were eventually driven back inside to escape them, while big furry moths banged away at the screens. The neighbors had considerately brought extra candles, and the first floor seemed almost as bright as if the power were still on, but the candles also added to the heat inside.
What had originally been the keeping room when the house was a tavern after the Revolutionary War—and then became first a law office, then a nursery, then a parlor, then Shawn’s grandfather’s optometry shop in the 1950s, and finally a television room in the late twentieth century—had been converted into a broom-making shop by Britney. Here in the large south-facing room with good light she made brooms out of rush and willow and birch, and baskets out of split ash, and wooden spoons out of whatever hardwood scraps were left over. The household had been reorganized in a way that Shawn’s parents would have never understood. What had been the Watlings’ real estate office from the 1970s until 2003 was now a suite of pantries, food storage, and canning rooms off a kitchen centered on an enormous wood-fired cookstove for processing the output of the garden. No one years ago would have anticipated how much production moved back into the home when the machine age ended. The family’s personal quarters were upstairs, including a sitting room. It was a large old house and they kept it in good condition.
Surprisingly little curiosity was expressed about the incident that had left Shawn dead, once I had related what I knew two or three times and it got around to all present. It was eerie, a portentous signifier of our true social condition beyond the conventions of a funeral. Nobody wanted to disturb Wayne Karp and his bunch any more than they would poke a nest of rattlesnakes with a stick. We all knew the apparatus of justice had dissolved. Heath Rucker, our good-for-nothing constable, didn’t come around that evening. For all anyone knew he was drunk or off fishing. Our mayor, Dale Murray, turned up among the later arrivals. He sought me out and cornered me and made a little show of saying, “We’re going to get to the bottom of this.”
“How,” I said. “By what kind of procedure.”
“We’ll convene a grand jury,” he said, “and you’ll testify.”
“I didn’t see a damn thing. And anyway have you noticed the county courts are suspended?”
“I don’t think Mr. Bullock will remain unmoved in the face of a cold-blooded murder.”
“We’ll see about that,” I said. Dale Murray had once prosecuted a lawsuit against my father-in-law and ended up getting stung in a countersuit. Though he had turned up late at this impromptu wake, he was not altogether steady on his feet. “By the way,” I said, “I’d like to get to the bottom of how you happened to sell the high school to this Christian bunch that just landed.”
“They made an offer. I accepted.”
“On whose authority?”
“You look here. Nobody else in this burg takes an interest in civic affairs, yourself included. The building’s been empty for years and the roof is falling in. These people, whoever the hell they are, they’re going to keep the place from falling apart completely.”
Before I could ask him where the money was, Laura Holyrood, wife of Felix, who apparently had also been drinking some, came between us with a plate all loaded with a supper for Dale, and in her amorously restless way started flirting Dale up, making sure he noticed her substantial bosom. So that was as far as we got on the school matter. I excused myself and went and found Loren and some of our music circle. We had to discuss what hymns and pieces we might play at the funeral.
Through the windows, the sun sank below a distant hilltop. There was a commotion across the room. Brother Jobe appeared in the open door with a delegation of his followers.
THIRTEEN
There were five of them besides Brother Jobe, all men, wearing the somber black suits of their sect and carrying hats in their hands. They were all clean-shaven, not like most of us Union Grove men. It struck me as an odd reversal of the way things used to be long ago: the secular clean-shaven and the pious bearded. Only Brother Jobe wore a necktie, a black ribbon cravat, as though it were an emblem of rank. He was sweating impressively. The others were all younger, in their twenties and thirties, uniformly large and powerful men, a different breed almost, like draft horses are to quarter horse stock. You could see how Brother Jobe would feel confident in their company, and you wondered whether he had selected them for their heft and strength.
The whole clutch of them paused at the door while the low buzz of conversation throughout the room dropped away. I think Brother Jobe was aware that he had given himself a theatrical entrance, and he was prepared for it with a little speech.
“Evening to you all,” he said, and introduced himself and the others by their given names, Brother Joseph, Brother Elam, Brother Eli, and so on. “I suppose you know by now that we are setting up over at your old high school. We are called the New Faith Brotherhood Church of Jesus and we have come out of Virginia by way of Pennsylvania because of what has happened in our nation’s capital. We are happy and grateful to have found this situation and look forward to uniting, so to say, with your community. We come here tonight in recognition of the sadness that has touched upon you today, to pay our respects and begin introducing ourselves, because we do not want you to fear us or think us to be alien beings. We are upright Americans, like yourselves, banded together in faith, praise Jesus, to meet the unfortunate circumstances of these our times. We expect to find new friends here and work fruitfully alongside you, and I hope you will feel the same amongst us. Well, that’s all I got to say. Except,” he added with a fresh attack, “I wish to reassure you of our friendly intentions by saying we have brought a barrel of good Pennsylvania whiskey on the cart outside and we invite you to partake of it. Now that is all I got to say.”
Several of our men headed outdoors at once with their cups and glasses. I wondered as how the New Faithers were not against drink per se. Brother Jobe spotted Loren and myself in a corner along with Andrew Pendergast, Bruce Wheedon, and Dan Mullinex who built the grain mill on Bright Creek. Brother Jobe came over like a politician working a room.
“I hear this poor devil was shot dead in cold blood,” he said, “and the one that did it is still at large.”
Nobody replied to him for an awkward moment. We took refuge in our supper plates.
“That isn’t right,” he went on. “Can’t have folks shooting folks.”
“The machinery of justice isn’t working too well around here these days,” Loren finally said.
“That is exactly what I gather,” Brother Jobe said, “and that’s why I suggest someone get the ball rolling on it. I understand you do have an elected magistrate.”
“Yes, we do. His name is Stephen Bullock.”
“Is he here in this house? I’d like to talk to him.”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t know why he’s not here,” Loren said, “except he lives several miles out of town and perhaps he hasn’t heard the news.”
“Why wouldn’t this matter come before him?”
“He didn’t run for the office, and he said if he got elected he wouldn’t serve.”
“That’s some civic spirit for you,” Brother Jobe said. “What does this Bullock fellow do as a livelihood?”
“He’s a gentleman,” Dan Mullinex said.
“Ain’t we all?” Brother Jobe said.
“He owns lands down by the Hudson River,” Loren said. “A large establishment. Two thousand acres at least.”
“You might even call it a plantation,” Bruce Wheedon said, cracking a slight sardonic smile as he speared a piece of ham on his plate.
“Oh?” Brother Jobe said. “Like Ole Massa? We know that type.”
Our group fell silent again. Whatever one thought about Brother Jobe, we clearly all felt embarrassed about t
he slovenly state of our local affairs.
“I’d like to go see him,” Brother Jobe said. “Would one of you fellows take me to his spread and introduce us?”
Loren and I exchanged a glance.
“You know him best, Robert,” Dan said.
“Don’t he come to your church?” Brother Jobe said to Loren.
“No.”
“Which outfit does he attend?”
“None, as far as I know.”
“Hmph. A man who don’t have religion, won’t serve his community when called. What kind of fellow is that?”
We all swapped more glances around on that one, because we knew Stephen Bullock. He went his own way and always had. He ran a bountiful farm. He had altogether perhaps fifty people living and working for him there, and it was rumored that many of them had entered into a relationship with him of extreme dependency, people who, out of one misfortune or another, or perhaps just a desire to be led or to live a structured existence, sold their allegiance to him for security and a full stomach. He took care of them. It was an old old story, but one that hadn’t been seen in America for a long time.
“His farm has come to be a sort of world of its own,” Dan said.
“All right. Whatever it is, I’d like to go visit with him. Can we do that sometime after this poor fellow’s funeral?” Brother Jobe asked me directly.
“All right,” I said.
“I’ll send for you, and we’ll take the wagon,” he said. “People getting shot for no reason. That don’t stand with us. Come on out now, boys, and let me buy you a ding-danged dram of life’s righteous comfort, praise Jesus.”
FOURTEEN
I was up until four o’clock in the morning making Shawn’s coffin—a sorrowful task as I struggled with the idea that I might have provoked him to anger in the hour leading to his death. It was a plain hexagonal pine box, doweled at the joints, with his initials carved on the lid in a small beaded border. The long day’s heat persisted well into the night and the little sleep I found at last was febrile with inchoate dreaming.
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