by Mary Burton
Now as she glanced up, she offered a smile both pleasing and desperate. ‘Now are you going to let me go?’
‘Not just yet.’
Her smile faltered. ‘You said next time when you came back I could leave.’
‘I’ve changed my mind.’ He zoomed in the video image. ‘I’ve enjoyed your performance so much I find I can’t say goodbye.’
The close-up vividly captured expressive eyes that mirrored disappointment and a terrifying understanding. ‘You’re never going to let me go, are you?’
‘Didn’t I promise?’ He sounded defensive.
Fresh tears rolled down her cheeks. Her lips quivered. She seemed to sense that this was the end. Game over.
Hysterically she started to yank the chain. Her breasts bounced delightfully as she struggled. ‘Let me go! Why are you doing this to me!’
‘I love you, Adrianna.’
‘Let me go!’ She all but howled the words.
‘I told you that I loved you. What are you supposed to say?’ The words dripped with annoyance. How many lessons would it take for her to play her part correctly?
‘No, no, no! My name is Rhonda.’ The silk under the chain had frayed and turned brown from the iron in the links. ‘My name is Rhonda!’
‘You are not Rhonda!’ He snapped his fingers. ‘Say the words like I taught you. Or I will get the cattle prod.’
Mention of the prod drained the fight from her eyes. ‘Please. Please. Please.’ The plea wound down to a hoarse whisper.
‘Say it.’ This would be their final scene together. And he couldn’t hide the desperate anticipation from his voice.
The woman closed her eyes. ‘I love you.’ The faint whisper, void of feeling, tumbled out like rubbish from a bin. All the spirit and fight she’d had in the beginning was gone.
The words left him wanting. ‘Say it again. And look at me when you speak.’
The woman looked directly at him. ‘I love you.’
Better.
Nervously, she picked at the chipped red nail polish on her toenails. A ladybug tattoo framed her right ankle. ‘Can I leave now?’
He ignored her question. ‘Why do you have a ladybug tattoo?’ These last two weeks he’d loved touching it. Kissing it.
Tears streamed down her face as if she realized her words had no effect on him. ‘I told you a million times.’
‘Tell me again.’
‘It’s a sign of good luck.’
His laughter rumbled rich and genuine. ‘For me, it’s good luck. Not such good luck for you.’
Her eyes flashed with sudden hot anger. ‘Why do you keep doing this to me?’
‘Doing what?’
‘Playing games. Why don’t you let me go? I’ve sworn that I’ll keep this secret. I just want to go home. I want to forget. I want to live.’ The camera zoomed and caught the beads of sweat on her forehead. ‘I have done everything you asked.’
She tipped her head back and he could see her dark hair peeking out from under the wig. She was ruining the moment.
‘Say it again.’ His voice projected the annoyance he’d felt that day. ‘And say it like you mean it!’
The woman dropped her gaze and fisted the fingers on her left hand so tightly her nails drew blood. For several long seconds, she remained silent.
The snap of the prod had her meeting his gaze. ‘I love you.’
‘What is my name?’
‘Craig. Your name is Craig. I love you, Craig.’
‘Again.’
This time she looked directly at the camera and nearly screamed the words. ‘I love you, Craig!’
His erection hardened and finally he was able to take her. Though he’d been driven by powerful emotions, he was mindful of the all-seeing lens and careful to keep his face turned away from the camera.
She’d lain under him, the slip bunched around her waist, her body as still and cold as a lake in winter. His climax had come quickly, violently. He’d never felt so alive, so in the moment, and for those fleeting seconds the voices that always stalked him – told him he wasn’t good enough – went silent.
*
Now as Craig viewed the tape for the hundredth time, the exquisite feelings he’d once enjoyed, like the tape, had faded.
The indefinable hunger that had tracked him for so many years had returned and the heavy weight of anticipation bore down on his chest. Lately, no matter how much he watched the tape, his darkest appetites clawed at his insides, begging to be satisfied.
‘Damn.’ He hit REWIND and replayed the last few seconds, his thirst desperate to be quenched. ‘I love you, Craig. I love you, Craig. I love you, Craig.’
Craig leaned toward the television and touched the image of her face. He traced her eyes and then her lips.
From the edge of the screen, the camera captured the tip of a gun barrel. The woman shrank back, trying to press herself through the wall.
Crying, she tried to crawl away, but the chain stopped her as he grabbed the wig and tossed it aside. He wrenched her upward. Her fingers clawed at his hand as she screamed and struggled to get free. He held on tight and raised the .38 to her temple.
He whispered, ‘I love you, Adrianna.’
The revolver’s bullet tore through her brain. Blood splattered his face. She slumped forward, dead. His heart raged in his chest like a tornado.
Then he released her, stepped back, and watched as she crumpled to the floor. A second passed before the recording ended and the image turned to static snow.
Now Craig understood how much he’d fed off her terror. Her panic and those of the other two had invigorated his blood like a narcotic.
‘I shouldn’t have listened. I never should have let you go.’ He could have kept her tucked away down here for years.
If he’d known three years would pass until the next kill he’d have stowed her away and savored her all the more.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
Frustrated, he shut off the television and turned his attention to the new digital camcorder he’d bought last week. It fit in the palm of his hand and had cost him a fortune but the kid in the electronics store had promised it would produce crystal-clear images guaranteed to last a lifetime.
‘So clear you can see the pores on a face,’ the kid had said.
Craig palmed the camera, amazed at its compact size. Technology was a wonderful thing.
Pointing the camera toward the empty basement corner with the wood panel and loosely coiled chain, he hit RECORD. The red light clicked on. He taped for a few seconds before stopping and replaying the image on the camera’s view screen. The kid had been right. The clear picture caught the grains in the faux wood and the threads in the brown carpet.
Craig glanced at the newly purchased pink silk slip and blond wig. He set the camera down and picked up the wig. He stroked the strands of real human hair dyed just the right shade of blond.
Imagine what detail he would capture when he filmed the next one. This camera wouldn’t miss anything, and the images would surely satisfy him for years.
This time, this time, he’d not be in such a rush. The next one, he’d savor.
Craig glanced at the pocket calendar taped to the side of his filing cabinet. Twenty-four red X’s marked through most of September. Anticipation burned like fire.
In just three days, it would be time again for hunting season.
In just three days, center stage would host a new actress to play his sweet Adrianna.
