by Nicole Hart
I walked in front of him and headed to his truck. He closed the front door then placed his hand on the small of my back. He followed me to the passenger side of his truck and opened the door. He held out his hand for me to take, which I did and helped me up. That was a first. He walked around the front of the truck, got in and started the ignition.
As soon as he started the truck, I heard "Walk the Line" on the radio.
"I love Johnny Cash" I gushed
"Smart woman" He said. "He's one of my favorites, has been since I was a kid. I can't stand that rap shit." He said bluntly. “I'll take Haggerd or Bocephus any day."
"A man after my own heart" I admitted.
"Glad to hear it" He said and looked over at me with a wink.
Most of the ride was spent in silence, just listening to the man in black's greatest hits. We could have spoken but there was just a comfortable silence. Although I know I saw his lips mouthing the words a few times. I tried to concentrate and hear his voice but it was impossible. I'm pretty sure he knew what I was doing because every few minutes he would look over at me with that crooked smile of his. I knew this because every time he looked my way, I was already staring.
We pulled into the parking lot of Roady's Steakhouse.
"Hold on" he said as he jumped out of the truck. He was walking over to my side to open my door. Chivalry. This was something I could get used to.
He opened my door and held out his hand for me to step down. He was standing close so when I got out my body slid down his.
As soon as my feet his the ground, his mouth was on mine. At first it was gentle and slow, then he put his hand around the back of my neck and pulled me tighter to him. My hands found his chest and I couldn't help but dig my nails into him. A soft deep groan came from his throat and he deepened our kiss. His tongue was caressing mine and then he bit my bottom lip. Just enough to send electricity all the way down between my legs.
"Ahem" Someone was clearing their throat and we immediately became still. I kept my eyes closed and put my face is Jase's chest.
"Excuse us" I heard a man as he walked by.
"Pardon us" Said Jase.
"Wow, they were kissing a lot daddy." I heard the voice of a little boy. He sounded around 5 years old. But I wasn't going to look.
"Come on Taylor" Said the man.
"Oh my God." I said when I knew they were out of sight.
"I wasn't planning on doing that yet" said Jase "I was going to at least feed you first" He whispered with a wink.
He put both of his hands around the back of my neck, just enough so he had ahold of my hair.
"But you're just so fucking beautiful I couldn't wait anymore"
Then he gave me a quick peck on the lips and grabbed me by the hand.
"Let's go eat" He said and we walked towards the restaurant.
Once we were seated at our table, the waitress came over.
"What can I get y'all to drink?"
"Sweet tea for me please" I said.
"I'll have the same" Jase said.
Our waitress stared at Jase for just a little too long for my liking, but he didn't seem to notice. He hadn't taken his eyes off me. Was I really getting jealous of a 40 something year old woman who liked what she saw? Truth is, I couldn’t blame her. Jase was delicious.
"She was getting her eyes full" I said without realizing it. Shit!
"Was she now?" He laughed. "I didn't notice. I can't seem to quit looking at you."
"I know the feeling" I said. Then bit my lip to keep my mouth shut. Otherwise, I would end up telling him how beautiful he was.
"Mmm" He said as he shook his head and looked down at his menu.
God, he was sexy.
The waitress brought our drinks back and we ordered our food.
"So, do you think you're going to stay in Bailey?" He asked.
"Yeah, I am." I said without hesitation. "It's time to start over, even though this is where I grew up, everything is different this time." I started getting nervous knowing where the conversation was headed and started twisting my napkin.
Jase put his hand over mine "I'm sorry about your parents. Moon told me, I hope that's ok"
"No, it's fine. Thank you. It's been hard, I mean obviously"
"I get it"
"You do?" I asked, convinced there's no way he did.
"My mom passed away when I was 12"
"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know" I said, in shock. My heart broke for him in that moment. I physically got sick to my stomach. I wanted to walk over to him and put my arms around him. The pain of losing my parents was devastating as an 18 year old. How could a 12 year old even begin to deal with it?
"It's not really something I talk about"
"What about your dad?" I asked.
His eyes glazed over and he stayed silent for a few seconds.
"He's not in the picture"
"Oh." I whispered. "Ok"
We didn't speak for a minute.
"Anyway, can we change the subject?" He asked politely "Save the heavy stuff for another time"
"Absolutely" I agreed.
We both exhaled at the same time, and then laughed.
The rest of our dinner was wonderful. The conversation was easy, there was no uncomfortable silence. We just clicked.
When we got to the truck after leaving the restaurant, Jase didn't lead me to the passenger side. I got a little sad for a minute. I liked the whole gentleman thing he had going. But as I started to walk to my side of the truck he grabbed me by the hand.
"Get in on this side" He whispered in my ear "I want you next to me"
"Ok" I said. My voice was a little shaky and my heart was going crazy again.
I hopped into the truck and scooted to the middle. Once Jase got in, he squeezed my knee before he started the truck.
On the way home, he kept his hand on my thigh and I put my hand over his. It just felt right. He made me comfortable. My mind would probably convince me later that I wasn't ready for this. But right now, I didn't care. I just wanted him close to me.
Once we pulled into the driveway, he turned off the ignition but didn't open the door. He turned towards me and put his hand on the back of my neck.
"I'm trying to take things slow with you. I don't want to scare you away. But you do something to me. I've always been in charge of everything I do. But with you, I can't seem to control myself."
I opened my mouth to answer, but I didn't know what to say.
He leaned in and kissed me gently. His tongue swept across my lips and explored the inside of my mouth. He tasted delicious. I wanted more. So I deepened the kiss. I put my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. Jase put both hands on my hips and pulled me onto his lap. I was straddling him now. His put both of his hands on my ass and squeezed. He moved his mouth to my earlobe and brushed his lips across my neck. I felt the pressure building between my thighs and had to squeeze my legs around him to get some relief. I just wanted him closer. I could feel the bulge in his jeans rub against me and I knew he felt the same way.
"Oh God." I let out a little whimper.
"Damn" He whispered in my ear. "We need to stop"
"Um, ok" I said. I was embarrassed.
"Trust me baby, I don't want to. But taking you in my truck isn't how our first time is going to be."
His words reassured me that I wasn't alone. He wanted me just as much as I wanted him.
"Maybe, the second or third time we can try it in the truck" He said with a grin.
"Maybe" I said with a wink.
He grabbed my hips and pulled my weight down onto him harder as he kissed me again. But then he broke away. I wanted to pout.
"We better get out of this truck." He said as he opened the door.
I climbed off his lap and out of the truck. He followed right after.
"Can I see you again tomorrow?"
"I'd like that"
"I'll pick you up in the morning at 7:00."
"7? AM?" I said, a little c
onfused.
"You're a morning person" He reminded me with a laugh.
"Ok. Where are we going at 7 in the morning?"
"You'll see" He said. "I better get out of here, I've got a cold shower waiting on me."
He kissed me gently.
"See ya in the morning"
"Yes ma'am" He said as I walked away.
I made sure to put a little extra swing in my step, just because I knew he was watching. I turned around and blew him a kiss before I opened the front door.
He gave me a smile, shook his head and hopped in his truck.
As soon as I shut the door, I had to lean against it before my knees gave out.
"Did ya have fun, you dirty little slut?" Sam said with a giggle as she lay sprawled out on the sofa.
"Were you spying weirdo?" I laughed.
"I saw headlights so I peeked out the window. I didn't know I was gonna see you dry humping Jase." She cocked her eyebrow "Get it girl!"
"I'm going to bed! Nighty night bitch!" I said as I walked into my room
"I've got batteries in the junk drawer if you need them" She yelled from the living room.
"GOODNIGHT!" I yelled.
I put on my boy shorts and tank top then crawled in my cozy bed. I couldn't get Jase out of my head. It was too soon for this. I've only known him a couple of days, I can't have feelings for him. But he was so sexy. And sweet. And sexy. I had to stop thinking about him or I would definitely need those batteries. After picturing his face and that body for what seemed like hours, I finally drifted to sleep.
5:00 am
My eyes popped open. Jase wouldn't be here for 2 hours but I couldn't sleep. I was way more excited than I should be. So I got up and started getting ready. I wasn't sure where we were going. But it was early in the morning, casual was my best bet. It was also October, so layers were a good idea.
6:59 am
I was sitting on the sofa with the TV down low when I heard his truck pull in the driveway. I grabbed my purse and went to the door. I wanted to meet him outside so the knock at the door wouldn't wake Sam. I walked outside and he was standing at the driver’s side of his truck. He was wearing faded jeans and a flannel shirt. Perfection.
"Mornin' beautiful" He said as I walked up to him. He gave me a peck on the lips and opened the truck door to let me in.
As I climbed into the truck the smell of coffee hit my nose. I was so excited this morning I didn't even think to make myself a cup. But the smell of it now made my mouth water. I saw two cups sitting in a to-go container on the passenger side.
"I brought you coffee." He said with a smile, he must have noticed me drooling over it. "I wasn't sure how you took it. So I just made it like I have it. One sugar, lots of cream"
"That's perfect actually, thank you" I said as I picked up one cup and handed him the other once he was buckled.
"I think I need to see you more often in the mornings, Lainey. It looks good on you." He said with a grin. That innuendo didn't go unnoticed as he squeezed my knee.
"So where are you taking me on this beautiful morning?" I asked.
"Do you like to fish?" He asked with a little hesitation.
"Really?" I asked, my voice full of emotion.
"Is that a no?" He asked. "It seemed like a good idea last night. Shit, was I way off?"
"No, Jase. Not at all. I love to fish. My dad used to take me fishing all the time. I haven't been in years." I said as I leaned over and kissed his cheek. "This is perfect"
My heart swelled with emotion. But I wasn't going to cry. I missed fishing. It was an amazing memory of my dad I would always have. I thought about going the last couple of years, but didn't have anyone to go with. And I never wanted to go alone. Yep, I was falling hard and fast for Jase Foster.
As we pulled up to the fishing hole I couldn't help but squeal a little and clap my hands like a little kid. I was so excited.
"You're so damn cute" He said as he wrapped his arm around my neck and kissed me on the head.
"You're not so bad yourself" I said.
Once we parked, Jase unloaded the poles, tackle box and blanket. I tried to help but he wouldn't let me. He laid the blanket out, sat down and patted the spot beside him. I gladly sat right next to him.
"Thank you for this" I whispered to him.
"I'm just glad you wanted to come. I was hoping I wasn't being too pushy wanting to see you again so quick. But I can't seem to get enough of you."
I couldn't speak. I had to bite my lip to keep the cheesy grin to a minimum.
"You keep biting that lip babydoll and you're gonna be in trouble." He said as he glanced over at me.
"Maybe I like a little trouble" I shocked myself when I said it out loud.
It took about 2 seconds and I was on my back with Jase hovering over me. My breathing hitched and I ran my hands up his arms. His body was rock hard and I wanted to explore. Then his lips were on mine. I let my legs fall apart so he could be closer to me. Our kissing became more intense as I wrapped my fingers in his hair.
"God, Lainey. You are so fucking sexy, I can't keep my hands off you. Tell me to stop."
I couldn't. I didn't want him to. So I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him closer. I put my hands under his shirt and rubbed my nails down his back. He felt so good. He let out a quiet moan and started kissing my neck. I needed more. He sensed my need and put his hands under my shirt. He started rubbing my breast gently. I couldn't help but moan his name. Then he unbuttoned my shirt and started kissing down my neck. He licked my nipples and I thought I would burst.
"Jase, please, don't stop." I whispered.
He unbuttoned my jeans and put his hands in between my legs. I couldn't help but raise my hips and try to get even closer. He put his hand inside my panties and started to rub gently. This was too much. I felt the familiar tingle in between my thighs. I needed this. I needed it now. I started to rock with his hand as he put one finger inside me. I kissed his neck and begged in his ear. He rubbed my clit and I felt my orgasm building. When the moment hit I couldn't help but scream his name. I was coming undone underneath him and it was the better than I could have imagined.
When I came down off my high, reality started to hit me about what just happened and I got embarrassed.
I put my head in his chest and became perfectly still.
"What's wrong?" Jase asked
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen." I whispered.
"Are you kidding me? That was the sexiest thing I've ever seen. I could watch that every day for the rest of my life and I still wouldn't get enough. And since I'm being honest I'm just going to tell you that I want you more than I've ever wanted anything. In my life. But it can't be here. So you're going to have to give me a minute." He said and then exhaled. I couldn't help but giggle.
I felt selfish but I couldn't deny how amazing that was. Jase gave me a kiss, buttoned my jeans and then rolled off me. He sat beside me on the blanket as I tried to pull myself together and then sat up.
"Don't ever be embarrassed with me" He said as he pulled me closer to him and kissed my temple. "Because if I have my way about it, this is just the beginning."
I leaned into the crook of his shoulder and kissed his collar bone.
"I don't think I could stop this if I tried." I admitted.
The rest of our morning was absolutely peaceful. Jase put the bait on my hook every time. I loved to fish, but I was a little girly. I didn't like to touch the gross stuff.
When I caught my first fish, I couldn't help but do a little dance. Jase just laughed and grabbed me around the waist.
"Have I told you how cute you are?" He said as he gave my ass a squeeze.
"I think you mentioned it" I replied and squeezed right back. I was waiting for the opportunity to do that.
How could I be so comfortable with someone so fast? But I was, I couldn't deny it.
Chapter 5
When Jase dropped me off at the home, I couldn't wipe the grin off my face. Sam
wasn't home and I decided to take a Sunday nap. As soon as I got comfortable in my bed, I heard the ding of a text message. My stomach did a quick flip, I was hoping it was Jase.
Derek: I miss you
Are you kidding me? I hadn't heard from him in weeks. Why was he bothering me now? My blood immediately started to boil. I had such a great morning with Jase and Derek ruined my mood with three words. I didn't respond. But now I was too pissed to sleep.
Ding. Damn it!
Derek: Aren't you going to answer me?
Me: What do you want me to say?
Derek: Tell me you miss me too.
Me: I don't.
And for the most part, that was the truth. I didn't really miss him. Derek did have some good in him. He was there for me when I was in a new city all alone. But our relationship became just a habit. I dealt with him because I didn't want to be alone. The bad in him outweighed the good. I didn't need him anymore and I sure didn't want him.
Derek: Look, I gave you time to get over being mad. I just want to talk.
Me: YOU GAVE ME TIME TO GET OVER BEING MAD??????? ARE YOU KIDDING ME???????
Derek: Lainey, please. Just talk to me. I really am sorry.
Me: Please. I'm going to say it one more time. DON'T TEXT OR CALL ME AGAIN. I don't want to talk. We're over. There's nothing else to say.
I put my phone on the nightstand and rolled over.
"God, please don't let him text me again." I mumbled.
Ding! Son of a bitch!
My bad mood fled immediately when I looked at the screen.
Jase: I can still smell your perfume on my shirt
Me: Is that good? :)
Jase: It's real good.
Jase: I wanted to text you as soon as I pulled out of your driveway but didn't want you to think I'm a stalker.
Me: I wouldn't. And I'm glad you did.
Jase: Good to know.
Me: Thank you for this morning. It was so much fun.
Jase: It was my pleasure. And you have no idea
Me: Oh I think I do ;)
I had to change the subject! My body couldn't handle this conversation right now.
Me: So when do you go back to work?
Jase: Next Tuesday.
Me: Oh :(
