Chase nodded, open-mouthed. All the planning he’d been doing for his two siblings seemed to have stopped now that Logan had arrived. He could only stare at his rescuer, at a fellow American. Maybe he even thought he looked cool with all his gear on.
“You like guns, Chase? I can show you all my stuff while we wait for the cops to get here. Okay?”
It was perhaps the dumbest thing he’d ever said. Did the boy like guns?
Chase indicated that his interest in guns and action movies and cool army dudes had been greatly diminished after the week’s events. Logan switched to a simpler approach and gave them all a firm voice command to get out of the van and follow him. Follow him now.
He was relieved to see movement in the car, the two kids still inside clambering up and across the bucket seats, hunching on their way to the opened sliding door. Logan was relieved that they’d finally be on the move to safer ground, behind cover in the bird’s nest. He was relieved it would soon all be over.
He could almost taste that margarita . . .
Delicious cocktails made him think about the outside world. And the outside world made him think about the dangers it contained—mainly, backups for the kidnappers. Would they arrive before his own backups?
“Where are we going?” the little girl cried, her head sticking out the door and craning around, her sweet little face squinting in the open sunlight.
The boy behind her said, “Who are you?”
“He’s an American soldier,” the eldest boy said from outside the van. “Right?”
Logan confirmed that he was their American soldier, their rescuer, and likely the last person they’d see carrying a gun for a long while. They were pleased at that.
Until a loud thunk, the sound of a bullet striking the frame of the van. Another shot clunked into the metal near the rear of the van. Someone was shooting from behind, down the street, but Logan had no time to look and find the source. Instead, he pushed the girl back inside the van, turned around, grabbed the eldest boy, and dragged him inside. The eldest, the smartest, knew what to do already and gladly followed his soldier into the vehicle, where the four of them tumbled into a panicked mess of bodies and limbs.
Logan straightened himself out and ordered them out of the other sliding door, spilling out like clowns from a clown car, finding themselves huddled against the van. Near the front, Logan knowing precisely where, behind the safety of the engine block. He made sure the children had the best coverage of it, then he squatted and waddled toward the rear of the van, steadying the shotgun on his knee as he looked out and flinched hard at the sound of another bullet hitting the van. He couldn’t tell where it had struck, but the thud was close and deep and loud enough that he wondered for a second if he’d been hit.
He hadn’t, and neither had the kids—yet.
He looked around the corner again but still couldn’t see where the fire was coming from. Now the voices in his head came back, screaming at him, his father questioning his thinking, Jackson . . . Jackson . . .
“Triple, we’ve got—”
Another round of bullets smashed into the van, shattering the glass from the energy of the impact. The size of the caliber made him wonder if the enemy had been something a little more official than a group of kidnappers and drug runners. It was a cartel they were up against, or so their intel had said, but the way the fire came in, and the size of the rounds made him think almost of what an Apache gunship’s arsenal could do to civilian vehicles . . . what it could to do to human flesh and bone. What it could do to children.
Fuck.
Under fire for the first time since Afghanistan, Logan felt the cool grasp of death upon him. Not only him but on the children huddled behind the engine block of the van, his responsibility. He’d done all this, he’d put them in this situation. Sure, he didn’t get them kidnapped, but he also could have avoided breaking the situation into an all-out firefight. Maybe it would have been different, and better, if he’d waited for his backup . . . but they were on the move. He kept telling himself that so as to hold on to at least some sanity, that they were on the move, and that his shots were necessary. This, no matter how awful it was for everyone at the moment, was necessary.
“I’m taking some serious fire,” Logan yelled into his radio. He glanced again at the children. They were scared but unhurt. “Serious fire incoming from the eastern end of Madero. I think they’re up high.”
Another skull-vibrating, loud thunk.
Logan yelled, “I think they’re . . . military.”
“Hold steady, Logan,” Jackson said, scrapping their mission names and going right to the heart of the matter. Right to that calming place. To the bond they all shared, the trust that no matter what, they’d be bailed out of any situation.
Logan returned the sentiment. “Jack, make sure they’re watching up high. Tell them to watch for high ground.”
Just as his mind—and his gaze—wandered up to the second and third level storefronts along the street, wondering in what building they’d been placing their shots from, Logan heard boot steps coming closer, a soldier’s run approaching the van, and then stopping.
Was this his backup?
Or theirs?
He could fire through the van. He could put the buckshot of his shotgun shell through the car and into whoever was standing on the other side.
Who the hell was it?
The idea was clear, too, that if he could fire through, so could this person fire through to him.
Under any other circumstances, it would be easy to radio Jackson, to radio the command center for an ID. But now that he was mere feet away, and still hiding . . .
He heard a loud voice near the front of the car, near the kids: “Todos quietos!”
A man in a type of green military uniform was holding an M16 and pointing it at Logan, his eyes shifting from him and the kids and back and forth in quick succession. Then he said to Logan, “Drop that gun, hombre. Drop it, motherfucker, do it now!”
Logan did not drop the gun.
Instead he held it tight and felt the barrel of another gun jab into his spine. Then another voice behind him, all Spanish this time, all menacing. It was all over.
The military man up front said, “Do it or the kids get it, too. Come on, do it.”
Logan began to slowly lower his weapon to the ground. He’d fucked up. Badly.
“Just fucking drop it quick, ese!”
Logan dropped it quick, his soul already shriveling up and dying, his vision going black and away. It was over.
Then a heavy weight on his back and his shoulders. A staggering body flailing and falling on top of him from behind. At first, he felt his neck almost snap forward with it. Then the weight slumped off, leaving a warm, wet streak along the back of Logan’s head and neck. He heard the next shot before he opened his eyes to the sight of a body bleeding out on the ground in front of him. And in front of that, beyond the huddled, hysterical children, was another bleeding husk of misguided humanity. The military man with the gun falling to a knee and grabbing his arm. Pain wracked his face. His gun falling to the ground gave Logan time to reach back for his own. He fished and pulled it out from under the first body, taking hold of it and aiming from the hip and taking the shot that finally sprawled his attacker to the ground. The shot that brought quiet back to the simple family vacation nightmare.
A quiet that lasted a half second before the children’s cries, and then the cries of grown adults, of his DARC Ops teammates rushing in to secure the scene. They lifted Logan off the ground and leaned him against the van. Logan took one last look at the children he’d tried saving—the children he had saved—seeing them scared but alive and in the custody of the good guys.
Now, finally, it was over.
After the rush of activity, and long after the moments where he’d have to be poised and smooth and impossibly logical about what he was doing, he could feel his hands begin to very subtly tremble.
The shakes would always come after the a
ction. He was fine with that. Better after than before, or during. Though it almost seemed impossible during, since that was when, for whatever reason, he felt the bravest, surest, and most solid. During, he was invincible; after, he was painfully human.
This time, it was slightly different. The adrenaline would fade, and he’d feel the shakiness of what he’d done, plus the unease of not knowing Jackson’s reaction. He knew, on the outside, it would be all cheers and congratulations from most of the participants. It was a job complete, and a heroic action to get it done. But it was a whole line of disobeyed commands that had gotten them there. Disobeyed commands that had saved the children.
Thank God, the kids were safe. Logan couldn’t imagine how he’d feel if he’d disobeyed commands and failed. Or even worse, if what he did was an active reason why those children wouldn’t be making it back to their parents and back to America.
He felt a slap on his shoulder, someone’s big hand. It was a good shock to get him out of his thoughts. A much better feeling than the metal point of a gun barrel. He could almost still feel that, the M16 in his back before someone a lot farther away took the shot.
Logan turned to see his West Virginian friend, Matthias, the leader of DARC’s SWAT camp. He knew already that it was Matthias who took the shot. Eagle eye from the camp.
“You?” Logan said to him.
Matthias smiled as if he already knew the actual question. There were times, especially right after the heat of battle, when all the men essentially shared the same brain. All of them riding for a while on the same wavelength.
“Great shot,” Logan said.
Matthias, still smiling, nodded this time. Modest Matthias.
Logan said, “I’ve got one question for you.”
“Yeah?”
“How did you know he didn’t have a gun trained on me when you hit him?”
Matthias’s smile turned to a look of relaxed confusion. He said, “I didn’t.”
“Because he did,” Logan said. “He had that rifle right in my back when it hit him.”
Modest Matthias closed his eyes, turned away, and said, “Damn . . .”
“One little hand spasm, and I wouldn’t be here,” Logan said. “But it’s okay, I forgive you.”
“Sorry, Man.”
“Nah, I’m just messing with you.” But that was a lie. Logan really had been a muscle twitch away from death. But why add a little weight to his friend’s conscience? He had, after all, saved his life. Logan just wished Jackson would be similarly generous.
The voice came over his radio again, “Triple Zero Smoke,” the words this time calmer and almost whimsical. A good sign, perhaps.
“Go ahead,” Logan said, instead of the radio clicks he’d used all day. He figured he owed it to Jackson to be as expressive and cooperative as possible. It was the least he could do.
“Thanks for responding,” Jackson said, a hint of snark.
“Thank you,” Logan said.
“I wanted to check in. Are you okay?”
“I’m good.”
“The children?”
“Shaken up, but good. We’re all good here.”
“Do you hear that chopper?”
Logan had no idea what he’d meant at first, until he waited a few seconds for the thudding echo of a distant helicopter. He said, “Yes, I hear it.”
“Normally, I’d give you some time to decompress,” Jackson said. “But I think we need to have a talk.”
Logan swallowed away the little lump in his throat. But it came back. A dry, lumpy tightness. “Yes, sir,” he said, before turning off his radio entirely.
5
Holly
The phone number couldn’t be traced back beyond a few different foreign masks, the call having been rerouted in a most circuitous route through central Asia. When she gave up finding the source of the call, Holly moved on to that name, Andrei Godev, first searching for him in any documents she had on hand in her home computers. When nothing turned up, she went into the CIA database and found that his name really had been masked—for a Mr. Greenleaf.
She went back into her own files and found the work she did to put him in custody, revisiting a rather painful two-month chapter in her life where she did nothing but submerse herself into the lurid underworld of human trafficking. Dark web stuff, the back pages of back pages, where anything and everything had a price. It went worse than human trafficking, but she was glad to stop her research there, focusing instead on how a rich Russian oligarch had used Greenleaf—or, Godev—to gain access a slavery ring. Their original target, Mr. Krasnov, went on to create his own human menu for the world’s most rich and powerful and morally degenerate customers.
They caught Krasnov long before Godev. Sadly, a few others came before him, before a coalition of intelligence agencies could work their way through all the connections and customers, all the way up through the chain to the man himself. It was his last project, a humanitarian-aid mission in Haiti that did him in. What was supposed to be an effort to build a children’s hospital. It was where he got a little too reckless, a little too needy for more human products. A little too brazen with how he’d researched for customers in the Unites States.
He was a dangerous man. Dangerous even behind bars, his power still remaining in money tied up across the world. His influence, too, was still strong and perhaps even growing. The loyal ties to his followers were even stronger, as evidenced by the call. And by Beth’s kidnapping by whatever groups of his men still remained in the free world.
The prisoners exchange was a dastardly creative way in going about his release. She knew the government would never play along with such a deal. She, on the other hand, would. If she had the chance.
A hacker, let alone a hacker already embedded in the CIA, could find any bit of info they’d needed. And they could just as easily destroy that info. That was precisely what her Russian caller had wanted, for Holly to dig up the records, the hard evidence, and destroy it from within. It would make their case a whole lot easier. It might even mean he’d be released without so much as a criminal trial, the CIA wanting to snuff out the news as quickly as possible.
Would she get caught? She was good enough not to, but there was always a risk. That was okay. She had her foot halfway out the door already with her dreadful future with Johnson. This only made it easier to decide which direction to take her life.
So, it was technically possible. She was at least glad for that. A glimmer of hope.
The only real problems were on their end: If she delivered the goods, would they stay true to their promise?
Holly could hack and break in and destroy almost anything that existed in digital form. But would that mean they would really release Beth?
She could handle the tech side of the arrangement. But she needed someone else for the muscle. She needed someone for insurance. More than that, she needed a friend, someone who’d ride and die with her. She needed Logan Williams.
6
Logan
“We have a lot to talk about,” Jackson said, “and we don’t have a lot to talk about.”
Logan took a seat in front of Jackson’s desk in the smaller, shorter chair. “What do you mean?” He had just arrived at Jackson’s operations RV after a forty-five-minute-long helicopter ride. He traveled alone in the back of it, touching down in the middle of the DARC Ops mobile operation center. Three rock-band RVs, two large fold-out trailers and, for some reason, a half dozen dirt bikes parked randomly around the other vehicles.
He’d sat Logan down in a small boardroom in the forward operating office in one of the RVs. And he’d been glaring at him the whole time.
Logan said it again, “What do you mean we don’t have a lot to talk about?”
“Because it’s pretty simple,” Jackson said. “You disobeyed a clear order. You disobeyed multiple clear orders. I know that’s not how you got here.”
“Well,” Logan said, “It’s not . . . it’s not something that I make a habit of.”
r /> “Or else you wouldn’t be here. Right. Why are you here, Logan?”
“I’m sorry?”
“Why are you here with us? Is it just for the paycheck? If that’s the case,” Jackson said, “then we can take care of that another way.”
“You know I’m not here for money. Nor was I back when you—”
“Because I always thought you were a good kid.”
Logan tried to block that out, to not let it hurt so much. “Money was never the issue. You know what they pay in the army.”
“Sure, we have fun sometimes,” Jackson said, “and we get all the newest and shiniest toys. But I always thought you had . . .” He trailed off, looking up at the low ceiling of his RV.
“I do,” Logan said. “I do have a higher purpose. It’s why I disobeyed your order today.”
“I know we’re not the army,” Jackson said, looking back down from the ceiling and looking at Logan with softer eyes. “I know that. Shit, I break rules, too. But I don’t have a commanding officer. I have clients. And sometimes I have a government agency or two up my ass. But I’ve got no one that I have to really listen to. You get what I’m saying?”
“You’re saying I have to listen to you.”
“I’m not even saying that. That should be an absolute.” Jackson’s eyes hardened once again. “How is that not an absolute with you?”
“I know you take risks,” Logan said. “You have, and you always will. Don’t you leave a little room for that with your team? When everything’s on the line and one member has to make an executive decision? Can’t you risk through us?”
Jackson’s frown deepened.
“You give us the freedom to take risks and to—”
“Way too much freedom,” Jackson said, cutting him off. “I give you guys way too much freedom, I know.”
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