“Well, if you’re really 25, you’re in trouble, if your 32 you look damn good!”
“I’m forty.”
“Damn, No way!” The genuine shock on the woman’s face gave Liv the reassurance she sought. “What are you doing cause I’m 40 and I don’t have that ass.”
Liv laughed. “Hey, your ass looks pretty good too. Take a look.” She turned the woman’s backside to the mirror. Both women began contemplating their middle-aged asses.
“Yours looks higher and rounder than mine,” replied her new friend.
“Squats with free weights, works every time.”
“Hmm, I’ll have to give it a try cause it looks like it works damn good. Thanks. What else do you do?”
“Thank you. Apparently I also date younger men.”
“Really! I’ll have to try that too! They both giggled and shook hands. I’m Roxanne by the way; I just got a job teaching psychology over at the university.
Liv’s face dropped instantly. “I’m… gotta go… Liv couldn’t get out of there fast enough.
Arriving back at their table Liv wasted no time apologizing to Dave and explaining she had an emergency and had to go. Dave watched her as she took off with the speed of light. He loved her sudden ability to become quirky. He especially loved how athletic she was. Her body was smooth, curved and cut. He’d always been attracted to older women but this was the first time he’d ever acted on it. Dave liked being the boss and younger women were easier to keep in line. But something about Liv he couldn’t quite resist. He knew he could count on her to challenge him. She was smart and beautiful and she was allowing him to take advantage of her. Dave also knew something had scared her off tonight and that it was probably him. He smiled thinking of how nervous she was around him. “You won’t get rid of me that easy Dr. Liv Belmont, not a chance,” he whispered as he took another drink.
Chapter Six
Liv was dazed to say the least. By the time she arrived home major confusion and totally overwhelmed were topping the list. Here she was a respected psychology professor at one of the most coveted universities in the country and she was being completely dominated by a man, no a student, half her age at that. Not to mention adding Roxanne to the mix of worries. “Oh my God! This could seriously jeopardize my job! Am I really willing to let that happen? What kind of woman allows this to happen to her? Certainly not a well- educated one, like me?” Liv ran her fingers through her hair as she contemplated her newest dilemma out loud. She needed to gain control back over her life, over her mind. Dave was occupying way too much of it. “That’s the problem here. It’s not just the fact that Dave is so much younger it’s the fact that I allow him so much power over me. Why? Why am I allowing this to happen?” Liv continued to pace back and forth oblivious to Rufus, her trusty old black lab. The poor old dog was faithfully following her around with his food bowl in his mouth. “I’m just vulnerable right now. That’s all this is about.” Liv stood quiet for a brief moment. “Oh who the hell am I kidding? It’s the sex! Oh God, he can fuck! Oh my God Rufus, I know I shouldn’t like it. It’s so wrong. I mean I’m a professional. I have colleagues, bills, research and students that are seeking my professional knowledge. I’m a grown up.” Liv paused in the kitchen. “But I can’t help it. I love it when he fucks me like that! I know it’s bad, it’s not making love, it’s so wrong, but it’s way fun! Oh why can’t I just say screw it! The sex is amazing and Dave is actually a welcome distraction from the fact that my life has just taken a major shit dive.” Liv poured herself a large glass of wine and kicked her shoes off as she continued to convince her and Rufus that she could handle this new affair. Liv took the bowl from his mouth and began filling it with wine. “Besides, it’s nice not to have an escape and not having to worry about every damn little thing. It’s not so bad having someone else take care of stuff and Dave can take care of stuff. My God, I even had to initiate and choreograph the sex when I was with Jim!” Rufus cocked his head to the side and let out a grunt. Liv moved the bowl back and forth slopping wine out on top of Rufus as she talked. “I sure as hell don’t have to do that with Dave. But then again it’s kinda scary having him call all the shots. I don’t know if I like the idea of never knowing when he’ll get the urge. ” Finally she set the bowl down in front of Rufus and headed for the couch. The old lab tried out the wine and decided he liked it then joined her on the couch. Leaning her head back she released a huge sigh. “Ok, I’m thinking about this way too much.” Morning would bring with it a brand new perspective. Liv had plainly come to the conclusion that she’d spent way too many years at the beck and call of a man. Jim may have been extremely passive. However, that did force her to take the lead in everything. So in a very strong sense he was as controlling as Dave appeared to be. No she wouldn’t fall for this again, not at this stage of her life. Life was now going to be on her terms. If she were going to allow Dave his domineering attitude in the bedroom she intended to be the one to decide when and where she would allow him to take possession of her body. Of course, this included letting him do what he wanted to with it while he fucked her, as he so eloquently put it. The psychologist inside her head was jumping up and down screaming, “You don’t know where this could lead? Dave may just be acting out in the bedroom now but it doesn’t mean that he’ll stop there?” The thought sat very heavy in the air. Liv suddenly realized she had just discovered what truly disturbed her about her new relationship. The safest thing would be to end this now but she really didn’t want to give Dave up. He was intoxicating and outside the bedroom he was just plain fun to be around. Still the scientist in her couldn’t let it go. She had to know what she was getting into.
Chapter Seven
Liv awoke at 3am with a brand new idea for a research project pouring out of her. Her time with Dave just seemed to add energy to whatever she pursued. He was great for that and he would be an even greater benefit as part of her new research project. Plus she could find out exactly how far this domineering attitude of his could go. It was amazing how quickly the survey came together. She finished outlining some tentative methods and procedures for her experiments as well. “This is so good Rufus. Yes its crazy and maybe riding the ethical line a little bit, but crazy good none the less.” The black lab lifted his head as if in response. He was pretty use to her crazy midnight revelations.
Finally Liv stood and looked around her apartment. “Why not?” She asked out loud. Still bursting with energy she began rearranging furniture, moving and shifting through her bookshelves, readjusting pictures all the while her mind busy sorting out details for her new project. This was risky but it was something few researchers had dared to embark on. She was excited about being one of the first. A light tap at the front door brought her new found domestication habits to an instant halt. “What the hell?” Rufus let out a half heartfelt bark. “Ooh, you’re so scary,” she chided him.
“It’s me. I saw your lights on and thought you might be lonely.” Dave’s voice vibrated through the door. As always Dave’s timing was perfect. Liv unlatched the door and pulled Dave inside.
“How’d you know where I live?”
“My uncle was the tow truck guy.” Dave flashed her a sly grin.
“Figures. Well, you’re right. I am lonely and with way too much energy.” Liv ripped open his shirt. His large chest was strong and ripped with muscles. “You really are beautiful,” she told him. Liv opened her mouth to taste him. His tan skin was surprisingly smooth with just a hint of salt from the sweat glistening on his chest. Liv looked up into his blue eyes, his black hair falling toward her. She wiped a strand from his face as her other hand moved to unbutton his jeans. His expression was intense and very serious. His hand caressed her face before he kissed her. Everything inside him felt like it was coming loose. Sharing one meal and a conversation had left him hungry for so much more than her body. He’d never been so intrigued by a woman before.
“Can I ask you something?” she asked.
“I don’t know, can ya
?” Dave grinned.
“Why are you always so rough in bed? I’m not complaining by any means I’m just curious that’s all.” Liv could see she had caught Dave completely off guard.
“Do you want something different? Am I too rough on you?” His question sounded concerned yet it seemed as gruff as his hands.
“Not necessarily. I told you I just wonder why you’re like that.”
“I never really thought about it. I guess I just like … “Dave shook his head. “I don’t know Liv.”
Liv knew he was holding back. She sensed this could be embarrassing for him so she attempted to ease his discomfort by glancing downward and smiling sweetly. “It’s all pretty new for me,” she giggled ever so slightly and continued in a quiet and comforting tone. “I like it. I don’t know that I’m supposed to; but I do. In fact, it really turns me on and then I start feeling guilty about letting you push me around and fuck me like that but it really does get me off.” She ran her hands over his large masculine chest. He had just the right amount of dark chest hair to play with.
Dave shot her a sexy hot bedroom smile and she wondered if she revealed too much. After all she was trying to get him talking not fucking, at least not yet. “It’s primal.” His blue eyes stared straight down inside of her and she felt completely revealed. “I think that’s what it is Liv. There’s just something about having that much control. There aren’t too many things in this day and age that allow a man to feel that raw and intense powerful primal surge, like controlling a woman while he’s fucking her does. It’s probably also one of the main reasons sports are so popular with men. It’s an outlet for a God given natural urge.”
It all fit now. Dave liked being a man and he especially enjoyed releasing that ancient essence trapped down inside of him. “It’s not like I woke up one day and decided I was going to be an asshole when I slept with a woman. It just kind of evolved. There’s something instinctual about the whole thing.”
Dave’s eyes lit up while he talked. He never broke his stare and neither did she. She wanted him and she wanted him to be that way right now. He was right, it was primal. It was a very real need. His erection pushed into her stomach and she had a strong urge to have him in her mouth again. Dave cupped her ass in his hands and pushed his erection even tighter against her.
“How about you? You said this way of fucking was new to you. Come on Doc, what’s shaped the way you fuck? As a matter of fact, I don’t really know how you fuck, do I?” Dave released her and sat down on the couch. “I guess I am a controlling bastard.”
“No, you’re not a controlling bastard you’re more of an evolved asshole.” Liv smiled and Dave laughed whole heartedly.
“I think maybe I’d better pay closer attention to what my professor has to say. He coaxed the dog off the couch and invited Liv to join him. Why don’t you come teach me something?” Dave cupped her chin in his huge hand and kissed her gently.
Liv smiled he was suddenly uncharacteristically gentle but she needed to stay on track this had thrown her. Was Dave really capable of shifting back and forth emotionally like that? Was sex to him a style that you could change from one interlude to the next? Suddenly he seemed void of any true emotion to her and she wondered if she was in even more danger than what she had first thought. No this isn’t the way she wanted Dave. This was far more dangerous to her. She refused to confuse fucking with making love. There would be no pretending this was anything more than what it was and what it was, was fucking around plain, simple and to the point.
“No. I like it your way,” she smiled. Dave knotted his hand in her hair pulling her head back he straddled his body over top of hers bracing his weight on his knees while his other moved under her nightshirt. Finding her breast he took possession of it and Liv moaned.
“So do I,” his tone was low and seductive. “Are you ready for some serious fun?” Liv looked at his eyes they were blazing with desire.
“Definitely.” Liv reached up to run her hands through his hair but Dave was having none of it.
“We’re doing this the way I want remember.” It wasn’t a question but rather a warning. Dave clasped both her hands in his and kissed her hard on the mouth. “I’ll be taking care of everything tonight.”
“Ok.” Her voice shook like everything else inside of her. Something in his tone set sparks of anticipation shooting straight through her entire body. Dave carried her to the bedroom and laid her down. Sitting down beside her he began tracing her face with his fingers. He leaned down and gently kissed her while running his hands up under her nightshirt. Liv arched her back ready anticipating him to cup her breast but instead he rubbed his hands slowly up her sides then one across her belly while the other ventured between her breasts, his wrist slightly glazing past a nipple. Liv ran her hands through his hair and she could feel her breath catch. She wanted him to stop, to be rough and just take her as he had before. This slow seduction was way too scary, yet she was helpless to stop him. Liv felt dizzy when he brought his hand to her face and moved his mouth slowly down her neck.
“Dave.” His name came out as a breathy whisper, but it was all she could manage to say. A part of her wanted him to stop but a larger part needed this so much. To feel loved and cared for but this wasn’t real and it was way too easy to get hurt this way. No she had to make him stop before she got too carried away. “Dave.”
“It’s ok baby. He pulled her up into his arms and removed her nightshirt. “You’re so beautiful Liv.” He ran a hand over an ivory shoulder and continuing the stroke down her back replaced his hand with soft sensual kisses.
She pushed back away from him. “Dave I can’t do this.” Her eyes were dead serious. Dave sat back but couldn’t bring himself to take his hands completely off of her. He wanted to panic but he knew exactly what she meant. He wanted to be with her and he had no intention of spending the night alone, so he smiled and Liv felt herself melt.
“Ok. Wait here I’ll be right back.” Completely thrown by his reaction, she didn’t know what to think. She retrieved her nightshirt and contemplated what she should say or do next to keep things from being awkward. Finally he returned with fresh drinks and snacks. “Wanna watch a movie?”
Liv both shocked and pleased felt a huge smile cross her face. “Yea, that sounds really good.” Dave plopped down in bed bedside her.
“So do you have cable or do we need to surf the net?”
“I have cable.” She grabbed the remote and together they flipped through the stations until they settled on an action flick. Sensing that the coast was clear Rufus jumped up and took his place in the bed as well. “Thanks,” she said shyly.
“For what? I always have a good time with you.” He threw a piece of popcorn at her nose and Rufus decided to try and retrieve it.
“Oh! Get down, get down.” She pushed at the dog and laughed. Dave decided to throw a few more pieces but he was kind enough to coax the big dog from the bed by throwing some popcorn on the floor first. However, that didn’t stop him from continuing to bombard Liv with it. “Give me that. What are you ten?” She yanked the bowl away from him and let loose some of her own popcorn bombs. Dave picked up the trail-mix in retaliation. “Ow! Liv let at a squeal as a peanut hit her eye followed directly by a chocolate chip. She sprinted from the bed to the dresser and snatched a canister that was sitting a mist some crackers. He chased her but wasn’t quick enough as she jumped back on to the bed pointing the canister down at him screaming “Squeeze cheese vengeance!”
“Oh it’s on now!” Dave covered in orange ran out but quickly returned with his own canister. “You need something to sweeten you up baby!” Dave sprayed her from head to toe with whip cream. Before long they were jumping up and down on the bed hitting each other with pillows and food. They ended the night wrapped up in each other’s arms fully clothed, accessorized by cheese, whip cream, pillow feathers, various snack foods and a big old black lab.
Chapter Eight
As the first rays of sun shone through the b
edroom window, Liv opened her sleepy eyes and knew now the time she had spent with Dave last night had been far more damaging to her heart than had they just pretended to make love. Dave was still fast asleep his breathing slow and steady. His big arms still covered in cheese and feathers seemed out of place as he lay on his side facing her. She couldn’t help but run a finger or two down the side of his face. His morning beard prickled her and she giggled at the unexpected pleasure of it. Dave’s blue eyes smiled open at her. “Good Morning. Can you believe I still have my pants on?”
Liv let out a quiet laugh. “No. I really can’t. Maybe you need to take those off.”
“Yea. Tell me that now that I have to get to work.” Dave looked up in the air and pretended to contemplate something. “Oh hell, what kind of man am I if I can’t manage one quickie.” He jumped up and stripped off his jeans faster than a jacket rabbit running from a hound dog. “Let’s go baby. Strip it down now!” Dave snatched her up and ran into the shower. He wasted no time turning on the water full blast. Liv let out a squeal when the tepid water hit her. Her pink nightshirt clung to her breast and Dave took a nipple in his mouth. Liv arched her back and ran her hands through his hair. The water warmer now, washed away the childlike behavior of last night.
Squatting down his tongue flicked her clitoris, almost causing her to lose balance. Dave loved the taste of her and ran his tongue through her folds and back around again to her clit. There he settled for a while just sucking gently on it while his fingers teased the opening of her vagina never quite making their entrance. Liv started wiggling her hips begging him to enter her but Dave refused. She tried to grab his fingers but he kept shifting away from her.
“Please Dave. I need you now.” Dave pulled her down onto the shower floor kissing her mouth briefly before returning to her pussy. She spread her legs wide for him and watched as he pleasured her. “Oh my God you turn me on so much,” she murmured. Without notice Dave stood and shoved his huge cock into her mouth.
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