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by Terry Goodkind


  “What is Richard fighting for? What are we all fighting for? Should we simply give up, say that it’s too hard, too risky to try to prevent our total annihilation? Should we shrink from the only chance we have? Shall we surrender everything that matters? Should we let Jagang slaughter all those who wish to be free? Let the Fellowship of Order enslave the world? Allow Chainfire to run rampant and destroy our memory of everything good? Let the contamination within that spell wipe magic from the world along with everything that depends on it for life? Shall we just sit down and give up? Shall we let the world end at the hands of people who would destroy it all?

  “Sister Ulicia opened the gateway to the power of Orden. She put the boxes in play. What is Richard supposed to do? He has to have the weapons he needs to fight this battle. I have just given him what he needs.

  “The struggle is now truly in balance. The two sides of this battle are now fully engaged in the struggle that will decide it all.

  “We have to trust Richard in this struggle.

  “There was a time a few years back when you were faced with similar decisions. You knew your choices, your responsibilities, the risks, and the lethal consequences of inaction. You named Richard the Seeker of Truth.”

  Zedd nodded, hardly able to summon his voice. “Yes, I did indeed.”

  “And he lived up to everything you believed of him, and more, didn’t he?”

  He couldn’t make himself stop trembling. “Yes, the boy did all I ever expected and more.”

  “This is no different, Zedd. The Sisters of the Dark no longer have exclusive access to the power of Orden.” She brought an arm up and made a fist. “I have given Richard a chance—I have given us all a chance. In that sense, I have just put Richard into play, giving him what he must have to win this struggle.”

  Through his watery vision Zedd gazed into her eyes. Besides the resolve, the fury, the determination, there was something else. He saw there in her blue eyes a shadow of pain.

  “And . . . ?”

  She drew back. “And what?”

  “As complete as your rationale has been, there is something more to this, something that you have not said.”

  Nicci turned away, the fingers of one hand trailing along the tabletop, trailing through spells drawn in her own blood, spells she had risked her life to invoke.

  Her back to him, Nicci gestured vaguely, a self-conscious flick of her hand, a simple motion gracefully betraying unimaginable anguish.

  “You’re right,” she said in a voice on the ragged edge of control. “I have given Richard one other thing.”

  Zedd stood for a moment, considering the woman turned away from him. “And what would that be?”

  She turned back. A tear traced a slow path down her cheek.

  “I have just given him the only chance he has of getting back the woman he loves. The boxes of Orden are the only counter to the Chainfire spell that took Kahlan from him. If he is to have her back, the boxes of Orden are the only way.

  “I have given him the only chance he has to have what he loves most in life.”

  Zedd sank back down in the chair and put his face in his hands.

  Chapter 5

  Nicci stood, her back stiff and straight, as Zedd, slumped in the chair before her, wept into his hands.

  She had locked her knees for fear that her legs would give way beneath her. She told herself that she would not allow a single tear to escape her control.

  She had almost succeeded.

  When she had invoked the power of Orden, putting the box in play in Richard’s name, that power had done something to her. It had, to a degree, countered the damage of the Chainfire spell infecting her.

  When Nicci named Richard the player, completing the links to the power she had invoked, Nicci had suddenly known Kahlan.

  It was not a rebuilding of her lost memory of Kahlan—that was gone—but rather it was a simple reconnection to the awareness of the reality of Kahlan’s existence, to the here and now.

  For ages, it seemed, Nicci had thought that Richard was deluded in his belief in the existence of a woman no one but he remembered. Even later, when Richard had found the Chainfire book and had proven to them what had really happened, Nicci had at last believed him, but she had based that belief only on her belief in Richard and the facts he had uncovered. It was an intellectual conviction based on indirect evidence alone.

  That conviction had no basis in her own memories or perceptions. She had no personal recollection of Kahlan, only Richard’s memory to go on, his word, and the evidence at hand. In that secondhand manner she believed in the existence of this woman, Kahlan, because she believed Richard.

  But now Nicci knew—really knew—that Kahlan was real.

  Nicci still had no memory of anything about the woman, but she viscerally knew that Kahlan was real, that she existed. She no longer needed to rely on Richard’s word to know it. It was self-evident, almost as if she perceived it directly. It was somewhat like remembering meeting someone in the past but not being able to remember their face. While that person’s face would not be recalled, that person’s existence was not in doubt.

  Nicci knew that, now, because of the connection to the power of Orden, because of what it had done within her, Kahlan would no longer seem to be invisible. Nicci would be able to see her just as she could see everyone else. The Chainfire spell still resided within Nicci, but Orden had at least partially countered the spell, halted the continuing damage, allowing her to be aware of the truth. Her memory of Kahlan was still not vital, but Kahlan was.

  Nicci now knew, really knew, that Richard’s love was real. Nicci felt an aching joy for Richard’s heart, even as her own had broken.

  Cara stepped up close beside her and did something Nicci could never have imagined a Mord-Sith doing: she put an arm gently around Nicci’s waist, drawing her close.

  At least, it was something no Mord-Sith would ever have done until Richard had come along. Richard had changed everything. Cara, like Nicci, had been brought back from the brink of madness by Richard’s passion for life. The two of them shared a unique understanding of Richard, a special connection, a perspective that Nicci doubted anyone else, even Zedd, could truly appreciate.

  More than that, no one but Cara could grasp all that Nicci had just given up.

  “You did good, Nicci,” Cara whispered.

  Zedd rose. “Yes, she did. I’m sorry, my dear, if I’ve been unfairly hard on you. I can see now that you did in fact think it through. You did what you thought was right. I must admit that, given the circumstances, you did the only thing that made sense.

  “I apologize for jumping to foolish assumptions. I’ve had reason to know many of the profound dangers surrounding the ilse of the power of Orden—I probably know more about it than anyone alive today. I’ve even seen the magic of Orden called forth by Darken Rahl. Because of that, I have a somewhat different view than you’ve presented.

  “While I don’t necessarily completely agree with you, what you did was an act of great intellect and courage, to say nothing of desperation. I’m familiar, too, with acts of desperation in the face of incredible odds and I can appreciate how they are sometimes necessary.

  “I hope you are right in what you’ve done. Even if it means I am wrong, I would choose for you to be the one who was right.

  “But it doesn’t matter, now. Done is done. You have put the boxes of Orden in play and named Richard the player. Despite what I may believe, we are all of a mind in our cause. Now that it is done, we must do our best to see to it that this works. We will all need to do our utmost to help Richard. If he fails, we all fail. All life fails.”

  Nicci couldn’t help but feel a certain degree of relief. “Thank you, Zedd. With your help, we will make this work.”

  He shook his head sadly. “My help? Perhaps I’m merely a hindrance. I just wish you had consulted me first.”

  “I did,” Nicci said. “I asked you if you trusted Richard with your life, with all life. What more
consultation could there be than that?”

  Zedd smiled through the sadness lingering on his face. “I guess you’re right. It could just be that the combination of the Chainfire spell and the contamination of the chimes has already eroded my ability to think.”

  “I don’t believe that for a moment, Zedd. I think it’s that you love Richard and are worried for him. I wouldn’t have sought your counsel had it not been important. You told me what I needed to know.”

  “If you get confused again,” Cara said to him, “I’ll straighten you out.”

  Zedd scowled at the woman. “How reassuring.”

  “Well, Nicci made a long story of it,” Cara said, “but it’s not really all that complicated. Anyone should be able to see it—even you, Zedd.”

  Zedd frowned. “What do you mean?”

  Cara shrugged one shoulder. “We are the steel against steel. Lord Rahl is the magic against magic.”

  To Cara, it was no more complicated than that. Nicci wondered if the Mord-Sith didn’t really grasp that she was only scratching the surface, or if she understood the entire concept better than anyone. Perhaps she was right and it really wasn’t any more complicated than that.

  Zedd laid a hand gently on Nicci’s shoulder. It reminded her of Richard’s gentle touch.

  “Well, despite what Cara says, this may be the death of us all. If it is to have a chance to work, though, we have a lot of work to do. Richard is going to need our help. You and I know a great deal about magic. Richard knows next to nothing.”

  Nicci smiled to herself. “He knows more about it than you think he does. It was Richard who deciphered the taint in the Chainfire spell. None of us understood all that business about the language of symbols, but Richard picked it up on his own. By himself he learned to understand ancient drawings, designs, and emblems.

  “I could never teach him anything about his gift, but he often surprised me with how much he grasped that was beyond the conventional understanding of magic. He taught me things I could never have imagined.”

  Zedd was nodding. “He drives me crazy, too.”

  Rikka, the other Mord-Sith living at the Wizard’s Keep, stuck her head in the doorway. “Zedd, I just thought you ought to know about something.” She pointed a finger skyward. “I was a few levels up and there must be some kind of broken window or something. The wind is making a strange noise.”

  Zedd frowned. “What kind of noise?”

  Rikka put her hands on her hips and stared at the floor, thinking it over. “I don’t know.” She looked up again. “It’s hard to describe. It reminded me a little of wind blowing through a narrow passage.”

  “A howling noise?” Zedd asked.

  Rikka shook her head. “No. More like the way it sounds out on the ramparts when the wind blows through the crenellations.”

  Nicci glanced toward the windows. “It’s just dawn. I’ve been casting webs. The wind hasn’t come up yet.”

  Rikka shrugged. “I don’t know what it could have been, then.”

  “The Keep sometimes makes noises when it breathes.”

  Rikka wrinkled her nose. “Breathes?”

  “Yes,” the wizard said. “When the temperature changes, like now when the nights are getting colder, the air down in the thousands of rooms will move around. Forced into the constrictions of the passageways it sometimes moans through the halls of the Keep when there is no wind outside.”

  “Well, I haven’t been here long enough to have experienced such a thing, but that must be it, then. The Keep must be breathing.” Rikka started away.

  “Rikka,” Zedd called, waiting for her to halt. “What were you doing up there in that section anyway?”

  “Chase is looking for Rachel,” Rikka said back over her shoulder. “I was just helping out. You haven’t seen her, have you?”

  Zedd shook his head. “Not this morning. I saw her last night before she went off to bed.”

  “All right, I’ll tell Chase.” Rikka peered into the room a moment and then leaned a hand against the doorway. “What’s that thing on the table, anyway? What are you three up to?”

  “Trouble,” Cara said.

  Rikka nodded knowingly. “Magic.”

  “You have that right,” Cara said.

  Rikka tapped the palm of her hand against the doorframe. “Well, I’d better go find Rachel before Chase finds her first and gives her a talking-to for going off exploring in such a place.”

  “That child is a born Keep rat.” Zedd sighed. “Sometimes I think she knows the Keep as well as I do.”

  “I know.” Rikka said. “I’ve been on patrol and have come across her in places I couldn’t believe. Once I thought for certain that she had to be lost. She insisted she wasn’t. I made her lead me back to prove it. She marched back to her room without ever making a wrong turn, then grinned up at me and said ‘See?’ ”

  Smiling, Zedd scratched his temple. “I had a similar experience with her. Children are quick to learn such things. Chase encourages her to learn things, to know where she is so that she isn’t so easily lost. I guess, since I grew up here, that’s why I don’t get lost in the place.”

  Rikka turned toward the hallway but then turned back when Zedd called her name.

  “The wind noise?” He waggled a finger toward the ceiling. “You said it was up there?”

  Rikka nodded.

  “Do you mean the speckled hallway that runs past the row of libraries? The place with the sitting areas spaced along the hall outside the rooms?”

  “That’s the place. I was checking the libraries for Rachel. She likes to look through books. As you said, it must be the Keep breathing.”

  “The only problem is that that’s one of several areas where the Keep doesn’t tend to make any sound when it breathes. The dead ends off that hall divert the movement of air elsewhere, preventing enough air moving through that area fast enough to make much of a sound.”

  “It might have been coming from farther away and I only thought it was in those halls.”

  Zedd planted a fist on one bony hip as he considered. “And you say it sounded like a moaning sound?”

  “Well, now that I think about it, it seemed more of a growl.”

  Zedd’s brow creased. “A growl?” He crossed the thick carpet and poked his head out of the doorway, listening.

  “Well, not a growl like an animal,” Rikka said. “More of a rolling rumble. Like I mentioned—it reminded me of the sound the wind makes going through the crenellations. You know, a rumbling, fluttering kind of sound.”

  “I don’t hear anything,” Zedd muttered.

  Rikka made a face. “Well, you can’t hear it way down here.”

  Nicci met them at the doorway. “Then why do I feel something vibrating in the center of my chest?”

  Zedd stared at Nicci for a moment. “Perhaps something to do with all the conjuring involving the box?”

  Nicci shrugged. “Could be, I suppose. I’ve never dealt with some of those elements before. Much of it was new to me. There is no telling what some of the ancillary effects might be.”

  “Do you remember when Friedrich accidentally set off that alarm?” he asked, turning to Rikka. She nodded. “Did it sound anything like that?”

  Rikka shook her head adamantly. “Not unless you put the alarm under water.”

  “The alarms are constructed magic.” Zedd rubbed his chin in thought. “You can’t put them under water.”

  Cara spun her Agiel up into her fist. “Enough talk.” She pushed between them to make it through the doorway. “I say we go have a look.”

  Zedd and Rikka followed after her. Nicci didn’t. She gestured toward the box of Orden sitting on the table within the glowing web of light. “I’d better stay close.”

  Besides watching over the box, she needed to study The Book of Life, along with other volumes, further. There were still parts of Ordenic theory that she hadn’t been able to fully understand. She was distracted by a number of unanswered questions. If she was eve
ntually to be of any help to Richard she would need to know the answers to those questions.

  What concerned her most was an issue at the center of Ordenic theory having to do with the connections between Orden and the subject of the Chainfire event—Kahlan. Nicci needed to better understand the nature of requirements for connections based on primary foundations. She needed to fully grasp how those foundations were established. She was troubled by the constraints on predetermined protocols—their need of a sterile field in order to re-create memory. She also needed to learn more about the precise conditions in which the forces needed to be applied.

  At the center of it all, though, was that cautionary requirement of a sterile field. She needed to understand the precise nature of the sterile field Orden required and, more importantly, why Ordenic protocols needed it.

  “I have all the shields up,” Zedd told her. “The entrances to the Keep are sealed. If anyone had entered without permission alarms would be going off all over the place. We’d all be plugging our ears until we found the cause.”

  “There are gifted people who know about such things,” Nicci reminded him.

  Zedd didn’t need to consider for long. “You have a point. Considering all that’s going on, and all we don’t yet know, we can’t be too careful. It wouldn’t be a bad idea for you to keep an eye on the box.”

  Nicci nodded as she followed them out of the doorway. “Let me know as soon as all is clear.”

  The towering hall outside, while not more than a dozen feet wide, rose nearly out of sight high overhead. The passageway formed a long, narrow rift deep within the mountain down in the lower part of the Keep. To the left side rose a natural rock wall that had been chiseled right out of the granite of the mountain itself. Even thousands of years later, the marks left by cutting tools could still be seen.

  The wall on the side with the rooms was made up of tightly fit, enormous stone blocks. They formed the wall opposing the chiseled granite, rising up together sixty or more feet. That seemingly endless split through the mountain constituted part of the boundary of the containment field. The rooms within the containment area were all lined up along the very outer edge of the Keep that rose up out of the mountain itself.

 

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