by Lucinda John
I looked outside and made sure that all of my security guards and sharp shooters were in place. Even though I was dealing with people that had been in the family for years, I still didn’t trust them. I was a female, an easy target, so I had to always be a few steps ahead of the game.
Noticing that Ralph wasn’t here yet, I hit the blue tooth speaker I had in my ear and gave him a call.
“Yoooo!”
“Where you at?”
“I’m on my way. I had to make a quick stop.”
“Hurry up, drop is in ten minutes.”
“I gotchu ma’. I’ll be there in five.”
Waiting for Ralph to come, I gave my stylist a call and informed him that I needed a new wardrobe for Stacks. I gave him the sizes and they type of clothing that Stacks liked. Stacks had more than enough clothes, but I needed to upgrade him.
After hanging up the phone with my stylist, I heard the code being punched in the door and Stacks walked in. At that very moment, I wished there was a hole that I could crawl into and hide, but there wasn’t. I was going to kill Ralph for setting me up.
“The dropped was already taken care of,” Stacks spoke as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
“How did you know?” I asked giving Ralph an evil glare.
“Papa told me.”
“So, you spoke with him?”
“I saw him, I was in Columbia.”
“Did you distribute?”
“Yup.”
“Did you collect the money?”
“Yup.”
“Did you swing by the traps.”
“Done.”
I gave him a smile, and kissed him on the lips. A part of me was happy that he was home and I was now able to focus on my clinics and my kids, but the other half of me was going to miss being the head bitch in charge.
“I still want you on my team,” Stacks said putting his hands in my back pockets.
“You do?”
“Yes, you my Bonnie right?”
“Always.”
“We ride together.”
“We die together,” I said finishing our favorite line form Bad Boyz.
“Damn my bitch riding motorcycles and shit, that shit sexy as fuck.”
“If you’re a good boy I might let you fuck me on my bike,” I flirted while whispering in his ear.
“Oh, yeah?”
“Yup!”
“Give me a ride then,” he said putting his tongue in my mouth. I could taste the kush that he smoked as our tongues became acquainted.
“Get a room!” Ralph said waving his hands.
“Yo’ I’m good, I’m riding with wifey.”
“Iight, be easy.”
“Peace.”
Stacks continued to caress and kiss all over me until his dick was standing at attention.
“You gon’ let me slide in real quick?”
“Here?”
“Yes, please, I’ll make it worth it,” he said and nibbled on my spot behind my ear.
Without waiting for my answer, he leaned me up against the metal door and pulled my pants down my ankles. Tooting my ass up towards him, I felt him slide in me and fuck me until I was squirting on his dick and he was spilling his seeds in me.
He pulled some napkins out of his pockets and we cleaned up before hopping on my bike and riding through the wind. His arms were wrapped securely around my waist as he sat behind me and whispered how sexy I looked whipping the bike around town.
Stopping at an IHOP, we had breakfast and enjoyed each other’s company. I caught him up on everything that had been going on, leaving out Joey. I knew Stacks knew about the guy I was seeing; I just didn’t feel like he was important enough to talk about.
Halfway through our conversation, my phone started to ring. My heart dropped seeing Joey’s name flash across the screen. Putting on my poker face, I shrugged, ignored his call, and put my phone on silence. Stacks gave me a look as if he was going to ask me who was calling me, but he decided not to. I was glad he didn’t ask, I wasn’t prepared to go into details about the little fling I had with Joey.
Stacks suggested that we should go to Disney and meet up with the kids and Anna. Agreeing to his idea, I made our plans and informed Anna that we would be there in the morning. I was excited to have the kids meet Stacks for the first time. The moment that I thought would never occur was finally about to happen and all I could do was cry.
I thanked God over and over again for sending Stacks back and giving us a second chance. Now, my kids will be able to grow up knowing their father and I was willing to give up anything for that moment. I had to pinch myself a few times just to make sure that this moment was real.
After breakfast, we went home and packed for our trip, then we spent the remainder of the day in the house getting to know each other all over again. I wanted him all to myself before the kids came home and take up all of his attention.
I bet the neighbors know my name
Way you screamin scratchin yellin,
Bet the neighbors know my name
They be stressin while we sexin,
I bet the neighbors know my name
My name my name
I bet the neighbors know my name
My my my…
Stacks sung as in my ear as if he was Trey Songz himself. The way he was making me hoot and holler I was sure that my voice was going to be gone by the end of the night.
The next morning, we woke up and boarded the plan to Orlando. Anna and the kids were staying at the Nickelodeon Resort, so we had the driver drop us off there. When he got to their hotel room, I could hear the kids laugh and scream out as if they were having the time of their life. I looked over at Stacks and had to laugh at him because he looked a nervous wreck.
Using the key Anna left me at the front desk, I saw my babies crawling around. My heart sank because I wasn’t there with them to witness this moment. Amire looked up and saw me and immediately crawled over to me. Amircale crawled over to Stacks, stopped in front of him, and reached out her little arms so that he could pick her up.
He then reached for Amire and went to go sit on the couch with them. My heart melted as I watched the interaction with him, Amircale was already team Stacks, but since Amire was such a mama’s boy, it took him a few minutes before he finally warmed up to him.
“I thought their father died.” Anna whispered in my ear.
“It’s a long story.”
“Well, chile, c’mon in the kitchen and explain it to me while I make breakfast. Let them babies bond with their daddy.”
I watched Stacks play with them some more before going in the kitchen with Anna and explaining to her all the crazy events that took place. As Anna plated the last of the food, the story was complete and she was standing there looking at me with her mouth wide open.
“So, does this mean you won’t be needing my services anymore?” she sadly asked.
“Of course, I’m going to be working at the clinic more now and Stacks is going back to his old job soon, so we will be needing you. Plus, the kids love you, I would never take them away from you.”
“Good, for a moment there I was scared.”
“No need to be, Ms. Anna, you’re family now and we love you.”
“I love you guys, too. Now, go call your husband and let him now breakfast is ready.”
When I made it back in the living room of the suite, Stacks was knocked out with both of the babies sprawled across his chest. Taking out my camera, I snapped a picture of them. That picture was so cute that I was going to print it and have it framed.
Anna came out to see what was taking us so long and when she saw them laying across the couch, she grabbed a blanket and draped it over them.
“Let him bond with his babies. I guess it’s just you and I for breakfast.”
“I guess so,” I replied and walked back into the kitchen. I said grace, then grabbed my plate and began to eat.
I made a mental note to find a church home for my family. It was only right
that as a family we invited Christ into our lives, without him none of this would have been possible. My phone began vibrating, it was Joey again. I haven’t figured out what I was going to say to him, but I knew that I had to get rid of him before Stacks did.
Chapter 19
Lisa
I was happy that Stacks was finally back. My Lala deserved to have her man back with her. Like Ralph I wasn’t too fond of the Idris Elba lookalike she was fucking with and I was happy he was about to become a distant memory. Now that Lala had her man back, I was determined to get mine back.
No matter how much I tried to stay away from Ralph and move on, he wouldn’t allow me to. He would pop up at my house unannounced and even on some of my dates. Half of the dudes in Miami didn’t want to fuck with me because of him. So tonight was the night, I was going to pop up at his house and if that bitch Kandi or any other bitch for that matter was there, I was putting their ass out.
Oiling up my legs, I slipped my mini skirt over my bare ass, and pulled the half shirt over my head. Spraying my special spots with my Viva La Juicy perfume, I placed two Altoids on my tongue and headed out to my car.
The drive to Ralph’s house had me very anxious. I kept contemplating whether I should call him to let him know I was on my way or not. The blue, white, and red lights flashing behind me brought my focus on the rode. I was so consumed in my thoughts that I didn’t realize that I ran a stop sign.
Slowing down my car, I pulled over. I quickly applied more of my MAC gloss to my lips, hoping it was a male officer that was pulling me over. There was a tap at my window, so I hit the button allowing it to roll down.
“Ma’am, did you notice you ran the stop sign?”
“Yes sir, and I am sorry. My boyfriend just broke up with me and I have so much on my mind,” I sadly replied.
“May I please have you license and registration?” he asked with sympathy in his eyes for me.
I unbuckled my seatbelt and reached over to my glove compartment, raising my leg a little bit so that my skirt could rise and show off glimpse of my ass. I heard him inhale, then clear his throat. So to fuck with him even more, I leaned over further, showing off more of my ass. I was acting as if I was really looking for the envelope that held my documents.
When I was sure that his dick was hard in his pants, I sat up straight and handed him the folder along with my license. He walked back to his car with my information and had me waited for a good fifteen minutes. That was a little off to me and my gut was telling me something wasn’t right.
Twenty minutes later, he returned with my documents and handed them to me.
“Have a nice night and try watching for those stop signs,” he said winking and then walking away.
I search for a ticket, but couldn’t find one. If he wasn’t back there writing me a ticket then what the fuck took him so long with my shit. I asked myself feeling as if something was really fishy. As I was about to put the envelope back, I saw that he wrote his number on the back of it. Taking my registration out, I ripped up the envelope and threw it out the window. I didn’t fuck with the alphabet boys like that.
Pulling up in front of Ralph’s house, there wasn’t any sign of him being there. I parked my car and walked to the door. I knocked a few times and came to the conclusion that no one was home. I was pissed at myself for returning his key.
“You trying to break inside my house,” Ralph voice boomed from behind me
“I came by to say hello.”
“Never heard of calling before you show up to some one’s house.”
“Do you ever call before you come over?”
“Nah. But I gotta check up on you because every time I turn around, you fucking with a lame ass nigga.”
“I used to fuck with you, so what does that makes you?”
“The realest nigga you ever had.”
“Shut up!”
“So, to what do I owe this visit.”
“Nothing just was in the neighborhood and wanted to say hi.”
“In that little ass skirt?”
“Yup!” I smirked.
“What’s under that skirt?” he asked pinning me up against his front door.
“Why don’t you check and see.”
He put his hand under my skirt and groaned when he felt my bare ass. Rubbing my perfectly round ass in his hand, he licked my earlobe.
“You tryna make me body a nigga?” he asked as he slipped his hand in my pussy.
“Why you trying to kill someone over something that doesn’t belong to you?”
“You will always be mine.”
“So, we ain’t together?”
“We’re working on it.”
“Daaaaaamn!” I moaned as I came all over his fingers.
Hiking my skirt above my waist, I wrapped my legs around his waist and allowed him to enter me.
“Damn you so wet,” he whispered in my ears as he dug deep inside me instantly hitting my G-spot. “Why you so wet?” he asked and yanked my hair back, exposing my neck. He planted soft kisses all over before sucking real hard. The stingy sensation only brought more pleasure to me and I was near my peak.
“Damn like that?” he asked as I squeezed my pussy tight around his dick.
High beans from a light pulling into his driveway shined on us, but we were too engrossed in pleasure on another to pay it any mind. I held onto him tight as he began to stroke me with so much force. He was on the verge of coming, and I wanted to come along with him. Spreading my legs wider, I rotated my hips as we fucked each other as if we were in our own world not paying the person that stood there watching us no mind.
“I’m gone for a few weeks and this what you do?” Kandi asked, as Ralph emptied his seeds in me and I came shortly afterwards.
“What are you doing here?” Ralph asked zipping up his pants and adjusting my skirt.
“I had to talk to you, but you wasn’t answering the phone.”
“Kandi, I told you what it was. Man.”
“I know, but I’m pregnant,” she replied shocking the hell out of me.
I looked up Ralph in the eyes pleading for him to deny it being his child. I waited for him to tell her to get the fuck out of his face, but he never did, which only confirmed that there was a possibility that the child she was carrying was his. Tears began to burn my eyes, blurring my vision. I quickly tried to blink them away, not wanting to show Kandi any weakness, but it was pointless. I was hurt, there was no way to hide it.
“Go inside,” Ralph said unlocking his door for me. My legs wouldn’t allow me to walk, so he carried me inside, placed me on the couch, and went outside closing the door behind him.
Unable to hold in my tears anymore, I laid on the couch and cried my heart out not giving a fuck who heard me. I was really hurt. Love seemed to always have a problem with me finding it, because once I did, it seemed to always find a way to bite me in the ass.
I could hear them arguing. Ralph was demanding that he got a DNA test before he took on any responsibility of being a father to any child. She shouted back that he wasn’t singing that tune when he was all in her pussy hitting it raw. They continued to bicker back and forth, until I heard her car door slam close, the roaring of her ignition, and then the sound of the car burning rubber.
Ralph stayed outside for a few minutes gathering his thoughts before finally coming inside. I heard him close and lock the door, then the alarm beep. The sound of his foot steps were getting closer and closer until they finally stopped. I felt him standing over me as I laid on the couch curled up in a fetal position.
“Baby, I’m so sorry,” he said lifting me up, and then sitting back on the couch with me on his chest.
“Sorry for what?” I whispered.
“For fucking up.”
“Where does that leave us?”
“I’m still here, I’m not going anywhere.”
“It hurts,” I cried.
“I know and I’m so sorry for causing you any pain.”
I just laid ther
e in his arms and cried until exhaustion took over me and I fell asleep in his arms.
Chapter 20
Ralph
Waking up to an empty bed really had me feeling some type of way. A nigga was in love for the first time in a long time and I wasn’t even able to be with her because of fucked up situations. I knew if Kandi’s baby turned out to be mines it was a wrap for Lisa and I. I wasn’t they type of nigga that would let their kids suffer, so if it was mine I was going to be there for him or her.
I raw dogged Kandi one time. It was one night that I was gone off some high grade, drunk, and I popped an X pill. That night I was fucking Kandi imagining she was Lisa and the thought of a condom slipped my mind.
“The number you have reached had recently been disconnected.”
The lady on the other end of the phone repeated in my ear as I tried to call Lisa. I couldn’t believe that she actually changed her number. I was on my way to go handle her, but I forgot today was the day I was going to show Stacks his gift that I had waiting for him. He had no idea that I had Bear tied up begging to be put out of his misery. I made sure he was tortured everyday, but not enough for him to die.
“Wake up nigga, today your lucky day,” I said slapping him behind the head.
“I swear you better kill me,” Bear words slurred through his busted lips. His whole front row of teeth were missing.
“I’m not gonna kill you, Stacks is,” I laughed.
“Well, tell that fuck nigga to hurry up!” he spat.
I was about to deck his ass until I heard the roar of motorcycles coming into the building. Out of nowhere two bikes appeared in front of where Bear and I was standing then stopped. Stacks and Lala on some Bonnie and Clyde type shit; I thought as I watched them take off their helmets.
“My nigga, my nigga,” I said giving Stacks dap.
“Is this that nigga Bear?” he asked getting excited.
“Yeah, he’s all yours.”
“Bear, where you been nigga?” Stacks asked standing in front of him.
“Nigga quit the small talk, just make sure ain’t no pulse when you done cause’ when I come back nigga I’m coming back with full force.”
