by Candace Robb
‘He said that?’
Fergus repeated their father’s quite specific question.
If Smyth were a thief he might indeed have items about him that he’d stolen from her father. It would seem to Margaret to prove his motive, and thus should not worry her father. It is so little, Margaret thought. It might mean nothing. But it suggested to her a guilty conscience. ‘Perhaps you put too much weight in what he said,’ she suggested, as if she might convince herself.
‘Whether or not I’m right is no matter.’
She sensed there was something more significant on her brother’s mind. ‘You’ll laugh to hear it,’ she said, ‘but despite my recent journey I would enjoy riding out with you on such a day as this. Especially if your route is to the north.’
Fergus shook his head. ‘Go break your fast and enjoy your home while you may. There is a rumour on the river that the English are returning.’
And they would hear of the body in the warehouse. She sensed great tension in her brother and imagined he feared likewise. ‘I worry what will happen when the English hear of John Smyth’s death,’ she said.
‘Aye, it will go badly for us.’
Margaret knew her brother well and did not think by his response that she had touched on the primary cause of his anxiety. She moved past him into the stable, unsurprised when he grabbed her elbow and prevented her from going further. ‘So what is it, Fergus?’ She noticed a pack near one of the stalls and a clean saddle atop it. Looking into her brother’s eyes, she saw a jumble of emotions. ‘Are you leaving?’
He let go her arm and withdrew into the shadows.
She dreaded losing her best friend and ally in Perth, and so quickly. ‘Where are you going? Were you not going to tell me?’ He said nothing, and she could not see whether he had nodded or shrugged. ‘Fergus, would you leave without a farewell for me?’ Her voice broke on the last words.
‘Oh, Maggie.’ He came to her and put a hand on her shoulder. ‘I was afraid, and so would you be if you were me.’ His young face was so earnest, so solemn. She realised how much he had changed while she was away, how seldom he laughed, how infrequent were his silly tales. ‘The family wants me here so that no one else need stay,’ he said. ‘My life is not my own.’
‘You’re but seventeen, Fergus.’
‘Eighteen by Christmas.’
‘I’m older than you and my life isn’t my own.’
‘You’re a woman, Maggie. But even you’ve had an adventure.’
‘Och, I have, and you would have been welcome to it.’
He put an arm around her. ‘I know you’ve suffered, Maggie. I did not mean you hadn’t.’
‘You must have hated it here all alone.’
He rested his chin on her head with a sigh. ‘I’m going to Aberdeen to take up my work as Uncle Thomas’s secretary.’
Her head against his chest, Margaret both felt and heard his words, and how his heart raced to say them. She stepped back and saw the resolution in his eyes. ‘But I need you here,’ she moaned. ‘What if Roger leaves me again?’
‘You see? I’m to stop my life so that you or your husband may come and go as you please. No, Maggie, I’m for Aberdeen. I’ll not stay here another day, not among townsfolk eager to sell their neighbours in exchange for the protection of Edward Longshanks’s army.’
Margaret wished she had considered her objection more carefully. ‘I shamed myself to speak so to you. Of course you should go to Aberdeen. We’ll devise a plan – you’ll need to find others travelling north.’
‘I’ll go alone.’
Now she was frightened. ‘Fergus, there are armed men in the countryside, not only the English and the Scots who are fighting for them, but our own men quick to take offence and practise their fighting skills, and the outlaws are bolder now that there is no rule in the land. You cannot make such a long journey alone.’
‘When Longshanks’s men hear of Smyth’s death they will watch us so closely I’ll never get out, Maggie. And how am I to find someone riding to Aberdeen before the English arrive in the town?’
She thought of James. ‘I might be able to find someone. Please, let me try.’
‘The longer I delay the more likely someone will find a way to prevent my leaving.’
‘I won’t let them, I promise.’ Margaret did not like the way he avoided her eyes. ‘You will not leave without saying farewell?’
Fergus put his arms around her and kissed her forehead. ‘You know I love you, and I’m grateful for your being both mother and sister to me. If I might have a companion for the journey, that would ease both our minds.’
Margaret sensed that his words were meant solely to appease her. She must act in haste.
In the stable, Fergus removed his boots and his travelling clothes and packed them, then hid his pack and saddle. Maggie’s plea was not the cause of his delay – he expected her efforts to come to nothing. He had been invited to dine with Matilda and her family this afternoon and would not miss the opportunity to see her. Though he could not bid her farewell without revealing his plan, he could feast his eyes on her one more time. Meanwhile, he planned to rummage through his father’s house for anything that might be useful for the journey or in his new post.
It was the least his parents could do for him, selfish couple that they were. He did not think they would give his disappearance a second thought, considering how neither seemed concerned about Andrew’s terrible exile to Soutra Hospital or Maggie’s troubled marriage. He might as well lighten them of something, particularly coin. His father must have some hidden in the house.
Roger was attentive as he and Margaret broke their fast together early in the morning. In a secretive tone he said, ‘Aylmer and I buried Smyth.’
Margaret was puzzled. ‘You cannot have known Aylmer for long, yet you have great trust in him.’ It was something she found contrary to his subtler behaviour with the man.
‘We have perforce trusted one another with our lives.’ Roger caught her hand as she reached for the pitcher of ale. ‘You need not worry about Smyth.’
‘It was not Smyth who worried me. I fear what might happen when the town gossips tell the English about his death in Da’s warehouse.’
‘The gossips are a concern,’ Roger admitted. ‘You have had much troubling you this past year, and you rightly fault me for that. I lay awake last night wondering how you had managed the household. I’m glad you went to my mother. I have been a glaikit husband to you, Maggie.’
She did not protest, for he had indeed been thoughtless. ‘Dame Katherine is a kind, loving goodmother to me.’
‘What do you know of Old Will’s life?’ he asked, leaning towards her with a disarming earnestness.
‘I can think of nothing new to tell you,’ she said with a little laugh. ‘What do you hope to learn about him?’
Roger looked puzzled that she needed to ask about his motivation. ‘Are you not bothered by the English reaction to his murder – searching his rooms, closing the tavern, taking Murdoch’s goods?’
She had been, of course, and said so. ‘But you ken all that I do about the man now. I’ve no more to reveal. Except that Mary Brewster would not speak of it afterwards. Such a gossip as Mary. That seemed strange to me.’
‘It would have been of more use if we knew why,’ said Roger.
Margaret shrugged. ‘Are you not off to the warehouse today?’
‘I’ve tired you.’ Roger looked towards the window. ‘And it grows late.’ He took one of her hands in his, kissed it, then leaned over and pecked her on the cheek. ‘You’ve great courage, Maggie.’
She touched her cheek after he left the hall and was startled by the iciness of her hands. Roger’s affectionate behaviour did not warm her.
A cramp in his side forced James to ease out of his elderly stoop while warming himself in St John’s kirk yard. He had spent several hours in the kirk, most of the time bent into his elderly friar posture, for the worshippers had appeared in a steady stream this morning. F
rom their murmurings, he ascertained that most prayed for protection from the English. Even their cooperation with Longshanks’s men did not make them feel safe. They were more aware of the treachery of the English than they seemed.
Back in camp James had learned that the boatman he had noticed near Elcho yesterday had also been focused on the English. Wallace had set him to track Malcolm Kerr and prevent any contact between Margaret’s father and the approaching troop. James still did not know why Wallace was so concerned about Malcolm’s activities, though he was beginning to see how alike the Kerr brothers were. Slippery opportunists.
When an elderly stranger entered the yard from the kirk, James curled into character and hobbled back into the cool darkness within. Standing far enough from the door that no light might fall on him at its opening, James resumed his watch. As his eyes adjusted he discovered Margaret kneeling quite near him. She nodded to him and crossed herself, as she might behave with a friar.
James gestured for her to join him. ‘We must talk here. There is someone in the yard,’ he whispered.
‘I saw him. We need not concern ourselves with him. He has been deaf for years,’ said Margaret. She led the way into the yard.
The elderly man sat on a far bench, his head lifted to receive the sun’s warmth.
Margaret settled on the bench she had shared with James a few days ago.
He noted a freshness in her face that had been lacking, yet she plucked at a sleeve as if worried. ‘What is wrong?’
‘Fergus means to ride to his uncle in Aberdeen,’ she began.
He listened to her concern with sympathy both for her and for Fergus, a young man itching to fight. ‘He’s for King John?’
Margaret smiled as she nodded. ‘My brothers are of good heart.’
‘You’re right to worry about his travelling alone.’ He would not give her false assurances. But he thought of a way to help. ‘There’s a good chance a messenger is headed north-east, though perhaps not at once. Would he wait?’
‘I’ll do my best to convince him that it is worthwhile,’ Margaret said, but she frowned and chewed at the inside of her lip.
It was a little gesture, but it served as a reminder to James of Margaret’s relative youth. He would do well to remember that.
‘I have horses just outwith the town,’ he said. ‘Would you care to ride out with me? It is a day for the country.’
Her face brightened and she seemed about to agree, but then she shook her head. ‘I dare not risk it, not in the daylight. Nor should you be seen too much with me.’
‘I had not intended for us to walk together in the town. As for daylight, I proposed it because I did not think it would be easy for you to slip away from Roger at night.’
Margaret blushed. So that is how things went with the couple. James was furious. He was wasting precious time preparing her to spy if she was with child.
‘Why are you so keen for me to ride out with you?’ she asked, looking closely at him.
His temper must be showing. And suddenly he feared that it was not anger but jealousy that heated him. ‘There are people I think it important for you to meet.’
‘What people?’
‘You will learn their names when I introduce you.’ He must be on his guard with her. He must not let his heart distract him, fickle thing that it suddenly was.
She sought his eyes. ‘Do I no longer have your trust?’
He grew too careless in her company. ‘I did not mean to imply that,’ he lied. ‘To speak a man’s name is to expose him to the treasonous air. You know that the English are returning to the town?’
Margaret nodded.
‘How does your family intend to dispose of John Smyth’s corpse before they arrive?’
She nervously played with her sleeve as she had earlier. ‘I wondered whether you knew of it.’
‘I also know that your father is about. We have eyes and ears—’
‘I thought I was to be your spy in Perth.’ Her eyes accused him.
‘That you are, and I hand over the task with thanks. Which is why I am asking about the body.’
He saw that she was torn in her loyalty and he was about to impart some information that would increase her doubts about Roger, but she surprised him by quickly resolving her hesitation.
‘Roger and Aylmer have buried it,’ she said.
James nodded. ‘That was wise.’
‘Why? I fear the whole town knows already.’
‘If they don’t yet, they soon will. But if they see no body, no funeral, they cannot be certain. Sinclair can do little else. He cannot undo the murder.’
‘The silence is frightening,’ said Margaret.
‘It is.’ He paused, and when she said no more he continued on to the news about her husband. ‘I have enquired about the Brankston family.’
Margaret turned her face away from him and clutched the side of her skirt with one hand as if to keep herself still. ‘And?’
‘It is true that a family by that name was so abused.’
‘God help them,’ she said.
‘But they have no connection with Edwina of Carlisle.’
He heard Margaret catch her breath and started to reach out to her, but caught himself.
‘How do you know this?’ she asked softly.
‘George Brankston came to our attention when he viciously murdered an English messenger.’
‘You would have punished him for avenging his wife and his daughter?’ The eyes she turned on James were so filled with pain he looked away.
‘No. We worried that he might treat our messengers likewise. But knowing his story …’ He trailed off, realising it sounded petty.
‘In such times, who is the law?’ Margaret asked softly.
‘The most powerful, or the most ruthless,’ said James. ‘But we’ll do our best to protect you.’
‘That is more than most can hope for.’ She was quiet a while. ‘From whom did you hear about my father’s return?’
‘One of our messengers. He’d been in Perth on other business. What is your father’s present standing with your mother?’
‘She wants nothing to do with him.’
‘He has pressed her?’
‘Why do you ask?’
She had proven herself. He must trust her. He told her of Malcolm’s cautious journey to Elcho, the disguise.
‘He goes about in disguise as you do?’ she asked with a surprised laugh. ‘Oh dear. He must have hoped to convince Ma to return with him to Bruges. She has already refused him once.’
‘So he regrets the dissolution of their marriage?’
‘So it seems.’ She had turned away from him again and he could neither see her expression nor detect her feelings from her soft response.
‘Do you think she has said anything to him of her visions regarding you?’
Margaret pressed a hand to her eyes.
‘It might be important,’ he added.
She shifted away from him a little. ‘Her visions are what drove them apart. I don’t believe Mother would talk to him about them.’ Rubbing her elbows as if cold, she complained, ‘I came here to ask a favour and suffer an interrogation.’
James did not respond, silently cursing Malcolm and Christiana for complicating Margaret’s situation, indeed perhaps compromising it, and forcing him to pry. Perhaps he should have been subtler, but there was little time with the English near and Wallace liable to give the order to move on at any moment.
The elderly man who shared the yard with them had fallen asleep, his chin on his chest, and was snoring so loudly that a prowling cat gave him wide berth. That would be the ideal spy, a cat.
Margaret must have followed James’s gaze.
‘His snoring will attract attention,’ she said uneasily. ‘I should leave. You will let me know tomorrow if Fergus might join another traveller?’
‘Why not come with me to the camp this afternoon? You might have news for him by evening.’
‘I’ll not risk it now, w
ith Fergus so anxious that something might happen to prevent his leaving. And with the English close – how close, James?’
‘A day’s ride, perhaps a little more.’
She crossed herself.
He had one more question that could not wait. ‘Why has your father returned from Bruges at this particular moment?’
‘What? Oh. With Edward Longshanks in the Low Countries he thought it safe to return to collect more of his property.’ She paused. ‘I wonder how he will know when it’s safe to cross back to the continent. The timing must be perfect if he is to avoid meeting Longshanks’s navy on the way, or still in port.’
‘In the end Longshanks took few ships with him. But you pose a good question.’
‘Why do you think Da’s here, James?’
He shook his head. ‘I find your father as difficult to know as his brother. You are thinking he might be a spy?’
‘I don’t know,’ she said. ‘I pray he isn’t.’ Her eyes followed someone on Kirkgate. ‘Go now, please. See about Aberdeen for my brother.’ She bowed her head for his blessing.
She might not be in disguise, but she remembered her part. Her quietly devout demeanour as she returned to the kirk impressed him. In a little while, he, too, returned to the kirk. Before departing he knelt and said a prayer for Margaret. She had much to fear from the English because of her husband’s and her father’s activities. He selfishly added a prayer that she was not with child.
15
AWAKENING
When Margaret returned to the house the afternoon stretched endlessly before her and she regretted not having gone with James. Risky it might have been, and wise to refuse, but at least she would have been certain that something was being done to assist Fergus.
Pacing back and forth in her bedchamber, she could work up neither the enthusiasm nor the concentration to choose fabric and plan other furnishings. Instead she fell to brooding about her earlier conversation with Roger.
All in all, it had been an uncomfortable interrogation, and as a result she’d been beset with memories of the old drunkard’s death and its consequences as she’d walked to the kirk and back. But what still troubled her most was Roger’s having arrived in Edinburgh on the heels of the tragedy.
