by A. J. Pine
“Fuck you,” Walker countered, stalking past them all and out onto the back porch.
Jenna laid a hand on Jack’s shoulder.
“I know,” he said. “I got this.”
He followed his brother outside, where he stood against the wooden rail of the deck squinting toward the pasture. Jack hung back several feet to give Walker some space, his hands shoved in his pockets.
“You clean up like this for Ava and Owen?” Jack asked.
Walker’s shoulders rose and fell, but he kept his back to his brother. “I didn’t do a goddamn thing for anyone,” Walker insisted.
Jack smiled anyway, since he knew his brother couldn’t see him. If he pushed too hard, he was likely to spook him. So instead he simply said, “I didn’t think so. But if you had?”
“I didn’t.”
“There’s fresh coffee,” Jack conceded, the only way he could think of to thank Walker. By including him in the day’s plan. “We’ll head out when they get here.”
Walker nodded, still facing the fields. “I’ll grab some in a few.”
Jack took that as the closest he’d get to thank you and headed back inside only to find a chocolate Lab scrambling to get off a leash being held by a not-quite-strong-enough nine-year-old boy. Owen’s feet were having trouble finding purchase on the wood floor, and the corner of Jack’s mouth tilted into a crooked grin as he watched Scully drag the boy from the entryway toward the kitchen.
Jenna was holding the front door open for Ava, so Jack simply turned to Owen and said, “It’s all right.”
With that the boy unhooked the leash, and the dog came bounding toward him, barely halting before rising on his hind legs to rest his front paws on Jack’s shoulders.
Jack stumbled back against the sliding glass door as Scully gave him an affectionate greeting. The dog had shown nothing but mild interest in him before now, which was why he couldn’t help but laugh—and laugh hard. Harder than he had in—well, he couldn’t exactly remember.
“Someone’s getting lucky tonight,” he heard Luke say from his left. And then he caught sight of Ava practically sprinting toward them, her red hair wild and glowing as the sun streaming in from the front door backlit her as she moved.
“Sorry!” she called. “Shit. Sorry about the dog! He’s a nervous traveler, and I think he’s happy to see a familiar face and not the vet!”
“Mo-om,” Owen sing-songed with laughter in his tone. “Language?”
“Shit!” Ava said again. “Down, Scully!”
The dog gave Jack one final lap against his jaw before heeding Ava’s command. The second Scully relinquished his hold on him, Luke balled up a kitchen towel and lobbed it at his brother, nailing him in the chest.
“Thought you might want to dry off after that unexpected shower.”
Jack nodded his thanks, and—not that he wasn’t appreciative of such affection—took to wiping himself clean.
Ava’s teeth were clamped together in a pained smile as Owen dropped to his knees to rub his dog’s belly. “This is a lot, right?” she asked. “All three of us? I think I just realized what a handful we are.”
She laughed nervously, and Jenna spoke up from behind Jack’s visitors. “Sweetie, you’re hanging with the Everett brothers for a week, working for no pay, and putting up with all of them? I think we know who the bigger handful is.”
Luke’s head tilted back as he downed his Red Bull. Then he crushed the can on the counter and slapped his palm dramatically against his heart.
“Say what you want about Jack and Walker.” He looked pointedly at his aunt. “But a guy with my devilish good looks and charm?”
Jenna pointed at her second youngest nephew. “Not thinking you’re a handful makes you the biggest handful of them all, no matter how damn charming you claim to be.”
Owen laughed. “I like it here. You guys are funny. And loud. Our house gets kind of quiet sometimes.”
Jack watched Ava’s expression falter before she painted a smile back on seconds later. It wasn’t an insult, what Owen had said. But he saw that flicker of loss, the same one he’d felt the first time he’d seen his son. It didn’t matter that he’d never thought he’d want what had been thrust upon him. Once it was there, he realized what he’d missed. And now Ava was seeing that, too.
“Quiet’s good, sometimes,” Jack said, and Owen shrugged.
“But loud’s a helluva lot better.” Luke rounded the counter, heading toward the sliding glass door. “What do you say, Shortstop? Wanna see if your dog’ll give Walker the same greeting he gave Jack? I guarantee he’ll react with some loud words we can all enjoy.”
Jenna gave Luke’s shoulder a playful push, and for a second Jack considered leaving his youngest brother in peace. But the brotherly thing to do was to give his siblings hell, so he let Luke open the back door and usher the dog outside to an unsuspecting Walker.
“What the fuck?” Walker yelled as Scully pounced. Jenna ran out after them. Owen and Luke were right behind her, laughing, so Jack trusted all was well and pulled the sliding door shut.
He strode toward Ava and removed the large tote bag from her shoulder, setting it on the floor against the wall. “I’m gonna apologize ahead of time for any changes in Owen’s vocabulary by the end of this week,” he said, coaxing a genuine smile from her. Then he pulled her around the corner and out of view from the back door, pressing her against the closed guest bedroom door.
She sucked in a sharp breath as he dipped his head but stopped short before his lips touched hers. “Red?” he said, his voice soft.
She exhaled then, her warm breath tickling his lips. “Yeah?” she squeaked.
“Are you going to spend the whole week thinking this is all too much for me to handle?” He rested his hands on her hips, the tips of his fingers pressing into the soft skin he knew rested beneath her clothes.
He watched her throat bob as she swallowed. “Maybe,” she admitted and hooked one finger into the top of his jeans.
“Maybe’s not gonna work for me.” Her eyes widened. “I need you to feel at home. Because handful or not—I want you here. All three of you. Okay?”
“Okay,” she said, then licked her lips, and Jack was two seconds from losing it, but he wasn’t going to pressure her.
“Anything that happens between you and me while you’re here is your call. But I need to make something clear. Me keeping my distance isn’t because I don’t want you.” His lips brushed hers. Not exactly a kiss, but not exactly innocent, either. “Because I can’t watch you walk into a room without wanting to touch you. You’re like the goddamn sun, and I’m the closest planet. Powerless against your gravity. But I am trying to do what’s right for Owen—what’s right for you so you don’t get hurt again.” This week meant everything because after this he’d have it all figured out. They’d been keeping the truth from Owen until they knew what the truth was—until Jack could tell his son what role he was going to play in his future. That was what this visit was really about, wasn’t it? Owen. The truth. Everything. But that didn’t change how much he wanted her. It didn’t change how hard he had to fight for restraint when he was this close. “So if at any second in any of the days you’re here you think that I’d rather be doing anything other than feeling your lips against mine, know that you could not be more wrong.”
He started to back away, but she fisted her hand in his T-shirt.
“Damn it, Jack Everett. You’re going to say all that and then not kiss me?” she said, her breathing shallow as she whisper-shouted the words.
“Your call, Red.”
Her breath hitched. “Every time you call me that, I feel like I’m eighteen again. Like we’re—us. You know?”
“Yeah. I know.”
His heart hammered beneath her fist, his chest rising and falling in deep breaths that were becoming less and less controlled. And he wasn’t running from it this time—the thought of losing control.
“My call?” she asked.
He nodded, and that was all it too
k. She yanked his T-shirt, pulling him to her, and he let the last of his resolve crumble as her mouth demanded his.
His fingers dug into her hips as she parted her lips, encouraging him to do the same. Her tongue slipped past, mingling with his, and he could taste the hint of the morning coffee she’d probably drank on the ride over, along with something both sweet and spicy—cinnamon. Maybe a mint.
This made him grin, the thought of her popping an Altoid or something like that. Because maybe she’d anticipated this as much as he had.
Her hand moved from his shirt, and seconds later, the door to the guest bedroom fell open, the two of them stumbling past the threshold and collapsing onto the bed he’d made for her the night before. The room also had a small couch with a pull-out bed. He’d bought new sheets for that one for Owen.
Right now, though, all Jack could think about was Ava beneath him and how long she could stay there before any of the other four people—and one rambunctious Lab—would come looking for them. He rationalized that they’d hear the back door when the chaos decided to move inside. It wasn’t like either of them would let this go any further than some very heavy petting. At least not right now.
“I can’t believe we weren’t doing this all week long,” she said, her voice breathless between each feverish kiss. She knew they were on borrowed time, too. But it was more than this day or the little snippets of time they’d have together this week.
Jack didn’t know what the endgame was, but he hoped to hell that having Ava and Owen here for the next five days would give him the answers he needed—would help him figure out what was best for all of them.
He was hard. Hell, this woman did things to him. But there wasn’t time for what he wanted to do to her. As if she was reading his thoughts, though, Ava tilted her pelvis, and he ground himself against her. She let out a soft cry, an even softer plea as she whispered, “More.”
That’s when the scrabble of excited paws snapped them both back into the moment, and Jack sprang to his feet as Scully came bounding through the door and dropped a baseball at his feet. The dog sat panting, tongue hanging out the side of his mouth, and tail wagging expectantly.
Ava was up and smoothing out her hair by the time Owen caught up to his dog.
“I think Scully wants to play catch with you, Ja—” But the boy stopped short when he laid eyes on the room, the one Jack hadn’t officially shown Ava yet.
“Whoa,” Owen said. “This is like someplace a real cowboy would live.”
Relieved not to have been found dry-humping his son’s mom on the guest bed, Jack laughed. He ran a hand along the knotted pine panel on the wall, one of ten that ran horizontally from doorframe to corner, stacked from floor to ceiling.
“Our father built this room for our mom,” Jack said, allowing flashes of a happier time to invade his memories. “She missed her friends and family from Texas, so Jack Senior—with the help of the Callahans, some family friends who ran a contracting business—put an addition on the house that included this room. And you want to know what?”
“What?” Owen asked with an eager grin. Ava, not having heard the story before, either, said the same.
“He designed this room to look like the one our mom and Jenna loved at their grandparents’ ranch back in Texas, so there’d always be a bit of home here in California.”
Owen’s fingers trailed Jack’s across the wall and then to the queen bed, covered now with a semi-rumpled quilt.
“She made that, you know.” Jenna’s voice came from behind him, and Jack spun to find her standing in the doorframe. “She hated every second of it—claimed she was meant for the labor of the ranch and not for something with painstaking detail like crafting a quilt. But our nan made the one in the bedroom we always stayed in at their ranch, so Clare made sure this room had the same.”
Jack ran a palm across the quilt, straightening it, and cleared his throat. “I thought this was something they bought.”
Jenna shook her head. “You were probably too young to remember or too busy with baseball to notice her working on it. But that was her contribution to the room.” Jenna laughed. “She probably did it to spite your daddy so he wouldn’t be able to take full credit for the space. They were both so competitive. And so damn stubborn sometimes.”
“Please don’t, Jenna,” Jack said.
Her eyes narrowed. “Please don’t what? Remind you that they were happy? That despite the man Jackson Senior turned into, he did right by your mama and she by him? I’m not apologizing for what he did…”
Jack’s hands fisted at his sides, and he tried to take a controlling breath. But control in the face of what he did was impossible.
“You don’t get it,” he snapped. “It doesn’t matter what happened before she died when all I can seem to recall is what he did after. I’m happy as hell he took such great care of her when she was alive, but what about her children, Jenna? What about his sons?”
This was a mistake—this little trip down memory lane. Especially in front of Owen.
“Jack—”
But he wasn’t waiting around to hear more.
“Enough,” he said, then strode past Jenna and out of the room, calling over his shoulder, “We should get to work.”
Because he wasn’t about to listen to his aunt get all wistful and sentimental about his parents. Whatever Clare and Jackson Everett Senior had been before his mother died—that was fiction. The reality was that he and his brothers lost two parents and a good part of their childhoods. He was wrong for even entertaining the thought that good memories could override the bad. Good memories had no place here.
Walker and Luke stood waiting in the kitchen, and Jack nodded to them and then headed toward the front door.
He needed out of this house. Fresh air would do him some good. Clear his head. Sure, he was being a dick, especially to Jenna, but she at least understood him, how he operated. He’d apologize later, and she’d give him hell for treating her like that in the first place, but she’d know he loved her and needed to let off some steam. This was their routine.
Thankfully, everyone followed him outside without so much as a What the hell? Not even Walker.
“We need to finish pruning by lunch,” Jack said once everyone was assembled. Even the damned dog. “Then we’ll eat, regroup, and check on the cover crop the previous owner planted, see if that grass needs to be tilled or torn out and replanted altogether. Bottom line is we can’t have weeds. If we get this place on the path to producing a crop next year, we don’t want to fall on our faces because of some damned weeds.”
Ava squinted at him, the sun hitting her right in the eyes. “Sounds like you’ve been doing your homework. I could show you how to till—and how to recognize some sneaky weeds that disguise themselves as grass.”
She smiled, but he couldn’t let her get to him now that he was ready to get shit done—and get one step closer to getting the hell out. The less he had to sleep under the roof of Crossroads Ranch, the better.
“I think I got it. I passed the California Bar,” he said. “A weekend of reading up on viniculture ought to do the trick.”
“I see,” Ava said, stalking past him toward her car. “Because certainly a weekend of reading far surpasses a lifetime of experience.”
“Oh, Jack,” Jenna said, shaking her head.
“Hey, Mom! Wait up!”
Owen and Scully trailed after Ava.
“What the hell did I say?” Jack asked.
“You’re outta practice, brother.” Luke clasped him on the shoulder. “Told ya you were the socially awkward one.”
“Man, you’re a prick,” Walker added as he headed down the driveway and toward the stable.
Ava, Owen, and the dog were in her Jeep and backing into the street. Luke and Walker were probably taking a couple of the mares over to the vineyard. That left just Jack and Jenna.
He crossed his arms and held his aunt’s gaze. He could wait her out, no matter how long she stared. They used to play th
is game in high school, and it always ended in Jenna groaning and throwing her hands in the air.
“What’s it gonna take to get through to you, Jack?” she used to ask. “When are you gonna finally let me the hell in?”
But he wouldn’t answer. Never did. Because what the hell was the point of letting anyone in when all he ever did was make things more complicated for everyone involved?
That’s how it had felt when he and his brothers had taken over Jenna’s house—or when he saw the look of horror on Ava’s face after what had happened at the graduation party.
Except this wasn’t then, and Jenna held her ground now. She wasn’t screaming through gritted teeth. No impatient exasperation. Just cold, clean resolve.
“I got all day,” she said, taking a step closer.
Jack almost flinched. Forget the fact that he was at least a foot taller than her. The woman had a serious Don’t mess with me vibe going on.
His jaw clenched. “I was supposed to come back for a weekend. A week tops. Now there’s this vineyard, and I can’t leave that to Luke and Walker to take care of on their own. Then Ava and Owen. I have a son. A son, Jenna. He’s this incredible kid, and I’m—I’m me. I don’t know how the hell to deal with all this.”
“Ya screwed up just now,” she said calmly.
He opened his mouth to respond, but she cut him off.
“I know this place gets to you, Jack. And I know you built yourself a whole new life so you wouldn’t have to deal with it. But you’re here now. You decided to stay for however long that might be, and you got a hell of a lot more than you bargained for, which I’m guessing you thought would include a quick graveside service, washing your hands of this place, and then hightailing it out the door again. But this shit ain’t about only you anymore. Not when you’re under that roof with Luke, Walker, and your son and his mother. So maybe it’s time to get your shit together and deal.”
He crossed his arms and raised a brow, waiting for a beat. “You about done?” he asked.
She pursed her lips and contemplated the question for a few seconds. “Yeah. I guess I am,” she finally said.
“That your version of therapy?”
