Now Conan seemed ready to take issue with the suggestion, but the crowner put a hand on the man’s arm. The guard captain stepped back without speaking.
“We consent, Brother,” Ralf said.
Not allowing time for any further disagreement, the monk fell to his knees beside Renaud and bent to look into his eyes.
The clerk grew preternaturally still and stared back.
“What injustice so offended you?” Thomas murmured.
Davoir gasped with outrage. “I did not commit any injustice!” he shouted. “He turned to the Prince of Darkness because of…”
“As we all agreed, Father, let me do what I must without interruption.” Thomas spoke with authority. No one had actually agreed to let him interrogate without interference, but he prayed the priest had forgotten that detail. At least, the monk thought, I want to keep the disruptions to a minimum.
“None of us should speak until Brother Thomas is done.” Ralf lifted his right hand as if repeating his oath.
“As we all agreed,” Conan added, also raising his hand.
Davoir was clearly annoyed but kept his thoughts unvoiced.
Thomas repeated his question with gentleness.
The clerk began to sob. “I did not mean to kill him.” The words were barely audible.
“Your master?” Thomas bent closer.
“Jean!”
Davoir struck a fist into his open palm. “I knew you were a minion of the Devil!”
Conan walked to the priest’s side. “Father Etienne, if the fear you suffered under the attack has so unmanned you that silence is impossible, I beg that you sit in that chair and have a mazer of wine.” He pointed to a place at the far end of the chamber. “You will take charge of this clerk when the questioning is over. At that time, you may say whatever you wish. Our needs will be satisfied, and we will have left.”
The priest seemed about to protest this insult, then chose the wiser course, walked to the chair, and sat down.
“Continue,” Thomas said softly to Renaud.
“I worked until my hands and knees bled to please our master, but the only good he ever acknowledged was what Jean did. Even when Jean sinned, Father Etienne praised the manner of his repentance. Yet if I so much as erred on a complex Latin verb tense, our master mocked me in front of all.” He raised his head and yelled. “You were unjust!”
Thomas patted the youth’s shoulder with a father’s touch and hoped the lad’s moment of lucidity would last long enough.
“I longed for Jean to be sent home in disgrace like the prior clerk. If he were, our master would look to me next and see my virtues. So I got Jean drunk in the inn the night before we arrived, but he again hid his disgrace too well.” Pulling back from Thomas, Renaud shouted at the priest. “Or else you were so stupefied by him that you mistook the signs of drunkenness for holy rapture!”
Davoir stood, turned his back to the clerk, and walked to his prie-dieu where he stared at the bejeweled cross. “This sacred gift was from the king’s brother in gratitude for my service to him,” he muttered. “No matter what demonic abuse is flung at me by this churlish youth, I shall still receive a bishop’s miter, an elevation that is my right as God’s devout servant and the son of a noble family.”
Thomas gently wiped spittle from Renaud’s lips. “When your master asked for a treatment to cure Jean, what did you do?” he asked, hoping to keep the lad within the boundaries of sanity for just long enough.
With hacking gasps, Renaud began to weep. “I went to the apothecary hut and hid outside until Sister Anne finished preparing a remedy for a nun. They were discussing a gout treatment. As soon as she was alone, I approached Sister Anne for Jean’s medicine, and she gave me something that I knew to be innocuous and suitable for uneasy stomachs.”
“Did you disguise your identity or did you tell the sub-infirmarian who you were?”
Ralf quickly knelt next to the monk, lest the clerk’s reply be inaudible.
“I hid my face and prayed that she would be called away. God blessed me. She was, and then the lay sister who had remained behind. Knowing something about herbs, I quickly read the labels on the shelves but found nothing to my purpose.”
Thomas put a restraining hand on the crowner. Proving the innocence of Sister Anne meant too much to Ralf, and the monk feared he would speak despite his agreement. “What was your intent?” he asked the youth. Thomas longed to free the nun, but he had his prioress to protect as well and wanted nothing to interfere with either cause.
“To make Jean sicker. That was all! Signs of dissoluteness had failed to move our master from his unjustifiable preference. I knew my fellow clerk must therefore choose to leave Father Etienne’s service. If Jean believed he suffered poor health, he would surely depart of his own volition.”
“And if Jean did abandon his service for Father Etienne?” Thomas watched the clerk’s eyes glaze as his mind slid from simple desire for approval to the madness of overweening ambition.
“When my brother clerk was no longer at his side, our master would choose me, and, when he became a bishop, my own fortune would rise higher because Jean would not be the recipient of all his munificence.” Renaud began a high-pitched laugh. It swept the room like a scythe.
Ralf winced and moved away.
Thomas put a calming hand on the clerk’s shoulder and whispered, “You were left alone in the apothecary hut. You had searched the shelves and found nothing you could use. What happened next?” The monk waited.
“I heard a voice and knew I must leave or be remembered too well. Then my eye fell on an open jar on the table. When I looked inside, I saw something that might be slipped into wine or ale. If it was the alleged gout treatment, so be it. I knew there was no such thing as a cure and assumed it was like most remedies, harmless in small amounts but upsetting to the humors if taken in larger quantities. Deciding it would have to serve my purpose, I took it and slipped away before anyone returned and caught me. ”
Ralf turned around. “The jar was brown and had an ill-fitting lid?”
Thomas put a finger to his lips and bent his head in the direction of the priest.
Fortunately, the man seemed lost in contemplation of the altar wall.
Renaud winked as if sharing a mutual joke.
Ralf walked to the chamber door, opened it, and briefly spoke to someone outside.
“Did it not say what it was on the jar?” Thomas asked the youth.
“When I got back to our quarters, I read the label but did not know what autumn crocus was,” Renaud wailed. “I assumed it might be a concoction to ease pain like poppy juice. If I used just a bit, I thought it would cause enough malaise that Jean would fear he suffered a mortal ailment.”
Conan looked disgusted. “So out of ignorance and lust for position, he killed a man,” he muttered.
Renaud shifted to stare at the guard captain, his mouth twisted into the rictus of a dead man’s grin. “You, a man of the world, claim to know the justice of an act better than a man devoted to God?”
With a supreme act of will, Thomas kept himself from rebuking the youth for rank discourtesy. That was, after all, only a comment Renaud might have learned from his master. But the youth was quickly losing touch with reason. He was not willfully evil, and the monk decided to let the remark pass without comment.
Unfortunately, Conan laughed
Renaud twisted in his bindings and howled as he flung curses on the guard captain. If the monk had had any doubts left about the clerk’s sanity, seeing this would have erased them.
“Stop this blasphemy!” Davoir rushed back from his prie-dieu, one fist raised, not at Renaud, but at Conan.
Thomas rose.
The clerk was now screaming words that were not in any language known to men.
Skidding to a stop and pointing to Renaud, the priest shouted, “He is talk
ing to the Evil One!”
“Father, I must have peace to finish the few questions I have left,” the monk said, then turned to Conan. “Both the priest and the crowner wish to understand what has happened here. Both have sworn to remain silent until I have gotten the tale from Renaud. I ask the same courtesy of silence from you. When I am done, all of you may pose your particular questions.”
“You will learn nothing,” growled the priest. “He is lost in hellish gibberish.”
Ralf gestured to Conan.
The guard captain’s lips curled into a sneer, but he swore to obey the monk’s request and walked to join the crowner at the entrance door.
Renaud had ceased howling and began again to weep like a little boy with a scraped knee.
Davoir waved his hand at Thomas. “You do reach above your authority in this matter, and I am showing remarkable tolerance only out of deference to your prioress.”
Thomas bowed his head. “You show a saintly patience, Father. I am humbled by your example.” Not wishing to waste more time humoring the man, the monk quickly knelt at the clerk’s side.
Renaud’s eyes were tightly closed, and he repeatedly muttered, “I did not know I was killing him. I swear I did not know.”
“But when Jean died, you hoped to take his place.” The monk’s voice was as soft as a feather.
The clerk’s body jerked like one suffering a seizure. “Father Etienne mocked me! After I had risked my life to protect him, he told me that I could never replace his beloved Jean, that he had planned and still planned to dismiss me!” He began to strike his head on the floor. “Tell me where my reward is. The master is no master. He was sent by the Devil to torment me! Was it not right that I send him back to Hell like I sent Jean?”
Thomas grabbed the clerk before he reopened the wound in his head.
Renaud tried to bite him.
Ralf shouted at the priest. “If he is your creature, take responsibility for him!”
Stepping back in horror, Davoir cried out, “But he is possessed! His demon will attack us!”
“Pray?” Conan called out from the doorway. “Isn’t that your chosen weapon?”
Suddenly, Renaud collapsed into Thomas’ arms. “I didn’t want to kill Jean! But he has come back as a damned soul to torment me. I saw him in the courtyard before he struck me down. I was sure his soul was cleansed before he died. I tried to tell him that. I did not mean to condemn him, but something went wrong.” The clerk began to squirm in agony. “He is in Hell, and it is my fault!”
Thomas looked up at the trembling priest. “We have a confession from Renaud that he did kill your clerk, although I doubt there was any clear intent or malice in it. I witnessed his attempt to murder you. There was no accomplice. Tonight proves Sister Anne is innocent of all wrong, and we may free her and use that cell for Renaud.”
The clerk began to scream that Jean was in the room and wearing a fiendish tail.
“Send for clerks from the monks´ quarters,” Davoir said, his voice hoarse with terror.
“I have just done so,” Ralf replied.
“And agree to Sister Anne’s release,” Thomas added before the crowner had a chance to demand it.
Swallowing what must have been bitter bile, Davoir agreed.
Renaud went limp in his restraints and wept like a whipped child.
“Are there any more questions?” Thomas asked. “Quickly, if you do, and be brief. His wits are fleeing.”
“I shall ask mine when the Evil One is beaten out of his body,” Davoir said.
“One,” Ralf said. “Who was Brother Imbert?”
The monk bent over the wretched clerk and asked.
“I made him up,” Renaud mumbled, then grinned as his eyes again grew unfocused. “Wasn’t I clever?”
Thomas frowned. “You have said it was Jean who struck you down. Was it only…?”
Renaud twisted his head around and screamed, “It was Jean! I saw his spirit in the shadows, waving his arms and howling that he had come from Hell.” The clerk began to foam at the mouth. “Ask him yourself! The hellish minion is there, standing by his priest!”
Conan looked uneasily at Davoir, shook his head, and then shrugged at the crowner.
Ralf raised an eyebrow at the monk.
“If Renaud truly believed he saw the ghost of his fellow clerk coming for vengeance,” Thomas said, “he might have fainted from shock and struck his head on the stones of the path. That might have caused the wound.”
The two men nodded.
Thomas was not convinced by his own argument, but he decided that the cause of the injury no longer mattered as much as he once thought it might.
In the distance, the church bell sounded for the morning Office. The men dutifully bowed their heads, but the call to prayer brought little peace to any and most certainly none to the guilty one who now lay still in a pool of his own urine.
Chapter Thirty-three
After that early morning prayer, Father Etienne reluctantly swore to his agreement that the sub-infirmarian be released, and Ralf left to take the news to Prioress Eleanor. Even faced with the indisputable fact of her innocence, the priest struggled against the truth. “Surely,” he had muttered, “the woman is guilty of something.”
When Thomas asked if he would accompany his wretched clerk to the cell, Davoir refused without explanation. The monk suspected that his decision had more to do with his unwillingness to see Sister Anne freed than it did with any pain he might have felt over Renaud’s attempt to kill him. Thomas, however, looked forward to joining Prioress Eleanor and Crowner Ralf in welcoming the sub-infirmarian as she left the cell.
After Conan and the clerks bore Renaud away, the lad singing curious ditties under his breath, the priest returned to his prie-dieu and cross. In the ashen morning light, the jewels lost all color.
As he turned to leave the guest quarters as well, Thomas chose not to ask Father Etienne if he needed another priest’s comfort.
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When the cell door opened, and Sister Anne emerged to the joyful greetings of her friends, the nun stopped in horror as three clerks dragged the bound Renaud inside. The youth stank of excrement and urine.
The heavy wooden door of the cell slammed shut. Two more of Davoir’s clerks remained outside and positioned themselves in front of it. Their boyish cheeks were round and utterly devoid of a man’s beard, but they folded their arms with adult solemnity. Considering the tragic fate of their fellow clerk, their dedication to the assigned responsibility was poignant.
Prioress Eleanor quickly explained to her friend what had happened, and the nun gasped in dismay. Her expression grew solemn when she learned that the clerks must remain with the youth out of fear he might commit self-murder. Then tears wended their way down the sub-infirmarian’s cheeks. “Surely he did this out of madness, not evil,” she said to her friends, all of whom were inclined to agree.
Looking back at the door, which did not mute all screaming, Sister Anne asked how Renaud had been able to confess anything, considering how far his sense had fled.
Prioress Eleanor explained that Brother Thomas had been as gentle with his questions as a father might when a beloved son was in great pain.
The nun nodded. “If the clerk had received that kindness before, he might not have lost his reason so completely,” she said. “Does He not command us to be compassionate?”
At no time did Sister Anne ask if Father Etienne had shown grief over these events or if he had sent an apology for misjudging her. She simply said she would pray for this youth who was so tormented that he might choose self-murder and an eternity in Hell to escape his temporal agony.
As the foursome left the corridor and Renaud’s howls faded, Thomas thought about what must happen next. Of course the Church would not execute Renaud, although the alternative could be a more chilling punishment.
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The monk shuddered. Exorcism would be performed. If that did not bring the youth back to his senses, Renaud might well spend the rest of his life chained in a tower or locked monastery cell where demons, real or imaginary, would infest his remaining days and nights with vicious mockery and obscene taunts. Thomas had heard tales of men ripping off ears, and blinding or castrating themselves to escape the torments. None of this helped when nightmares had bored so deep into their souls.
Crowner Ralf would say the lad might be better off hanged. If Renaud were truly mad, Thomas asked himself, might that be the kinder justice? A cure for the satanic possession of a soul was possible. As he had once been told, the imp that allegedly forced his friend, Giles, to lie in sin with Thomas had been exorcised. But there was no cure for madness, a fate so cruel that many found a way to kill themselves despite all precautions and thus fell into an eternity of misery because they had done so.
Thomas wanted to raise his fist to the heavens and demand an explanation for this doom he believed unjust, but he was weary and the wound in his arm stung. Today, he must concentrate on his next duty. Tomorrow, he swore, he would spend the day on his knees and argue with God.
All but Davoir were delighted that Sister Anne was free, and the monk longed to share the joy to the fullest, but he knew he must talk with his prioress for advice about one more matter. Even if it was no longer urgent, he believed the question still called for an answer.
And if he needed the crowner, Ralf must be close to hand. As he now overheard, the crowner was begging Sister Anne to examine Gytha as soon as possible and swearing he would arrange for his wife to be brought to the priory. From the smile on the nun’s face, the monk had no doubt of her reply.
He hurried to his prioress’ side.
She turned with an expression of encouragement as if she had anticipated his request. “Of course, we may meet, Brother,” she said. Inclining her head toward the pair discussing the perils of birth, she added, “And now might be the best time to do so.”
Chapter Thirty-four
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