by Amanda Scott
“Aye, sure,” he said. If she had wanted to kill him, she’d have done it. And she was too small to wield his heavy sword as a weapon.
She managed without much difficulty to drag the sword from the sling on his back. But when he raised himself so she could reach the strap’s buckle under him, he had to grit his teeth against the pain and dizziness that surged through his head.
Still, he decided by the time she unbuckled the stout strap and deftly slipped it free of his body that little was wrong with him other than an aching head.
“Now, if you can turn over,” she said, “I will look and see how bad it is.”
Exerting himself, he rolled over and looked up to see a pretty face with a smudge on one rosy cheek, and a long mass of unconfined, wild-looking, tawny hair.
Despite the look of concern on her face, her eyes twinkled.
Fin could not tell their exact color in the shadow of so many trees and with an overcast sky above, but they seemed to be light brown, rather than blue.
“Are you a sprite, or some other woodland creature?” he murmured, finding the effort to talk greater now. His eyelids drooped.
She chuckled low in her throat, a delightful sound and a stimulating one.
His eyes opened again, and he saw that she had dropped to one knee to bend over him. As he took in the two soft-looking, well-tanned mounds of flesh that peeped over the low-cut bodice so close to him, his head seemed instantly clearer.
Her lips were moving, and he realized that she was speaking. Having missed the first bit, he listened intently to catch the rest, hoping thereby to reply sensibly.
“… would laugh to hear anyone mistake me for a sprite,” she said, adding firmly, “Now, lie still, sir, if you please. You must know that I was leery of getting too near until I could be sure that you would not harm me.”
“Never fear, lass. I would not.”
“I can see that, but Boreas, my companion here, dislikes letting any stranger near me. Had you moved suddenly or thrashed about as some do when they regain consciousness after an injury, he might have mistaken you for a threat.”
Having noted how quickly the wolf dog had stepped back after the snapping sound he’d heard—surely a snap of her slim fingers—he doubted that it would attack against her will. But he did not say so. His eyelids drifted shut again.
“Are you still awake?” No amusement now, only concern.
“Aye, sure, but fading,” he murmured. “What is your name, lass?”
“Catriona. What’s yours?”
He thought about it briefly, then said, “Fin… they call me Fin of the Battles.”
“What happened to you, Fin of the Battles?” Her voice sounded more distant, as if she were floating away again.
“I wish I knew,” he said, trying to concentrate. “I was walking through the forest, listening to a damned impertinent jay that squawked and muttered at me for trespassing. The next thing I knew, your escort was huffing in my ear.”
He drew a long breath and, without opening his eyes, tried moving his arms more than had been necessary to shift himself. Pain shot through his head again, and he felt more pain from some sort of scrape on his left arm. But both arms seemed obedient to his will. His toes and feet likewise obeyed him.
A hand touched his right shoulder, startling him. She had come up on his other side, and again he’d not heard her move. He was definitely not himself yet.
“Be still now,” she said, kneeling gracefully beside him. As she bent nearer, he noted the bare softness of her breasts again before a cold, wet cloth touched his forehead and moved soothingly over it to cover his eyes.
He knew then that she must have gone to the burn that he could hear splashing nearby. He tried to decide if he remembered seeing that burn.
“That feels good,” he murmured.
“It won’t in a minute. You have a gash on the left side of your forehead with leaves, dirt, and hair stuck in it. You will have a fine scar to brag about.”
“I don’t brag.”
“All men brag,” she said, the note of humor strong again. “Most women do, too, come to that. But men brag like bairns, often and with great exaggeration.”
“I don’t.” It seemed important that she should know that.
“Very well, you don’t. You are unique amongst men. Now, hold still. Recall that Boreas will object to any sudden movement.”
He braced himself. He was not afraid of the dog, but he hated pain. And he had already borne more than his share of it.
Catriona saw him stiffen and easily deduced the reason. All men, in her experience, disliked pain. Certainly, her father and two brothers did, although they were all fine, brave warriors. The excellent specimen of manhood before her looked as if he could hold his own against any one of them.
When he’d turned over, it had taken all of her willpower not to exclaim at his blood-streaked face. She reminded herself that head wounds always bled freely, and noted thankfully that all the blood seemed to come from the gash in his forehead.
In cleaning his face before she put the cloth over his eyes, she had decided that, besides being well formed, he was handsome in a rugged way. His deep-set eyes were especially fine, their light gray irises surprising in a darkly tanned face. His thick, black lashes were less surprising. For a reason known only to God, men always seemed to grow darker, thicker lashes than women did.
“Have you enemies hereabouts?” she asked as she gently plucked hair and forest detritus from his wound.
Instead of answering directly, he said, “I have not passed this way before. Are your people unfriendly to strangers?”
Having ripped two pieces from her red flannel underskirt to soak in the burn, she’d used one to cover his eyes, hoping it would soothe him and keep him from staring at her as she cleansed his wound. The latter hope was not for his sake but for hers. Aware that she would be hurting him, she knew she would do a better job if she need not keep seeing the pain in his eyes each time she touched his wound.
Now, however, she plucked the cloth from his eyes, waited until he opened them and focused on her, and then raised her eyebrows and said, “My people?”
To her surprise, he smiled, just slightly. But it was enough to tell her that he had a nice smile and that her tone had tickled his sense of humor.
“Do you dare to laugh at me?” she demanded.
“Nay, lass, I would not laugh at such a kind benefactress. I am still wondering if your people are human or otherwise. Sithee, although you disclaim being a wood sprite, I have heard tales of wee folk in this area.”
“I am human,” she said. “Lie still now. Your wound is trying to clot, but I must rinse these cloths, and if you move too much, you’ll start leaking again.”
“Tell me first who your people are,” he said as she stood. His voice was stronger, and his words came as a command from a man accustomed to obedience.
Catriona eyed him speculatively. “Do you not know where you are?”
“I am in Clan Chattan territory, in Strathspey, I think. But Clan Chattan boasts vast lands and numerous clans within it—six, I think, at last count.”
“All controlled by one man,” she said.
“The Mackintosh is chief of the whole confederation, aye,” he said, almost nodding. She saw him remember her warning about that and catch himself.
Satisfied, she said, “That’s right, although we call him our captain, to show that he is more powerful than other clan chiefs in our confederation.” Moving swiftly back to the burn, she knelt and rinsed the bloody cloth in the churning, icy water. Then she dipped the other one, wrung them both out, and returned to him.
As she approached, she saw Boreas go into some bushes a short way beyond the man’s head, sniffing the air. The dog pushed its snout into low, dense shrubbery, plucked an arrow from it, and trotted back to her with it in its mouth.
Taking the arrow, Catriona said, “I think Boreas has found the cause of your injury, sir. If so, I can tell you that this arrow ca
me from no Clan Chattan bow.”
“Nor any Lochaber one,” he muttered.
“Are you from Lochaber then?”
Cursing himself for the slip, Fin said, “I grew up on the west side of the Great Glen. But have spent little time there of late. Do you ken aught else of this arrow?”
“Nay, but I do wish that Ivor were here,” she said.
“Ivor?” He raised his left eyebrow, winced, and said ruefully, “I shall have to remember for a time not to express my feelings with facial movements.”
Chuckling, deciding she liked the melodic sound of his voice, she said, “Ivor is the younger of my two brothers. He is also the finest archer in Scotland, so he knows the fletching of most Highland clans and taught me what little I know. But he, my father, and my brother James are in the Borders with the Lord of the North.”
“What makes you think this Ivor is the finest archer in the land?” he asked. “Scotland boasts many fine archers. I’m deft with a bow and arrow myself.”
“No doubt you are. I shoot well, too, come to that. But Ivor is the best.”
“I know a chap who can beat anything that your Ivor might do,” he said.
“No such person exists,” she said confidently as she slipped the arrow under the linked girdle that kilted up her skirts. Then, kneeling again, she added, “Now, let me finish cleaning your wound. The only thing that I might bandage it with is a strip of my underskirt. But I fear that the flannel would chafe it and make it bleed more.”
“I don’t need a bandage,” he said. “I heal quickly.”
“See, you do brag, like any man. How much farther must you go?”
“A day’s walk, mayhap two.”
“Then you should come home with me and rest overnight. That gash will open again, because it does need bandaging and may even require a stitch or two.”
His grimace revealed strong reluctance, either to stitches or to her invitation.
Before he could speak, she said, “Don’t be so daft as to refuse. Someone wickedly attacked you, and that arrow knocked you headfirst against yon tree. You hit hard enough to make you bounce back and fall as you were when I found you.”
“Sakes, lass, if you saw all that, did you not also see who shot me?”
“I saw none of that,” she replied.
Looking narrowly at her, Fin said, “If you saw none of it, you cannot possibly know how I fell. Sakes, I don’t know that much myself.”
“Nevertheless, that or something like that is what happened,” she insisted. “This arrow that Boreas found made the gash in your forehead because the blood on it is still sticky. You have a lump rising here by your ear”—he winced when she touched it—“and I see bark in your hair and down the collar of your shirt. Also, the sleeve of your jack is torn, and I see more bits of bark on your arm. The event depicts itself, sir. Moreover,” she added, pointing, “he shot from across the burn.”
He had to admit, if only to himself, that if she was right about the rest, she was right about the direction of the shot.
Deciding that he had lain long enough on the damp ground, he sat up and then had to hold himself steady and concentrate hard to fight off a new wave of dizziness. He tried to do so without letting her see how weak he felt.
Meeting her twinkling gaze, he grimaced, suspecting that her powers of observation were keener than his ability just then to conceal his feelings.
“That dizziness will pass if you give it time,” she said, confirming his suspicion. “But you would be foolish not to come with me, because one can easily see that you are in no fit state to continue on your own.”
The dog moved up beside her, eyeing him thoughtfully. Just looking at it reminded Fin that Highland forests sheltered many a wolf pack. The beasts would soon catch scent of his blood if he did aught to start the wound bleeding again.
“Would your kinsmen so easily welcome a stranger?” he asked.
“My lady mother welcomes all who come in peace,” she said. “In my father’s absence, I warrant she will be fain to have a strong man at hand, even overnight.”
He realized then that she was of noble birth and that he ought to have known it despite her untidiness. Commoners rarely owned wolf dogs or spoke as she did.
“How far is your home from here?” he asked.
“ ’Tis in the glen just over yon hill,” she said, pointing toward the granite ridge above them to the northeast. “We’ll go through the cut above those trees.”
“Then I will gratefully accept your invitation.”
Smiling in a way that made his body stir unexpectedly in response, she picked up his sword and sling and stood back to let him get to his feet.
When he stood and reached for the sword, she said, “I can carry it.”
“Nay, then, I do not relinquish my weapon to anyone, woman or man.”
He saw a flash of annoyance, but she handed him the belt. He strapped it into place and took the sword from her, feeling its weight more than usual as he reached back and slipped it into its sling. But he did so, he thought, without noticeable difficulty. She did not seem to notice, but he felt new tension between them.
The hill was steep, and it proved harder than he had expected to follow her up through the forest to the ridge. The waves of dizziness persisted, and halfway up, he began to feel weary, almost leaden. To be sure, he had traveled far that day.
But such profound weariness was abnormal for him.
When they reached the scree-filled cut below the sharp crest, the going grew easier. Still, the loose rocks underfoot and a number of huge boulders in their path required vigilance to avoid a misstep.
Fin stopped gratefully when the lass did but assured himself that naught was amiss with him but his recurrent dizziness and the strange lassitude. The sweeping prospect of the towering, still snowy Cairngorms beyond was spectacular.
“There,” she said, pointing. “We need only row across the loch.”
He looked down to see a curving, mile-long, deep-green loch that looked like a shard from a lass’s looking glass, reflecting the wild beauty of heavily forested slopes and a few steep granite ones that surrounded it like the steep sides of a basin.
Following her gesture southeast to a much nearer point, his gaze fell on an island fortress some hundred yards from where the shore curved around the base of the steep hillside just below them. At the sight of that fortress, he felt a sense of unexpected disorientation and disbelief.
Maintaining an even tone of voice with effort, he said, “Is that not Castle Moigh, the very seat of the Mackintosh?”
“Nay,” she said. “That is Loch an Eilein and my father’s castle of Rothiemurchus. But you are not the first to mistake it for Moigh. See you, we Mackintoshes like islands. They provide more security than other sites do.”
“So you must be kin to the Mackintosh.”
“He is my grandfather,” she said proudly.
“Then you can tell me exactly how far Loch Moigh lies from here.”
“Aye, sure, but why do you want to know?”
“Sithee, I have come into Clan Chattan territory a-purpose to talk with the Mackintosh, to deliver a message to him.”
Her eyes twinkled again. “Have you, in troth?” When he nodded, she added, “Then it is good that you did come with me, sir, because at present the Mackintosh and my lady grandmother are staying with my mother and me at Rothiemurchus.”
“Our meeting today was fortunate then, was it not?”
“It was, aye,” she agreed, turning away. “We’ll go down now.”
He recalled then her belief that, in her father’s absence, her mother would welcome a “strong man” at Rothiemurchus.
“I trust that your grandfather is in good health and…” He hesitated, having seen enough of her to know that the words on his tongue might offend her.
She looked back, and he saw that the twinkle in her eyes had deepened. “If you were about to suggest that my grandfather is ill or has lost his wits—”
“
I did not say that.”
“But you nearly did say it, or something like it. Do you deny that?”
“Nay, but I did hear that he was too elderly to wield a sword with his once-legendary skill. And since I have come to ask a boon of him and would not press him to do aught that he is too feeble to—”
“Feeble?” Her lips twitched in a near smile, and as she turned away, she said over her shoulder, “He came to us because, having learned of trouble stirring in our area, he wanted to look into its cause. However, my mother does hope that my father and brothers will return soon. See you, my grandfather trusts my father to deal with any problem we might face, because he is our Clan Chattan war leader.”
New tension gripped him. Quietly, he said, “Who is your father, lass?”
“Shaw Mackintosh, Laird of Rothiemurchus,” she said. “Before he married my mother and took the name Mackintosh, men knew him as Shaw MacGillivray.”
Stunned, Fin stopped in his tracks.
Shaw MacGillivray was the Clan Chattan war leader he had sworn to kill.
Chapter 2
Noting the sudden silence behind her, Catriona turned, saying, “What is it?”
“Nowt,” Fin of the Battles said—rather curtly, she thought.
She frowned. He seemed paler than before. “Are you dizzy again?” she asked.
Rosy color tinged his cheeks, telling her that he did not like the question. But she thought she detected relief in his expression when he said, “Aye, now and now.”
Clearly, like her brothers, the man hated admitting any weakness.
To prove that to herself, she said, “We’ll reach the boat soon. Crossing takes just a few minutes, and then I’ll take you inside where you can rest.”
Still watching him, she saw a flash of consternation rather than the annoyance she expected from a man reminded of his need to rest.
His gaze met hers. In the open, she saw that his light gray irises would have blended right into the whites were it not that they darkened slightly at the rims. The length and thickness of his lashes now seemed protective rather than just unfair.
