We must have looked like a bunch of goofballs out there, and that makes it all the better. Just knowing the two of us were lost in our own little world not caring one single bit about what anyone else thought about us or what we were doing. And it’s because all I cared about was giving her a memory of a lifetime, and I got my own memory of a lifetime in the process.
Just the Superwoman Slides were enough to remember forever, but even better was when we kissed.
And better isn’t even close to the right word. I don’t use words like magical, out loud or in my mind, but in this case it’s completely appropriate.
Because it’s like some sort of magic trick that she just appeared out of nowhere and into my life. It’s like those shows where you put the lady in box, close the curtain, and when you open it she’s gone only to appear sitting in the audience about a minute or two later and the people beside her didn’t even notice.
But I’ve never been the audience when it comes to life. I’ve always been out there living it, no matter the challenges or the hardships Mother Nature has thrown at me.
But now Mother Nature, or the universe, or some sort of divine intervention has given me the ultimate gift.
Her.
And I want to give her all the gifts in the world in return and that starts with the most important one.
My seed.
So she can bear the gift of our first child.
Just the thought of it gives me goose bumps.
I can imagine watching her belly swell over the course of nine months just knowing that our child is in there…living and growing and getting closer to joining us by the day. And when he or she does one day that child will join us out there on the slopes only to be joined by more brothers and sisters over time.
This is too perfect. She’s too perfect. And I have to have her before I explode.
I roll over in bed onto my side, but my cock is so long and hard that it feels like it’s being pushed back by the mattress so I have to flip back over on my back and continue staring at the ceiling as I continue to think about her and everything that happened today.
I can’t believe the self-control I showed not bringing her back to my room or asking to go to hers, but she’s a lady and she needs to be treated like one. As much as I wanted to be together tonight I have to look at the big picture. I know this is forever and we’re going to have a long and incredible life together. Sacrifice once now for the rest of our lives? I had to do it.
No matter how much I didn’t want to.
I wanted her in my bed all night long until we passed out and when we did she’d be in my arms, warm and safe.
But that’s not for the first night. I want her to know how much I respect her starting on our first date. I walked her to her door, gave her a kiss and wished her a good night.
Then I turned and walked away. And it was the hardest thing I’d ever done.
Which explains why I’m lying here now hard as hell with no relief in sight.
I’m not going to even consider attempting to pleasure myself right now because there would be absolutely no pleasure in it.
The only pleasure would be if she were here and the two of us were wrapped up in the sheets…and everywhere else in my room for that matter.
And that will happen…soon. Real soon.
I wonder what she’s doing right now?
She must be replaying our evening in her mind. If it’s playing on mine like a favorite song on repeat then it must be the same for her too, because we are truly the same even though we appear different on the outside…at least right now.
She’s the beautiful office girl and I’m the feral mountain man. We couldn’t be more different, but inside we couldn’t be more alike.
And inside is what matters most.
And inside her is where I’m going to plant my seed, but there’s something else I need to do first.
CHAPTER 9
Camila
I caught the slightest glimpse of sadness and anger as he stepped away from my door tonight.
And I swear I heard him growl like a wild animal as he walked down that hall.
And that’s how I know it was just as hard for him to walk away as it was for me to not grab him by the shirt collar and yank him into my room and jump on top of him and ride him all night long.
Damn, I wanted that so bad.
But somehow he had enough self-control for the both of us.
But next time I know he won’t and neither will I.
Next time I want to do everything I’ve ever dreamed of doing with the man of my dreams.
And after that fantasy that played out tonight I know without a doubt that he is certainly that…the man of my dreams.
He has it all.
The patience and wisdom of an older man? Check.
The listening qualities of the world’s best conversationalist? Check.
The muscles, the brawn, and even the power and athleticism to lift me over his head and let me fly through the night sky? Check.
The brains to make a fortune and then build such an incredible resort and hotel? Check.
I finally figured out the last part. I was wondering if he might be the manager or something the way he had access to everything he wanted and the way the employees spoke with him. There was a chance he was just a VIP guest and was able to get that “M-I-N-E” in the snow because of that, but then I discovered the truth.
As I lie in bed trying to fall asleep, and failing miserably, I reached for the resort guide book which had a small picture of him inside.
Not only does he own the place, but he built it…and partly with his own two hands.
And he included his picture so guests could identify him and approach him at any time with suggestions, praise, or even complaints. There was even a well-written piece by him that accompanied his picture. In it he mentioned how “We’re in this together and together is how we can provide the ultimate winter holiday experience.”
And he’s right, but not just about providing guests with a good time.
I’m thinking about how he and I are in this together and how this guest wants to become a permanent resident…of this beautiful country and this beautiful place.
Everyone I’ve met is just so darn friendly and humble, even him once you get to know him a bit. He just goes about things in a different way…very different.
And that’s what makes him special.
I’d love nothing more than to be surrounded by people as friendly as the ones here in Canada despite the cold weather.
Because I know I won’t be cold with him by my side, especially in his bed.
Just the size of his manliness…good grief. That thing is going to take some getting used to, but am I ever up for the challenge and am I ever lucky.
He’s hung beyond belief and he sure better believe I’m going to jump his bones tomorrow if he doesn’t take me first.
He did say I was his after all.
Now it’s time to prove it, because that’s exactly what I want.
And even though I wish that was happening right here and now, deep down inside I’m glad he walked away tonight. I’m glad he showed me that level of respect, because tomorrow we’ll show each other a whole nother level of respect.
The kind where we share each other’s bodies, pleasing the other all night long because nothing will make us happier than to see the other completely satisfied…and completely spent.
And there’s one thing that I know will satisfy me most, even as crazy as it sounds.
Having his child.
And then having another…and another…and another…and…
CHAPTER 10
Cameron
The next evening
“What’s next?” she says as she wraps her arms around mine.
“You haven’t gotten sick of me yet?” I say as I lean in and we kiss. We’re well into the hundreds of kisses today, but it’s still not enough. I want her soft, subtle lips pressed against mine all the time and we’re get
ting closer by the minute to taking our intimacy to the next level.
“Not even close,” she says. “The only thing that would make me sick is if I lost you.”
“Well then you can count on being healthy forever, because that’s one thing you’ll never have to worry about.”
We kiss again as we walk through the Blackcomb Mountain Rendezvous Lodge.
Today has been absolutely unreal. We met as soon as we both woke up, which actually was pretty late because neither of us got a single bit of shut eye until after the sun was already up.
I didn’t have to ask her why nor did she have to ask me. We both knew the reason. Each other.
After a quick breakfast and coffee at the lodge we headed to the Audain Art Museum, followed by a trip to a private hot tub overlooking the valley, and then had his and hers massages.
I was so damn tempted to throw out the masseuses and give her that massage myself. I could feel my fingertips pulsing while I was getting my back worked on knowing she was just inches from me on a separate table being worked on by a woman.
I made sure of that.
At first they brought out a man for her and I sent him back right away. No way another man is touching my woman. Not now and not ever, even if it’s for professional purposes. We’re still only human after all and I know no man could resist the temptation after putting his hands on her. Hell, I can barely stand up straight when I’m around her. I get light headed just thinking all the thoughts about the things we can do, not to mention my desire for her is so long and hard I swear it’s throwing me off balance.
Now I know why they call it a hard on…because there’s no off switch when it comes to my desire for her. I’ve been trying to keep my erection discreet all day long, and I’m failing miserably.
After the massage we had a light meal and now it’s time for what I want most. The one thing I’ve been thinking about all day. The plan I put into motion early this morning and according to the text message I checked earlier when she slid out to use the lady’s room we’re all set.
And what’s next is going to be next level and mind blowing, in every way possible.
CHAPTER 11
Camila
“Oh my. What is this?” I say looking at the huge thing in front of me.
“This is the peak to peak gondola. It connects Blackcomb Mountain’s Rendezvous Lodge, where we are now, with Whistler Mountain’s Roudhouse Lodge.
“It’s huge,” I say, and I know I will be having that thought again before the day is through.
“There are twenty-eight of these gondola cabins and they each hold twenty-eight passengers. This is the first gondola to join two side by side mountains, and at its highest point above ground of one thousand four hundred and thirty feet it’s the highest gondola in the world.”
“I bet the views from up there are incredible,” I say.
“I like my view even better,” he says and I turn and see he’s looking at me.
“Awww,” I say and I squeeze his arm tight as we kiss. “Too bad the sign says it closed at five. It would have been nice to check it out. Maybe tomorrow, eh?”
“Since we’re here I was thinking we should try it right now.”
“But it’s closed.”
“For the public it’s closed,” he says. He lifts the rope barrier that is about ten feet from it and motions for me to go underneath.
“I don’t think we should. And it won’t move anyways,” I say.
“Let’s give it a try,” he says and then he gives me a wink. “You never know what might happen, especially when I have my good luck charm with me.”
“Your good luck charm?”
“Always.”
“We going to the Casino Niagara next?”
“We can do that tomorrow if you’d like, or maybe the day after.”
Is he serious right now? Niagara Falls for a day trip?
I slide under the rope and he quickly follows before passing me and reaching the gondola doors which he opens.
“Are we going to get in trouble?”
“We’ll be okay. Trust me.”
My eyes move from him to inside the gondola and I step inside and immediately freeze at what I see.
A few seconds later I feel my body moving and realize it’s the gondola.
Oh my god, is this really about to happen?
CHAPTER 12
Camila
Inside the gondola, or sky lift as it’s called, is a gigantic cherry wood bed.
And spaced throughout the gondola are candles and there’s even a table with a bottle of something on ice. It looks like champagne.
“How in the world did you…?”
“Just tell me you’re surprised.”
“Surprised? I am absolutely blown away. But…?”
“I know what you’re thinking. It takes eleven minutes until it reaches the other side.”
“Eleven minutes?”
“But it’s after hours so it might not run on schedule you know.”
I take a step forward and realize the bottom is glass. “Oh jeez. I thought I was about to fall through.”
“The only thing you’ll ever fall into is my arms,” he says as he wraps me up from behind, but my body doesn’t respond.
It’s not that it doesn’t want to, it’s just that I’m still in complete shock.
How in the world did he get the gondola to run just for him, let alone get a bed inside of it?
“Do they all have glass bottoms?”
“Just two of them, like us.”
“Like us?”
“Like us.” He pauses. “At the end of the day we’re both fragile people in some ways. You because of what you told me last night at dinner about being orphaned and well…me too. I never really realized it, but my decisions were to always be so solitary in everything that I did. I always thought that it made me stronger, and I still do, but in some ways I can see the fragility of my decisions.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I didn’t want to be around people. I avoided it as much as I could because I had a rough upbringing as well. It made me pull back and be my own man. In a lot of ways it was a strength, but it started out from a position of fragility. But now…because of you…I can pull from that strength and resilience I’ve built up over the course of my thirty-five years here on earth and realized I can put myself out there when it comes to having a relationship. But that’s only because of you. It’s you or it’s no one. I’m not trying to sound like a self-help book here, but you make me want to do more things in places where people congregate. Going to Niagara Falls for instance. I never would have done that by myself. But now there are so many places I want to see…all the famous ones where people from all over the world visit, and I want to visit them with you. You’re bringing me out of my shell slowly but surely.”
“I don’t know what to say. That’s beautiful.”
“You’re beautiful and there’s only one thing to say. Say yes.”
“Yes to what?”
“To this,” he says as he pulls a small black box from his pocket and takes a knee.
He opens the box and I see a huge diamond sparkling in the moonlight.
I feel a chill run through my body and then suddenly I’m burning up from the heat as goose bumps come and then go almost as quickly as my hands move to my face.
“Oh my god.”
“Beautiful, in the next minute we’ll reach the highest peak that this sky lift can take us. But for me that’s not high enough. I want to go all the way. I want my head in the clouds twenty-four seven and the only way that’s happening, the only way I can go any higher in this crazy thing called life, is with you.”
I feel a tear forming in the corner of my eye.
“I know we haven’t known each other long but what I do know is that I need you in my life forever, and I know those feelings are going to be the same always. As intense as my attraction to and for you is right now it will only get stronger, even though my direct ways m
ight make that seem nearly impossible. But believe me it is.”
“I believe you,” I mouth softly.
“Because once you have our first child I’ll be the proudest papa on this entire planet. Our child. A life born from the both of us. Our own little perfect creation. And once I see that first child the intensity will only increase and I’ll want another and another and another.”
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