Kian had heard it said that, at times, many people get inappropriate thoughts or actions. They just don't all act upon them. Being able to sort through these intrusive thoughts is what makes a person healthy or normal. He knew that. He'd actually looked it up in the past. He'd seen the examples… a person gets a spontaneous urge to drive their car into a tree, when nothing is presently overwhelming them in life. They won't react on this urge, but the thought might distress them for a bit.
He'd become worried when he had the same thought, multiple times, during the same activity. He didn't honestly want to hurt, or God—no, not kill someone. Watching a scene one night, where the Dom held a knife to a sub's throat, had reminded him of those dark thoughts. It was a power exchange thing, but it was also a high. It was dominance in its edgiest, most raw form. Whether it was because he had the power to strangle someone, or to make them submit—even if they already were submissive—he didn't know. But it was definitely a thrill, a huge turn on. However, when he'd tried it with Brianny, he'd felt like a criminal until they'd discussed it.
The night they'd walked back from Jackson and Sara's house, she asked him to go out with her into the maze for a bit, before they went inside. Kian had worried and felt like an idiot. He'd thought he knew exactly what she was going to say, but he was wrong.
"Before we play tonight, we have to talk, Kian."
"I'm not going to do it again. We don't have to talk about it." He'd just as soon forget it. He'd known it was a mistake right away.
Brianny surprised him when she rounded on him with a look of disbelief on her face.
"I'm sorry. I crossed lines, I know."
"No, that's not it at all. I thought that is what we are doing here. We're exploring things we do and don't like. Both of us are. This isn't just about me. I want to do the things that you like too. I want to learn about you, and I like pleasing you. I'm not upset at all." She squeezed her arms under his, and around his back. The moon was full and illuminated her face as she stared up at him. "I just want to talk about it, like when you asked me what I liked or disliked about the scene in the cafeteria that first morning."
It made sense. Still, he hadn't brought up the idea ahead of time because he wasn't sure he'd wanted to. He hadn't been sure he'd ever really do it. And even though he believed it to be similar to other scenes he'd seen, he still didn't want to discuss his dark desire.
It wasn't the fact that she'd wanted to discuss it with him that made him love her more, it was the way she explained the safety guidelines for strangulation. The thought that he was a freak or a monster had never even entered her beautiful mind. She didn't care if he tried it again; Brianny completely trusted him. It wasn't a matter of keeping a secret, or not eating the last of her ice-cream while she went to the bathroom. She trusted him with her life, with her heart, with her soul. It was a huge undertaking, and he was overwhelmed by the responsibility. And when they went home, nobody else would understand. He was going to have to make the most of this last night.
"Hey, earth to Ki—Master Brady. You okay?" Brianny stood before him, pulling on the skimpy white top that barely covered her breasts, let alone her midriff. It was the first outfit they'd asked to borrow again. He rather liked her in the sexy school girl uniform. "She asked if you were going to go next."
"Oh, I'm sorry. I've decided not to." Kian made his excuse to the woman who wanted to use the cups on him while he took over the buttons on Bri's top. He felt a little bad for the lady when he saw the disappointment on her expressive face. "Maybe later?"
"Where are we going?" Bri asked, as she swatted at Kian's hands. He swatted at her behind in turn.
"I was going to surprise you, but I think maybe you don't deserve a prize." He rested his hand in the center of her lower back and led her through the crowd. "I guess we'll have to see why your principal wants to see your Daddy."
The look on her face was worth his weight in gold, and the way she reached back to cup her bottom brought a smile to his face. Nothing could have amused him more than when she'd looked from the floor to his face with her wide blue eyes, and asked, "Who is the principal?"
"I wouldn't worry about him, but your Daddy is not going to be pleased with any misbehavior, and your bottom is sure to feel his displeasure." Her cheeks pinkened delightfully. "Come on, we only have about twelve hours before we have to leave, and I want to live it up."
She stopped and turned to him, her face very serious all of a sudden. Her eyes were dark blue, and she was worrying her lower lip with her teeth. "Kian, I don't want it to end. Please tell me we can still play like this when we get home?"
"Oh, you can bet your sweet ass, we will. I promise to make you regret that request as often as I can."
The End
Abbie Adams
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