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CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION (Bill and Jen)
CHAPTER ONE (Jen) My Arrival!
CHAPTER TWO (Bill) It’s a Boy!
CHAPTER THREE (Jen) Dragons and Fairies
CHAPTER FOUR (Bill) Kindergarten, Here I Come!
CHAPTER FIVE (Jen) Scootering Around
CHAPTER SIX (Bill) Down Days and Tough Times
CHAPTER SEVEN (Jen) Summers in Baltimore
CHAPTER EIGHT (Bill) I Will Marry Her Someday
CHAPTER NINE (Jen) No Date for the Dance
CHAPTER TEN (Bill) Brains Over Brawn
CHAPTER ELEVEN (Jen) Miami or Bust!
CHAPTER TWELVE (Bill) Hot Rods and Custom Suits
CHAPTER THIRTEEN (Jen) Medical School
CHAPTER FOURTEEN (Bill) DateALittle
CHAPTER FIFTEEN (Jen) Going to the Chapel
CHAPTER SIXTEEN (Bill) Becoming “The Little Couple”
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN (Jen) Now a Family
EPILOGUE (Bill and Jen)
PHOTOGRAPHS
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
ABOUT JENNIFER ARNOLD, MD, AND BILL KLEIN
INTRODUCTION
Bill and Jen
WHEN WE FIRST ENTERTAINED the idea of writing a book, we weren’t entirely convinced that our lives would be of interest to others outside the sphere of our family and friends, and perhaps some colleagues. And maybe some viewers of our television show. And, okay, a few people from the Little People community as well. And did we mention our moms?
But in fact, the process of working on this book has been a truly illuminating experience for us. It has enabled us to look back and recognize incidents, coincidences, and intersections, uncovered gems and discovered patterns, challenges faced and obstacles overcome. We’ve discovered remarkable parallels in each other’s lives that serve to reinforce what a sacred treasure our life trajectories have been, what a blessing it is that we have found each other (especially after repeated near misses throughout our lives, as you’ll see).
So yes, we have learned so very much in the process of working on this book, which makes sharing our stories—and our story (since you’ll see we are two different people but we are also in many ways one)—more rewarding than we’d imagined possible. We may at first glance seem different, but maybe you’ll find we’re not as different as you might think. We realized that regardless of our stature, our journey has a lot in common with other stories of people who have overcome great obstacles or challenges—as well as other great romance stories of people whose love transcended the odds of their circumstances.
As parents, it has been so moving to revisit our own childhoods and talk to loved ones about those years. Yes, ours is a tale of two people born with a physical disability that could have defined us. But instead we thrived and flourished, mostly because of the love and support of our families. They had to conquer so many fears and make so many personal sacrifices to make sure our opportunities were boundless. They were the ones who made sure we understood that our physical limitations should never compromise our dreams, that we could achieve anything we set our minds to. Because they believed in us, we believed in ourselves, too. And as a result of those beliefs, we achieved even more than we ever dreamed of. And now, with our own children, we get to put those hard-earned beliefs into practice.
One really fun aspect of our story is just how parallel our lives had been. We were both born with the same type of dwarfism and we had both received treatment at the very same hospitals and from the very same doctors, sometimes even at the very same time. In fact, as you’ll read later, we had even met as children.
That first encounter was followed by a string of near misses and close encounters over the ensuing years that in retrospect may seem too oddly coincidental to be true. But when we finally did meet, we recognized each other as soul mates, destined to be together. As we got to know each other, we were amazed at the parallel emotional journeys we had taken as well—as you will see in these pages.
In short (no pun intended), this book has given us the rare opportunity to step back and look at how character and events weave our lives together, and provide new insights into each other and ourselves. We may continue to juggle crises—challenges growing our family, Jen’s recent cancer, Bill’s more recent surgeries—but having found and built a life with each other makes us feel equipped with superpowers to battle anything that comes our way.
So, we are thankful—thankful that we have each other, and thankful for our kids, our family and friends, colleagues, and what feels like a great extended family of viewers. And we are thankful for you, dear reader.
CHAPTER ONE
Jen
My Arrival!
WHEN I WAS YOUNG, just beginning to be “me,” I had a theory about why I was smaller than everybody else. In my theory, my mother had purposely put contact lenses in my eyes so that I would see the world from a different perspective, that of a Little Person. I believed that one day, my mother would remove the lenses, and when she did, I would actually be average sized. I thought it was actually some part of a bigger plan she had for me, almost as if she was doing it to teach me a lesson. Since then, I have come to find out that many persons with significant physical and/or mental challenges often rationalize their difference as the result of a greater plan for themselves or the world.
I wasn’t unhappy being a Little Person. Being a Little Person has always been and will always be normal to me. Even at a young age, I was used to the challenge of being a Little Person in an average-size world. For me, it wasn’t like an accident occurred where my physical or mental capabilities changed. I was used to step stools, and always having my clothes altered, used to being observed and pointed at by strangers, and I was used to trips to the doctor in the hospital that would make other people keel over in exhaustion. But I didn’t have time to feel that way. My parents always reminded me to count my blessings and be grateful for the things that were good in my life and that it could always be worse. I was raised not to focus on the negative, but be thankful for the positive. My parents embraced me to the degree that I thought other people might even be jealous of me.
My birth, my big arrival, happened on March 12, 1974, at St. Anthony’s Hospital in St. Petersburg, Florida, and was nothing short of harrowing. My mother was expecting a completely healthy baby, as she had had an uneventful pregnancy. My parents, David and Judy Arnold, were young, just twenty-one, and completely overjoyed to be having their first child. However, the difficulties started immediately in the delivery room. Not only did I come out feet first, which is very risky for a vaginal delivery, but my mother was in labor for more than twenty-four hours before that. By the time I finally emerged, she was hemorrhaging, I wasn’t breathing, and both of us almost died.
At least I weighed seven pounds, eleven ounces, a good, healthy size. But my respiratory distress was definitely life threatening, and I had two large hematomas under my scalp, which, with my disproportionally large head, made the situation even more dire. Although doctors knew something was terribly wrong with me right away, nobody knew exactly what it was. My parents were told I had “water on the brain” or hydrocephalus, which had all sorts of terrifying neurological implications. Doctors went as far as to say it
would likely cause me to be mentally challenged to some degree, if I lived at all. It turns out that it wasn’t hydrocephalus at all, but rather hydrops. Hydrops is a condition in which fluid or edema accumulates in multiple body parts of a newborn. This is a rare condition, but a known complication for babies born with dwarfism.
I was only at St. Anthony’s Hospital long enough for an intensive care neonatal transport vehicle to race there, sirens blaring, snatch me out of the delivery room, and rush me to All Children’s Hospital several miles away. Here was the best neonatal intensive care unit (NICU) in St. Petersburg—in fact, one of the best NICUs in all of southwest Florida. My mother didn’t even have a chance to lay eyes on me before they took me away. She was still so out of it from all the anesthesia and pain medications they had given her that she didn’t even know what was happening. She had lost so much blood that she needed two transfusions and a week in the hospital to recover. I recall my mom telling me that although she didn’t get to see me for some time, her parents, my grandmother and Papa, had seen me and kept telling her not to listen to the doctors. They were certain that I was perfectly perfect and was going to be fine.
I was seven days old when she finally got to come to the NICU to meet me. Before she got there, she had heard so many terrifying terms to describe my condition, she had no idea what to expect. No matter how many issues the doctors enumerated and described, she didn’t fear bonding with me. She totally loved me and only loved me that much more when she finally saw me.
My mom had a strong faith that God would take care of her small family, as He had never presented her with an impossible situation or guided her wrong before. In fact, to this day, she credits her faith with getting her through my birth, which undercut the happiest day of her life with extraordinary, terrifying unknowns. Her motherly instincts kicked in with a vengeance, and she instantly became my protector, advocate, and supporter with everything she had.
My mother was not shy about expressing that at first glance she and my father were not the ideal parents for me. They were young, practically broke, and very naïve. But, they got through it all with strength and perseverance.
I had two traumatic weeks in the NICU. Even after my respiratory distress became less life-threatening, I still had many problems. The doctors were throwing out all kinds of diagnoses, but, through no fault of their own, they didn’t hit on skeletal dysplasia. It was not a well-known diagnosis and often it can be difficult to see the physical features of skeletal dysplasia soon after birth. For the moment, the doctors and my parents were just happy I no longer needed assistance breathing. The neonatologists were still concerned about the hydrops, though they hoped it would resolve on its own.
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MY PARENTS HAD been married for about a year when I was born. They had met at a Winn-Dixie supermarket in St. Petersburg, where my mother was a part-time cashier and my father was a manager. My father had a crush on my mother from the moment he saw her, but the feeling wasn’t, at least at first, mutual. When he learned she loved horses enough to save all her paychecks to buy one, he capitalized on their common interest. He loved horses, too, having been raised around them. When he heard about my mother’s purchase, he knew the perfect gift—a bridle. She was so impressed that he had tuned in to her interest that the romance budded immediately.
When my mother became pregnant, my parents moved into a little apartment in my maternal grandparents’ house in St. Petersburg. My grandfather, aka Papa, had converted the two-car garage of the house into a cozy apartment for them. My grandparents wanted my mother nearby, and with the baby coming, there was the added benefit of a houseful of people who could help them out—besides my grandmother, my mother’s two younger sisters, my aunts Barbara and Chrissy, still lived at home. Barbara was sixteen, five years younger than Mom, and Chrissy was eleven. I grew up very close to both my aunts. My uncle Wayne, who was just finishing high school at the time, also lived there.
My mother set up a beautiful nursery for me in the corner of the apartment, with the nicest crib she could buy and a wardrobe full of pink onesies and bonnets. She was half terrified, then thrilled when I was finally released from the NICU. She did her absolute best not to be too consumed with the state of my future health.
My trips to the pediatrician were far more frequent than those of newborns without issues. As the months went by and my pediatrician kept tracking my height, weight, and head circumference, I kept slipping further and further off the chart for height and weight, even as I climbed the chart in head circumference. Very concerned with my body mass, the pediatricians diagnosed me as “failing to thrive.” They thought maybe it was a nutrition issue, plain and simple—that my mom wasn’t feeding me enough, which is not unusual for a first-time mother. That possibility terrified my mom, who thought that if I had malnutrition, child services might come to intervene and take me away. She tried so hard to make me eat more, she was beside herself! I mean, how much baby food and formula can a baby tolerate? Because no one had diagnosed me with a form of dwarfism, they didn’t realize that nutrition and food quantity was never an issue. My condition was rare, and the pediatricians were only going through a process of elimination, but they had my mother frantic.
Then came the next stressor. Right before my first birthday, we moved to a small rental apartment in Orlando, a hundred miles from St. Petersburg, after my father accepted a job from my mother’s uncle. He was going to be managing a string of gas stations in the boomtown. My aunt Barbara, with her parents’ permission, moved with us and stayed a year.
The Walt Disney World Resort had just opened, although it was so small and new that there were only three operating hotels on its whole forty square miles. However, because of the resort, the city was already the hottest, hippest town in Florida. My mother got a part-time job waitressing at the Fort Wilderness area inside the park. Fort Wilderness was a vacation spot within Disney World with rustic cabins and campsites featuring a Wild West theme. My mom had to dress the part of a cowgirl, but she didn’t mind. She made many friends working there that she might not have met otherwise.
The first thing my parents did after the move was find a new pediatrician. Without knowing anyone with kids to give them references, they took a chance with Pediatrics Associates of Orlando, a group practice not too far from our neighborhood. By the purest stroke of luck, the doctor in the group who saw me first was Dr. Colin Condron, who turned out to be the link to determining my diagnosis. He had done his pediatric training at Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore, Maryland, which was the finest pediatric orthopedic unit in the country, with specialized clinics for genetic-based issues, including dwarfism. He told my mother he wanted her to take me to the Moore Clinic, a genetics clinic, as he thought they could confirm my diagnosis. He also arranged to have all our travel expenses paid for by the hospital by enrolling me as a participant in a study currently underway. Back then it wasn’t unusual for academic hospitals to admit a patient with a rare or unusual diagnosis for evaluation.
I spent two weeks at the Moore Clinic, undergoing every medical workup possible. What good fortune to have on my case Dr. Victor A. McKusick, a professor of medicine and medical genetics at Johns Hopkins Hospital with a reputation around the world for his expertise in unusual hereditary diseases! He is often referred to as the father of clinical genetics and was the original author of Mendelian Inheritance in Man, the most extensive database of all inheritable diseases. He was the first person to diagnose me with spondyloepiphyseal dysplasia (SED), type Strudwick, the specific type of dwarfism I had been born with. I believe he did this with a physical examination and a few X-rays.
SED is a type of skeletal dysplasia that involves significant skeletal abnormalities affecting the spine, long bones, and joints. What the diagnosis meant for me was a childhood filled with orthopedic surgeries just to maintain mobility. SED is characterized by anomalies of the growth plates, joints, and spine, resulting in debilitating deformities such a scoliosis, knock knee, early os
teoarthritis and joint degradation in your twenties, and other major joint problems. SED is rare, occurring in only about one in one hundred thousand births. Although it can be passed down from an abnormal gene from one parent, the majority of cases result from spontaneous mutations. Unfortunately, it turned out my case was quite severe, and Dr. McKusick said I’d need many surgeries.
The fact that Dr. Condron had had such great training and expertise to identify that I likely had a skeletal dysplasia and sent me to the specialists at Johns Hopkins Hospital early was a miracle. Of course, once Dr. Condron got me to the Moore Clinic, my parents also got to meet someone who would forever change our lives, Steven E. Kopits, MD. Dr. Kopits would become my orthopedic surgeon and my lifesaver. At the time we met him, Dr. Kopits was the chief resident of pediatric orthopedics at Johns Hopkins Hospital, a position he cherished. He was from a long line of orthopedic physicians, as both his father and grandfather were orthopedic surgeons in Hungary, his native country. After World War II, the Kopits family left Hungary and settled in Argentina, where my Dr. Kopits got his medical degree at the Universidad de Buenos Aires. He then came to the United States, doing his internship at Union Memorial Hospital in Baltimore and his residency at Johns Hopkins Hospital. It was then and there that his interest in patients with skeletal dysplasias was born. Not only was he a talented and dedicated physician and surgeon, but he also invented procedures no one had ever tried before that often led to lifesaving treatments for children with skeletal dysplasias. He was somehow able to see a patient’s deformity and tailor a surgical procedure to make what was not functional before work. There were times when Dr. Kopits would come out of the operating room and tell a patient’s parents that he used a technique he had never used before during the operation, but ta-da, it worked, and he expected outstanding results!
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