by KB Winters
“How much longer will you be here?”
Derrick leaned over and pressed a kiss to my temple. “Three more months. I’ll be shipping back to Fort Benning at the end of March.”
I nodded.
“Although I might have to see about making a pit stop in New York…” he added, smiling down at me. “That is, if you don’t get sick of me between now and then.”
I laughed softly. “I don’t think that’s possible.”
“Good. ’Cause, I gotta say, three months sounds like an eternity as it is. If I never got to see you again…” his words trailed off as he glanced away, seeming to gather his thoughts. “I’ve never had this before, Sophia. I’ve been on three tours of duty and I was always single and unattached. Sure, I missed my family and friends, but it wasn’t something I thought about or obsessed over every day. Now, with you, I don’t know how I’m going to keep myself from going crazy. I’m gonna turn into one of those guys with the calendar and big Sharpie marks that count down the days.”
I smiled and placed my palm against the side of his face. “Me too.”
Derrick captured my mouth with his, the kiss doing the rest of the talking as the words ran out.
****
Later that evening, Derrick skipped the Christmas dinner to come hang out with me backstage in my dressing room. Which equated to me running late and still only being half dressed. My signature red dress lay draped over the back of a chair and with the things Derrick was doing to my body, I wasn’t sure I was ever going to put it back on. We lay intertwined on the couch, kissing and talking and laughing together as though we weren’t about to cross over into the final twenty-four hours left together.
“Mmm, you’re bad for business,” I purred, lavishing in the attention he was paying to my breasts as they peeked out from the demi-cup bralette that was meant to boost the girls under the tight red dress. “I should be doing my warm ups right now…”
“I can stop if you want,” he said, nipping at my ear.
“Mmm, no, don’t stop.”
Derrick chuckled against my neck. “You are gonna need another coat of lipstick before you go out there.”
“Probably some clothes too…” I added with a laugh.
“Definitely.” Derrick grinned and stroked his thumb over my exposed nipple. “This is just for me. No one else.”
“Likewise,” I said, gripping his cock through his pants.
A knock sounded at the door and I bristled, silently pleading that it wasn’t Jenna on the other side. “One-minute warning, Sophia,” an unfamiliar male voice said through the door. It was probably one of the lighting guys, now sent to do Jenna’s bidding so she could steer clear of me and Derrick.
Good.
“Be right there,” I replied.
Derrick groaned. “Damn.”
I didn’t make a move away from him. Not just yet. I wasn’t ready to be parted from him.
Derrick guided my face to his and kissed me, not stopping until he was sure every last bit of my lipstick had been smudged away. I giggled at his red pout when we parted and hurried to wipe away the traces from his face before reluctantly getting up to get dressed and refresh my smeared lipstick.
Derrick watched me with hungry eyes as I adjusted my undergarments and stepped into my dress. The way he watched me had my skin hot and eager to get right back out of the heavy gown. I forced myself to spin around and then craned around to indicate I needed help with the zipper. I pulled my curtain of hair out of the way as Derrick pushed off the couch. His hands slipped between the parted fabric and ran down my spine, igniting the heat into flames. I shuddered at his touch. “You planning on finishing what you’re starting there, soldier?” I teased, flashing him a grin over my shoulder.
Derrick answered by ducking his head down to kiss my bare shoulder blade. “Until the very moment you have to get on your plane home.”
My heart squeezed at the reminder. I pressed my eyes closed for a moment, willing away the sadness. Derrick removed his fingers from my skin and zipped up the dress. I missed the touch of him instantly. “Well? How do I look?” I asked, spinning around.
“Like an angel,” he replied, smiling at me.
“In red?”
Derrick chuckled. “Well I didn’t want to say like a little devil…although…”
I smacked his arm playfully. Derrick caught my arm as it whipped back and he dragged me against him. He stroked my cheek. “You sing like an angel, baby—but in bed—that’s all devil.”
I laughed and rolled my eyes at him. He kissed me on the forehead to avoid wrecking my lipstick.
“You want to watch from backstage?”
“I can do that?”
I nodded and traced my finger over the softness of his lips. “Mmhmm, and then after I’m done, we can escape back to my room.”
Derrick grinned, the look in his eyes said that he was already dreaming up what we would do once we were alone again. “Sounds pretty damn perfect to me.”
“I thought so too.”
I flashed a wicked smile, a vivid series of daydreams swirling around inside my mind as I took him by the hand and led him out of the dressing room. I wove through the makeshift backstage area and positioned him so he could see the stage but wasn’t in the line of sight of the cameras.
The music kicked up and I knew it was my cue to go.
“Showtime,” I said, leaning forward to give him one last kiss before making my way onto the stage.
I greeted the large crowd of soldiers and basked in a round of cheers before launching into my first song. I made a point to work the stage and smile at as many people in the audience as I could, but my gaze kept roving back to Derrick every few bars. He watched the whole show with a smile on his face, and I couldn’t remember the last time I’d felt so supported and adored by a man.
As the show came to a close, the music kicked over to a more sing-along style selection and a few of the other singers on the tour came to join me on stage. I made my way over to the side of the stage and waved at Derrick, trying to convince him to come out with me. He shook his head and protested at first, but after I gave him a pouty-lipped expression, he caved and came to share my microphone for the last round of Jingle Bells. The crowd went wild as Derrick leaned in and sang along with me.
It was the perfect moment and it was cut short all too soon.
In the middle of the final chorus, a series of loud booms sounded in the background. My eyes snapped to Derrick’s and my stomach sank as his eyes went wide. Another series of booms tore through the audience and Derrick’s shoulders thrust back. He was on full alert. I scanned the crowd and noticed that most of them were taking on the same posture. This wasn’t normal. Something was wrong. The music continued and I stumbled to get to my next line. The audience stirred as the sounds grew louder and then, all at once, a loud siren wailed and everyone sprang into action.
The music faltered as the musicians stopped playing. “Derrick, what’s happening?” I asked, reaching for his hand.
“I don’t know,” he said, squeezing my hand.
A group of four soldiers approached the stage and started barking out commands. “Leave everything here, we need to get you to safety.”
“What’s going on, Lieutenant?” Derrick asked, not letting go of my hand.
One of the women that had approached cast him a wary eye. “Our guests are being moved to the west bunker. There’s been an attack within the green zone. Report to your CO.”
Derrick met my eyes and I caught a glimmer of fear reflecting back at me. “Go with her, Sophia. She’ll keep you safe. I’ll come for you as soon as I can.”
I clung to his hand as he started to walk away. Right before we broke apart, he kissed the palm of my hand and then let it drop.
Then he was gone, swallowed up in the crowd of troops.
Chapter Twelve - Sophia
“Who would do this? On Christmas Day,” Marla, a singer on the tour, asked, giving voice to the silent question we’
d all been pondering as we hunkered down in the security bunker under the palace. The noises from above were muffled by earth and the thick walls of the room itself.
No one answered her.
We were all too worried to give rise to a conversation. I sat against the wall, wringing my fingers together, my mind only able to think about where Derrick might be and whether or not he was safe. A handful of soldiers were in the bunker with us, but if they knew anything, they kept it to themselves.
I’d already exhausted my efforts to try and get information from any of them. I glanced around the room at the others, most of them were familiar faces, other singers or musicians, the two comedians, and the members of the production crew. Jenna and Blake kept their distance from me at the other end of the room. There were also a couple of other civilians, though I didn’t recognize them. Everyone wore the same look of terror.
A walkie-talkie type of device crackled to life and the soldier nearest me waited as orders were barked out. A lot of it was garbled code words that meant nothing to me, but one thing was clear, we were in for a long night. The soldiers worked to get everyone a sleeping bag and a packet of ready to eat food, which no one ate.
I drank a bottle of water and curled up on my sleeping bag, even though I knew there was no way I was going to be able to go to sleep. Not until I knew Derrick was safe.
Details filtered in throughout the long night, a calculated attack had been launched in another part of the city but it turned out to be a distraction so the rebels could rush the gate of the palace. The group of militants managed to get past the guards and infiltrated the base. The soldiers fought back and when the city was officially deemed safe, a detail came to retrieve all of us from the bunker.
We were told our luggage was already loaded and that we needed to get into the vans that waited outside the palace. Everyone rushed to get inside. Everyone except me. I worked on the soldier nearest to me, pleading to see if Derrick was okay.
The man didn’t crumble. Instead, he gently took my arm and very patiently explained, “Ma’am, I’m sorry, I can’t get that information for you. I need you to get into the van.”
Tears sprang to my eyes as I was steered to the van.
Were there casualties? I was almost certain I’d heard the report over the radio through the night as they’d fought so bravely. Was Derrick hurt? Or worse…?
I dug in my heels, managing to stop just short of the doors to the van. “But I need to know if Derrick is okay,” I protested through big, splashy tears. My argument fell on deaf ears as I was grabbed by the elbow and led away from the palace and into the waiting caravan.
The door slammed shut behind me and I crumpled into a ball on the seat.
As the palace faded from sight, with the sun just starting to rise overhead, I wondered if I would ever see Derrick again.
****
The vans took us to the airstrip where a chartered plane was gassed up and waiting. We all boarded quickly and the commissioned crew that had accompanied us made quick work of getting our luggage stowed away. I settled into my seat with nothing, still wearing my favorite red dress that was hopelessly wrinkled and dirty. I didn’t have a purse, phone, or laptop. I had no way of getting in contact with Derrick, even if he was all right and able to reply.
I rested my head back against the seat and closed my eyes, desperate for sleep so that I could have a few hours of not worrying about Derrick. Logically, I figured he was far from the firefight that had exploded at the gate of the base. But there was a sliver of a chance that he’d gotten caught up in the fight.
“You look like you could use a few of these,” a voice said, as a weight settled into the seat beside me.
I glanced over and saw Blake. I pulled back but he held up his hands in surrender, a white bottle clasped between two fingers. “Come on, Sophia. Let’s call a truce. I didn’t know what Jenna was trying to do the other night, all right? I had no part of that.”
I sighed, too tired to fight with him. I jerked my head at the bottle. “What are those?”
“Sleeping pills.”
“Prescription?”
Blake shrugged as though it was an obvious answer. “Yeah. Two of these babies and you’ll sleep all the way back to New York.”
“Then I’ll take half. I have no interest in becoming a zombie for the next two days.”
Blake tossed a few pills into his hand and snapped one in half. I gave him a leery look and he rolled his eyes. “They’re perfectly safe. Ask Marla over there if you don’t believe me. She took two on the way here.”
“All right. Thanks.”
I gulped the pill down with half a bottle of water and wrapped myself in the flannel blanket that had been on my seat when I got to it.
“So is your boyfriend okay?”
“I don’t know,” I replied, turning my attention to the runway below the plane. “I guess I’ll have to wait to get home and check my messages.” My stomach churned at the thought of spending the next two days in agonizing suspense. Maybe I should have taken two of Blake’s pills.
Blake maneuvered in his seat, clearly making himself comfortable. “You wanna borrow my phone and check your email?”
My eyes flew open wide. “You have your phone?”
“Sure.” He pulled the slim device from his front pocket and offered it to me. “Go ahead.”
I grabbed it with a greedy snatch. “Thank you!” New tears formed in my eyes, blurring my vision as I opened a website page and typed in my email address and password, struggling to hit the right keys as my hands began to tremble. The WiFi signal on the plane was weak and as I glanced around, waiting for the page to load, I noticed a bunch of other people all hopping onto their various devices.
A soft buzz against my palm snapped me back to attention. A new message was waiting in my inbox. I held my breath and opened the message, releasing a squeal when I saw that it was from Derrick:
Sophia,
I’m so sorry that we didn’t get a chance to say goodbye. I looked all over for you before I found out that you’d all been taken away from the base already. Damn it, I sure would have liked to kiss you one more time. In any case, I’m all right. We have a couple of injured, but no casualties. Thank God. I’m going to be working a lot the next few days, but please email me as often as you can, and I’ll send you my screen name to video chat soon.
Meeting you has changed my life and I know that we’re taking it slow, one day at a time, but know I will never forget these last nine days and that I can’t wait to get you back in my arms again.
See you for New Year’s, baby.
-Your soldier
I burst into ugly tears at the end of the message, immediately going back to the beginning to read it all over again. The plane, the noises as we prepared for takeoff, even Blake’s presence next to me all faded from my mind as I read Derrick’s words again and again. He was okay. Everyone was okay. And I only had to wait another week before we’d be back together again.
“I take it he’s all right?” Blake asked, his light, teasing tone cutting into my thoughts.
I nodded, finished the final re-reading, and then handed the phone back to Blake. “Thank you so much.”
“See? I’m not a complete asshole,” he quipped, logging my email off before pocketing the phone.
I wasn’t sure if it was the overwhelm of emotions or the result of the sleeping pill I’d taken, but it wasn’t long before my head drifted down to Blake’s shoulder and I was out.
****
I had two days back in New York to blitz through visiting my family and friends to do our make-up Christmas celebrations. They’d all seen the televised special and couldn’t stop asking about the attack during the Christmas show or the handsome soldier that had been on my arm in several of the segments. At first, I was reluctant to talk too much about Derrick, but after our New Year’s plans were solidified, the whole thing felt more real. It was actually happening, and I turned into one of those love-struck girls who starte
d all sentences with things like “Well, Derrick says this…” and “Oh, Derrick would love that”—to the amusement and nausea of everyone I knew.
I didn’t care. I was happier than I’d been in years and wanted to shout it from the roof of every Manhattan highrise.
When Derrick finally arrived in New York, all of my grand plans to take him out and do tourist things fell apart, and we ended up spending three glorious days in my apartment. No clothes, no dinner reservations, no problem.
On the one night we forced ourselves to leave the house, we went out to dinner at a fancy French restaurant in the heart of the Upper East Side, thankful to avoid any lingering paparazzi. After placing our orders, Derrick slipped a hand inside his jacket pocket and retrieved a small box. My heart raced as he handed the wrapped package to me. “I never got a chance to give this to you. I was planning to give it to you after the Christmas concert, but that obviously didn’t work out so well.”
“You really didn’t have to get me anything,” I said, picking at the nearest corner of the bright red wrapping paper.
“It’s not much, but I saw it in one of the markets and wanted to get it for you.”
I eyed him for another long moment before continuing to unwrap the gift.
“Now, come on, didn’t you heckle me for being too careful when unwrapping presents?” Derrick asked, his eyes dancing with amusement in the candlelight. “Rip it like you mean it, baby!”
I laughed and tore open the package. Inside the box was a gold chain that had three charms attached to it. Two stars and a sliver of a moon in the center. “Oh, Derrick—” I sucked in a deep breath, struck by the beauty of the dainty bracelet. “This is perfect.”
“I thought it made a good reminder of that first night,” he replied, dropping his voice to a husky whisper.
Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, overwhelmed by the sentimental gift. “Thank you so much. I love it.”
Derrick took my hand from across the table. “Sophia, I know we said we’d take this slow, but I can’t keep this to myself anymore. I’m in love with you. That day we got torn apart, on the stage, with all those mortars going off in the background…” his voice dropped out, too thick with emotion to continue. He blinked a few times, seeming to struggle to clear the vivid memories from his mind. “When I thought that I might never see you again, I realized how much I cared. I don’t expect you to—”
