by Lauren Wood
Judith knew she was entering dangerous territory opening her heart. But it really felt like the right thing to do.
He had asked where the baby was and the next thing he knew she was crying. He had felt like a heel. Colin went and hugged her; it was the right thing to do.
Now here he was standing as she cried. Her body was racked with sobs that were so strong. He could feel the pain coming off of her. Colin could feel the same pain as she was right now.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen.” She said.
Colin just wrapped his arms around her more squeezing her tightly. He could smell her body, her hair. He closed his eyes as his mind went to the place he had hated since he met her.
‘It only feels this good because you love her.’ His mind told him.
He was still trying to fight admitting that it had happened. That love at first sight stuff is just bullshit, he thought.
But she had cried more and he felt like his heart was breaking with each sob that came from her. He wanted to simply take the pain away from her. Colin knew that he would take every ounce of pain she ever felt just to save her.
At this realization he knew it was over. He had thought it, and had to admit defeat. His whole mind was now on the band wagon. But he couldn’t tell her that, she would think he was crazy.
Colin now had to make sure to not show too much of his hand to her. He hated being dishonest, but didn’t know what else to do. Crazy was never anything people would willing date.
Then he realized at least he could ask her out. But first I want to make sure she knows I care. “I’m sorry I didn’t know that.” He said as he smelled her hair.
He let her scent settle in his nose. He loved the smell of her. The longer he got to hold her the better.
“No I shouldn’t have expected you to know. I mean you didn’t know me or him before today.” She said.
“Do you want to talk about them? It may help you feel better.” He asked her.
She nodded her head no, but he didn’t let go. He had a feeling the story might come out any way. A few seconds later she started to talk.
“They were in a bad car accident. Little John almost died too. The three of them were the only family I had left. Now it’s just him and me.” She cried more.
Colin just held her and let his shirt get soaked. He would hold her for the rest of his life if he could. Those types of thought still caused him some nervousness though.
“I got a call one morning and had to go to the hospital. That night I also had to identify them just to make sure. Or that’s how the cops had told me.”
He kissed the top of her head as she cried. “I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I would try to protect you from anything like that.” He stated.
“I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I would try to protect you from anything like that.” He stated.
She hadn’t thought she heard it correctly. But if she did, it felt nice to hear. Judith let herself melt into him a little more.
His arms felt so comfortable. She wanted to kiss him so badly. She looked up at him and said. “Thank you so much.”
Biting her lip she had thought of what his lips would feel like against hers. The next thing she knew he was kissing her. She opened her mouth to welcome his tongue. Judith wondered if she was dreaming. It was too much like her dream.
She moaned as she felt his hands roam down her back and cup her butt. Thrusting her pelvis towards him, she felt the hardness of him.
“Come on while he’s still sleeping, we may not have long.” She pulled Colin’s arm and pulled him towards the bedroom.
Judith almost laughed at his shocked look. “Come on I’m not kidding.” She pulled him harder and he moved quicker.
“It’s been such a long time. Please just get undressed.” Judith pulled her shirt over her head and took off her bra. She exposed her breasts to him and watched as his eyes burned with passion.
Judith saw him undress and he now stood in front of her completely naked. She could tell he was excited and to her happiness quite well hung!
She slipped off her jeans as quickly as she could and sat on the bed. “I’m sorry this is so quick. But Little John has been napping for a while now.”
Her eyes she hoped would say the rest to him; she didn’t want to feel like she was begging for it.
Judith felt his fingers lightly touch her pussy and stroke the area. He slipped two inside and she moaned. Her body pushed up towards him. “Please now.” She moaned.
As she felt his dick enter into her. He was big and he stretched her insides nicely. Judith cried out in pleasure.
They kissed deeply as he slowly moved in and out of her. She wanted him to quicker, but his tongue was in her way!
Instead she felt the slow buildup as her body enjoyed his cock inside of her. Judith moaned out loudly as she could feel the climax start inside of her. She raked her hands down his back as her body shook under him.
Judith felt him continue to thrust and her body got back into rhythm. She looked up at him and smiled her vision still cloudy from the pleasure she had just felt.
The orgasm she had earlier compared nothing to this one. Her mind was reeling as she felt another climax working its way through her body.
Colin felt her wetness wrapped around his dick that was buried inside of her. His mind was working hard to control his orgasm. He wanted nothing more than to thrust into her as hard as he could.
But there was part of him that wanted to make sure she was pleased first. He could feel her body as she started to orgasm and he loved the moisture that soaked his hardness.
He kissed her deeply, fighting with her tongue for dominance. Colin moaned as he felt her body clasp around his cock and felt more juices spill.
She murmured something in his ear that he could hear. He knew she had a few climaxes so he decided he could let himself go.
As he thrust into her quicker and harder, he felt his body let go and he moaned. As his sperm was soaking her pussy, he felt her nails dig into him once more and felt her climax around his cock.
“Ohhhhhhh.” He yelled out as another orgasm followed his first one. His eyes felt like they would roll to the back of his head. He could feel her pussy clamping down on his dick and milking out every last ounce of sperm.
Colin rolled over to her side. He looked over at her. She had a looked like she was still enjoying her climax. He kissed her cheek. “That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.” He admitted.
He saw her smile. She then looked at him and said, “Yea it was amazing wasn’t it!” She shook her head as she said it.
“I have a confession to make to you.” He said.
“What is it?” She asked looking at him.
“I’ve been thinking of doing that since the first time I met you.” He stated.
She looked at him shocked. “The first time you saw me I don’t think I had 2 hours a sleep in 48 hours. I was a mess.”
“Yeah but you were one sexy mess!” He growled at her.
He watched as she turned bright red. “Oh come on, I’m not sexy.” She laughed.
“You don’t know the half of what you have!” He commented.
“Will you marry me?” Colin got down on his knees about two weeks after their first supper.
“You barely know me!” Judith commented.
“But I love you and you know that.” Colin stated.
Judith smiled and said. “Yes I know and I love you so yes I will marry you!”
He hugged her and looked over at Little John. “You hear that big boy, she said yes!” Colin smiled and kissed Judith. Getting up he grabbed Little John and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
Once he had made love to her that first night, he knew it was no use fighting how he felt. He had been able to hold out telling her those words but only for a bit.
The first time he had told her she didn’t believe him right away. Swearing he didn’t know her. He had told her then
, “I know you well enough to know I love you. For me that’s all I need to know!” Colin had told her.
THE END
NAVY SEAL ROMANCE COLLECTION
SEBASTIAN
Chapter 1
“I really appreciate you helping out Dr. Burk. I would swear that it’s a full moon. There are never enough beds to go around and sometimes I think that there are a few that get lost in the cracks. Volunteering your services like this tells me that there has to be a military connection in your family. I don’t mean to pry, but I’m usually a pretty good judge of character.” Randy Hope was the administrator for a halfway house for military veterans coming back after something traumatic happened during their mission. Randy had the full support of every military branch. He was of military origin himself, but he came back and found a purpose. He wasn’t going to drown in self pity at the bottom of a bottle.
“I only want to help. People like you who serve for the right to protect our freedoms deserve our respect. You honor us with your duty to country and to the flag and we are responsible for all of you when you come back damaged. I’ve been meaning to throw myself into a volunteer capacity, but I’ve never had enough time with my own busy practice.” Cali Burk was a bigger girl with the kind of curves that had a lot of men salivating for the chance to see what kind of stamina she had underneath the sheets. Her dirty blond hair was shoulder length with slight curls that gave her an innocent quality. “I wish that I could be truthful with him, but that is not how this works. I’ve been sworn to an oath and made to sign a nondisclosure agreement. I won’t betray the confidence of the man that gave me a task that others have failed at miserably. I’ve read his file and Sebastian comes here every day to sit with those that have lost a limb or are suffering needlessly because of painful reminders of their past.”
“I do have to ask you why you would consider doing this now. Everybody has their reasons and there’s always that stressor that pushes you into doing something that you’ve never been totally comfortable with. For me, it was losing my family because of nightmares that had me waking at all hours of the night screaming bloody murder. My wife at the time tried to be there for me, but I don’t blame her for wanting to start over with someone that didn’t have that much baggage.” What Randy wasn’t saying was that he wanted to kill his wife many times. It was as if the enemy was seen in her eyes and the last straw was putting his hands around his wife’s throat. It took his two young children to beg him to stop and then he knew it was over.
Cali could see that Randy was hurting, but doing this had alleviated some of the stress of what he had seen and endured in his time with the navy. She wanted to help on her oath to do no harm and to heal those that could be healed. “I do have one caveat for me to come here on a volunteer basis. I need to pick and choose those that I want to get more in depth with. I think it would be a good idea, as I usually have a good eye for those that are suffering more than others. I’m looking for a challenge and someone is out there waiting for me to take them by the hand and bring them into the light. They’ve lived in darkness long enough and it’s time that they finally find their way back home.” “My mission is clear and Sebastian Nicholas is my assignment of choice. I need to treat this very gently and not bulldoze my way into his life. Not even Randy knows my true purpose for being here. It was stressed to me with vehemence by a man that had so many medals that it was almost blinding to be in his presence.
“I have a few that say that they don’t need any help, but I know differently. It’s those that you should concentrate your efforts on. They won’t be very forthcoming and those missions that keep them up at night are for eyes only. Only those personnel given that kind of clearance can know what they’ve gone through.” Randy couldn’t help, but to look at this young woman in the prime of her life. She was wearing her heart on your sleeve and that kind of bleeding heart could get her into trouble. He had seen them come and go. Some left on their own accord and others had to be forced to find a different line of work. They couldn’t handle the horror stories and their minds would literally shut down after envisioning some of the things that these soldiers had to see.
“Those are the ones I’m looking for. I respect every man and woman that comes through that door looking for somebody to help. It shows that they have the strength of character and a willingness to look past their pride. They know that something has been broken, but it’s those that think that they are able to deal with it on their own that are truly this close to losing it all.” Cali watched this dark haired gentleman with caring eyes and a smile that made you feel at ease from the moment that he sat down in front of her.
Cali had her glasses on. It was a nondescript pair that made her look more matronly or maybe something of a naughty librarian. Her hair was pulled into a ponytail, but it gave her that educational feel. That was not what these people needed. They needed someone that was going to be on their level and not treat them like they were numbers on a chart. She needed to personalize her approach and not make it seem like therapy. It had to look more natural. That wasn’t going to be easy.
Randy rummaged through the files and came up with five distinct names that would fit the criteria of what Dr. Burk was looking for. He glanced over his shoulder to see that she was looking out the window and there was a bead of sweat between her bountiful bosom. It made him lick his lips like a starving dog, but he also knew that he had someone special waiting for him back home. It’s just that he had always had a fantasy of making it with a woman with that kind of obvious endowment. It seemed almost cruel to end up with someone that was a bit less than what he was hoping for. She was the love his life, but she did not hold a candle to those that were busting out all over the place.
Cali was not blind and she knew what kind of effect that she had on those that were around her. Their careful and subtle glances or leering gaze was a good indication that she had more than the average girl, but this was something that was a sought after commodity by many. “I think that I will take a look at these and see if anything strikes my fancy. To be honest, I would like nobody to know that I’m a therapist. I find that it’s easier to consume their thoughts by becoming one of them. I have made myself a file and what I’m suffering from is a former PTSD. According to those records, I’m an infantry grunt that has troubles following orders. I have fits of rage and I tend to lash out at any authority figure. I’m going to weasel my way into one of these men’s lives. It might not be conventional therapy, but I do not believe in failure.” “I don’t want to be this secretive, but they told me that this was a matter of National Security. Sebastian Nicholas is a sharpshooter for a secret branch of the military. For all intents and purposes, he is known to be a navy sharpshooter, but his true purpose is more clandestine. They showed me a redacted file and I could tell from what I was reading that this man had skills that went beyond the Normal Range of military practices.”
“That’s highly unusual and I really don’t condone this kind of trickery. I’m not going to tell you how to do your job, Dr. Burk. By all means, take all the time that you need. I’m just going to do my rounds and I have a young man that is working through some issues concerning his family. He lost both of his legs in Afghanistan trying to defuse a mine in the middle of the road. He’s despondent and I know he’s this close to wanting to end it all. Maybe if you had the time, you can see what you can’t do about helping him.” Randy was dressed impeccably, but there was almost something casual about his approach. He was wearing dark black jeans, a white shirt with no tie and a vest that made him look professional, but also someone that you could talk to about your problems. He stood at the door not wanting to leave.
She made a spectacle of looking through the files, but she knew exactly who she was looking for. Sebastian Nichols was the second from the last in the pile of five. His file was very light, but that was by design by the government. His missions were highly classified and ones that had left a lasting impact on his psyche. They called him in when only the most deadly
of all could be the answer to what they were looking for. He could blend into any surroundings and become a sort of chameleon. He would infiltrate not unlike what she was going to do with his life and then burn it down from the inside out.
Cali took off her glasses replacing them with contacts and slowly taking on the guise of a wounded animal. She shifted nervously in your seat, wringing her hands and darting her eyes from one corner of the room to the other. This was common practice amongst those in the military. They were taught to have eyes in the back of their head. She had purposely gone through a three month program to get into the mindset of this mission. She needed all the information going forward and coming up with mannerisms that would come with the territory of PTSD was not easy by any means.
Cali did not consider herself to be fat and for the most part she was just a bigger boned girl and she knew how to take care of herself. She had learned hand in hand combat, how to fire weapons and was quite surprised to find out that she had a kind of marksmen status that others needed to work diligently to accomplish. They considered her an idiot savant and it was if the weapon in her hand was an extension of the rest of her body. Her boot camp trainer tried to get her to sign up for advanced courses.
“I’m not only going to have to immerse myself into every facet of their life, but I’m also going to have to play the part that’s been given to me. I need to get into character. The next time you see me, I don’t think that you’re going to recognize me.” Cali saw that Randy really didn’t believe that, but she was about to make him a believer.
“I don’t know how you expect to get away with anything with these people. They are practically human lie detectors and they will see any kind of bull shit coming their way. It’s going to be very interesting to see you work.” He couldn’t help looking at her chest. He tried to be nonchalant about it, but his eyes mirrored that of a young boy getting his first peek of a woman’s body. “With any of those five guys, I’m going to assume that you know what you’re doing and are not getting in over your head. If you need me for anything or if you feel that you’re drowning then all you need to do is ask for a lifeline.” He closed the door behind him envisioning her naked splayed out across his desk with legs spread and arms out asking for his type of loving.
