So this is what it feels like.
To be loved.
To be cherished.
And to love and cherish in return.
She would have to make a few tweaks to the book that was nearly finished. The words she’d written hadn’t captured this emotion that welled inside of her. How could she have described how it felt when she’d never experienced it until now?
Buck smiled, and a slow burn began inside of her chest. He mouthed the words of the lyrics, and she tingled all the way down to her toes.
No, she definitely hadn’t known about this. About the way a crowd could fade entirely away, leaving only this man and the melody. About the desire to laugh and cry at the same time. About—
The music didn’t stop, but Buck did. He released her from his embrace. But it wasn’t long until his hands gently cupped the sides of her face. And there, in front of a gymnasium full of friends and strangers, Buck kissed her. A kiss that made her weak in the knees, completely breathless, and every other cliché she’d ever read or written.
When he ended the kiss, he didn’t draw away. He pressed his forehead against hers and said, “In case you’re wondering, Charity, I plan on kissing you a lot. For the rest of my life if you’ll let me. Because I can’t imagine living even a single minute without you.”
Perhaps she had been a little afraid when she’d come here tonight. Not of who she might see or of what she might remember. No, she’d been afraid of never hearing him say those words.
“I love you, Charity.”
And those words.
They were writing a brand-new story now, she and Buck, starting tonight. And like every good romance novel, the happily-ever-after ending was guaranteed.
A Letter from the Author
DEAR FRIENDS:
I hope you enjoyed returning once again to Kings Meadow in Whenever You Come Around. I have had so much fun spending time in this very special community. With each story, I treasure my “friendship” with these characters more and more.
When the idea for Whenever You Come Around first starting rolling around in my head, it was a very different story from the novel you are holding in your hands. It’s one of the things I love so much about being a novelist. As I write, I get to see both the characters and plot change and mature until I finally type “The End”.
Next up is my novella in the Year of Weddings novella series, I Hope You Dance. It will release as an e-book in July 2015 and will be in print with the two other summer novellas at a later date. I Hope You Dance is set in Kings Meadow in the weeks leading up to a big wedding (not telling whose, but I bet you can guess). Readers briefly met the hero and heroine in Whenever You Come Around. Skye Foster, dance instructor, and Grant Nichols, a man with two left feet, have to be all wrong for each other. Right?
As I write this note to readers, two new characters with hurts and hang-ups of their own are braving a cold and snowy December in Kings Meadow. Maybe love can warm their hearts. Look for Keeper of the Stars in early 2016.
I look forward to hearing from my readers on Facebook (http://facebook.com/robinleehatcher) and on my website and blog (http://www.robinleehatcher.com), so I hope you’ll drop by. Until next time . . .
In the grip of His grace,
Robin
To the Keeper of the stars
Prologue
September 30
AN UNUSUALLY COLD WIND CUT THROUGH THE KINGS Meadow Cemetery on the day they laid Penny’s brother, Bradley Evan Cartwright, to rest. It felt as if it cut through her heart as well, slicing her in two. She would never again see her little brother’s sweet smile. She would never again hear him laugh. She would never again have to be on the alert for one of his practical jokes.
And I’ll never get to tell him I’m sorry for the things I said in anger.
Seated beside her in the front row of mourners, her dad put his arm around her shoulders and drew her close to his side. It was meant to be a comforting gesture, but it was pointless for him to try. She couldn’t be comforted. Not in this.
Reverend Tom Butler ended his graveside prayer with a soft “Amen.” Then he walked over to Penny and her dad, his face schooled into a sympathetic expression, his eyes filled with kindness. “I am so very sorry, Rodney,” he said as he took hold of her dad’s right hand between both of his own.
Her dad nodded in silence.
Tom repeated his words of condolence to Penny. Like her father, she nodded, her throat too tight to squeeze out a reply.
Chet Leonard, his wife, and his sons were next. Leaning down, Chet said, “If I can do anything . . . If you ever need to talk or just be with someone who understands what it means to lose a son . . .” He let his voice trail into silence.
Charlie Regal, Brad’s best friend since first grade, came close, looked about to speak, and then shook his head as he turned to walk away.
More people came forward. A few shed tears as they whispered words that Penny no longer heard.
Twelve years ago, pneumonia had taken Penny’s mom at the age of forty-five. Despite how ill her mom had been, sixteen-year-old Penny hadn’t believed she would die. Perhaps pneumonia still took the lives of those who were frail, like the elderly or little children. But someone in the best of health like her mom had been? How could that happen with all the advances in modern medicine? Charlotte Cartwright’s death had rocked the family.
And now Brad . . . Brad, who hadn’t even reached his twenty-third birthday. He’d finished college at the end of last year, a full semester ahead of schedule. He could have had a brilliant future before him for the taking. But he hadn’t even bothered to attend his own graduation ceremony. He’d come home for Christmas and, soon after, packed up and headed for Nashville, exchanging an engineering career for a stupid set of drums and a life on the road as part of a band.
And now he’s dead.
She shivered. Not from the cold but from the emotions that roiled inside of her. Anger. Exasperation. Frustration.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
The last of the mourners finally walked toward their cars. The reverend stood at a respectful distance, as if waiting to see if he would be needed.
“Let’s go home, Pen,” her dad said, his voice breaking at the end.
“Okay.”
They rose in unison and turned from the flower-covered coffin. It wasn’t a long ways to her dad’s truck. They moved slowly, arms entwined, watching the uneven ground before them. They were almost to the truck when someone stepped into their path.
The first thing Penny saw were the toes of a fancy pair of cowboy boots poking out from beneath trousers with a fine crease. She looked up, expecting to see a familiar face, expecting to hear more words of solace. But it wasn’t a lifelong friend or neighbor, and when she saw who it was, her breath caught. It couldn’t be him. It couldn’t be that man. Not here. Not here in Kings Meadow.
“Mr. Cartwright,” he said to her dad as he removed a black Stetson from his head. “I’m Trevor Reynolds. I . . . I’m sorry about Brad. He was a good kid.”
If her dad was surprised by Trevor’s appearance at his son’s funeral, it didn’t show in his voice. “Thank you.”
Trevor’s gaze slid to her. “You must be Penny. I—”
She slapped him. Hard.
His eyes widened. His mouth thinned. But he didn’t move, didn’t make a sound.
“You don’t belong here,” she said with icy resolve.
For a second Trevor looked as if he might protest, but instead he took a wide step off to the side and allowed father and daughter to pass.
Her dad waited until they arrived at the passenger door of his truck before he said, “You shouldn’t have done that, Pen.”
She disagreed. She should have done it. She’d wanted to do even more. She’d wanted to haul back and slam Trevor Reynolds as hard as she could with a tight fist. He was the reason her brother was dead, and he deserved to bleed, to feel pain, to—
“Hate and blame won’t bring Brad back,”
her dad added.
Somehow she held back the tears that burned her throat and eyes. If she started to cry, she feared she would never stop. Tears would mean she was weak, and she had to stay strong. For her dad. For herself.
For Brad.
Brad
2003
ON THE DAY HIS MOM DIED, BRAD CLIMBED HIS favorite tree and didn’t plan on ever coming down. Maybe he would have stayed forever if Penny hadn’t come looking for him. She climbed good . . . for a girl.
“You need to come inside, Brad,” she said as she settled on a sturdy branch. “Dad’s ready to put dinner on the table.”
He sniffed, then wiped his tears with his forearm. “I’m not hungry.”
“You’ve gotta come in anyhow.”
He stared down at his hands, now resting on his thighs, folded into tight fists. He didn’t want to go inside. Every room in the house was filled with memories of his mom, and it hurt too much to think about her.
“Please, buddy.”
He heard his tears mirrored in her voice.
“We’ve gotta stick together now, Brad. We need each other.”
“Okay,” he whispered at last. “I’ll come down.”
She looked at him in silence before standing on the branch. Only when her feet touched the ground a short while later did Brad begin his promised descent. Once he was down, Penny put an arm around his shoulders and gave him a quick squeeze.
“It’s gonna be all right,” she whispered.
He might be just a kid, but he knew his big sister didn’t believe that any more than he did. It wasn’t going to be all right. Their mom wasn’t ever coming home again. She wasn’t ever going to go camping with them in the mountains or go riding horseback with them along the river or bake him another birthday cake. She wouldn’t ever again cheer for him at a soccer game on the school field or shout with joy when he made it up on water skis during one of their trips up to McCall. He wouldn’t ever again see her get all mushy with Dad, the way she’d liked to do in the evening when they were all watching a movie.
Brad and Penny walked toward the front of the house, and when they rounded the corner, he saw that only his dad’s truck was parked in the barnyard now. Friends of his parents had been coming by all afternoon, almost the instant word about his mom had gotten out. Some had brought flowers. Some had brought food. Some had just come to say they were sorry. Now, as twilight settled over the valley, the friends were all gone. Gone back to their families and their homes.
Brad had to make himself go inside the house. It felt empty. Haunted almost.
“Dad,” Penny called out. “We’re back.” She kept her arm around Brad’s shoulders, urging him toward the kitchen with a gentle pressure.
It was a sad dinner, the only sounds the clicking of knives and forks against plates. Brad didn’t taste a bite. Whatever he swallowed might as well have been sawdust.
Maybe nothing would ever taste good again.
Chapter 1
November 30
TREVOR REYNOLDS GLANCED AROUND THE STUDIO apartment, located three blocks from the main drag in Kings Meadow. At one time it had been a detached garage, and the owner hadn’t tried to disguise its original purpose from the outside. Inside, the furnishings were simple and spare, but good enough to suit Trevor’s purposes for however long he was here. He’d stayed in far worse places in his early years on the road.
“I’ll take it,” he told the landlord, Harry Adams, a thin, white-haired man with stooped shoulders, a shuffling step, and a ready smile.
“Well, that’s great. Great. Are you in town for long, Mr. Reynolds?”
Trevor slipped his wallet from his back pocket. “I’m not sure.” He pulled out several bills. “First and last month’s rent. Right?”
“Indeed it is.” In exchange for the money, the landlord handed him the key to the door.
Trevor walked to the small refrigerator and opened it. The light went on at the back, showing a pristine interior.
“Grocery store’s just a few blocks away,” Mr. Adams said. “Open until nine.”
“What about restaurants?” He closed the refrigerator door and turned toward the landlord again.
The old man chuckled. “Only got two. Got a drive-through a couple blocks over from the Merc. Good burgers and fries. Then there’s the Tamarack Grill that you passed on your way into town. That’s your sit-down choice. Nice menu, especially since they hired that Nichols fella.”
Trevor remembered seeing the Tamarack Grill. That’s where he would go now. He’d had his fill of fast food while traveling the two thousand miles from Nashville to Kings Meadow. According to the map app on his phone, winter driving conditions had made the trip take three days longer than it should have. And not knowing how many miles he’d be able to travel each day had also made it impossible to book motel reservations in advance. That hadn’t mattered as long as he’d been traveling the freeway. Any motel in any town, big or small, had sufficed.
But he should have known things would be different up here in these mountains. Kings Meadow didn’t have a motel, and the bed-and-breakfast he’d stopped at earlier wouldn’t have any available rooms until tomorrow. It was a good thing he’d grabbed a local newspaper when he stopped for gas as he rolled into town. The paper was where he’d seen the advertisement for this apartment. The rent was fair—cheap, actually—and he didn’t need anything fancy.
A yawn overtook him, a reminder that he’d been on the road since four o’clock that morning. A moment later his stomach growled. He’d pushed himself hard, determined to reach Kings Meadow while it was still daylight. He hadn’t eaten a meal since breakfast. That had been somewhere in Utah. All he wanted now was a decent meal and a good night’s sleep. Tomorrow would be soon enough to stock the cupboards, get settled into his new living quarters, and figure out what he was supposed to do next.
“Well,” the landlord said, intruding on Trevor’s thoughts, “you give a holler if you need anything. And you’re always welcome to use my phone if you need it.”
“I’ve got one.” He patted his pocket.
“If you mean a cell phone, those gadgets don’t work much in these parts. Mountains too high and too close, and no company’s bothered to bring in one of them tower thingies. If you want to talk to folks, you’re gonna have to get yourself a regular phone. Landlines, I think they call ’em.”
Trevor remembered now. The day of the funeral, he’d tried to use his mobile phone. There hadn’t been any reception. Not until he’d gotten close to Boise again had service resumed. But he’d figured it was a temporary problem. Hadn’t considered it was an ongoing issue. He’d known he was coming to a small town. He hadn’t figured on it being so backward it wouldn’t have cell phone service.
Just as well. You don’t need to hear from anybody who’d know your number anyway.
“Thanks, Mr. Adams. You’ve been a big help.”
If the landlord felt as if he’d been dismissed—which he had—he didn’t show it. Just smiled again and told Trevor to enjoy his dinner. Then he shuffled out of the studio apartment and along the snowy pathway to the main house.
Hunching his shoulders against the cold, Trevor hurried out to his truck and grabbed his duffel bag and guitar case from the backseat. Several more trips emptied the pickup bed of the tarp-covered boxes holding the remainder of his possessions. At least the possessions he’d considered important enough to bring with him. More boxes and all of his furniture were in a storage unit in Nashville. When he went back to Tennessee, he’d be glad for them.
With hunger becoming a more demanding sensation in his gut, he left the collection of belongings in the center of the room, grabbed his truck keys, and headed out the door. He drove the three blocks to Main Street, then followed it west until the restaurant’s sign came into view. The parking lot on the side of the building had six or seven cars in it. That was probably a rush of customers for Kings Meadow.
He pulled into the first open space and got out, glad he wouldn�
�t have to walk far in the bitter wind. Even gladder that he wouldn’t have to sleep in his truck—which had seemed a real possibility—even for just one night.
The warm interior of the Tamarack Grill was a welcome relief. He stopped next to the sign that told him to wait to be seated. He didn’t have to stand there long. A young woman, carrying laminated menus in the crook of her left arm, came toward him, a smile on her lips. Her gaze slowly traveled the length of him before meeting his eyes again.
“Welcome to the Tamarack Grill. Just one tonight?”
“Just one.”
Her smile broadened.
Not to be vain, but he knew that look.
“Right this way.” She led him to a table close to an open fireplace made of stones.
Trevor removed his Stetson and put it on the seat of one chair, then sat on the other, his right shoulder toward the fire.
“May I bring you something to drink?” the waitress asked as she set a menu on the table before him.
“Diet Coke, with lemon.”
“I’ll be right back.” Still smiling, she departed.
Trevor’s gaze took in the other tables in the room. Two families with young kids. A middle-aged woman eating by herself. Several couples of various ages. Off to the far right was the bar area. Three men sat on stools, sipping beverages and watching news on a television up high on the wall. Until a couple of months ago, that’s where Trevor would have started a meal. Sitting at the bar, knocking back a Jack and Coke.
No more. The night of the accident, he’d had a wake-up call. He’d been living recklessly for years, in all kinds of ways. He could have easily died that night, but he’d been given a second chance. Brad Cartwright hadn’t been that lucky.
A raw ache burned in his chest whenever he thought about Brad. Logically, Trevor knew the accident hadn’t been his fault. He’d been asleep in the backseat. Brad had been at the wheel. But all the same, it felt like his fault.
And I’m not the only one who feels it’s my fault.
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