by Джон Джейкс
But she knew one thing. She would live on that Bahamian money for as long as it took to locate the gully containing what was left of the wagons. The trader and his son hadn't investigated the wreckage, probably because it would never occur to any ordinary person that the ashes might conceal gold ingots.
What if the savages had carried the ingots away? It was a disturbing possibility, but not one that would alter her course. A fortune in gold that would double her personal worth could be waiting in that gully to the west, unknown to anyone except herself. The prospect helped soften her sadness about Powell. And the more she thought of the treasure, the faster her grief dwindled.
Concerning James, she could summon no grief at all. He had always been spineless, only marginally a man. Thinking of him did jog her memory. She dug in the bottom of her reticule for the sealed letter. Presuming it to be filled with sentimental twaddle, she had put it away in St. Louis and hadn't thought of it until this moment.
The letter was anything but sentimental. After a brusque salutation — just her name, followed by a dash — and a short paragraph of unflattering preamble, it said:
I joined Mr. Powell's adventure not only out of loyalty to the founding principles of the first Confederacy and the hope of reestablishing them as the keystones of a second one, but also to regain your respect and those favors which were always mine by right as your legal husband.
You have continually and cruelly refused me those rights, Ashton. You have repeatedly humiliated me despite my great love for you, and ruined me, both professionally and as a man. I admire Mr. Powell's view of Southern rights and ideals, though I here confess that I have come to despise him personally because of what I suspect about him and you. Although I lack evidentiary proof, I am sure the two of you are, and have been for some time, lovers.
So in case some untimely fate should befall me, the least I can do is make certain you are not rewarded for harlotry. To this end, before leaving Richmond, I directed a duly witnessed letter to my old partner at the firm of Thomas & Huntoon, Charleston. In Detroit I received word of its arrival and confirmation of its legality as a will replacing my earlier one drawn in your favor. Now your ill-gotten Water Witch money, wholly mine under existing marital law, will be disbursed in the event of my death to such cousins and other distant relatives of mine as can be located. The balance will go to charitable causes. You will not have a pennyworth of it.
This is my small retribution for the many wrongs you have done me.
James
Ashton staggered up, crushing the letter between her clammy palms. "Not true," she whispered.
She seized her reticule and flung it against the slats of the shutters. "Not true." She overturned the bed. Hurled the chair against the wall. The landlady ran upstairs and pounded on the door, which was secured on the inside by a metal hook and eye.
"Señora, qué pasa ahí adentro?"
The chair broke. She smashed the clay wash bowl — pieces flew like shrapnel — and the drinking gourd, then dashed the scrap of mirror on top of them, screaming now.
"Not true — not true — not true!"
"Señora, está enferma? Conteste o tumbaré la puerta!"
The last words went whirling into a windy void as Ashton's eyes rolled up in her head and she fainted.
The landlady pushed until the hook broke away from the door. She shook and slapped Ashton awake. Gasping, Ashton explained her behavior in terms of a vaguely described seizure. She promised to pay for all the damages — a lie — if just the woman would help her into bed; she was ill. Muttering, the landlady did so.
Wearing only her chemise, Ashton lay rigid throughout the afternoon and into the hot hours of the night. Her brain was a cauldron of fear, anxiety, speculation. Finally, toward early morning, the air began to cool. She fell asleep and woke shortly before noon. The mariachi, which seemed to inhabit the cantina on a permanent basis, had resumed its dolorous violin and guitar music.
She sat up and held her head. There wasn't a dollar to be had from Nassau. But there was gold out here. She was not defeated. Far from it. She rummaged in her luggage until she found the lacquered Japanese box, which hadn't been opened since she deposited her memento from Powell. She lifted the lid slowly, gazed at the happily copulating couple and studied the assortment of buttons. After nearly four years, it was time to resume her collecting. And not merely for pleasure. She lowered the lid, confident that survival lay in what her box represented.
She put on her best cool dress, mauve lawn. It was in sorry condition after so much traveling, but a tiny triangle of mirror retrieved from the floor showed her that it would pass, especially with her bosom made prominent by her corset. In this heat the stays felt like implements of torture, but no matter. The effect was everything.
She left the room, descended the squeaky stairs with a regal air, and walked the short distance to the cantina entrance. She had been told the landlord was a Yankee, a former fur trapper who had left Kit Carson's company for a more settled existence.
When she pushed the doors back and entered the cool blue place, the mariachi men stopped in mid-squeak and mid-twang. Their mustaches went up as their jaws went down. Some elderly customers, Mexicans or Spaniards or whatever they were, clearly disapproved of her presence, but she didn't give a damn. Neither did the fellow in the apron behind the bar. He was a burly, strong-looking sort, with plenty of white in his blond hair.
Ashton smiled at him. "You are an American, I understand?"
"That's right."
"So am I." She worked to minimize her accent. "Unexpectedly stranded here by circumstance."
"I noticed you on the street. Wondered about your situation —"
"Might I ask you a question? In confidence?"
"Sure." She didn't miss the way his eyes touched her breast a moment.
"I would like to know the names of the two or three wealthiest men in the area."
"The two or three —?"
"Wealthiest."
"I thought I heard right." Amused, he added, "Hitched or single?"
Damn him. He thinks I'm nothing but a feather-headed female, to be made sport of. He'll find out. I'll come through this, survive this, the way I've survived everything else. And when I do, I'll have every man in this part of the country groveling for two minutes of my time.
"Ma'am? Hitched or single?"
Ashton's smile was dazzling.
"That really doesn't matter."
139
In the calm, starry hour after sunset, Andy and Jane walked along the Ashley, talking quietly and searching for their answer to a question Madeline had posed.
Of Cicero's future, there was no doubt. He was too old, too lacking in skills to do anything except stay on. He actually seemed displeased with the outcome of the war, complaining that the liberty Father Abraham had bestowed on him was unwanted, because it upset the routine of his life. Jane had started to reprove him on one occasion, but held back. Cicero was past seventy; she understood that any change was a threat.
Not so with her or with Andy. So they talked, their arms around each other's waist. The conversation was occasionally interrupted by some kissing and affectionate touching. After an hour, holding hands, they returned to the pine house where the lamps gleamed.
Everyone was still up because George and Constance were leaving tomorrow when Osprey came downriver again. As Jane and Andy entered the large, plain room that was a parlor in name only, they heard George saying he was anxious to get back to Lehigh Station and resume the role of full-time parent. Madeline smiled at the black couple from a barrel chair Cooper had made the week before. "Hello, Andy — Jane. Come in."
Jane began, "If this is a bad time to speak to you —"
"Not at all. Join us."
Andy cleared his throat. "We just wanted to answer your question about our plans."
Not a sound followed those words; they had everyone's attention. Jane spoke for both of them.
"We thought we'd stay a little longer in
South Carolina."
"As free people," Andy added.
"It's our state now, too," Jane said. "Our land as much as it is the white man's."
Her words carried a faint challenge. Perhaps that was why Cooper hesitated a moment before he said, "Of course it is. I'm pleased by your decision. I'd be glad to have you stay here, unless you have something else in mind."
Jane shook her head, then glanced at the strong, proud man standing beside her. "Mont Royal's been good to me. Better than I ever expected."
"But we can't work without wages," Andy said. "Not now."
Cooper and Madeline exchanged looks signifying mutual consent. "I agree," Cooper said. "It's possible now, thanks to George."
"Then we'll stay," Andy said. "If we decide we made the wrong choice — if either of us decides that — we'll tell you and go. We don't answer to anyone but each other anymore."
Cooper responded with a small, quick nod of agreement. "I hope you won't ever reach that decision. I need you both very much."
Jane smiled. Relieved expressions showed on the faces of the others. Andy stepped forward.
"One other thing —"
"Yes?" Judith said.
"We want to get married."
There was a burst of congratulations, abruptly stilled when Andy went right on in a level voice. "But not the old way. Not by jumping over brooms. And we're both going to change our names. Jane and Andy are slave names. They were given to us. We want to pick our own."
Tense silence. Then Cooper simply raised his hand.
"Fine."
Madeline smoothed her skirt as she rose. "Can't we find something for a toast to the engaged couple?"
Smiling broadly, Andy put his arm around Jane again. "I'm so happy I'd settle for water out of the well."
"I think I remember something better," Judith said, raising the curtain that screened the kitchen. "Yes, here it is," she called from the attached pantry closet. She emerged smiling. "You gentlemen didn't finish Wade Hampton's peach brandy — thank goodness."
She poured a tiny amount for each of them as they fell into relaxed, companionable conversation. George, who had drawn the fruit jar, raised it to salute Andy and Jane.
"I wish you both the best. It won't be easy for you down here, at least not in the immediate future. But I'm not certain it would be much better up North."
With a touch of sadness, Jane said, "I know. Black faces do threaten people somehow. Scare them. Well, I can't help that. We'll come through just fine. You fought to free us, Major Hazard, so now we must take up the fight. I do expect many more battles before white people even start to accept us."
In the uneasy silence that followed, Cooper frowned and Billy admitted to himself that Jane was right. He need only examine his own attitudes of a couple of years ago. Though one war was over, he shared his brother's belief that another was just starting.
140
OPIN AGIN said the sign hanging crookedly on the front of a large log building just outside Goldsboro, North Carolina. Charles reached it right before dark. The weather was surprisingly cool for May. Rain had started an hour ago, and he had wrapped himself in the robe of rags and scraps.
A smaller line on the sign proclaimed, Confedrate Bills Prodly Acepted Here! Charles had nine hundred dollars' worth of those — back pay — stuffed in his shirt and pants pockets. He pitied a man who would try to run a business on pride and worthless currency, but he would accept that kind of lunatic hospitality tonight. He didn't want to sleep in the open again, especially with the rain, and hunt for an orchard or coop to rob for food.
A black boy led his mule away, promising a good rubdown and feed. Charles entered the main room of the roadside tavern, a drab place with a few desolate-looking men sitting about, talking, or lazily clicking pieces across a checkerboard. A fire brightened the stone hearth.
Charles ordered whiskey, a plate of lamb barbecue, and purchased a cigar from the innkeeper. He discovered the man had several rusty guns for sale and a few old boxes of ammunition. One contained shells that would fit his .48 army Colt. Elated, he bought the whole box for fifty Confederate dollars.
While he was eating, a man of about forty came noisily downstairs from the sleeping rooms under the eaves. He rubbed his hands at the fire while Charles tried to avoid his eye.
But the man forced conversation on him. He had a pink face, curly hair gone prematurely white, and a mouth downcast in a curve of perpetual suffering. He introduced himself as Mordecai Woodvine, itinerant salesman of Bibles and Christian tracts.
"Sure hope business picks up soon. Sure has been terrible the past couple of years. I hate traveling anymore. Too many uppity free niggers all over the place. But the work I do is God's work, so I guess I oughtn't complain." So saying, he continued to look miserable.
He sat down without invitation and insisted on knowing Charles's name and whether he had been in the army.
"Yes, I was. I scouted for Hampton's cavalry."
"The cavalry! There's plenty on that subject in Revelations. 'And I looked, and behold a pale horse, and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him.'" Through the smoke of his cigar, Charles could be seen scowling. Woodvine poked a finger at heaven, intoning, " 'And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth —' "
With intentional rudeness, Charles interrupted. "I'd say that describes our work pretty well." He wanted to strangle the man for prompting memories of Sport.
The fool went right on. "My cousin Fletcher was a cavalryman out west. Rode with Bedford Forrest — there's one good old rebel who won't tolerate this nigger freedom, I'll tell you. Fletcher got captured, and do you know what happened to him?"
Charles was on his feet. He indicated no interest in the answer, but got it anyway.
"They offered him a choice. Prison — or the Yankee cavalry. That's right, they shipped him to a regiment out on the plains somewhere. To fight Indians. There are a goodly number of our boys doing that, I'm told. They're called galvanized Yankees."
He leaned forward. "You understand, don't you? Galvanized metal is iron coated with zinc to keep out rust. A galvanized Yankee is a Confederate wearing a blue —"
"I know the meaning of galvanized."
"Oh. Oh, well — I thought maybe you didn't. Anyway, if you hanker to stay in some army, you might keep it in mind. That is, if you could stand to serve with men who brought this plague of emancipation upon us. I couldn't stand it. I'd puke my guts out, if you'll pardon the indelicacy."
"Surely," Charles said, an almost malevolent glint in his eye. "Galvanized Yankees. Think of that. Tell me, Mr. Woodvine, in which branch did you serve?"
"Me? Why — uh — I didn't. I'm too old."
"You're over forty-five? You don't look it."
"But there are reasons — a physical impairment —"
"And you probably spent most of the war in the woods, selling Testaments to the trees and quoting Scripture to the saplings — where they couldn't find you. Am I right, Mr. Woodvine?"
"What? What's that?"
"Good night, Mr. Woodvine."
He walked away, heading for his room. On the stairs, he heard the parting shot.
"Drunken veterans — that's all you see anymore. The army taught them to love whiskey. Issued regular rations of it. Disgraceful, that's my opinion."
Charles wanted to turn, go back, and beat Woodvine bloody. Instead, he shut the door of his room and leaned against it. He was a fool to react angrily. He had no interest in the Bible salesman or his cousin. Much as he had come to love Texas while he was with the Second, he had no interest in continuing as a cavalryman. He had no interest in anything but reaching Spotsylvania County as quickly as possible.
Rain tapped the roof as he stretched out and pulled up the cover. He heard the rain leaking with a steady drip near the foot of the bed. Downstairs, made boisterous with drink, some of the desolate men started to si
ng.
Charles recognized the piece. He had heard "O I'm a Good Old Rebel" several times since leaving South Carolina. It was sung with great fervor now that Johnston's army had surrendered to Sherman near Durham Station.
"I hates the Yankee nation
And everything they do.
I hates the Declaration
Of Independence, too.
I hates the glorious Union.
Tis dripping with our blood.
I hates their striped banner.
I fit it all I could."
"Christ," Charles groaned, pulling the thin pillow over his head. It didn't shut out the rhythmic thumping of tin cups on the bar, the stamp of boots, or the splendid choir baritone of Mordecai Woodvine joining in.
"I can't take up my musket
And fight 'em now no more,
But I ain't got to love 'em,
Now that is sarten sure.
And I don't want no pardon
For what I was and am,
I won't be reconstructed,
And I don't care a damn!"
Weeds and wild grasses tossed in the warm wind, high as the hamstrings of his mule. The wind snapped the gypsy cloak as Charles turned into the dooryard, an ominous feeling on him. The fields hadn't been prepared for planting. On such a pleasant day, when fresh air would have broomed the house, every window was shuttered. Around the rear stoop, wild violets showed where none had grown before. The open door of the barn revealed a rectangle of darkness.
"Washington? Boz?"
The wind blew.
"Anyone here?"
Sunflowers swayed in what had been the garden. Why was he awaiting an answer? Hadn't he gotten it when he came over the last hump in the scarred road and seen the house so still, the surrounding fields empty in the sunshine?
