Esteban beamed. “I’m gonna play for los Yankees one day. Will you come watch me, Miss Winnie?”
“Of course I will.”
Larkin loaded the bats, gloves and balls he kept in the trunk for weekend games with some of the guys in his neighborhood back in his truck. Moments later when he turned back toward the bench, Winnie had disappeared. She was avoiding him. Perhaps for many reasons. He understood her reticence…but he didn’t like it.
He strolled to the back of the property for one last powwow with his team. Every piece of equipment was working as it should. Winnie’s beautiful estate had been encased in a bubble of security so tight, the First Family could come to visit without incident.
By the time Larkin hit the shower in his room to clean up for dinner, he was itchy and restless to see Winnie again. Even now he wondered if she would torpedo his plan at the last minute. His fears multiplied when he saw the note on the dresser.
Dear Larkin,
I have several phone calls to make tonight, so I’m having dinner in my room. And I’ll probably go to bed early. I’m sorry I won’t be available for you to show me all the bells and whistles you’ve installed, but I trust that you’ve seen to every last detail.
Winnie
No I’ll see you in the morning. No reference at all to their imminent departure. He felt his temper rise. Winnie knew she had to leave the premises. And if she thought he’d let her go to some anonymous apartment in a far-off city, she was deluding herself. Surely she wasn’t going to refuse to go to Wolff Mountain. But she hadn’t mentioned it either way.
He’d come up with a plan, and she had agreed to it. Nothing and no one would dissuade him from taking Winifred Bellamy to Wolff Mountain for her own good. Even if such an action was counter to his usual M.O. Now that the trip was hours away, his personal discomfort grew. The course he had set out was laden with pitfalls, no question. But it was too late. He’d have to live with the consequences.
He wanted Winnie. Only time would tell if he could resist temptation.
* * *
Winnie was awake at six, despite the fact that she had barely slept. She had half expected Larkin to pound on her door last night, demanding she come downstairs. It wasn’t clear to her confused hormones if she was relieved or disappointed that she’d neither seen nor heard from him.
This morning, the dawning of the new day infused her with a restless sense of anticipation. She was deeply grateful to Larkin for everything he had done to make her property safe. Today, she would be able to leave without worry. They still hadn’t settled the matter of payment. The blank check was safely locked away in a drawer. Larkin refused to take it, and Winnie didn’t know how much the job actually cost. That was a bridge they would cross later.
For now, all she had to do was determine how much and what to pack for an extended visit to Wolff Mountain. With all her new purchases—including some naughty lingerie that said louder than words what she was thinking—surely she had covered every eventuality. But she ransacked her closet just in case. In the end, she managed to get it all into two large suitcases, one garment bag and a smaller toiletry case.
Because she had avoided Larkin for the last half of the day before, she had no idea what time he planned to leave. Which meant that she had to face him sooner or later. She had dreamed about him last night. Hot, erotic dreams that were totally unlike her.
Larkin drew out a side of her she had thought long buried. It was disconcerting. And either thrilling or terrifying, she wasn’t sure which. When she was dressed, she tiptoed downstairs for coffee. It was still only seven and Mrs. Cross wouldn’t arrive for another hour and a half.
But when she opened the kitchen door, the smell of java wafted to her nose. She looked at Larkin, leaning against the counter, drink in hand. “I owe you one,” she said lightly. She poured herself a cup and lifted it to her lips, inhaling the aroma with an inward sigh.
Larkin was heavy-eyed and unshaven, as though he had tumbled out of bed and headed straight downstairs. “Can you be ready to leave in an hour?”
The question was terse and perhaps a tad cranky.
“Yes.” She took a long swallow, set down the cup and counted to ten. When that didn’t work, she snapped at him. “What’s your problem?”
He dropped his thick earthenware mug into the sink with a clatter and turned to face her, arms folded across his chest. The short sleeves of the Leland Security polo shirt he wore fit nicely over muscular biceps. It was hard for her to remember that Larkin was as financially comfortable as she was, maybe more so. Nothing about him indicated that he had grown up as the offspring of an extremely wealthy father. Or that his family’s interests spanned much of the globe.
Larkin gave the impression of being a self-made man, an entrepreneur who worked hard for a living. In a way, all those things were true. But add in the millions he stood to inherit and what was probably a very healthy stock portfolio thanks to Wolff Enterprises and Leland Security, and the picture shifted.
Larkin Wolff was a very rich man.
Which meant that if he was kissing her, it wasn’t for her money.
His scowl and the dark stubble on his chin made him look dangerous. A man not to cross. He glared at her. “How long do you think you can avoid me? Or pretend that I haven’t kissed you. Twice.”
She lifted her chin. “I haven’t been avoiding you,” she lied. “There’s a lot of preparation involved in my being gone for several weeks. I’m sorry if you feel I haven’t been a suitable hostess.”
Blue lightning flashed from his eyes. “You can take your damned etiquette and shove it. You know what I’m talking about.”
“Wow. Someone woke up in a bad mood.”
“God help me, Winnie. You’d better back off. I’ve had three hours of sleep and you’re treading on thin ice.”
“Back off or what?”
She took a step in his direction. Was she actually trying to make him lose his temper? She knew what anger could do to a man. It turned normally rational human beings into animals. Could Larkin be like all the rest? Would he explode?
His entire body seemed to tremble with fury. Unfolding his arms, he closed the gap, thrusting his face close to hers. “You don’t want to mess with me this morning. I’m warning you.” His coffee-scented breath was warm on her face.
Fear mixed with an insatiable need to know. “Do your worst, big guy. I’m not afraid of you. Are you going to hit me?”
In an instant, his entire demeanor changed. His expression went blank, he backed off physically and a look of revulsion crossed his face. “Why in the hell would you ask me that?”
Now she felt ridiculous. And ashamed. As if she had hurt him somehow. “It’s a fair question. You were furious.” She didn’t know what he was now. The entire mood of the room had changed.
Larkin scrubbed his hands over his face and leaned backward to bang his head softly against the upper cabinets. “I may be certifiably insane by the time you leave Wolff Mountain.”
“What does that mean?” She was a calm, even-keeled kind of woman. No one had ever accused her of being temperamental. “If you weren’t going to hit me, then what was going to happen? I saw your face. You were at the end of your rope. Aggravation times a thousand.”
The flicker of a smile curved his lips. “Are you really that clueless about men? I’ve had a hard-on for the better part of twenty-four hours. You’ve been deliberately avoiding me as if I’ve somehow sullied your pristine reputation. It’s called sexual frustration, Winnie. And this is what I was going to do.”
He took her wrist and reeled her in, steadying her in the V of his legs while he took his time with her mouth. His agitation had apparently melted away, replaced instead with sheer male determination. Though he was gentle as falling snow, he overwhelmed her, surrounded her, mastered her. His coaxing kiss took the starch out of her knees and made her stomach quiver with helpless desire.
Standing became difficult, but Larkin held her shoulders in big hands, literally supporting h
er while he took what he wanted.
Suddenly, he pulled back, searching her face. “Put your arms around my neck, Winnie.”
The gruff command was one she was happy to answer. She nestled closer to his broad, hard chest, and when their hips pressed together, she felt the strength and size of his arousal. Her compliance tore something in his control. Now his kiss was ravenous, stealing her breath, nipping her soft lips, tongue thrusting and mating with hers.
She shivered, lost to reason, ready to open herself to whatever he wanted. Because at this precise moment in time, she knew that she and Larkin were of one accord. Though she loved playing with the soft hair on the back of his head, she wanted more. Putting the tiniest amount of distance between them, she slid her hands under his T-shirt. His skin was hot, so hot. When her fingernail raked his flat nipple, he groaned.
The rush of power she felt at seeing him so vulnerable dwindled away to nothing when Larkin’s hands shimmied up her thighs, lifting her champagne silk skirt. Breath caught in her throat. She should stop him. Any minute now. But not when he was making her feel so good she wanted to sob with the exquisite pleasure of it. He toyed with the elastic waistband of her underwear.
It was all she could do not to beg him to hurry. Long fingers delved beneath lace. Then he was touching her…intimately. At the spot where her body was soft and wet and aching for him. He probed gently, making her gasp and bury her face in his collarbone.
She heard his soft chuckle, but she knew, even then, that he was laughing not at her, but at both of them. At this incredible madness that had bloomed from nowhere. He stroked her rhythmically, building the intensity of her need. She wanted to tell him to stop, but she couldn’t. Bliss lingered just offstage, a fiery release that frightened her.
Larkin kissed her ear, traced the curve of it with his tongue while he kept up his determined torture. Suddenly, he pressed two fingers into her aching emptiness. She cried out and sank her teeth into his shoulder as her body arched into his hand and she climaxed hard.
Seconds passed, perhaps minutes. Who knew? Her brain was fogged by afterglow. Even embarrassment couldn’t intrude at that moment.
Larkin’s voice rumbled in her ear. “You’re amazing, Winifred Bellamy. Hot as a firecracker and so damned sexy you make my brain mush and another part of me hard as a steel spike.”
“No one else has ever thought I was sexy.” The truth spilled from her mouth uncensored.
He toyed with her swollen sex, sending little aftershocks throughout her body. “Then you’ve been hanging around with the wrong kind of men.”
That sobered her. She wriggled away from him and straightened her clothing. The thin open-weave sweater that matched the color of her skirt was suddenly far too hot. “Not the wrong kind of men,” she clarified carefully. “Just no men at all.”
His poleaxed expression made her wince. “You’re a vir—”
“Not technically,” she rushed to reassure him. “But you’re going to be disappointed if you think I know the Kama Sutra or really anything about how to please you. I don’t. I can’t. I should have said something sooner, but this whatever it is between us caught me off guard. Really, it’s better if we stop this now.”
“I should agree with you. I’m breaking rules right and left when it comes to you being a client.” The dark look had returned to his face. “You make me question things I thought were carved in stone.” He took her hand and placed it over his erection that throbbed, unmistakably hard and thick, through his cotton sleep pants. “But this is because of you, sweetheart. So I guess I’m saying to hell with my high-and-mighty principles. And I assure you, I’m not going to walk away just because you’re inexperienced. I’ll admit…I’ve never been with a woman who didn’t know the ropes. But I guess that makes us even. Everything between you and me will be new territory.”
“There is no us,” Winnie said, feeling desperation clog her throat at his deliberate incomprehension. “You have to forget this idea. We’re only going to be on Wolff Mountain together two or three nights. You said so yourself. It would be unbearable if we started something and it blew up in our face.”
“Starting something with you is all I can think about.”
Oh, God. Her cheeks flamed. “Don’t you see? Even talking about sex is foreign to me. You’re gorgeous and charming and I’m sure you have a little black book with names under every letter of the alphabet. I can’t compete with that. Please forget we ever kissed.”
“I can’t.” He said it simply, but with emphasis. “The kind of sexual tension and arousal that sparks every time we’re in the same room together isn’t some random occurrence. It’s real. And powerful. I need to walk away. But I can’t. At least not yet. You’re stuck with me this weekend, Winnie. ’Cause you’re to blame for the mess I’ve made of my famous rules for living. Sooner or later, you’re going to be beneath me on soft sheets screaming my name when I make love to you until we both pass out.”
She stared at him openmouthed. The picture he painted made her yearn for something she would never have, even if she gave in and agreed to be his lover. When the two of them became intimate…and she was ruefully aware that the timing was probably when and not if…Larkin would become her whole world. Even if she told herself she could be Bad Winnie and fool around with him just for kicks, the truth was, she would probably fall in love and he would break her heart. Because as he had made perfectly clear on more than one occasion, he was not a marrying man.
She wanted someone who loved her desperately. Many of the women in her care lied to themselves repeatedly, telling themselves that their men could change. If Winnie let herself believe in a future with Larkin, she would be making the same foolish mistake.
It was one thing to decide to enjoy a momentary liaison. And maybe she would if she had the courage. But to expect anything more would be akin to asking the moon to warm her like the sun. Larkin, though he might take her to the stars with his lovemaking, was no warmer than the moon. He was wonderful to look at, but like that silvery orb in the midnight sky, remote and impossible to reach when it came to true intimacy.
“I think we’ll have to agree to disagree,” she said primly, trying to ignore the butterflies in her stomach.
Eight
Larkin had never been in such a position. Only Winnie’s inexperience kept the situation from being worse. He was a wreck. Sheer determination kept him upright, but he was perilously close to seducing her despite her objections.
Hot arousal pounded through his veins. His sex was swollen, and Winnie had no clue how desperate he really was. That fact alone was enough to make him put on the brakes in consternation. How could this quirky, artless female reduce him to such a state?
Larkin Wolff was one cool customer when it came to women. He never let his lust lead him down the garden path. Sex was great. And he wanted it. Often. But not enough to let any woman convince him he needed to be housebroken. Commitment to a woman meant personal responsibility, and he’d had enough of that to last a lifetime. Devlyn and Annalise were happy. Despite the fact that he had failed them repeatedly. Only his mother’s untimely death had saved them all. So how could he contemplate making the sweet, generous, heartbreakingly vulnerable Winnie part of his life?
She wasn’t the kind of woman to settle for meaningless sex. And if he couldn’t promise her forever, what else did he have to offer? It was possible, given Winnie’s physical reactions, that she might be okay with temporary if he gave her time to get used to the idea. He had promised to take her to bed. In spite of his better judgment, he was not going to be able to resist doing just that.
He studied her broodingly as he poured himself another cup of coffee and tried to pretend that she hadn’t just rocked his world. She was dressed to play the part of an heiress today. Expensive but understated clothing…her long untamed locks forced into a socially acceptable style.
He far preferred the crazy hair, denim overall shorts and bare feet. That Winnie made him behave. This sultry, amped-up
Winnie made him sweat. Both of them made him crazy.
The sound of the front door opening indicated Mrs. Cross’s arrival. Winnie’s wide-eyed panic might have amused him if he hadn’t resented the interruption. “Come on,” he said. He tugged her arm until she followed him out the far door of the kitchen and into the little corridor that led to the back staircase. Pulling his coconspirator with him, he moved quickly up to the second floor.
They stopped in front of his door. “I want you,” he muttered, ready to drag her inside and show her how a man persuaded a woman.
Winnie’s perfectly oval face with its high forehead and freckled cheekbones paled to the color of skim milk. “You’ll get over it.”
“Damn it, girl. Why do you have to be so stubborn?” He rested his forehead against hers, hands gripping her narrow shoulders.
“Think this through,” she begged. She petted him with both hands as if he were a cranky toddler. “It’s too quick, too ridiculous. I wish I could blame it on the full moon, but I’m confident that in no time at all you’ll see we’re doing the right thing by resisting whatever it is. I’m meeting your family this weekend…attending a birthday party. No matter how I respond to you or you to me, we shouldn’t let this go any further. We can’t be skulking around having naughty tête-à-têtes.”
He swallowed his irritation and held her close, soothing himself with her presence, even as he felt the ache in his loins remain fierce and rampant. Maybe she was right. But he wasn’t convinced. And he was no longer thinking clearly. “I’m not making any promises,” he said.
She broke free of his loose hold and took three steps toward her room, hands clasped at her breast like a Victorian heroine who had narrowly escaped being ravished. “It’s like the flu,” she said. “You have to tough it out. I’m not irresistible, I promise.”
He saw in her face that she was speaking the unvarnished truth. Or at least the truth as she knew it. Her lack of confidence in her femininity troubled him. When it came to her life’s work, she was assertive…bold. And he had no doubt that she would fight to the death for the emotionally and physically damaged women and children in her protection.
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