Inside the equipment was indeed of very high quality: banks of electrometers, gas burners, twisted-necked glass beakers, all sparkling with scrupulously maintained sterility. Colette, after greeting old friends, eventually led Younger to the doorway of a room with a high ceiling, a large window, and a desk rather than a laboratory table. A gray-haired woman stood inside this room, instructing an assistant who was carefully packing equipment into a box.
Colette knocked on the open door and said, 'Madame?'
Marie Curie turned and stared: 'Who is it?'
'It's Colette, Madame,' said Colette.
'My child,' cried Madame Curie, beaming with delight. 'Come here. Come here at once.'
Marie Curie, fifty-two, looked older. Her upper lip was pinched with little vertical lines, her hands were spotted, her fingertips red. She wore her gray hair in a tight bun. A simple black dress covered her entirely, from tight collar to long sleeves to floor-length skirt. Her posture, however, was straight and proud, and she had one of those brows so clear, so fine, that it conveys a serenity beyond the slings and arrows of human misfortune.
'These dreadful cataracts,' Madame Curie went on. 'My surgery is next month. The doctors promise me a complete recovery. Let me look at you close up — why, you're lovelier than ever.'
Colette introduced Younger and explained to Madame Curie that he wished to ask her a few questions, if she could spare the time.
'Dr Stratham Younger,' said Madame Curie, shaking his hand. 'I know that name. Were you one of the soldiers who took training with us last year?'
'No, Madame, but I treated many with your X-ray units in France. America owes you an unrepayable debt.'
'I remember now,' she said. 'You were the one who initiated the entire program. I saw your name in the correspondence. I can't thank you enough. Your army kept us afloat last year when we had no other funding.'
Colette looked at Younger in surprise.
'The benefit was ours,' replied Younger. 'Your mobile radiological apparatus is far superior to anything we have. Which I only knew because Miss Rousseau was kind enough to volunteer her services to our men.'
'You never told me you worked with Americans,' Madame Curie said to Colette. 'We all have our secrets, don't we? Let me make some tea. How do you find America, my child?'
'Anything is possible there,' answered Colette. 'For good or bad — that's how one feels. You should see their radium refinery. Black smoke pours from the chimneys. Trucks roll up one after the other, depositing ore brought by train from mines in Colorado, two thousand miles away. The factory runs day and night — using your isolation process, Madame. They work with an ore called carnotite, not pitchblende. They say there is enough carnotite in America to make nine hundred grams of radium.'
Madame Curie went still for a long moment. 'Nine hundred grams,' she said at last. 'What I might do with ten. Forgive me. I'm not bitter. But you know that Pierre and I could have patented our discoveries long ago, when no one on earth had ever heard of radium or dreamt of radioactivity. Everyone told us to take out patents on our isolation processes, but we refused. That's not what science is for. Radium belongs to all mankind. Still, had we behaved a little more selfishly, I would not be without radium today, and with just a little radium we could do such things — cure so many — save the infant who might have grown up to be the next Newton. I have none left at all now. Only radon vapor. We have so many experiments waiting to be performed. Patients by the dozen whom we turn away.'
No one spoke.
'And how is the irrepressible Mrs Meloney?' Madame Curie asked Colette, resuming her energetic and cheerful tone. 'She is certainly one of your anything-is-possible Americans. Is there any chance she'll raise enough money to buy a gram of radium for us?'
'I'm afraid the fund is still short, Madame,' said Colette sadly. 'Very short.'
'Well, I never believed it would happen,' replied Madame Curie. 'She has a good heart, Mrs Meloney, but she is not very scientific in her thinking. Don't worry. If there is no American gram of radium for us, I won't be unhappy. I won't have to travel across the ocean and make a lot of speeches. You know how I hate that sort of thing. I'm much too tired for it. But what can I do for you, Dr Younger?'
'I had hoped,' said Younger, 'with your permission, Madame, that I might make a drawing for you. I took some radiographs of a young woman's neck not long ago. The X-rays made a pattern I had never seen before. I can draw it, though, and I was hoping you might be able to tell me if it means anything to you.'
'Madame is not a roentgenologist, Stratham,' Colette chided him. 'She works with radium, not X-rays.'
'It's quite all right,' replied Madame Curie. 'Let him make us his drawing. I'm curious.'
Younger was given pen and paper; he proceeded to draw. He filled a page with the strange, undulating, cross-hatched shadow pattern that he had seen after X-raying the McDonald girl. When he had finished, Madame Curie held the sheet of paper close to her eyes, then far away, then close again. 'The X-rays,' she said, 'didn't pass through the woman's neck.'
'Exactly,' replied Younger. 'Something blocked them.'
'Or rather interfered with them,' replied Madame Curie. 'You're sure what you saw were X-rays of a person — not an object of some kind?'
'I took them myself. The young woman had a growth on her neck and jaw. Granular. Larger than any such growth I'd ever seen.'
'I know this pattern. Quite well.'
'It's radium, isn't it?' asked Younger.
'Radium?' repeated Colette.
'Without question,' said Madame Curie.
'But how-?' asked Colette.
'Radium is roentgenopaque — impervious to X-rays,' explained Madame Curie. 'What's more, the gamma rays emitted by radium atoms have physical properties virtually identical to X-rays. As a result, the two sets of waves interfere with one another. When an object containing radium is X-rayed, what we see is an interference pattern — this pattern.'
'What would happen,' asked Younger, 'to a person who had radium inside her body for an extended period of time?'
Madame Curie set the drawing down. 'You must understand one thing about radium,' she said, 'how little we comprehend it. Nature kept it hidden for so very long. Within the atoms of radium, there is a cauldron of forces we can't see, a source of almost immeasurable power. Somehow the release of these atomic forces has profound effects on living things. On inanimate lead, radioactivity has hardly any impact at all. On a piece of lifeless paper, the same. But on the living, the effect is profound, unpredictable. Administered properly, it holds unprecedented medical potential. I myself discovered the radium treatment for cancer; in France, when we insert a needle of radium into a cancerous tumor, it is referred to as Curietherapy.'
'In America too, Madame,' said Colette.
'Some think that radioactivity may be the long-sought fountain of youth,' Madame Curie went on. 'Unquestionably it has curative power. But radium is also one of the most dangerous elements on earth. Its radiation seems to interact in some unknown fashion with the molecular structure of life itself. It is a fearsome poison. If a person were to ingest it in any quantity, the case would be hopeless. There is absolutely no means of destroying the substance once it enters the human body.'
Outside the Radium Institute, Colette said, 'But how could Miss McDonald have radium inside her?'
'On September sixteenth,' answered Younger, 'where were you before you met Littlemore and me — before we all went down to Wall Street?'
'I had just visited the radium clinic,' said Colette, 'at the Post-Graduate Hospital.'
'Where they use Curietherapy,' he said. 'You were telling Littlemore and me about it that morning. I knew the McDonald girl didn't have syphilis.'
'What are you saying?'
'She has cancer. A cancer of the neck or jaw.'
'Wait — you think she was a patient at the radium clinic?'
'Let's say Miss McDonald had cancer. If her doctors knew what they were doing, they would have sen
t her to the Post-Graduate Hospital for treatment; it's the best radium clinic in the city. But something might have gone wrong there. Maybe they botched the treatment and couldn't find the needle of radium they put inside her. Didn't I read about the Post-Graduate Hospital losing ten thousand dollars' worth of radium not long ago? Maybe they lost it inside that girl's neck. After a few weeks, she'd be in agony. She goes back to the clinic and begs them for help. They deny any wrongdoing; they refuse to admit their mistake. Suddenly she sees you. Somehow she gets it into her head that you can help her. She decides to follow you.'
'How could I help her?'
'I don't know, but what other explanation is there?'
A thought occurred to Colette: 'But Amelia left us the note at our hotel the night before — for the kidnapping ring, according to you. You're saying Miss McDonald had no connection to Amelia?'
'I don't know. But someone has to remove the radium from Miss McDonald's neck. God knows what it will do to her. I'll wire Littlemore.'
They found an international cable office in the Place de la Concorde. Younger dashed off a telegram to Littlemore:
MCDONALD GIRL HAS NEEDLE OF RADIUM IN NECK STOP CHECK
WITH POST-GRADUATE HOSPITAL ON TWENTIETH STREET TO SEE
IF SHE WAS PATIENT THERE STOP THEY MAY KNOW WHERE IN
NECK RADIUM IS STOP RADIUM MUST BE REMOVED AT ONCE
REPEAT AT ONCE
'The radiation will burn her throat away,' said Younger as they waited on line for the telegraph operator. 'It could have reached her brain by now. That's probably why she can't regain consciousness.'
'There's no evidence that radium has any effect on the brain,' objected Colette. 'You always overstate radium's danger. Madame is exposed to more radiation than anyone, and she doesn't wear one of your diver's suits.'
'Madame Curie didn't seem particularly healthy to me. She's pale as a lamb. Fatigued. You told me her blood pressure is low.'
'She's a scientist. She stays inside all day.'
'Or else she's anemic,' said Younger. 'She probably has radiation in her bloodstream after all these years.'
'Next you'll say radium caused her cataracts.'
'How do you know it didn't?'
Younger sent the cable. Outside the office, Colette saw a hotel on the other side of the Place de la Concorde. 'Can we get rooms there?' she asked.
'The Crillon?' said Younger, flinching inwardly. 'Why not?'
At Marie Curie's invitation, they attended a crowded dinner party that evening: a celebration of Poland's newfound independence and miraculous victory against the Bolsheviks. The celebration was held in a small apartment — Younger never found out whom it belonged to — where the guests ate standing up. Toasts were raised, a great deal of
Polish was spoken, and an even greater quantity of flavored vodka was drunk.
Madame Curie took Colette under her wing the entire evening as if the girl were her daughter. Colette was still wearing the stylish dress, with its low-cut back, that she'd worn in Prague. It was true that she had nothing else to wear, but Younger nevertheless considered the dress too revealing. Plumed and pomaded Polish men flocked continuously around Madame Curie, doubtless moved by the opportunity to converse with one of the world's greatest scientists. The men bowed deeply when introduced to Colette; they twisted the ends of their moustaches; they kissed her hand. Invariably Colette averted her eyes, flashing a glance at Younger as if she knew he would be watching, which he was.
After midnight, Younger lay on his four-poster bed in the Hotel de Crillon, smoking. His jacket he had flung to the floor, but otherwise he was fully clothed. Even his shoes were on.
He had shown Colette to her room. She was skittish in the hallway, nervous, unable to work the key. He thought the strong drink might have gone to her head, except that he was pretty sure she had only sipped at it. When at last he had taken the key from her and opened the door, she practically fled into the room, leaving Younger in the corridor, with the door ajar. He closed it for her and went to his own room.
Younger stared at the gilt ceiling and at the dancing particles of smoke illuminated by the lamplight. Then he got up, extinguished his cigarette, and returned to the hallway.
He unlocked Colette's door. Her sitting room was empty. He walked past the stiff and formal Empire furniture. At the threshold of the bedroom, he saw the door to her bath cracked open. Through it, he caught glimpses of her moving back and forth, wrapped in two white towels — one for her hair, one for her torso. Apparently she hadn't heard him; she had been in the bath.
She opened the bathroom door, saw him, and froze. Her long neck was bare, her shoulders bare, her slender arms and legs bare, her skin wet.
He walked toward her. She backed away, into the bathroom, against a wall, shoulders lifted in apprehension. There was nowhere to go. The air was thick with moisture from the hot water, the mirror blurred by condensation. He took her by the arms. She struggled; he had to use more force than he expected, but he was prepared to, and he did. Their kiss went on a long time. When it was done, her body had softened, her eyes had closed, and the towel about her hair had fallen to the floor. He picked her up, carried her to the bed, and laid her down on the crisp sheets.
Colette's hair spread out darkly over the pillows. Moonlight from the window silvered her limbs, still gleaming with moisture. One of her hands lay on her chest, the other over her waist, holding the white bath towel in place. He kissed her neck. He heard her murmur, 'Please.' He heard, 'No.'
Younger said, 'Do you want me to stop?'
She answered in a whisper: 'I don't want you to ask.'
He ran his hand through her long hair. He tilted her chin and kissed her mouth. Later she called out to God, biting her lip to keep her voice down, so many times he lost count.
Still later, as they lay next to one another in the moonlight, her cheek resting on his chest, she said, 'Do you forget?'
'Forget what?'
'This. Does it fade away?'
Her head rose and fell with his breath.
'I remembered this before it happened,' he said. 'I saw it before.'
'Me too,' said Colette, smiling. 'Many times.'
She found Younger downstairs the next morning, eating breakfast at a white-linen table in a grand salon with rococo columns and a floor of checkerboard black and white marble. Daintily robed cherubs cavorted on the ceiling. Colette looked simultaneously happy and alarmed.
'Have you seen the policemen?' she asked quietly. 'They're everywhere.'
'Nothing to worry about,' replied Younger. 'Just another American male wanted for murder. Movie star, I'm told. His wife, also a movie star, was found dead on their bed on top of a hundred fur stoles, naked. It was their honeymoon. Something to eat?'
'Madame took me aside last night before we left,' said Colette, troubled, as she sat down across from him. 'I've never seen her that way. She never shows anyone her feelings.'
'What happened?'
'She burst into tears. She said that Monsieur Langevin doesn't love her anymore because she's old. That she gave up her name for him. That she let the whole world condemn her. All she wants now is her science, her experiments. But without radium, she says, she's nothing. She told me she's ready to die.'
A waiter whisked into view, set a place for Colette, and with a flourish unfolded a linen napkin for her. She barely noticed. Then she saw the piece of paper next to Younger's plate.
'You received a wire?' she asked. 'Is it from Dr Freud?'
'No. Littlemore. I went back to the cable office this morning to see if he'd replied.' Younger showed her the cable: where heck have you been stop you have court date november twenty second stop two pm stop you better be here
'Court date?' asked Colette. 'What for?'
'For assaulting Drobac.'
'Assaulting him?' she protested. 'He kidnapped me. He killed that woman on top of the building.'
'Yes, but he hasn't been convicted yet. In the eyes of the law, he's an innocent
man.' 'You mean you could go to jail?'
'Littlemore says it's very unlikely,' he answered.
'What are you going to do?'
'Go back. I have to.'
'Why?' she asked. 'Just stay away until they convict him.'
'Littlemore got me out of prison after they arrested me. If I don't appear in court, it will be bad for him. Very bad. I have to go.'
'I'm coming with you.'
'No,' he said. 'It could still be dangerous for you.'
'How? Even if anyone were looking for me, they couldn't possibly know I came back into the country.'
'Someone was watching you in New Haven. Whoever it was may still be there.'
'I won't go to New Haven.' Colette sat quietly for a long time. At last she said, 'I have to come with you; I'm going to raise the money for Madame's radium. Mrs Meloney told me I could do it. She said I just had to be nicer to one rich man, and we could make up the whole shortfall. Besides, Luc will be with Dr Freud for at least two months. I can't stay here by myself and worry about him.'
That afternoon, they caught a train to Rouen from the Saint-Lazare station. The next day, they went on to Le Havre, where they boarded a ship for New York.
With her hand at his elbow, Colette allowed Younger to lead her on an exploratory tour of their ocean liner. They wandered through a glass-domed rotunda, observed ladies and gentlemen playing belote in the hall of Louis XIV, and took tea in a blue-tiled Moorish saloon. In an empty smoking room, they kissed beneath a gently swaying crystal chandelier. And many levels down, as a hard rain began to fall, causing passengers to scurry indoors, they saw a thousand human beings confined to less opulent and more redolent quarters.
'You're corrupting me,' said Colette as they climbed the stairs back to the upper deck — the first-class deck. A steward readmitted them into the Louis XIV hall. 'You like it.'
'I feel like Dante,' she said, 'emerging from the inferno, with you as my Virgil.'
'No, you're Beatrice, and you'll rise to heaven while I end up below. But,' he considered, 'I'd pay the price again. I'd pay it every time.' 'What price?'
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