As she and Lady Middlesham chatted, already comfortable, Francesca noted that Gyles and Sir Henry, although not close in age, were likewise comfortable in each other’s company. The idea of taking her first social steps blossomed in her mind.
“Countess!”
Francesca turned, as did the others. They beheld a figure, all in black, mounted on a prancing black steed.
Lancelot Gilmartin bowed extravagantly; his horse danced nervously, nearly bumping Lady Middlesham.
“Here! I say!” Sir Henry drew his wife to safety. “Watch what you’re doing there.”
Lancelot looked down his nose at Sir Henry, then focused his dark gaze on Francesca. “I wanted to thank you for your hospitality. I wondered if, later this afternoon, you might like to ride on the downs. I could show you Seven Barrows. The mounds have an eerie atmosphere. Quite romantic.”
Francesca was very aware of Gyles by her side, aware of the restraint he was exercising. She smiled coolly at Lancelot. “Thank you, but no.” With a wave she drew Lancelot’s attention to the presence beside her. “We’ve been out all morning riding the downs-I’ll have much to catch up with this afternoon. Please convey my regards to your mother and father, and my thanks for their visit.”
A scowl marred Lancelot’s too-handsome features. Faced with a wall of trenchant respectability, he was forced to accept her dismissal. He didn’t do it with good grace. “Some other time, then.”
Nodding curtly, he dug in his heels-his horse reared, then all but bolted up the street.
“Insolent puppy!” Sir Henry glowered after Lancelot’s rapidly dwindling figure.
Francesca took Gyles’s arm. “One can only hope he’ll grow up soon and leave such ungraciousness behind.”
The comment answered the questions that had been about to bloom in the Middleshams’ minds. Allowed them to dismiss Lancelot as the mere nuisance he was. Lady Middlesham pressed her hand as they made their farewells; Sir Henry smiled and expressed a wish they would meet again soon.
They parted from the Middleshams and headed for the Red Pigeon. Francesca squeezed Gyles’s arm. “Lancelot is a spoilt boy, of no interest to me and no consequence to you.”
Gyles slanted her a glance, grey eyes hard, then ushered her into the inn.
Harris came rushing to conduct them to the parlor he’d prepared. Francesca was pleased to approve both the parlor and the fare the innkeeper and his buxom daughter efficiently set before them. Then Harris and the girl withdrew, leaving them in comfort, well supplied with viands and wine.
The food was as delicious as it looked; Francesca was free with her praise. Glancing up, she noticed the amusement in Gyles’s eyes, noted his not entirely straight lips. “What is it?”
He hesitated, then said, “I was just imagining you at a dinner party in London. You’ll create a panic.”
“Why?”
“It’s not common practice for ladies of the ton to evince such… desire over food.”
She opened her eyes wide. “If one has to eat, one may as well enjoy it.”
He laughed and inclined his head. “Indeed.”
The table could have sat four; they faced each other over it. It was easy to converse, and they were free of all ears. As they sampled the various meats and pastries, Francesca asked about the estate in general, encouraged when Gyles answered readily, with no hint of reluctance. They discussed the past year, the trials and successes, and the harvest presently being gathered in.
Then Harris returned to remove the dishes; setting a platter piled with fresh fruits between them, he beamed benignly and left them in peace.
Selecting a grape, Francesca asked, “The families on the estate-are they primarily long-term tenants?”
“Mostly long-standing.” Watching the grape disappear, Gyles leaned back in his chair. “In fact, I can’t think of any who aren’t.”
“So they’re used to all the”-another grape was selected-“local traditions.”
“I suppose so.”
She studied the grape, turning it in her fingers. “What traditions are there? You mentioned a market.”
“The market’s held every month-I suppose it’s a tradition. Everyone would certainly be upset if it was stopped.”
“And what else?” She looked up. “Perhaps the church sponsors some gathering?”
Gyles met her wide eyes. “It would be a easier if you simply told me what it is you want to know.”
She held his gaze, then popped the grape into her mouth and wrinkled her nose at him. “I wasn’t that transparent.”
He watched as her jaw worked, squishing the grape, watched her swallow, and didn’t answer.
Folding her hands on the table, she fixed him with an earnest look. “Your mother mentioned there used to be a Harvest Festival-not the church celebration, although at much the same time-but a fete day at the Castle.”
Although he kept his expression impassive, she must have seen his reaction in his eyes; she quickly said, “I know it hasn’t been held for years-”
“Not since my father died.”
“True-but your father died more than twenty years ago.”
He couldn’t now argue that most of his tenants wouldn’t recall the event.
“You’re the earl, and now I’m your countess. It’s a new generation, a new era. The purpose of the Festival was, as I understand it, to thank the estate workers for their efforts throughout the year, through the sowing, husbanding, and reaping.” She tilted her head, her eyes steady on his. “You’re a caring landlord-you look after your tenants. Surely, now I’m here, it’s right-appropriate-that we should again host the Festival.”
She was right, yet it took some time to accustom his mind to the idea-of holding the Festival again, of he himself being the host. In all his memories, that was a position his father had filled. After his death, there had never been any question-not that he could recall-of continuing with the Festival, despite the fact it was, indeed, a very old tradition.
Times changed. And sometimes adapting meant resurrecting past ways.
She’d been wise enough to say no more, to push no further. Instead, she sat patiently, her gaze on his face, awaiting his decision. He knew perfectly well if he refused she would argue, although perhaps not immediately. His lips lifted spontaneously as he recalled her earlier comment. Transparent? She was as easy to read as the wind.
Hope kindled in her eyes at his half smile; he let his lips relax into a more definite one. “Very well. If you wish to play the role of my countess to the hilt-”
He broke off. Their eyes met, held; all levity evaporated. Then, deliberately, he inclined his head and continued, his voice even, “I see no reason to dissuade you.” After an instant’s pause, he added, “I won’t stand in your way.”
She understood what he was saying-all he was saying. After a moment, she stood and came around the table. She stopped by his side, turned, and sank gracefully onto his lap. “And will you play your part, too?”
His gaze remained steady. “In the Festival, yes.”
For the rest, he could make no promises.
She studied his eyes, her own unreadable, then she smiled, her usual, warm, gloriously radiant smile. “Thank you.”
Raising her hands, she framed his face, then leaned forward and kissed him, deliberately, sensuously yet without heat.
From beneath lowered lids, he watched her, and felt his hunger stir. Felt the barbarian rise, but for once, his appetite wasn’t lust, not even desire.
Something else. Something more.
He kissed her back, and she returned the pleasure, and it was simply that-a shared moment of physical touching, caressing.
It had no purpose beyond that-the exchange of a gentle touch.
Eventually, she drew back and he let her. She smiled, happy and pleased. “So, how should we spread the news? It’s only a few weeks away. Whom should we tell?”
“Harris.” Gyles urged her to her feet and she rose. He stood, claimed her hand, then led he
r to the door. “We invite the whole village as well as the tenants, and in Lambourn, there’s no better way of making a general announcement than by telling Harris.”
So they told Harris, and Gyles and she were now committed to the Harvest Festival. The next day, Francesca received a letter from Charles accepting her invitation to visit at the Castle. Franni, he reported, was absolutely delighted at the prospect of visiting there again.
Francesca didn’t know what to make of that. Perhaps, after all, Gyles had been right, and Franni’s reaction at their wedding had simply been due to overexcitement. That suggested that Franni’s gentleman was either someone else, or a figment of her imagination. Francesca could see no way of deciding, not until Franni, and Charles and Ester, arrived.
Putting the matter aside, she threw herself into preparations, both for the Harvest Festival and for her uncle’s visit. She made lists, and lists of lists. One of the items on her list for today was dealing with the rejuvenation of the flower beds before the forecourt.
“It is simply unacceptable.” Together with Edwards, she stood in the drive one hundred yards from the house, facing the forecourt and the empty, leaf-strewn beds along its nearest edge. “That is not an appealing vista and no fit introduction to the house.”
“Mmm.”
Dour and glum, Edwards stood, a great hulk beside her, and scowled at the offending mounds.
Arms folded, Francesca turned to him. “You’re the head gardener. What are your suggestions?”
He glanced sideways at her, then cleared his throat. “Flowers won’t do aught. Not there. Needs trees, it does.”
“Trees.” Francesca glanced at the huge oaks surrounding them. “More trees.”
“Aye. Pencil pines is what I’m thinking.”
“Pencil pines?”
“Aye. See-” Rooting around in the leaves, Edwards found a stick. With one boot, he cleared a space on the ground. “If you see this as the house-just the front, like-as we can see it from here.” He drew a rectangle to represent the house. “Then if we put three pines in each side, like this.” With the stick, he drew in six pines, three on either side of the gap where the drive joined the forecourt, all in a line along the forecourt’s front edge. “And stagger them in size, with the outermost the tallest, and the two flanking the drive the smallest, then-well, you can see.”
He stepped back, gesturing to his sketch. Francesca bent over to study it. Slowly, she straightened, looked at the house, then back down at the sketch. “That’s really quite good, Edwards.”
She stepped back, narrowing her eyes, trying to imagine it. “Yes,” she nodded decisively. “But there’s one thing missing.”
“Eh?”
“Come with me.” She walked back along the drive almost to the empty beds. Stopping, she scuffed back leaves along the drive’s edge, uncovering stone. “This is the base for a carved stone trough-there’s a similar base on the other side of the drive. Lady Elizabeth remembers the troughs filled with flowers on her wedding day, but they were removed at some point.”
“Aye, well-I doubt we’d be able to get such things now. Takes a mite of effort to do such work.”
“Oh, there’s no need for new ones. The troughs are at the far end of the orchard, almost overgrown, but I’m sure they can be dug out.”
“Mmm.” Edwards’s frown returned.
“There’re also two matching troughs, smaller ones, that should sit on the top steps of the porch. They’re presently in the field behind the stable.”
“Used for horse troughs, they be.”
“Indeed, but Jacobs is quite sure his charges do not need anything so fancy.” Francesca met Edwards’s eyes, overhung and half-obscured by his shaggy brows. “I’ll make a bargain with you. I will allow you to put in the six trees, rather than plant the entire beds with flowers, provided you oversee the disinterring of those troughs-all four of them-and their cleaning and replacement in their proper positions. I’ve heard young Johnny likes planting and tending flowers, so, under your instruction, he can fill the troughs and plant the appropriate bulbs-I want tulips and daffodils, followed by other flowers as the seasons progress. I don’t know what grows well at this time of year”-she smiled-“but I’m sure you and Johnny will.”
Turning, she surveyed the presently bare beds. “Now, how soon do you think that can be done?”
“Mmm. I know where we can get the pines… I suppose we’d have it done in a week.” Edwards glanced at her. “Be faster if we didn’t have to do those troughs-”
“The troughs and trees all at once, please.”
“Well, then, a week.”
“Excellent.” Francesca nodded, then smiled confidingly. “My uncle and his family will be arriving in a week’s time, and I would like the house to look well.”
The faintest tinge of color showed under Edwards’s weathered skin. “Aye, well,” he said gruffly. “We’ll have the place all right and special for ye in a week then, p’raps sooner. Now-” Stepping back, he looked around.
“Now you must return to your trees.” Francesca nodded a dismissal.
Gyles had been watching from the shadows of the porch. Seeing Edwards lumber off, he strolled out and down the steps. Francesca saw him. Smiling, she came to meet him.
“Did you succeed?” Taking her hand, he drew it through his arm, covering her hand with his.
“Edwards and I have come to an understanding.”
“I never doubted it could be otherwise.”
They turned toward the bluff, strolling around the Castle to where Edwards’s beloved trees gave way to shrubs and the occasional rose.
“I received a packet from Devil this morning.” Gyles broke the companionable silence as they reached the old ramparts and the wide vista of his lands opened before them. “He and Honoria are back in London. He sent the latest parliamentary deliberations of note.”
“Is Parliament sitting at present?”
“Yes-the autumn session is under way.”
Gyles thought of it-his normal life until now, the ton largely back in residence, the usual round of balls, parties, and the even more important dinners, the jostling of the hostesses for prominence and the more serious discussions that took place behind the glittering facade. For years, that had been the focus of his life.
They paused, looking out over the land, ablaze in autumn’s glory.
“Do we need to go to London-for Parliament?”
“No.”
He’d thought of it, but not as we. He glanced at her, met her eyes briefly, tucked a whipping lock of her hair behind her ear, then looked back at the view.
His aversion to the idea of returning to London alone should have surprised him, yet it hadn’t. He was, it seemed, getting used to the fact that, when it came to all matters pertaining to her, his barbarian self ruled. His true self would not be parted from her, would not even consider it.
They stood side by side and he surveyed his domain, then he lowered his arm, closing his hand about hers. “Come. Let’s go down to the folly.”
* * *
Folly indeed.
Later that night, Gyles lay on his back in the dark warmth, and listened to the soft sigh of his wife’s breathing.
Hands behind his head, he stared up at the canopy, and wondered what the hell he was doing. Where he thought he was going.
Where they were going.
The correction summed up his problem. He could no longer consider the future from his standpoint alone. No matter what tack he took, what frame of reference, she was always in the picture.
In truth, her happiness was now more relevant than his, because his depended on hers.
Was it any wonder he was struggling?
It would have been easier if she’d made demands. Instead, she’d left the choice to him, avoiding the pitfall of setting her will against his. He was conditioned and prepared for such battles; the outcome would have been swift and certain.
And he wouldn’t now be lying here, engulfed in uncertainty.<
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She’d made her position clear. He ruled, he made the decisions-and if she didn’t like them, she would go her own way.
He didn’t doubt she would. At her core lay a stubborness he recognized, an unswerving devotion to her cause.
A devotion he coveted for himself. Not just for his political ambitions, not just for his marriage, not even for the effect such a devotion would have on his life.
He wanted her devoted to him.
Wanted to see it in her eyes as she took him in, feel it in her lips as she kissed him, in her touch as she caressed him. All she gave him now, he wanted-forever.
He glanced at her dark head, felt the warmth of her body, relaxed and boneless against him. Felt an immediate urge to seize, to lock her to him.
Looking back at the canopy, he wrenched his thoughts back to his problem.
He wanted her love, her devotion, wanted her exclusively focused on him. She was prepared to offer him that. In return, she wanted one thing.
He wanted to give it to her-wanted to love her-but… that, in and of itself, was the very last thing he wanted to do.
The ultimate contradiction.
There had to be a way around it. For his sanity’s sake, he had to find it. Had to find an option that would satisfy her, but still leave him unexposed, emotionally invulnerable.
The alternative was unthinkable. Still was and always would be.
Chapter 13
“Well, my dear! Married life clearly agrees with you.”
Francesca beamed. On tiptoe, she kissed Charles’s cheek, then turned to greet Ester. “I’m so glad you could come. It hasn’t been long, I know, but I’ve missed you.”
“And we’ve missed you, dear.” Ester brushed cheeks, then gave way to Franni.
Francesca searched Franni’s pale blue eyes; her cousin smiled blithely, stepped forward, and kissed her. Then she looked around. “It’s a very big house, isn’t it? I didn’t see much of it, last time.”
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