by Matt Shaw
“That is a lie,” he said.
“Fair enough...”
“I just wish I had!” he started to laugh again. His infectious laughter set me off too. “I mean, his arse...To die for...Seriously...”
“Dude, please stop...” I said, still laughing.
“Oh, I see, it’s okay for you to discuss Mrs Price’s arse but not okay for me to discuss his tight, round butt...Imagine those muscles squeezing around your cock as you try not to squirt deep inside him...”
“Dude! I’m not listening anymore...”
“And he’d be groaning, and moaning...Begging even, to have it deeper in him...Deeper and harder...”
I put my fingers in my ears, “I’m not listening...I can’t hear your disgusting thoughts...La La Laaaaaaaa.....”
David cracked up and, as a result, thankfully stopped.
“You’re sick,” I told him.
“What are you two laughing about?” asked a pretty girl from my class. I think her name was Rebecca; the girl who sat in front of David. As soon as she got our attention by speaking, David stopped laughing and fell silent.
“You don’t want to know,” I said. I didn’t know her well enough to be sure she’d appreciate the comments between David and I. I had seen her hanging around with Piers, and his narrow-minded friends so...
“Listen, I just wanted to say I think you two were really cool...” she went on.
“How so?” I asked.
“I’m not stupid. None of us are. We know who caused those bruises...You not grassing them up to the Head...That was cool...” She smiled at me, a flash in her beautiful eyes.
“Well...Thanks...” I said. I felt myself blush; an annoying habit whenever a pretty girl spoke to me. I wonder whether, in years to come, I’ll be able to control that...Better yet, I wonder whether it will stop completely. That’d be nice.
“Some of us are having a party this Saturday...Be nice if you could both come. Show there are no hard feelings between anyone. You know, a fresh start...” she continued.
I looked at David, “Sounds good, would do you think?” He didn’t answer, he just stared at Rebecca as though he were expecting a punchline to some amazing joke she was telling. “David?”
“I can’t,” he said. “Busy. Some gay thing.”
“That’s too bad,” said Rebecca, “it would have been nice...And...I could have got to know you a little better too.” Her eyes were fixed on me. It was everything I could do to keep focused on her and not her cleavage. “Look, if you change your mind...” she fished in her pocket and pulled out a small card with a phone number on it...”Just give me a call and I’ll pass on my address...Be nice if one of you could make it at least.”
I took the card off her and, just as suddenly as she had appeared, she vanished back into the crowds of pupils all milling about with their lunches.
I turned to David, “I knew they were hiding from us. Scared of whether we had gone to the teachers...It’s good, isn’t it? A fresh start she said. Might leave me alone from here on in...Us alone. Both of us. Come on, it will be a laugh...”
“Have you heard the term ‘fuck-buddy’?” asked David.
“Of course I have...”
“Well she is fuck buddies with most of the school but...I think her and Piers are more than that. She’s a piece of shit.”
“She seems nice enough to me,” I said. I smelt the card in my hands, “Even her card smells like perfume...Come on, it will be a laugh,” I said.
“You can go if you want but I don’t want to. Wherever they are, I tend to avoid.”
“You mind if I go?” I didn’t want to upset David but at the same time I didn’t want to miss the chance to put things right with everyone. It would be nice to come to school not wondering whether I’m going to get another hiding or not.
“You do what you want,” said David. I could tell by his tone that he didn’t think it was a good idea and, more to the point, he didn’t really want me going but...Surely he wouldn’t fall out with me just because I chose to try and put things right...The chance to have things easier for both of us. How great would that be?
* * * * *
I couldn’t help but think how great this was, as Mrs Price pulled her skirt back up and took her seat amongst my fellow classmates. Her face is still red and the tears, in her eyes, are nothing more than an added bonus. I have a feeling, if she survives this, she won’t be so keen to belittle any of her students again. Hell, she might even quit. Never teach again. No loss to the education system, that’s for sure.
Rebecca was still crying in her seat too. Two scarred, hopefully for life, and one battered. I’m just disappointed the bruises will heal.
“Well, Piers, you ready yet?” I hope he tells me to ‘fuck off’ or something similar from his lacking intelligence; give me another reason to smash him in the face. Normally I’m against violence. I don’t think it solves anything. That’s partly why I never fought back on the occasions they jumped me. I mean...Ignoring how big he is in comparison to my skinny frame anyway. Even if I had wanted to fight back, I wouldn’t have gotten very far. I’d have covered even less metaphorical distance on the times his friends were helping to give me a hiding. I never understood why he had them help - it’s not as though he needed a hand.
Piers tipped his head back so it was facing me. His nose was still bleeding. How satisfying. I’m loving this. It’s nearly making me as hard as the sight of Mrs Price’s cunt and the feeling of Rebecca’s tongue. With his hand away from his face, he raised his middle finger.
Oh, Happy Days...A sadistic smile spread across my mouth. Like I said, normally I’m against violence but, I won’t lie, it’s slowly starting to grow on me.
6.
“Are you going to want us to pick you up?” asked my mum. The problem with my mum is that she wasn’t trying to be helpful. She was trying to be nosy. She just wanted to get a glimpse of my new friends. No doubt she wanted to thank them for taking me under their wings as I found my way around a new school. She was always the same. It was embarrassing. The friends I did make often asked whether my mum would be home before agreeing to come around for a night of gaming on the console. They said she freaked them out a little. I couldn’t blame them. Her only son, she had a habit of treating me as though I was still a baby. Definitely embarrassing. When she first saw the bruises Piers and his friends inflicted...She wanted to frog march me back to school and demand the Headmaster expelled everyone immediately. I tried telling her it wasn’t necessary. I tried telling her it would just make things worse for me but...You know how parents can be especially when they have a bee in their bonnet about something.
“I’m fine,” I muttered as I pulled a clean, black shirt from my wardrobe.
“Don’t you have anything brighter you can wear?” she asked. “You’re always dressing in black...Colour suits you so well...”
“I want black. Black is cool,” I said. I also perceived it was a power colour too. Mum once said she thought I was a Goth. I couldn’t help but laugh. I’m hardly a Goth. It’s not like I wear make-up and dress head to foot in black and go around listening to heavy-metal whilst cutting myself...Mind you, I don’t really know any Goths...Maybe they don’t do that? Maybe it’s just bad movies portraying them in a negative light.
“Well it’s nice to see you settling so quickly,” she continued. “Especially after what happened at the start of the week...Do you at least want a lift?”
“It’s fine, mum, really. I can make my own way.”
“Well, if you’re sure...”
I feel sorry for mum really. I know why she is so keen to be part of my life. It’s because she doesn’t really have her own life. She gets moved around just as much as me, because of dad. At least I have the chance to meet new friends and different people by going to school. She doesn’t have to work. In fact, dad said he didn’t want her to. He wanted her to be at home...Keep the house up together and meals on the table whilst he went out and provided. Old fashio
ned views, I guess. It did mean that mum didn’t get to socialize with people her own age, especially as she lacked the confidence to join local groups that would have opened the door to meeting new, like-minded people. She just stayed in the house and went a little more stir-crazy each day.
“Thank you, mum. Really. But I’m sure.”
She gave me a smile and said, “Well, I’ll leave you to get ready then...” and, with that, she left the room.
I do love her though.
* * * * *
My heart was beating fast and hard as I pressed the doorbell button to Rebecca’s house. I know this is all for the best; a fresh start. A chance to turn the hatred Piers and the others feel for me into something more positive. Doesn’t make me any less nervous though. Not a good thing, being nervous. I have a bad habit of being ultra-sarcastic, without meaning to be, or extremely quiet. Neither are traits which make me any more endearing. I wish David had come with me. At least there’d have been someone here who definitely liked me.
Footsteps from beyond the door. Someone is coming. The door opened and Rebecca was stood there. A vision of beauty. She was dressed in a short black dress which looks as though it’s barely covering her backside. I won’t lie; she looks hot. Really hot. Her face was done up with heavy make-up. Normally I prefer ‘subtle’ but...It suits her.
“You came!” she exclaimed. She actually sounded as though she was pleased. “I was hoping you would!” She reached across to my hand and led me into the house.
I already feel as though I’m out of my depth. She took me through to the lounge where Piers and his friends were sitting. There were six of them altogether. The room fell silent when they saw me. I feel sick but I can’t show it. Piers was the first to stand up and walk over.
“You didn’t grass,” he said, “I respect that...And look, we’ve both said and done some stupid things but...What do you say we start afresh?” he sounded sincere.
“I’d like that,” I said.
“You’re alright,” he said. He turned away from me and joined his friends again. Seconds later they were back to whatever it was they were talking about before I walked in.
“See,” said Rebecca, “a fresh start.”
I smiled at her. Was that it? Was that all that was needed?
“Can I get you a drink?” she asked. She didn’t wait for an answer. Still holding my hand she pulled me through to the large kitchen which was crammed full of various drinks - mainly of a ‘alcopop’ variety. “We pretty much have everything here,” she said.
“That’s a lot of alcohol,” I said.
“Everyone chipped in.” Whoops. Was I supposed to offer money too? A little bit of cash towards the alcohol pool? I don’t have anything on me now other than the cash I need to get the taxi home. Could give her that. Could give mum a call to come and collect me...No. Forget that. I don’t need her seeing Rebecca. She’ll jump to conclusions, no doubt, that we’re a couple. Probably end up having the safe-sex speech and everything. Worse still, she’ll invite Rebecca over for Sunday dinner...Although, that wouldn’t be a bad thing...Ever since I first saw her I thought she looked nice. “Try that,” she passed me a red drink. Not got a clue what it is and what it’ll taste like but I don’t want to appear uncool by asking or refusing it.
“Thanks,” I said.
“David couldn’t make it, huh?” she asked.
“No, he said he was busy...”
“A shame.” Laughter boomed from the living room. “Did you want to go upstairs so we could talk? It’s quieter...”
“Ummm, sure,” I said. It was the first time I had had a girl inviting me upstairs. I desperately tried to sound relaxed and cool about it but I’m pretty sure I failed. She smiled and led me through the house, back towards the stairs. She went up the stairs first, leading the way. I always thought I was a gentleman but, as I stared at her tight little arse the whole way up...Well...I guess I’m not that much of a gentleman!
“It’s just through there,” she pointed to a door across the landing from the stairs, “I’ll be right there - make yourself comfortable.” She turned into what looked to be the bathroom and I crossed the landing to what turned out to be her room.
Weird. Everything is pink. I’m not sure what I expected but I’m pretty sure it wasn’t a completely pink room. Pink walls, pink duvet...Even the carpet is a lighter shade of pink. Definitely a young girl’s room. You wouldn’t have guessed this was her room. I guess I half expected pictures of semi-naked pop stars hanging from the walls and make-up scattered around the place...Hell, I even thought I’d see different outfits dropped on the floor from where she was trying things on for her party. But, in this room, everything seems to have its own place. Speaking of which, dressed in black, I must really look out of place here!
“Sorry about that,” she appeared in the doorway behind me. I turned to look at her. Was it just me or did her breasts suddenly appear to be...Well....larger? No complaints here. I tried to avert my eyes so as not to offend or come across as a creep. She simply smiled and walked past me, brushing my crotch with her hand. Was that a mistake? That smell...She smells even more so of the sweet perfume I caught a scent of when she first opened the door to me. I’m not sure what it is but I like it. She sat on the bed and patted the mattress next to her. An invitation for me to join her? Embarrassingly, I felt myself harden. I can only hope she didn’t notice.
I crossed the room and sat next to her. I wonder if I looked as nervous as I felt. Come on, you’re supposed to be a man. Act like one. “I have to say, I wasn’t expecting your room to look like this,” I said.
“No? What were you expecting?” She turned her body to face me and dropped her hand on my leg. I am now fully erect and feeling incredibly awkward. “You look good tonight.”
“Thanks,” I stuttered. Stupid. I should have told her she looked good too and not just tonight. She always looked good.
She laughed, “You feel tense...Relax...”
Before I could answer she leant forward and kissed me on the mouth. Seconds later and she was kissing me again with her tongue down my throat. Aggressive...Nice...
She pulled away slightly, “You’re a good kisser.”
I tried to answer but my mouth didn’t want to work. Besides...I wasn’t sure whether she was just saying that. Being kind. I wonder if she could tell it was my first kiss. She leant in again with her left hand on my cheek. As she continued to kiss me, her hand stroked down my cheek with her nails scratching me ever so gently. Lower it went...Down my neck...Down my chest...Until it rested on my crotch. She made a funny ‘mmm’ noise from her mouth and, using both hands, fussed around with my belt until it was undone - allowing her access to do the same to my jeans. Is this really happening? I desperately wanted to touch her, like she was touching me...I wanted to feel the softness, and warmth, of her skin. I wanted to feel her breasts...I wanted to but didn’t. I was just frozen to the spot; allowing her to do as she pleased.
“Ooh, big boy,” she purred as she freed my erection from the confines of my boxer shorts. I feel like I should stop her. Perhaps get to know her a little first? I thought the correct order was a few dates, holding hands, couple more dates, a first kiss, more holding hands and then, eventually, some kind of sexual act. I didn’t think it would be like this. “I have some condoms in the drawer over there...” she whispered in my ear. Fuck it. Holding hands is lame anyway.
“Sure,” I stammered, my hands still frozen to the mattress.
She jumped off the bed and walked across the room, leaving me on the bed momentarily.
“Now!” she suddenly yelled. Within an instant, the bedroom door flew open and Piers burst in with a mobile phone in his hand and a huge, evil smile on his face.
“Gross! What are you doing! Having a wank in Rebecca’s little sister’s room? You know how fucked up that is? She’s only eight. You fucking pervert!”
I didn’t know what was going on nor did I hang around for an answer. I got up as quickly as I could, t
urning my back to the mobile phone, and adjusted myself to hide my erection. The sound of Rebecca laughing, from the corner of the room, echoing through my worried mind...
So much for a fresh start.
7.
If Piers had meant what he had said, that evening, about us having a fresh start...If Rebecca hadn’t tricked me into making me look stupid...Right now, Mrs Price would, no doubt, be shouting at one of us for handing in a below par homework assignment. As it is, she’s just sat there, looking mortified at what she’s just done. Rebecca is still sniffling away in the corner of the room and Piers is still bleeding as he deserves to.
“Have another little think,” I said to Piers as I went back to the front of the classroom, “and we’ll have another chat in a bit,” I said. Back at the front of the class, I turned to Ben Griffin and Daniel Gordon. Two of Piers’ closest friends. Unlike the physical violence Piers liked to dish out, these two were too weak to do much damage, like that. Instead they preferred the tried and tested method of name-calling. Whoever said ‘sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me’ clearly hasn’t been on the receiving end of people who spend the vast majority of their time using hateful words. I’ve lost count of the amount of times, in my short time in this school, where I’ve been on the receiving end of a bout of name-calling from these two narrow minded little pricks. It’s stupid of me, and others, to get hurt by it but...You hear something enough times and you start to believe it. It wears you down. “Ben and Daniel, can you come to the front of the class please?” I’m not sure why I said ‘please’. I don’t need to say things like that anymore. I don’t need to be polite. I’m the one in charge. It wasn’t a friendly request. It was an order.
