We spend the rest of the day in bed together, making love twice more. Although the third session, I have to admit, is more of a “let’s get our rocks off,” session. But we both agree that it’s good to have both kinds of sex: making love, and also just plain fucking for the fun of it. Although I have the feeling we’re going to be doing a lot of pure love making the next few weeks.
“Aren’t you worried about people seeing us together?” I say. “Your mentor is bound to find out. And, I mean, I don’t want to worry you, but now that the whole thing happened with me and the swim team, I’m pretty sure that everyone on the team knows about us, and they’re not exactly prone to keeping their mouths shut, no matter what the circumstances. And, honestly, most of them are pretty pissed at me for not racing, especially the guys on the relay team, so I doubt they have any reason to protect you or me right now. They can be real assholes when they want to.”
“Don’t worry,” says Allison. Her reaction surprises me. She doesn’t seem concerned in the least bit. “Beaumont already knows.”
“Who’s Beaumont?”
“Professor Beaumont. He’s my… well, I was about to say best friend, but I think you’ve occupied that role on campus now.”
“You’re so sweet,” I say. This new way of behaving and talking still surprises me sometimes. After all, I’m still the tough swim champ, even if I’m not currently racing. I’m still on the team, after all. But it’s amazing what the right woman can do to a man like me.
“He already knows. He’s not as inept as he looks, I guess. I wouldn’t say he’s OK with it, but at least he’s still going to write my recommendation and I’ll still be working for The Journal next year. Fingers crossed, I mean. It’s certainly not a sure thing yet.”
“I really hope you get it,” I say. “It’s what you really want to do, right? It’s the only thing that matters in the world to you. It’s just like swimming is for me, being on the Olympic team, I mean.”
“Yeah!” she says, growing visibly excited. “No one has ever really understood that, Anchor. I mean, Beaumont’s understood in a way, but I think he’s too jaded at this point to really understand the enthusiasm of a student. But I guess that happens to reporters after a while. It’s a tough job and all…” She’s talking a mile a minute, completely excited that I’ve understood something so important about her. But she catches herself mid sentence and pauses. “Oh, Anchor, I’m so sorry about what’s happened to you with the team. I know how much the Olympics means to you. You do think you still have a chance, don’t you? I think you do. Maybe they’ll just look at it as a minor indiscretion or a particular problem with one coach. Doesn’t that kind of stuff happen all the time with athletes, even a the highest levels?”
“I don’t know what’s going to happen,” I say. “I can only hope. I’m going to talk to coach soon. Maybe he’ll end up seeing the situation from my point of view and all. I mean, can’t he understand how I couldn’t leave a hot piece of ass waiting for me in the locker room without a good fucking!”
“Anchor!” she says in an admonishing tone, giving me a playful little hit with her fist on my side. I can tell she likes me talking about her like this, though.
“Don’t you think he should see it from my side? I’m not such a bad guy after all. At least some people would say that.”
“You’re a great guy, Anchor,” she says. “The best guy I’ve ever met.”
“Even better than Professor Beaumont?”
She laughs. “Of course,” she says. “But, listen, Anchor. I understand what you’re saying about having the coach see the whole thing from your point of view. And it makes sense in a way. But… have you ever thought about simply apologizing to him and basically begging for forgiveness. He sure is a grumpy tough bastard, but I can’t see him turning something like that down.”
“Come on,” I say. “That’s not going to work. Besides, I have my reputation to think of. I’ve never apologized to the coach or any professor. That’s part of my thing, you know? I do my own thing, and if other people don’t like it, then they can go to hell.”
“Including me?” she says, her voice sounding halfway between playful and serious.
“You’re the one exception,” I say, in a serious voice, looking her right in her beautiful eyes.
“Well,” she says. “Think about what I said. Maybe you’ll change your mind. Since I’m a reporter, I’m not bad at reading people, and I think I have a pretty good read on the coach. I’m pretty sure it would work.”
“You didn’t have a good read on me when we met, did you?”
“I guess not,” she says. “I didn’t realize how stubborn you were.” She knows I’m joking, and referring to how she thought I was just another idiotic jock that she could never be with, but she’s too quick for me, and she’s able to make a joke out of anything.
“I should have known not to get involved with such a clever woman,” I say, leaning in and kissing her.
We’re standing up in her room, finally getting dressed to go to the dining hall. We both haven’t eaten anything since breakfast, and my meal was just a bunch of cheap beers that had been sitting on my floor.
But we embrace, and fall again on the bed, half clothed, in a tight embrace.
22
Allison
Why is Anchor so stubborn? I know he could get back on the team if he would just admit he’s too full of pride… admit that he made a mistake. How hard would that be?
But as he’s embracing me, kissing me, caressing me, making me feel completely wonderful all over, I realize this is one of the things I love about him. But, if only he could just be a little better. Why can’t I just tweak him a little, to make him absolutely perfect? Not that he’s not perfect now. Perfect in bed, at least.
Soon he’s on top of me, with his cock inching its way inside me.
It’s so large that it hurts, as it always does when it’s first entering me, but the pleasure soon overwhelms the pain. For a moment, pleasure and pain exist together for me, but now the pain begins to fade away as he thrusts into me. I love watching his body move as he fucks me.
“I want to be on top,” I say.
“Just give me another minute like this,” he says, panting.
How many times have we had sex today? I’ve lost count already. And I think we both can’t figure out whether this is going to be a super steamy quickie, or a long lasting love making session.
Well, why can’t it be both? Why can’t we try something a little new?
It’s not that I haven’t been on top before, but we’ve just done that position for a couple minutes, before Anchor wanted to try doggy style. So far, though, we’ve mostly done missionary and nothing else, since we both find it’s the absolute closest we can get to each other.
But right now I’m just thinking Anchor can’t really get any closer to me if he’s already inside me. Right?
Finally, I get on top of him. We’re still close. We roll over so that he’s still deep inside of me during the transition, his cock never coming out of me even for a moment.
It actually feels better to have more control with the sex. I can do all the thrusting and rocking and riding I want, at whatever speed I feel like.
“That feels really good,” says Anchor, his breath getting heavy.
“You going to come?”
“Not yet,” he says, a look of complete concentration creeping over his face.
He reaches up and begins massaging my breasts, in just the same way he was before, paying special attention to my nipples.
Finally, we’re both ready to come.
I ride him harder and faster, increasing the pace.
We come together, almost completely simultaneously. I let out a series of moans that I couldn’t control even if I wanted to.
Anchor lets out a couple very manly groans and grunts, as he comes, filling the condom inside of me.
Just as we’re untangling ourselves from each o
ther, and Anchor is dealing with the used condom, his cell phone rings.
“Probably more bad news,” he says. “It can only get worse with the team at this point, right?”
“You never know,” I say. “That’s what my Mom always said. She said if it’s good news, you’re going to want to know what it is, and if it’s bad news, you’re also going to want to know. It’s better just to pick it up.”
“I guess you’re right,” says Anchor, fishing his phone out of his jean’s pocket.
“How does that thing work after spending all that time in the river?” I say.
“Some special model for swimmers and water people like me,” he says. “Rubberized, gaskets, totally waterproof.”
He pulls it out of his pocket, and it looks like a real brick of a phone. It looks more like a military walkie-talkie, something the coast guard might use.
He opens it up and answers it.
“Hello?” he says. Apparently the phone doesn’t have caller id.
“Who is it?” I mouth, but Anchor puts his finger up for me to hold on.
He looks like he’s concentrating hard on the words being spoken, but his expression is unreadable.
Meanwhile, I fish my own phone out of my wet pants. It’s completely broken, completely water logged. The screen’s also broken, just showing a black broken digital static. It’s a cheap phone anyway, although I don’t have any money left over to buy a new one right now. The end of a semester is always a financial crunch for me, and I’ve been banking on getting a real salary soon after graduation.
“Thanks so much for letting me know,” says Anchor, his voice grave and serious. He hangs up the phone.
“Who was it?” I say, my voice riddled with anxiety.
I can’t help but thinking it’s probably bad news. After all, I don’t see how the Olympics could want Anchor after he’s been kicked off the team. Yeah, I know what I said to Anchor, but I was just trying to make him feel better. I didn’t really believe what I was saying, unfortunately.
“It was the Olympic coach,” he says.
“The scout, you mean?”
“No,” he says, a smile starting to brighten his face. “It was the actual coach. The head coach. He wanted to let me know that he’d heard about what happened, but that he’s also seen the video of the race, and that he’d never seen such a promising swimmer in all his years as coach.”
“Wow,” I say, breaking out in a big grin myself. “That’s amazing, Anchor! So you’re on the team, or what?”
“Not quite,” he says. “They still need to make their final decision. But he wanted to let me know that while I’m not yet a sure thing, I can be pretty confident that I’m going to be on the Olympic team next year. He said not to pack my bags just yet, though. I mean, he had to make it sound like he wasn’t giving me an official offer and all that.”
“Wow,” I say, running towards him and giving him a huge hug.
This is amazing news, and we decide to celebrate tonight by getting off campus a bit tonight for a nice dinner, Anchor’s treat.
I can’t help it though—I have this little nagging doubt in the back of my head. I’m sure Anchor’s telling me what he believes to be true, but he does…well, he does have quite a big ego when it comes to swimming. Could it be that he’s misinterpreted the coach’s words somewhat? Maybe the coach was just calling to express his sympathies about what happened, and say that, if things had gone differently, he would have liked to have Anchor on the team, given that he is an outstanding swimmer—I wouldn’t put it completely past Anchor to take all this in the best light possible, to the point of completely misinterpreting the message.
But I don’t share my feelings. How could I, when we’ve never felt closer?
We take the bus from campus to the city, and we enjoy immensely walking around somewhere that isn’t the campus, or the river.
“The lights look so beautiful,” I say.
“I know,” says Anchor, looking at me, instead. “But not as beautiful as you.”
“You’re so sweet,” I say, as Anchor leans into kiss me, right underneath one of the streets light that’s emitting its soft yellow glow. The lights here look so much better than the stark florescent lights on the campus. Maybe this is a sign that my life will be better once I finally get off campus and graduate. Maybe I’m more suitable to the outside world. Maybe it’s going to be a better fit for me.
But what about Anchor?
I’ve never felt closer to anyone in my life, and I’m almost positive he feels exactly the same way. It’s like we’re connected in a kind of spiritual way. But what about when we graduate? If Anchor makes the Olympic team, I don’t see how my career is going to coincide at all with his. And if he doesn’t? What’s he going to be doing, working at a gas station? From what I can tell, he’s never been a very serious student.
“You worried at all about graduating?” I say, over our Thai food. We’ve both ordered delicious soups that arrive to the table piping hot, with steam coming off their surfaces.
Somehow, the hot soup is comforting even though the weather is warming up. It isn’t yet summer. It isn’t yet too hot for soup.
“Not at all,” says Anchor. “Why would I be? It sounds like I’m really going to be on the team this time.”
“Yeah,” I say. “I know, but I mean… I was thinking about the two of us. You do want to continue our relationship after we graduate, right? This isn’t just another fling for you, or something like that?”
Anchor looks horrified, which makes me feel happy.
“Of course it’s not just another fling,” he says. “I mean, Allison, I feel things for you I’ve never felt for anyone else. I guess I just haven’t given graduation a lot of thought, you know? I mean, I figure that we’re meant to be together, and that if we’re meant to be together, then everything’s going to work out fine.”
“What if you go to the Olympic training camp, and I end up going to work for The Journal, and they send me to some crazy place?”
“Why can’t you just cover the Olympics then?” says Anchor. He looks so innocent and well meaning.
“It doesn’t just work like that,” I say. “Unless I write something really impressive for them, I’ll be lucky enough just to get the job. There are a thousand other heads of university newspapers, anyway, so that alone doesn’t guarantee me any special privileges.”
“Well, I can just fly to meet you in New York, and you can meet in Arizona at the training camp. A lot of couples do that.”
“Yeah, I guess we can do that,” I say, but inside I’m worried.
I decide to change the subject. After all, there’s still almost a month left of school. What’s the point of worrying about all this now, when I could be enjoying my time here on campus with Anchor? Somehow being with Anchor has made the stress of running the paper, along with the stress of final exams and term papers—all the stress has faded into the background, and I’m able to go about everything more logically, with more self-assuredness.
“So I’m writing an article about the swim team,” I say, trying to untangle my chopsticks from a mess of noodles.
“Yeah,” says Anchor. “How’s that going, anyway? I haven’t seen you working on it much.”
“Well, it was going to be about the swim team as a whole, but well, we’ve gotten to know each other a lot better.”
“You can say that again,” says Anchor, leaning in to kiss me, both our mouths full of noodles.
I giggle, then continue. “So I think the thing to do really is to write the article with you as the centerpiece.”
“Isn’t that a conflict of interest?” says Anchor.
“Yeah, I guess it is, considering our relationship. But I’ve realized that everything in life doesn’t need to be so cut and dry. It’s just unrealistic to think that all journalists are the epitome of professionalism, as I once thought. Even Beaumont admitted to me that he got a little involved with one of his s
ources at one point back when he was a journalist.”
“So it’s about me then?” says Anchor, seeming more pleased than anything else.
“Yeah,” I say, and I start telling him about the really nice article I started to write in my email window. I don’t mention the one I wrote when I was mad at him, the one in which I wrote all those terrible things about the swim team. Back then, my intention was to bring the team to its knees, and to cripple any chance of a career Anchor might ever have. I can’t believe I ever wrote that article now. I feel so different about Anchor now. He really feels like a part of me, a part of myself.
23
Anchor
The weeks are passing quickly. I’m still on the team but not racing. There’s only two big meets left. It’s frustrating sitting on the sidelines, but at least I know that I’m, most likely, headed to the Olympic training camp after graduation. And, plus, I have Dave to amuse me on the sidelines. He’s not going to recover from his broken ankle in time to race again. This is going to be the end of his swimming career, since there’s no chance he’s going to race after college. He doesn’t seem to mind, though, and although we try to keep our behavior on the calmer side, we still have a shit load of good laughs.
Coach and I are still butting heads, over just about everything possible, every time we interact. Allison suggested I simply apologize to the coach. As much as I love Allison, she can still be naïve about some things like this. She’s never been on a college sports team, for instance, and doesn’t understand the way our egos interact and clash. It’s just natural, especially among guys.
Things have never been better between Alison and me. I haven’t thought too much about the practicalities, but I know we’re going to be together after college. I just can’t see us being apart, no matter how I look at it.
“So you going to marry her or something?” says Dave, one day, when we are bored out of our minds, watching the team practice. Pretty much all the swimmers suck. Well, they’re not Olympian material, like I am. I’m still mad I can’t race. Why can’t coach just let me get into the pool during practices? Who’s it going to hurt?
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