Confident that nothing I told him would be binding, I explained the plan that I had been hatching ever since receiving the invitation: to write a memoir of the voyage for my grandson. His response was unequivocal. ‘I think it’s a brilliant idea. All boys love adventure stories.’ The description surprised me since I had perceived it as a story of discovery: self-discovery, to be sure, but as revelatory in its way as the voyages of Captain Cook. He questioned me on my approach but I had little to add except that I doubted I would aim it specifically at boys … which is just as well since, in the intervening fifteen years, not only has Marcus grown up but my readership has expanded to include two granddaughters. Gazing at the heap of typescript, I wonder how much it represents an attempt to relive my youth and how much to escape it. I trust that, having reached thus far (always provided that Leila has avoided her usual trick of turning straight to the final page), you will find it easier to understand – and perhaps even to forgive – your grandfather. If nothing else, you will appreciate why a man who has boarded only four ships in his life should have stipulated that his ashes be scattered at sea.
Acknowledgement
For the facts of the St Louis sailing, I am indebted to Voyage of the Damned by Gordon Thomas and Max Morgan-Witts, published by Dalton Watson Fine Books, 1974.
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